<h2><SPAN name="chap14"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIV.</h2>
<p>It has dawned upon me that I have never placed a proper valuation upon
womankind. For that matter, though not amative to any considerable degree so
far as I have discovered, I was never outside the atmosphere of women until
now. My mother and sisters were always about me, and I was always trying to
escape them; for they worried me to distraction with their solicitude for my
health and with their periodic inroads on my den, when my orderly confusion,
upon which I prided myself, was turned into worse confusion and less order,
though it looked neat enough to the eye. I never could find anything when they
had departed. But now, alas, how welcome would have been the feel of their
presence, the frou-frou and swish-swish of their skirts which I had so
cordially detested! I am sure, if I ever get home, that I shall never be
irritable with them again. They may dose me and doctor me morning, noon, and
night, and dust and sweep and put my den to rights every minute of the day, and
I shall only lean back and survey it all and be thankful in that I am possessed
of a mother and some several sisters.</p>
<p>All of which has set me wondering. Where are the mothers of these twenty and
odd men on the <i>Ghost</i>? It strikes me as unnatural and unhealthful that
men should be totally separated from women and herd through the world by
themselves. Coarseness and savagery are the inevitable results. These men about
me should have wives, and sisters, and daughters; then would they be capable of
softness, and tenderness, and sympathy. As it is, not one of them is married.
In years and years not one of them has been in contact with a good woman, or
within the influence, or redemption, which irresistibly radiates from such a
creature. There is no balance in their lives. Their masculinity, which in
itself is of the brute, has been over-developed. The other and spiritual side
of their natures has been dwarfed—atrophied, in fact.</p>
<p>They are a company of celibates, grinding harshly against one another and
growing daily more calloused from the grinding. It seems to me impossible
sometimes that they ever had mothers. It would appear that they are a
half-brute, half-human species, a race apart, wherein there is no such thing as
sex; that they are hatched out by the sun like turtle eggs, or receive life in
some similar and sordid fashion; and that all their days they fester in
brutality and viciousness, and in the end die as unlovely as they have lived.</p>
<p>Rendered curious by this new direction of ideas, I talked with Johansen last
night—the first superfluous words with which he has favoured me since the
voyage began. He left Sweden when he was eighteen, is now thirty-eight, and in
all the intervening time has not been home once. He had met a townsman, a
couple of years before, in some sailor boarding-house in Chile, so that he knew
his mother to be still alive.</p>
<p>“She must be a pretty old woman now,” he said, staring meditatively
into the binnacle and then jerking a sharp glance at Harrison, who was steering
a point off the course.</p>
<p>“When did you last write to her?”</p>
<p>He performed his mental arithmetic aloud. “Eighty-one;
no—eighty-two, eh? no—eighty-three? Yes, eighty-three. Ten years
ago. From some little port in Madagascar. I was trading.</p>
<p>“You see,” he went on, as though addressing his neglected mother
across half the girth of the earth, “each year I was going home. So what
was the good to write? It was only a year. And each year something happened,
and I did not go. But I am mate, now, and when I pay off at ’Frisco,
maybe with five hundred dollars, I will ship myself on a windjammer round the
Horn to Liverpool, which will give me more money; and then I will pay my
passage from there home. Then she will not do any more work.”</p>
<p>“But does she work? now? How old is she?”</p>
<p>“About seventy,” he answered. And then, boastingly, “We work
from the time we are born until we die, in my country. That’s why we live
so long. I will live to a hundred.”</p>
<p>I shall never forget this conversation. The words were the last I ever heard
him utter. Perhaps they were the last he did utter, too. For, going down into
the cabin to turn in, I decided that it was too stuffy to sleep below. It was a
calm night. We were out of the Trades, and the <i>Ghost</i> was forging ahead
barely a knot an hour. So I tucked a blanket and pillow under my arm and went
up on deck.</p>
<p>As I passed between Harrison and the binnacle, which was built into the top of
the cabin, I noticed that he was this time fully three points off. Thinking
that he was asleep, and wishing him to escape reprimand or worse, I spoke to
him. But he was not asleep. His eyes were wide and staring. He seemed greatly
perturbed, unable to reply to me.</p>
<p>“What’s the matter?” I asked. “Are you sick?”</p>
<p>He shook his head, and with a deep sign as of awakening, caught his breath.</p>
<p>“You’d better get on your course, then,” I chided.</p>
<p>He put a few spokes over, and I watched the compass-card swing slowly to N.N.W.
and steady itself with slight oscillations.</p>
<p>I took a fresh hold on my bedclothes and was preparing to start on, when some
movement caught my eye and I looked astern to the rail. A sinewy hand, dripping
with water, was clutching the rail. A second hand took form in the darkness
beside it. I watched, fascinated. What visitant from the gloom of the deep was
I to behold? Whatever it was, I knew that it was climbing aboard by the
log-line. I saw a head, the hair wet and straight, shape itself, and then the
unmistakable eyes and face of Wolf Larsen. His right cheek was red with blood,
which flowed from some wound in the head.</p>
<p>He drew himself inboard with a quick effort, and arose to his feet, glancing
swiftly, as he did so, at the man at the wheel, as though to assure himself of
his identity and that there was nothing to fear from him. The sea-water was
streaming from him. It made little audible gurgles which distracted me. As he
stepped toward me I shrank back instinctively, for I saw that in his eyes which
spelled death.</p>
<p>“All right, Hump,” he said in a low voice. “Where’s the
mate?”</p>
<p>I shook my head.</p>
<p>“Johansen!” he called softly. “Johansen!”</p>
<p>“Where is he?” he demanded of Harrison.</p>
<p>The young fellow seemed to have recovered his composure, for he answered
steadily enough, “I don’t know, sir. I saw him go for’ard a
little while ago.”</p>
<p>“So did I go for’ard. But you will observe that I didn’t come
back the way I went. Can you explain it?”</p>
<p>“You must have been overboard, sir.”</p>
<p>“Shall I look for him in the steerage, sir?” I asked.</p>
<p>Wolf Larsen shook his head. “You wouldn’t find him, Hump. But
you’ll do. Come on. Never mind your bedding. Leave it where it is.”</p>
<p>I followed at his heels. There was nothing stirring amidships.</p>
<p>“Those cursed hunters,” was his comment. “Too damned fat and
lazy to stand a four-hour watch.”</p>
<p>But on the forecastle-head we found three sailors asleep. He turned them over
and looked at their faces. They composed the watch on deck, and it was the
ship’s custom, in good weather, to let the watch sleep with the exception
of the officer, the helmsman, and the look-out.</p>
<p>“Who’s look-out?” he demanded.</p>
<p>“Me, sir,” answered Holyoak, one of the deep-water sailors, a
slight tremor in his voice. “I winked off just this very minute, sir.
I’m sorry, sir. It won’t happen again.”</p>
<p>“Did you hear or see anything on deck?”</p>
<p>“No, sir, I—”</p>
<p>But Wolf Larsen had turned away with a snort of disgust, leaving the sailor
rubbing his eyes with surprise at having been let off so easily.</p>
<p>“Softly, now,” Wolf Larsen warned me in a whisper, as he doubled
his body into the forecastle scuttle and prepared to descend.</p>
<p>I followed with a quaking heart. What was to happen I knew no more than did I
know what had happened. But blood had been shed, and it was through no whim of
Wolf Larsen that he had gone over the side with his scalp laid open. Besides,
Johansen was missing.</p>
<p>It was my first descent into the forecastle, and I shall not soon forget my
impression of it, caught as I stood on my feet at the bottom of the ladder.
Built directly in the eyes of the schooner, it was of the shape of a triangle,
along the three sides of which stood the bunks, in double-tier, twelve of them.
It was no larger than a hall bedroom in Grub Street, and yet twelve men were
herded into it to eat and sleep and carry on all the functions of living. My
bedroom at home was not large, yet it could have contained a dozen similar
forecastles, and taking into consideration the height of the ceiling, a score
at least.</p>
<p>It smelled sour and musty, and by the dim light of the swinging sea-lamp I saw
every bit of available wall-space hung deep with sea-boots, oilskins, and
garments, clean and dirty, of various sorts. These swung back and forth with
every roll of the vessel, giving rise to a brushing sound, as of trees against
a roof or wall. Somewhere a boot thumped loudly and at irregular intervals
against the wall; and, though it was a mild night on the sea, there was a
continual chorus of the creaking timbers and bulkheads and of abysmal noises
beneath the flooring.</p>
<p>The sleepers did not mind. There were eight of them,—the two watches
below,—and the air was thick with the warmth and odour of their
breathing, and the ear was filled with the noise of their snoring and of their
sighs and half-groans, tokens plain of the rest of the animal-man. But were
they sleeping? all of them? Or had they been sleeping? This was evidently Wolf
Larsen’s quest—to find the men who appeared to be asleep and who
were not asleep or who had not been asleep very recently. And he went about it
in a way that reminded me of a story out of Boccaccio.</p>
<p>He took the sea-lamp from its swinging frame and handed it to me. He began at
the first bunks forward on the star-board side. In the top one lay Oofty-Oofty,
a Kanaka and splendid seaman, so named by his mates. He was asleep on his back
and breathing as placidly as a woman. One arm was under his head, the other lay
on top of the blankets. Wolf Larsen put thumb and forefinger to the wrist and
counted the pulse. In the midst of it the Kanaka roused. He awoke as gently as
he slept. There was no movement of the body whatever. The eyes, only, moved.
They flashed wide open, big and black, and stared, unblinking, into our faces.
Wolf Larsen put his finger to his lips as a sign for silence, and the eyes
closed again.</p>
<p>In the lower bunk lay Louis, grossly fat and warm and sweaty, asleep
unfeignedly and sleeping laboriously. While Wolf Larsen held his wrist he
stirred uneasily, bowing his body so that for a moment it rested on shoulders
and heels. His lips moved, and he gave voice to this enigmatic utterance:</p>
<p>“A shilling’s worth a quarter; but keep your lamps out for
thruppenny-bits, or the publicans ’ll shove ’em on you for
sixpence.”</p>
<p>Then he rolled over on his side with a heavy, sobbing sigh, saying:</p>
<p>“A sixpence is a tanner, and a shilling a bob; but what a pony is I
don’t know.”</p>
<p>Satisfied with the honesty of his and the Kanaka’s sleep, Wolf Larsen
passed on to the next two bunks on the starboard side, occupied top and bottom,
as we saw in the light of the sea-lamp, by Leach and Johnson.</p>
<p>As Wolf Larsen bent down to the lower bunk to take Johnson’s pulse, I,
standing erect and holding the lamp, saw Leach’s head rise stealthily as
he peered over the side of his bunk to see what was going on. He must have
divined Wolf Larsen’s trick and the sureness of detection, for the light
was at once dashed from my hand and the forecastle was left in darkness. He
must have leaped, also, at the same instant, straight down on Wolf Larsen.</p>
<p>The first sounds were those of a conflict between a bull and a wolf. I heard a
great infuriated bellow go up from Wolf Larsen, and from Leach a snarling that
was desperate and blood-curdling. Johnson must have joined him immediately, so
that his abject and grovelling conduct on deck for the past few days had been
no more than planned deception.</p>
<p>I was so terror-stricken by this fight in the dark that I leaned against the
ladder, trembling and unable to ascend. And upon me was that old sickness at
the pit of the stomach, caused always by the spectacle of physical violence. In
this instance I could not see, but I could hear the impact of the
blows—the soft crushing sound made by flesh striking forcibly against
flesh. Then there was the crashing about of the entwined bodies, the laboured
breathing, the short quick gasps of sudden pain.</p>
<p>There must have been more men in the conspiracy to murder the captain and mate,
for by the sounds I knew that Leach and Johnson had been quickly reinforced by
some of their mates.</p>
<p>“Get a knife somebody!” Leach was shouting.</p>
<p>“Pound him on the head! Mash his brains out!” was Johnson’s
cry.</p>
<p>But after his first bellow, Wolf Larsen made no noise. He was fighting grimly
and silently for life. He was sore beset. Down at the very first, he had been
unable to gain his feet, and for all of his tremendous strength I felt that
there was no hope for him.</p>
<p>The force with which they struggled was vividly impressed on me; for I was
knocked down by their surging bodies and badly bruised. But in the confusion I
managed to crawl into an empty lower bunk out of the way.</p>
<p>“All hands! We’ve got him! We’ve got him!” I could hear
Leach crying.</p>
<p>“Who?” demanded those who had been really asleep, and who had
wakened to they knew not what.</p>
<p>“It’s the bloody mate!” was Leach’s crafty answer,
strained from him in a smothered sort of way.</p>
<p>This was greeted with whoops of joy, and from then on Wolf Larsen had seven
strong men on top of him, Louis, I believe, taking no part in it. The
forecastle was like an angry hive of bees aroused by some marauder.</p>
<p>“What ho! below there!” I heard Latimer shout down the scuttle, too
cautious to descend into the inferno of passion he could hear raging beneath
him in the darkness.</p>
<p>“Won’t somebody get a knife? Oh, won’t somebody get a
knife?” Leach pleaded in the first interval of comparative silence.</p>
<p>The number of the assailants was a cause of confusion. They blocked their own
efforts, while Wolf Larsen, with but a single purpose, achieved his. This was
to fight his way across the floor to the ladder. Though in total darkness, I
followed his progress by its sound. No man less than a giant could have done
what he did, once he had gained the foot of the ladder. Step by step, by the
might of his arms, the whole pack of men striving to drag him back and down, he
drew his body up from the floor till he stood erect. And then, step by step,
hand and foot, he slowly struggled up the ladder.</p>
<p>The very last of all, I saw. For Latimer, having finally gone for a lantern,
held it so that its light shone down the scuttle. Wolf Larsen was nearly to the
top, though I could not see him. All that was visible was the mass of men
fastened upon him. It squirmed about, like some huge many-legged spider, and
swayed back and forth to the regular roll of the vessel. And still, step by
step with long intervals between, the mass ascended. Once it tottered, about to
fall back, but the broken hold was regained and it still went up.</p>
<p>“Who is it?” Latimer cried.</p>
<p>In the rays of the lantern I could see his perplexed face peering down.</p>
<p>“Larsen,” I heard a muffled voice from within the mass.</p>
<p>Latimer reached down with his free hand. I saw a hand shoot up to clasp his.
Latimer pulled, and the next couple of steps were made with a rush. Then Wolf
Larsen’s other hand reached up and clutched the edge of the scuttle. The
mass swung clear of the ladder, the men still clinging to their escaping foe.
They began to drop off, to be brushed off against the sharp edge of the
scuttle, to be knocked off by the legs which were now kicking powerfully. Leach
was the last to go, falling sheer back from the top of the scuttle and striking
on head and shoulders upon his sprawling mates beneath. Wolf Larsen and the
lantern disappeared, and we were left in darkness.</p>
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