<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2 class="p4">CHAPTER X.</h2>
<p class="p2">Cradock Nowell shivered hard, partly from
his cold, and partly at the thought of the bitter
life before him. He had Amyʼs five and sixpence
left, an immutable peculium. In currency his
means were limited to exactly four and ninepence.
With the accuracy of an upright man (even in the
smallest matters), he had forced upon Mr. OʼToole
his twopence, the quaternary of that letter. Also
he had insisted upon standing stout, when thirst
increased with oysters. Now he took the shillings
four, having lost all faith in his destiny, and put one
in each of his waistcoat pockets; for he had little
horse–shoes upwards, as well as the straight chinks
below. This being done, he disposed of his ninepence
with as tight a view to security.</p>
<p>All that day he wandered about, and regretted
Issachar Jupp. Towards nightfall, he passed a
railway terminus, miserably lighted, a disgrace to
any style of architecture, teeming with insolence,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</SPAN></span>
pretence, dirt, discomfort, fuss, and confusion.
Let us call it the “Grand Junction Wasting and
Screwing Line;” because among railway companies
the name is generally applicable.</p>
<p>In a window, never cleaned since the prorogation
of Parliament, the following “Notice” tried to
appear; and, if you rubbed the glass, you might
read it.</p>
<p>“Wanted immediately, a smart active young
man, of good education. His duties will not be
onerous. Wages one pound per week. Uniform
allowed. Apply to Mr. Killquick, next door to the
booking–office.”</p>
<p>Cradock read this three times over, for his wits
were dull now, and then he turned round, and felt
whether all his money was safe. Yes, every blessed
halfpenny, for he had eaten nothing since the
oysters.</p>
<p>“Surely I am an active young man, of good
education,” said Crad to himself, “although not
very smart, perhaps, especially as to my boots; but
a suit, all uniform, allowed, will cure my only
deficiency. I could live and keep Wena comfortably
upon a pound a week. I hope, however, that
they cash up. Railway companies have no honour,
I know; but I suppose they pay when they canʼt
help it.”</p>
<p>Having meditated with himself thus much, he
went, growing excited on the way—for now he was
no philosopher—to the indicated whereabouts of
that lineʼs factotum, Mr. Killquick. Here he had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</SPAN></span>
to wait very nearly an hour, Mr. Killquick being
engaged, as usual, in the companyʼs most active
department, arranging very effectually for a collision
down the line. “Successfully,” I would have
said; but, though the accident came off quite according
to the most sanguine, or sanguinary expectation,
the result was a slur on that companyʼs
fame; only three people being killed, and five–and–twenty
wounded.</p>
<p>“Now, young man,” asked Mr. Killquick, when
all his instructions were on the wires, “what is
your business with me?”</p>
<p>Cradock, having stated his purpose, name, and
qualifications, the traffic–manager looked at him
with interest and reflection. Then he said impressively,
“You can jump well, I should think?”</p>
<p>“I have never yet been beaten,” Crad answered,
“but of course there are many who <i>can</i> beat me.”</p>
<p>“And run, no doubt? And your sight is accurate,
and your nerves very good?”</p>
<p>“My nerves are not what they were, sir; but I
can run fast and see well.”</p>
<p>“Why do you shiver so? That will never do.
And the muscles of his calf are too prominent. We
lost No. 6 through that.”</p>
<p>“It is only a little cold I have caught. It will
go off in a moment with regular work.”</p>
<p>“You have no relation, I suppose, in any way
connected with the law? No friends, I mean, of
litigious tendencies?”</p>
<p>“Oh no. I have no friends whatever; none, I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</SPAN></span>
mean, in London, only one family, far in the
country, to care at all about me.”</p>
<p>“No father or mother to make a fuss, eh? No
wife to prevent your attending to business?”</p>
<p>“No, sir, nothing of the sort. I am quite alone
in the world; and my life is of no importance.”</p>
<p>“Wonderful luck,” muttered Mr. Killquick;
“exactly the very thing for us! And I have been
so put out about that place, it has got such a reputation.
Poor Morshead cannot get through the
work any longer by himself. And the coroner
made such nasty remarks. If we kill another man
there before Easter, the <i>Times</i> will be sure to get
hold of it. Young man,” he continued in a louder
tone, “you are in luck this time, I believe. It is
a very snug situation; only you must look sharp
after your legs, and be sure you never touch spirits.
Not given to blue ruin, I hope?”</p>
<p>“Oh no. I never touch it.”</p>
<p>“Thatʼs right. I was afraid you did, you look
so down in the mouth. You can give us a reference,
I suppose?”</p>
<p>“Yes, to my landlady, Mrs. Ducksacre, a most
respectable person, in trade in Mortimer–street.”</p>
<p>“Good,” replied Mr. Killquick; “you mustnʼt
be alarmed, by the way, by any foolish rumours
you may hear as to dangers purely imaginary.
Your predecessor lost his life through the very
grossest carelessness. You are as safe there as in
your bed, unless your nerves happen to fail you.
And, when that is the case, I should like to know<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</SPAN></span>,”
asked the traffic–manager indignantly, “which of
us is not in danger, even in coming down–stairs?”</p>
<p>“What will my duties be, then?” asked Cradock,
with some surprise.</p>
<p>“Why, you are not afraid, are you?” Mr.
Killquick looked at him contemptuously.</p>
<p>“No, I should rather hope not,” replied Cradock,
meeting him eye to eye, so that the wholesale
smasher quailed at him; “there is no duty, even
in a powder–mill, which I would shrink from now.”</p>
<p>“Ah, terrible things, those powder–mills! A
perfect disgrace to this age and country, their
wanton waste of human life. How the Legislature
lets them go on so, is more than I can conceive.
Why, they think no more of murdering
and maiming a dozen people——”</p>
<p>“Please, sir,” cried one of the clerks, coming
down from the telegraph office, “no end of a
collision on the Slayham and Bury Branch. Three
passengers killed, and twenty–five wounded, some
of them exceedingly fatally.”</p>
<p>“Bless my heart if I didnʼt expect it. Told
Sykes it would be so. Howʼs the engine,
Jemmy?”</p>
<p>“Sheʼs all right, sir; jumped over three carriages,
and went a header into a sand–hill. Driver
cased in glass, from vitrifaction of the sand.
Stoker took the hot water—a thing he ainʼt much
accustomed to.”</p>
<p>“No! What a capital joke. Hell–fire–Jack (I
can swear it was him), preserved in a glass case,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</SPAN></span>
from the results of his own imprudence! I shall
be up with you in five minutes, James. Be quite
ready to begin.”</p>
<p>“Now,” said Mr. Killquick, drawing out his
cigar–case, “I have little more to say to you, young
man, except that you can begin at eight oʼclock
to–morrow morning. We will dispense with the
references, for I have the utmost confidence in
you, and you will be searched very carefully every
time you come out of the gate—which you never
will be allowed to do, except when your spell is
over, and your mate is in. You will go at once to
our outfitters, and, upon presenting this ticket, they
will fit you up, as tightly as possible, with your
regimentals. And see that you donʼt take boots,
but the very best shoes for jumping in. What
they call ‘Oxford shoes’ are best, when tied tight
over the instep, and not too thick in the sole. No
nails, mind, for fear of slipping upon the flange.
Good–bye, my boy; be very careful. By–the–by,
you say you donʼt value your life?”</p>
<p>“Very little indeed,” said Cradock, “except
just for one reason.”</p>
<p>“Then now you must add another reason; you
must value it for our sake. The Company canʼt
have another inquest for at least six months. I
mean, of course, <i>by the same coroner</i>. Confound
that fellow; he will not take a right view of things.
At eight oʼclock to–morrow morning, you will be at
the gate of the Cramjam goods station. The clerk
there will have his orders about you. He will<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</SPAN></span>
supply you with a book, and map out for you your
duties. Also Morshead, your mate, an invaluable
man, will show you the practical part of it. Now,
good–bye, my lad. Remember, you never wear any
except your official dress. We allow you two suits
in the twelvemonth. Your duties will be of a
refined character, and the exercise exhilarating. I
trust to receive a good report of you; and I hope,
my boy, that you are at peace, both with God and
man.”</p>
<p>Even Mr. Killquick had been touched a little
by Cradockʼs air of uncomplaining sorrow, and the
stamp of high mind and good breeding.</p>
<p>“Very foolish of me,” he muttered, as he lit his
cigar, and went up to telegraph to the Slayham
station–master—ʼCommit yourself to nothing;
observe the strictest economy; and no bonfires of
the splinter–wood, as they had last weekʼ—“very
foolish of me,” he said on the stairs, “but it goes
to my heart to kill that young fellow. How I
should like to know his history! That face does
not mean nothing.”</p>
<p>Cradock, caring very little what his duties might
be, and feeling the night–wind go through his heart,
hastened to the outfittersʼ, and there he was received
with a grin by an experienced shopman, on the
production of his note.</p>
<p>“Capital customers, sir,” he said; “famous
customers of ours, that Grand Junction Wasting
and Screwing Line, and the best of all for the
gentlemen in your way of business, sir. Must have<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</SPAN></span>
new clothes every new hand, and they changes
pretty often, sir. Pervides all the comforts of a
home for you, and a gentlemanly competence,
before youʼve been half a year with them.”</p>
<p>The man grinned still more at his own grim wit,
while Cradock stared at him in wonderment.</p>
<p>“Donʼt you see, sir, they canʼt pass the clothes
on, after the man has been killed, even if thereʼs a
bit of them left; for they must fit you like your
skin, sir. The leastest little wrinkle, sir, or the
ruffle of a hinch, or so much as the fray of a hem,
and there you are, sir; and they have to look for
another hactive young man, sir. And hactive
young men are getting shy, sir, uncommon shy of
it now, except they come from the country. Hope
you insured your life, sir, before taking the situation.
Thereʼs no company will accept your life
now, sir. What a nice young man the last were,—what
a nice young man, to be sure! outrageous
fond of filberts; till they cracked him, and found a
shell for him.”</p>
<p>“Well,” said Cradock, whom the busy tailor had
been measuring all this while, “from all that you
tell me, there would be less imprudence in ordering
my coffin than to–morrowʼs dinner. What is
there so very dangerous in it?”</p>
<p>“Well, youʼll see, sir, youʼll see. I would not
frighten you for the world, because itʼs all up in a
moment, if you lose your presence of mind. Thank
you, sir; all right now, except the legs of the tights,
and thatʼs the most particular part of it all. May<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</SPAN></span>
I trouble you to turn your trousers up? It will
never do to measure over them. We shall put six
hands on at once at the job. The whole will be
ready at eleven this evening. You must kindly
call and try everything. We are ordered to insist
upon that.”</p>
<p>The next morning, Crad, in a suit of peculiar,
tough, and yet most elastic cord, which fitted him
as if he had been dipped in it, walked in at the
open gates of the front yard, leading to the Cramjam
general goods terminus. This was the only
way in or out (except along “the metals”), and, as
it was got up with heaps of stucco, all the porters
were very proud of it, and called it a “slap–up
harchway.”</p>
<p>“Stop, stop,” cried a sharp little fellow, gurgling
up, like a fountain, from among the sham pilasters;
“whatʼs your business here, my man, on the
premises of the Grand Junction Wasting and
Screwing Company? Ah, I see by your togs.
Just come this way, if you please, then.”</p>
<p>Here let me call a little halt, for time enough to
explain that the more fashionable of the railway
companies have lately agreed that a station–yard is
a sort of royal park, which cannot be kept too private,
which no doors may rashly open upon, a
pleasant rural solitude and weed–nursery for the
neighbourhood, and wherein the senior porter has
his private mushroom–bed. They are wise in this
seclusion, and wholesome is their privacy, so long
as they discard all principle—so long as they are<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</SPAN></span>
allowed to garotte us, while they jabber about
“public interests.” Perhaps, ere very long, we
shall have a modern Dædalus; and then the boards
of directors, so ready to do collectively things which,
done individually, no gentleman would own to, may
abate a few jots of their arrogance, and have faint
recollections of honour.</p>
<p>Cradock, not very deeply impressed by the
“compo” arch (about half the size of the stone one
at Nowelhurst Hallʼs chief entrance), presented
himself to the sharp little fellow, and told him
what he was come for.</p>
<p>“Glad to hear it,” said the gateman, “uncommonly
glad to hear it. Morshead is a wonderful
fellow; there is not another man in England could
have stuck to that work as he has done. He
ought to have five pounds a week, that he ought,
instead of a single sovereign. Screwing Co.”
(this was their common name) “will be sorry when
they have lost him. Now your duty is to enter, in
this here book, the number of every truck, jerry,
trod, or blinkem, tarpaulin, or covering of any sort;
also the destination chalked on it, and the nature
of the goods in the truck, so far as you can ascertain
them; coals, iron, chalk, packing–cases, boxes,
crates, what not, so fast as they comes into the higher
end, or so fast as they goes out of it. You return
this book to the check office every time you come
off duty. You begin work at eight in the morning,
and you leave at eight in the evening. You donʼt
pass here meanwhile, and you canʼt pass up the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</SPAN></span>
line. Hope you have brought some grub. Youʼll
have five minutes in the afternoon, long enough to
get a snack in, after the up goods for Millstone is
off. Oh, you ought to have brought some grub;
if you faint, you will never come to again. But
perhaps Morshead can spare you a bit. Heʼll be
glad to see you, thatʼs certain, for he ainʼt slept a
wink for a week. And such a considerate chap.
I enter you in and out. ‘Number–taker 26.’ Thatʼs
all right from your cap, my lad. No room for it
on your sleeve. Might stick out, you know, and
you must pack tighter than any of the goods is.
‘Undertakers,’ we call you always. Good–bye, sir;
Morshead will tell you the rest, and I hope to see
you all right at eight <span class="smcap">P.M.</span> The first day is always
the worst. Go in at that door by the Pickford, and
ask the first porter you see for Morshead, and take
care how you get at him.”</p>
<p>Morshead was resting for a moment upon a
narrow piece of planking, amid a regular Seven
Dials of sidings, points, and turn–tables. Cradock
could scarcely see him, for trucks and vans and
boxes on wheels were gliding past in every direction,
thick as the carts on London Bridge, creaking,
groaning, ricketing, lurching; thumping up against
one another, and then recoiling with a heavy kick,
straining upon coupling–chains, butting against
bulkheads, staggering and jerking into grooves
and out of them, crushing flints into a shower of
sparks, doing anything and everything except
standing still for a moment. And among them<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</SPAN></span>
rushed about, like dragons—ramping, and routing,
and swearing fearfully, gargling their throats with
a boiling riot, and then goring the ground with
tusks of steam, whisking and flicking their tails,
and themselves, in and out at the countless cross–webs,
screaming, and leaping, and rattling, and
booming—the great ponderous giant goods–engines.
Every man was out–swearing his neighbour, every
truck browbeating its fellow, every engine out–yelling
its rival. There is nothing on earth to
compare with this scene, unless it be the jostling
and churning of ice–packs in Davisʼs Straits, when
the tide runs hard, and a gale of wind is blowing,
and the floes have broken up suddenly. And even
that comparison fails, because, though the monsters
grind and crash, and labour and leap with agony,
they do not roar, and vomit steam, and swear at
one another.</p>
<p>At the risk of his life, for as yet he knew nothing
of the laws that governed their movements—a
very imperfect code, by–the–by—Cradock made
his way to the narrow staging where Morshead was
taking a breathing–time. His fellow “number–taker”
of course descried him coming; for he had
acquired the art of seeing all round, as a spider is
falsely supposed to do. He knew, in a moment,
by Cradockʼs dress, what business he was meant
for; and he said to himself, “Thank God!” in
one breath, for the sake of his wife and family;
and “Oh, poor fellow!” in the next, as he saw
how green our Cradock was. Then he held up his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</SPAN></span>
hands for Cradock to stop and waved them for him
to run; and so piloted him to the narrow knife–board,
“where a manʼs life was his own aʼmost.”</p>
<p>The highest and noblest of physical courage is
that which, fully perceiving the danger, looking
into the black pit of death, and seeing the night of
horrors there (undivested of horror by true religion),
encounters them all, treads the narrow cord
daily, not for the sake of honour or fortune; not
because of the dash in it, and the excitement to a
brave soul; not even to win the heartʼs maiden,
that pearl of romance and mystery: but simply to
supply the home, to keep in flow the springs of
love—whence the geyser heat is gone—to sustain
and comfort (without being comforted by them)
the wife, whose beauty is passed away, and who
may have taken to scold, and the children, whose
chief idea of daddy is that he has got a halfpenny.</p>
<p>This glorious inglorious courage, grander than
any that ever won medal or cross for destroying,
had a little home—though he knew it not, and
never thought about it—in the broad, well–rounded
bosom of simple Stephen Morshead. None but
himself knew his narrow escapes; an inch the
wrong way and he was a dead man, fifty times a
day. And worst of all in the night—oh, in the
horrible night, and yet more in the first gleam of
morning, when the body was worn out, and dreams
came over the eyes, but were death if they passed
to the brain, and the trucks went by like nightmares—that
very morning he had felt, after taking<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</SPAN></span>
duty night and day for more than a week, since
they killed his partner, he had felt that his Sally
must be a widow, and his seven children orphans, if
another night went over him without some relief
of sleep. That every word of this is true, many a
poor man would avouch (if he only had time and
the money to read it, and were not afraid); but
few rich men will care to swallow facts so indigestible.</p>
<p>Stephen Morshead was astonished at seeing that
his mate was come. None of the men in the goods
station would have anything to do with it. It was
very well to be up in the trucks, or upon the
engines, or even to act as switchman, for you had
a corner inviolable, and could only do mischief to
others. But to run in and out, and through and
through, in that perpetual motion, to be bound to
jot down every truck, the cover, and contents of it,
entering or departing from that crammed and
crowded terminus, to have nobody to help you
therein, and nobody to cry “dead man” if you
died, and the certainty that if you stood a hairʼs–breadth
out of the perpendicular, or a single wheel
had a bunion, you with the note–book in your hand
must flood the narrow ‘tween–ways, and find your
way out underneath to heaven; all this, and the
risk of the fearful jumps from one sliding train to
another, sliding oppositely, and jerking, perhaps, as
you jumped; and yet if you funked the jump you
must be crushed, like a frog beneath a turf–beater:
these considerations, after many pipes were smoked<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</SPAN></span>
over them, had induced all the porters and stokers
to dwell on the virtues of the many men killed,
and to yield to their wives’ entreaties, acquiesce in
their sixteen shillings, nor aspire to the four shillings
Charon–fare.</p>
<p>“Now,” said Morshead, “shake hands with me,”
as Cradock, breathless with running wonder, leaped
upon the nine–inch gangway. “I see you belongs
to a different horder of society; obliged to keep my
eyes open, mate; but, as long as you and I works
together, I ask it as a favour of you, to shake hands
night and morning.”</p>
<p>“With the greatest pleasure,” said Cradock,
“if you think thereʼs room for our funny–bones.”</p>
<p>“Ha, ha!” laughed Morshead, “you are the
right sort for it. Not a bit afeard, I see. Now I
mustnʼt stop to talk; just follow me, and do as I
do. I can put you up to it in six hours; and then
if you can spare me for the other six, ‘twill be the
saving of the little ones. But tell the truth if youʼre
tired. I should scorn myself if harm came to you.”</p>
<p>“You are the bravest man I ever met,” said
Cradock, with his heart rising; “you cannot expect
me to be like you. But you shall not find me
a coward.”</p>
<p>“I can see it by your eyes, lad. No sparkle, but
a glowing like. I can always tell by the eyes of a
man how long he will last at this work. Now
come along o’ me, and Iʼll show you the nine worst
crushing places.”</p>
<p>Cradock followed him through the threads—threads<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</SPAN></span>
of Clotho and Atropos—feeling the way
with his legs, like a gnat who “overs the posts” of
a spiderʼs web. In and out, with a jump here
and there, when two side–boards threatened to
shear them, they got to the gorge at the entrance,
where the main turmoil of all was. The Symplegades
were a joke to it. And all because the
Screwing Company would not buy land enough to
get elbow room. There are several lines of railway
which do a much larger business; there is no
other which attempts to do so much upon less than
four times the acreage.</p>
<p>“Iʼve tottled all them as are going out,” Mr.
Morshead informed Cradock; “now youʼll see how
we enters them as they enters.”</p>
<p>Laughing at his own very miserable joke, he
leaped on the chains of the passing waggons, and
held up his hand for Cradock not to attempt to do
the same.</p>
<p>“Takes a deal of practice that,” he cried, after
he had crossed the train; “it ainʼt like a passenger–train,
you know; and you must larn when they are
standing. I need not to have done it now, but sometimes
I be forced. Bide where you are; no danger
unless they comes with the flaps down.”</p>
<p>Then he jotted down, with surprising quickness,
all the necessary particulars of the train that was
coming in. It happened to be an easy one; for
there were no tarpaulins at all, and it was not
travelling faster than about four miles an hour.</p>
<p>“Some drivers there is,” said Morshead, as he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</SPAN></span>
rejoined Cradock round the tail of the train,
“who really seem to want to kill a fellow, they
come by at such a pace, without having any call for
it. I believe they think, the low fools, that we are
put as spies upon them, and they would rather kill
us than not.—Hold your tongue,” to a man in a
truck, who was interrupting his lecture; “donʼt
you know better than to offer <i>me</i> that stuff? Never
touch what they offers you, sir. They means no
harm, but you had safer take poison when you be
on duty. There is not much real danger <i>just here</i>,
if a fellow is careful, because the rails run parallo;
there is nothing round the curve now, I see, and
only two coming out, and both of they be scored;
itʼs a rare chance to show you the figures of eight,
and slide–points where the chief danger is. Show
you where poor Charley was killed last week, and
how he did it.”</p>
<p>“Poor fellow! Did he leave any family?”</p>
<p>“Twelve in all. No man comes here, unless he
be tired of his life, or be druv to it by the little ones.”</p>
<p>“And what did the Company do for them?”</p>
<p>“Oh, behaved most ‘andsome <i>for them</i>. Allowed
‘em two bob a week for a twelvemonth to come—twopence
apiece all round. But they only did it
to encourage me, for fear I should funk off. I
have seen out three mates now. Please God, I
shanʼt see you out too, my lad.”</p>
<p>“If you do, it shanʼt be from funk, Morshead.
I rather like the danger<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</SPAN></span>.”</p>
<p>“Thatʼs the worst thing of all,” replied Stephen;
“I beg of you not to say that, sir.”</p>
<p>A thoroughly brave man almost always has respect
for order. The bold man—which means a
coward with jumps in him—generally has none.
It was strange to see how Stephen Morshead, in all
that crush, and crash, and rattle, that swinging
and creaking as of the Hellespontic boat–bridge,
mixed deference with his pity for Cradock. He
saw, from his face, and air, and manner, that he was
bred a gentleman. Shall we ever come—or rather
the twentieth generation come—to the time when
every man of England (but for his own fault)
shall be bred and trained a gentleman in the true
and glorious sense of it?</p>
<p>Cradock saw the fatal places, where the sleepers
still were purple, where danger ran in converging
lines, where a man must stand sideways, like a
duellist, and with his arms in like a drill–sergeantʼs,
and not shrink an inch from the driving–wheels;
where his size was measured as for his coffin, and
if he stirred he would want nothing more. Then,
if a single truck–flap were down, if an engine
rollicked upon the rail, if a broad north–country
truck, overreaching, happened to be in either
train, when you were caught between the two, your
only chance was to cry, “Good God!” and lie
upon your side, and straighten all your toes out.</p>
<p>And yet these were the very places where, most
of all, the “number–taker” was bound to have his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</SPAN></span>
stand—where alone he could contrive to check
two trains at once. “Could they help starting
two trains at once?” poor Crad asked himself—for
he had found no time to ask it before—when,
weary to the last fibre with the work of the day,
he fell upon his little bed, and could hardly notice
Wena. Perhaps they could not; it was more
than he knew; only he knew that, if they could,
they were but wanton man–slaughterers.</p>
<p>After a deep sleep, all in his clothes, he awoke
the next morning quite up for his work, and
Morshead, who had been on duty all night, and
whose eyes seemed cut out of card–board, only
stayed for an hour with him, and then, feeling
that Crad was quite up to the day–work, ran home
and snored for ten hours, as loud as Phlegethon or
Enceladus.</p>
<p>The most fearful thing, for a new hand, was, of
course, the night–work; and Stephen Morshead,
delighted to have such a mate at last, had begged
to leave Cradock the day–spell, at least for the
first three weeks; for to Stephen the moon was as
good as the sun, and sweet sleep fell like wool
when plucked at, and hushed the tramping steeds
of the day–god. Only, for the sake of Stephenʼs
eyes, on whose accuracy hung the life–poise, it
was absolutely necessary not to dilate the pupils
incessantly.</p>
<p>But Cradock never took night–work there; and
the change came about on this wise. Wena felt
that she was wronged by his going away from her<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</SPAN></span>
every day so early in the morning, and not coming
home to her again till ever so late at night, and
then too tired to say a word, or perhaps he didnʼt
care to do it. Like all females of any value—unless
they are really grand ones, and, if such there
be, please to keep them away—Wena grew jealous
desperately. She might as well be anybody elseʼs
dog; and the bakerʼs dog was with his master all day;
and the butcherʼs lady dog, a nasty ill–bred thing—the
idea of calling her a lady!—why, even she was
allowed, though the selfish thing didnʼt care for
it, unless there was suet on his apron, to jump up
at him and taste him, all the time he was going
for orders. And then look even at the Ducksacre
dog, a despicable creature—his father might have
been a bull–terrier, or he might have been a Pomeranian,
or a quarter–bred Skye, or the Lord knows
who, very likely a turnspit, and his mother, oh!
the less we say of her the better;—why, that
wretched, lop–eared, split–tailed thing, without an
eye fit to look out of, had airs of his own; and
what did it mean, she would like to know, and she
who had formed some nice acquaintances, dogs
that had been presented at Court, and got Eau–de–Cologne
every morning, and not a blessed [run
away] upon them? Why, it meant simply this:
that Spot, filthy plague–spot, was allowed to go
out with the baskets, and made a deal of by his
owners, and might cock his tail with the best of
them, while she, black Wena, who had been
brought up so differently<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</SPAN></span>——</p>
<p>Here her feelings were too much for her, and
she put down her soft flossy ear upon the drugget–scrap,
and looked at the door despairingly, and
howled until Mrs. Ducksacre was obliged to come
up and comfort her. Even then she wouldnʼt eat
the dripping.</p>
<p>From that day she made her mind up. She
would watch her opportunity. What was the
good of being endowed with such a nose as she
had, unless she could smell her master out, even
through the streets of London? What did he wear
such outlandish clothes for? Very likely, on purpose
to cheat her. Very likely he was even keeping
some other dog. At any rate, she would know
that, if it cost her her life to do it. What good
was her life now to her, or anybody else?
Heigho!</p>
<p>On the following Saturday, when Cradock was
gone to his fifth dayʼs work, what does Wena do,
when Mrs. Ducksacre came up on purpose to coax
and make much of her, but most ungratefully give
her the slip, with a skill worthy of a better purpose,
then scuttle down the stairs, all four legs at once,
in that sort of a bone–slide which domestic dogs
acquire. Miss Ducksacre ran out of the shop at
the noise—for this process is not a silent one; but
she could only cry, “Oh, Lord!” as Wena, with
the full impact of her weight multiplied into her
velocity; or, if that is wrong, with the cube of her
impetus multiplied into the forty–two stairs—bang
she came anyhow, back–foremost, against the young<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</SPAN></span>
ladyʼs—nay, you there, I said, “lower limbs”—and
deposited her in a bushel of carrots, just come
from Covent Garden.</p>
<p>“Stop her, Joe, for Godʼs sake, stop her!”
Miss Ducksacre cried to the shop–boy, as well as
she could, for the tail of a carrot which had
gotten between her teeth.</p>
<p>“Blowed if I can, miss,” the boy responded, as
Wena nipped his fingers for him; the next moment
she was free as the wind, and round the corner in
no time.</p>
<p>“Oh dear, oh dear,” cried Polly Ducksacre, a
buxom young lady, with fine black eyes, “whatever
will Mr. Newman think of us? It will seem
so unkind and careless; and he does love that dog
so!”</p>
<p>Polly was beginning to entertain a tender regard
for Cradock; especially since he had shown his
proportions in “them beautiful buff pantaloons.”
What a greengrocer he would make, to be sure, so
hupright and so lordly like; and sheʼd like to see
the man in the “Garden” who would tell her she
had eaten sparrow–pie, with Mr. Newman to hold
the basket for her.</p>
<p>By this time, Mrs. Ducksacre was come down the
stairs, screaming “Wena!” at the top of her voice
the whole way; and out they ran, boy and all, to
search for her, while three or four urchins came in,
without medium of exchange, and filled cap,
mouth, and pocket. One brat was caught upon
their return, and tied up for the day in an empty<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</SPAN></span>
potato–sack, and exposed, behind the counter, to
universal execration; in which position he took
such note of manner and custom, time and place,
that it was never safe for the Ducksacre firm to
dine together afterwards.</p>
<p>Meanwhile, that little black Wena, responsive
and responsible to none except her master, pursued
the even tenor of her way, nosing the ground, and
asking many a question of the lamp–posts, as far as
the Cramjam Terminus, at least three miles from
Mortimer–street. The sharp little gate–clerk, animated
with railway love of privacy, ran out, and
clapped his hands, and shouted “hoo” at Wena;
but she only buttoned her tail down, and cut across
the compound. As for the stone he threw at her,
she caught it up in her mouth as it rolled, and
carried it on to her master.</p>
<p>There was Cradock, in the thick of it, standing
on a narrow pile of pig–iron, one of his chief
fortalices; his book was in his hand, and he was
entering, as fast as he could, all the needful
particulars of a goods train sliding past him.</p>
<p>Creak, and squeak, and puff, and shriek,—Oh,
what a scene, thought Wena,—and the rattle of
the ghostly chains, and the rushing about, and the
roaring. She lost her presence of mind in a
moment,—she always had been such a nervous
dog—she tightened her tail convulsively, and
dropped her ears, while her eyes came forth; and,
glancing at the horrors on every side, she fled for
dear life from the evil to come.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>The faster she fled, the more they closed round
her. She had not espied her master yet; she could
not find the way back again; she was terrified out
of all memory; and a host of frightful genii, more
sooty than Cocytus, and riding hideous monsters,
were yelling at her on every side, clapping black
hands, and hooting. The dog on the Derby course,
when the race rushes round the corner, was in a
position of glory and safety compared to poor
Wenaʼs now. Already the tip of her tail was
crushed, already one pretty paw was broken; for
she had bolted in and out through the trains, truck
bottoms, wheels, and driving–wheels. Oh, you
cowards, to yell at her! with black death grating
and grinding upon her soft silky back!</p>
<p>At last, she gave in altogether. They had
hunted her to her grave. Who may contend with
destiny? She lay down under a moving coal–train,
and resigned herself to die. But first she must
ask for sympathy, although so unlikely to get it.
She looked once more at her wounded foot, and
shivered and sobbed with the agony; and then
gave vent to one long low cry, to ask if no one
loved a poor dog there.</p>
<p>Cradock heard it, and started so that it was
nearly all up with him too. Thoroughly he knew
the cry, wherein she had wailed for Clayton. He
flung down his book, and dashed to the place, and
there he saw Wena, and she saw him. She began
to try to limp to him, but he held up his hand to
stop her; disabled as she was, she was sure to be<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</SPAN></span>
caught by the wheel. Could she stay there, and
let the train pass her? No. At its tail was an
empty horse–box, almost scraping the ground, perfectly
certain to crush her. Crying, “Down,
down, my poor darling!” he ran down the train,
which was travelling seven or eight miles an hour,
seized the side of a truck, and leaped, at the risk of
his life, upon the fender in front of the horse–box.
Then he got astride of the coupling–chain, and
kept his right hand low to the ground, to snatch
her up ere the crusher came. Knowing where she
was, he caught her by the neck the instant the
truck disclosed her, and, with a strong swing,
heaved her up into it. But he lost his balance in
doing it, and fell sideways, with his head on the
other coupling–chain. Stunned by the blow, he
lay there, only clinging by his right calf to the
chain he had sat astride upon. The first jerk of
either chain, the first swing of either carriage, and
he must be ground to powder.</p>
<p>Luckily for him and for Amy, Morshead was
not gone home yet, seeing more to do than usual.
Missing his mate from the proper place, he had run
up in terror to look for him, when a man in a truck,
who had vainly been shouting to stop the coal–trainʼs
engine, pointed and screamed to him where
and what was doing. Morshead jumped on the
heap of pig–iron, and sideways thence on the board
of the truck just passing, as dangerous a leap as
well could be, but luckily that truck was empty.
He jumped into the truck, a shallow one, where<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</SPAN></span>
poor Wena lay quite paralysed, and, stooping over
the back with both arms, he got hold of Cradockʼs
collar. Then, with a mighty effort, he jerked him
upon the tail–board, and lugged him in, and bent
over him.</p>
<p>Wounded Wena crawled up, and begged to have
her poor foot looked at, then, obtaining no notice
at all, she felt that Cradock must be killed and
dead, just as Clayton had been. Upon this conclusion,
she fetched such a howl, though it shook
her sore tail to do it, that the engine–driver actually
looked round, and the train was stopped.</p>
<p>Hereupon, let me offer a suggestion—everybody
now is allowed to do so, though nobody ever takes
it. My suggestion is, that no man should be
allowed to drive an engine without having served
a twelvemonthʼs apprenticeship as an omnibus conductor.
I donʼt mean to say it would improve his
morals—probably rather otherwise; but it would
teach him the habit of looking round; it would let
him know that there really is more than one quarter
of the heavens. At present, all engine–drivers seem
afraid of being turned into pillars of salt. So they
fix themselves, like pillars of stone, and stare,
<i>ἀχηνίαις ὀμμάτων</i>, through their square glass spectacles.</p>
<p>When one of the railway bajuli—who are, on
the whole, very good sort of fellows, and deserve
their Christmas–boxes—came home in the cab with
Cradock and Wena at the expense of the Company
(which was boasted of next board–day)—when<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</SPAN></span>
one of them came home with Crad—for Morshead
had double work again—Polly Ducksacre went
into strong hysterics, and it required two married
men and a boy to get her out of the potato–bin.</p>
<p>It was all up with our Crad that night. The
overwork of brain and muscle, the presence of
mind required all the time when his mind was
especially absent, the impossibility of thinking out
any of his trains of ideas when a train of trucks
was upon him, the native indignation of a man at
knowing that his blood is meant to ebb down a
railway sewer, and a new broom will sweep him
clean—all these worries and wraths together, cogging
into the mill–wheel of cares already grinding,
had made such a mill–clack in his head near the
left temple, where the thump was, that he could
only roll on his narrow bed at imminent risk of a
floor–bump.</p>
<p>Then the cold, long harbouring, struck into his
heart and reins; and he knew not that Dr. Tink
came, and was learned and diagnostic upon him;
nor even that Polly Ducksacre took his feet out of
bed, and rubbed them until her wrists gave way;
and then, half ashamed of her womanhood, sneaked
away, and cried over Wena.</p>
<p>Wenaʼs foot was put into splinters, Wenaʼs tail
was stypticised; but no skill could save her master
from a furious brain–fever.</p>
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