<h2 class="p4">CHAPTER XVI</h2>
<p class="pcn">A FUSILIER IN FRANCE</p>
<p class="pch">[The following story of a baptism of fire and subsequent experiences
at Loos and in France is told by Private Fred. Knott,
who, soon after the war broke out, left civil life at the call of duty
and enlisted in the Royal Fusiliers. Like so many present-day
soldiers Private Knott kept a record, under fire, of many of his
experiences, until he was wounded and invalided home. From
this selection we become more intimately acquainted with the
life of our men not only in the trenches but also, which is equally
interesting, with their doings when they are resting and able to
share in the foreign life around them. We have had abundant
proof during the war of the considerable powers of observation
and description which so many of our fighting men possess.]</p>
<p class="pn"><span class="beg">A year’s</span> hard training had got us more or less used
to marching; yet when we got to Bethune we were
nearly all done up, for we had been on the road three
days. We eagerly sought our billets, which in my
own case happened to be an attic in an empty house.
Our “cookers” followed us, so that next morning
we had a good breakfast; then we raided the pump
at the back of the house, hurried through a wash
and sallied into the street, where we saw a sight
that will not be forgotten.</p>
<p>There was an almost continuous procession of
ambulances, full of wounded men from the Loos
front; and an endless stream of men of all regiments
were walking down the street to the dressing-station.
The British soldier has a happy knack of looking at<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</SPAN></span>
the bright side of a gloomy picture, and even now
amusement was caused by the spectacle of one or
two Scotsmen wearing Prussian Guards’ helmets and
walking along quite unconcerned about their wounds,
most of which were in the arm.</p>
<p>In the afternoon we left our billet for the trenches.
At the first halt a party of 200 German prisoners
passed us. I have never seen such a collection of
dejected, worn-out individuals. One man, who was
apparently a non-commissioned officer, leaned on
the arm of one of the guards for support, and his
face was the picture of despair and misery.</p>
<p>Knowing what this war means to France especially,
and what the French have had to endure from
Germany for over forty years, it was very interesting
to notice the attitude of quite little French children
towards the captives. These boys and girls, standing
on the pavement, insulted and spat upon the
Germans, who, however, took little notice of them.</p>
<p>On the road we passed some of our own Tommies,
coming from the trenches, and rejoicing in their
relief. They wanted to cheer us, and shouted,
“Hurry up, chaps; there’s plenty left for you to
do up there.” They were quite right, as we soon
discovered.</p>
<p>From Bethune we marched to the town of Vermelles,
where we had our first glimpse of the havoc
caused by the enemy’s artillery fire. The whole
place was a mass of ruins, very few houses remaining
intact. What had been a town had been smashed
by German guns to a vast mass of rubbish. It was
a melancholy sight, yet it strengthened the determination
to do our best to overcome the tyrants
who had brought about such widespread misery and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</SPAN></span>
ruin. To make the sight all the more impressive,
we distinctly heard the booming of the guns as we
marched along.</p>
<p>Another sight which filled us with silent reverence
was a graveyard on one side of the road—graveyards,
big and little, have sprung up in all sorts of unexpected
places on and near the battlefields. There were many
simple wooden crosses marking the graves of British
soldiers who had fallen earlier in the war. The sight
of these resting-places took the mind back to those
terrible days when our men fought so magnificently
against almost hopeless odds, and solemn thoughts
came, almost unbidden, to many of us as we went
on marching towards the trenches to get our baptism
of fire.</p>
<p>Outside the town another halt was made to let
some cavalry pass. We had to wait at least a quarter
of an hour for this—and a fine sight it was to watch
the passing of these mounted men, for the nature
of this war has made it quite a rare thing to see
considerable bodies of cavalry.</p>
<p>After leaving the main road and taking one or two
cross-cuttings we found ourselves in a wild, desolate
field, covered with fairly large shrubs and weeds. It
was one of the most miserable and depressing fields
imaginable, and to crown its wretchedness rain was
falling heavily and steadily and the ground was
sodden.</p>
<p>The ammunition mules were in the rear, and we
were served out with 130 rounds each. This looked
like real business, and when it was over we extended
in artillery formation, and cautiously advanced along
the field. Everything now was done as if we were
actually in the presence of the enemy, and there was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</SPAN></span>
a singular thrill and excitement amongst us and a
constant wonder of “What next?”</p>
<p>We had moved a considerable distance, when we
reached a reserve trench. We were ordered to enter
it, for obviously it would have been fatal to go any
farther by daylight.</p>
<p>In this trench we were concealed until it was dark.
We were in great discomfort owing to the rain, and
we were almost knee-deep in mud. We were not sorry
when, as evening fell, we got out of the trench and
again advanced in artillery formation; but only for
a few yards.</p>
<p>The order was now given to lie down, for the enemy
flares were going up one after the other, and it seemed
as if at any moment our presence would be made
known and a heavy fire directed on us.</p>
<p>The long marching and exposure to the bad weather
had had their effect upon us. We were sodden, and in
addition to the weight of our clothing and equipment
and ammunition we had the weight of the rain and
the mud, so you can easily understand that as we lay
flat on the ground we dropped off into a heavy sleep.</p>
<p>I don’t know how long we slept—I don’t think it
was long—but we were galvanised into wakefulness
in a second, for a shell had burst not more than
twenty yards in front of us with a terrific report, and
a shower of earth fell on us.</p>
<p>That was the beginning of my baptism of fire, and
it was the most startling awakening I ever had. It
was a stern warning, too, and we quickly retired to
another reserve trench a short distance away and
jumped pell-mell into it. There were some good
goers that night, in spite of heavy ground and heavier
equipment; but we soon recovered our composure
when we were in the trench, and laughed and made
the best of it.</p>
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<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>From this reserve trench we entered the main
communication trench, and here we had one of those
mysterious and unnerving experiences which have
been so often known in this tremendous war. Progress
at the best was slow and difficult, but it was
made far worse because of the repeated issue of the
order, “Retire!”</p>
<p>For some time we kept going “about turn,” up
and down the trench, though when word was passed
down the line all our officers denied having made use
of the term, and they urged us forward.</p>
<p>This strange matter gave us something to talk
about for a long time, and the general feeling was
that it was the work of a German spy, though the
mysterious agent was never discovered.</p>
<p>We were now getting really into the thick of things,
and two companies of the battalion made their way
into the firing-line, while my own company went
into reserve; and there we had our first touch of
gas, though luckily without any serious loss of life.
When the gas attack had passed we tried to snatch
some sleep, but this was impossible, as we were
quickly detailed for various duties, such as ration-carrying
and supplying the first line with ammunition.
I found myself at the latter task, and started
out to find a regiment which was holding the front
line on the right.</p>
<p>And now I had one of those awful experiences
which have so often fallen to soldiers in this war—one
of the things which, little in themselves, mean
so much to the individual, especially to one who has
not got accustomed to such warfare as this.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>After making my way through countless trenches,
some of which were empty and absolutely reeked of
gas, I found myself in a narrow ditch—it could not
be called a trench—which was literally filled with
dead bodies. Snipers’ bullets were whizzing all
around me, and often I had to take cover by lying
alongside a dead comrade. Each side of the ditch
was strewn with bodies, the wounds on which were
too ghastly to be described. Thoroughly sickened
at the sight, I had to press on, treading on poor
fellows’ bodies all the time. It was truly horrible,
but the ammunition had to be got there, and this
was the only way to get along.</p>
<p>At last I reached the regiment I wanted, and found
that it was keeping up rapid rifle fire. Leaving the
ammunition with an officer, I started on my homeward
journey, which I thankfully accomplished, but
with great difficulty. I was very much impressed
by the flares as I went along, and I do not exaggerate
at all when I say that they were distinctly reminiscent
of a firework display.</p>
<p>Reaching my own lines, I found that I was not
wanted for any more fatigues, so I thankfully crept
into a dug-out at the rear and fell fast asleep.</p>
<p>Early next morning we attacked the enemy, and
I got my proper baptism of fire. Two of our companies
had gone into action and had lost rather
heavily, and my company was ordered to reinforce.</p>
<p>I was amongst the men who were chosen to reinforce,
and leaving the reserve trench we passed into the fire
trench and so over the top, amid a shower of bullets.</p>
<p>The Germans were hidden in a coal-mine near the
famous “Tower Bridge,” and it seemed hopeless to
try and dislodge them; but the British had determined<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</SPAN></span>
to have a try, and so we advanced, dropping
now and again for cover. Here again the ground
was strewn with bodies, and often it was necessary
to use one of them as a covering screen.</p>
<p>It became necessary for some of us, myself amongst
them, to withdraw to the original fire trench, and
there we remained for two days. On the second day
a lull in the fighting occurred, though there was a
sharp watch on both sides and rounds were exchanged.
A strange thing happened at this stage of the
fighting. One of our N.C.O.s, going through a
deserted fire-bay, found a man in khaki who was
behaving in a very mysterious way. The N.C.O.
grew suspicious, and with the help of two privates
he marched the man before the colonel. The man
said he was a Welsh Fusilier, but one of our men
who had previously served in the Welsh Fusiliers
soon showed that the statement was utterly false.</p>
<p>The man was searched, and then the amazing
discovery was made that he had no fewer than a
dozen identification-discs of different regiments.</p>
<p>Further questionings showed beyond all doubt that
he was a very bold and cunning spy, and he was shot
with very little ceremony.</p>
<p>Another day passed, and at night we were relieved.
When we marched back through Vermelles we were
utterly exhausted, and I dare say we looked pitiful
objects, for we were thickly covered with clay and
were minus the best part of our equipment; but we
were proud, all the same, and I think the pride was
justified, for it must be remembered that many of
the men who took part in the very heavy fighting
at Loos were soldiers who, like myself, had only just
had their baptism of fire. They had at any rate done<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</SPAN></span>
their best to uphold the tradition of British courage
and endurance.</p>
<p>Trench life forms such an immense feature of the
war that it will be interesting, I dare say, to give a
little detailed account of it, just to show how closely
resembling animal and savage conditions are those
which have to be endured, and which, as a rule,
are borne cheerfully and in a thorough make-the-best-of-it
spirit.</p>
<p>We had been ordered to go to the trenches, this
time on a new front. The line was situated on a canal
bank, and we took up our position at night, carefully
picking our way, helped by the lights of the flares.</p>
<p>At the end of our journey we found a series of dug-outs
at the side of the water, and I and my chum
quickly claimed one of them. This dug-out just
conveniently held two men, though space was very
limited. The prospect was not promising, but two
heads were better than one, especially on active
service, and soon we had rigged up the “mac.” sheet
and the overcoats and made a cosy bed, and we
made ourselves comfortable. We were the better
able to do this because the night was mild and the
firing confined to an occasional shell—a mere nothing
as a disturber of harmony. The next order was a
cup of <i>café au lait</i>, and I don’t think people at home
realise what a joy it is to set to work on such a little
treat as this.</p>
<p>My chum carried a small, compact spirit-lamp,
and with this and a tin mug we soon had a glorious
steaming drink ready. We dwelt on it as much
and as long as we could, then settled down to sleep,
making ourselves snug by covering the doorway of
the dug-out with a piece of old sacking. This was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</SPAN></span>
not an easy matter, for the enemy had become
aggressive, and a heavy bombardment started. It
was bad enough to make us open our doorway and
look out, and we soon saw that the shells were finding
their mark in the canal in front of us, sending
the water up in great sprays. This we could easily
make out by means of the brilliant flares. Now and
again a shell missed fire, and we just saw it as it
plumped into the water.</p>
<p>Higher up in the officers’ dug-out a gramophone
was playing, and amid the sound of bursting shells
we heard snatches of songs that carried our minds
back to England and home. Later the shelling
ceased, and once more we tried to sleep. This time
a new trouble arose, in the shape of huge rats crawling
over us. By means of candle-light we started
destroying them with a bayonet; but this was a
difficult task, for the rats often enough were swifter
than the jabs at them. There were plenty of squeals
in the dug-out, and these and our own cries mingled
with the shrieks that came from rats outside, both
in front and rear of the trenches, which were fighting
pitched battles. This uncanny and unpleasant hunt
in the dug-out ended in time, and we managed to
gain a little rest. I am reminded that in one lot of
trenches which we occupied in another part of the
line a tree-trunk had fallen across the fire-bay, and
at night a continual procession of rats could be seen
crossing it, in spite of repeated slashes at them with
bayonets.</p>
<p>Next day we had an opportunity of scanning the
surrounding district. Farther along we could see
the damaged steeple of a church, once a handsome
building, now in ruins, for it had proved a good target<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</SPAN></span>
for the German guns. On the opposite side of the
canal several fine trees had been struck down, leaving
blanks in a stately avenue. I gazed at the canal
itself and wondered how many brave fellows’ bodies
had found their last resting-place there, for it was
the scene of a big advance earlier in the year. But
my reflections were cut short by military duties, and
I was detailed for various tasks, such as rifle-cleaning,
fetching rations, etc., while my companion made a
fire to cook the breakfast. We now settled down to
a more or less regular routine, and waited our turn
to strike an offensive blow at the enemy at the first
opportunity.</p>
<p>It is usual after a spell in the trenches for a regiment
to retire to a village in rear of the firing-line for a
rest, and I was always glad of this change, because
it afforded many a strange sight to me, an average
British soldier. We reached our village at about four
o’clock in the afternoon, and each platoon found itself
billeted in a barn at one of the farms which abounded
in that particular locality. Here the town-bred man
had the chance to study foreign rural life, a little hobby
which helped him for the time to forget the trenches
and their inevitable discomforts and dangers.</p>
<p>After a time we easily adapted ourselves to the
rough straw beds that were provided for us, and we
very soon found that we must not object if we had
a ferret or two in a cage quite close to the bed. As
a matter of fact we were soon on good terms with
the fierce little creatures, which have proved splendid
friends to the soldiers in the trenches in hunting and
killing the swarming rats.</p>
<p>When we went out on voyages of discovery we
found that the typical village contained one or two<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</SPAN></span>
<i>estaminets</i>—they are rarely called cafés in the rural
parts of France—and possibly one or two little
shops—<i>épiceries</i>—which sell a variety of things
appealing to a soldier’s simple tastes. At certain
hours the British Tommy is allowed in the <i>estaminets</i>,
where such drinks as beer and red and white wines
and the customary <i>café au lait</i> are obtainable cheaply.
It is found from experience that these places rarely
have change for paper money, which at times is
rather awkward, especially when combined with a
vague knowledge of the language; and the usual
reply is “No money”—truly a poor consolation to
a thirsty soldier. In time, however, we became
known to the keeper of the <i>estaminet</i>, and when
money became circulated the difficulty was remedied.
A brief stay in a village was enough to make the
villagers friendly, and little kindnesses on both sides
became a common practice.</p>
<p>A characteristic of every place was the lack of
facilities to obtain extra meals, though at certain
<i>estaminets</i> a good repast of fried eggs and chips, with
an occasional dish of stewed rabbit, was procurable.</p>
<p>This is merely a glimpse of the peaceful and gladly
welcomed break in the life of the soldier who is on
active service. It makes you all the more fit for the
trenches and that night sentry duty to which you
are so often roused in your dug-out by the corporal
shouting, “Next relief!”</p>
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