<h2> And here follow some general observations upon the experience: </h2>
<p>Northern France, May 10th, 1915.</p>
<p>We got here to refit and rest this morning at 4, having marched last night
at 10. The general impression in my mind is of a nightmare. We have been
in the most bitter of fights. For seventeen days and seventeen nights none
of us have had our clothes off, nor our boots even, except occasionally.
In all that time while I was awake, gunfire and rifle fire never ceased
for sixty seconds, and it was sticking to our utmost by a weak line all
but ready to break, knowing nothing of what was going on, and depressed by
reports of anxious infantry. The men and the divisions are worthy of all
praise that can be given. It did not end in four days when many of our
infantry were taken out. It kept on at fever heat till yesterday.</p>
<p>This, of course, is the second battle of Ypres, or the battle of the Yser,
I do not know which. At one time we were down to seven guns, but those
guns were smoking at every joint, the gunners using cloth to handle the
breech levers because of the heat. We had three batteries in action with
four guns added from the other units. Our casualties were half the number
of men in the firing line. The horse lines and the wagon lines farther
back suffered less, but the Brigade list has gone far higher than any
artillery normal. I know one brigade R.A. that was in the Mons retreat and
had about the same. I have done what fell to hand. My clothes, boots, kit,
and dugout at various times were sadly bloody. Two of our batteries are
reduced to two officers each. We have had constant accurate shell-fire,
but we have given back no less. And behind it all was the constant
background of the sights of the dead, the wounded, the maimed, and a
terrible anxiety lest the line should give way.</p>
<p>During all this time, we have been behind French troops, and only helping
our own people by oblique fire when necessary. Our horses have suffered
heavily too. Bonfire had a light wound from a piece of shell; it is
healing and the dear old fellow is very fit. Had my first ride for
seventeen days last night. We never saw horses but with the wagons
bringing up the ammunition. When fire was hottest they had to come two
miles on a road terribly swept, and they did it magnificently. But how
tired we are! Weary in body and wearier in mind. None of our men went off
their heads but men in units nearby did—and no wonder.</p>
<p>France, May 12th, 1915.</p>
<p>I am glad you had your mind at rest by the rumour that we were in reserve.
What newspaper work! The poor old artillery never gets any mention, and
the whole show is the infantry. It may interest you to note on your map a
spot on the west bank of the canal, a mile and a half north of Ypres, as
the scene of our labours. There can be no harm in saying so, now that we
are out of it. The unit was the most advanced of all the Allies' guns by a
good deal except one French battery which stayed in a position yet more
advanced for two days, and then had to be taken out. I think it may be
said that we saw the show from the soup to the coffee.</p>
<p>France, May 17th, 1915.</p>
<p>The farther we get away from Ypres the more we learn of the enormous power
the Germans put in to push us over. Lord only knows how many men they had,
and how many they lost. I wish I could embody on paper some of the varied
sensations of that seventeen days. All the gunners down this way passed us
all sorts of 'kudos' over it. Our guns—those behind us, from which
we had to dodge occasional prematures—have a peculiar bang-sound
added to the sharp crack of discharge. The French 75 has a sharp
wood-block-chop sound, and the shell goes over with a peculiar whine—not
unlike a cat, but beginning with n—thus,—n-eouw. The big
fellows, 3000 yards or more behind, sounded exactly like our own, but the
flash came three or four seconds before the sound. Of the German shells—the
field guns come with a great velocity—no warning—just
whizz-bang; white smoke, nearly always air bursts. The next size, probably
5 inch howitzers, have a perceptible time of approach, an increasing
whine, and a great burst on the percussion—dirt in all directions.
And even if a shell hit on the front of the canal bank, and one were on
the back of the bank, five, eight, or ten seconds later one would hear a
belated WHIRR, and curved pieces of shell would light—probably
parabolic curves or boomerangs. These shells have a great back kick; from
the field gun shrapnel we got nothing BEHIND the shell—all the
pieces go forward. From the howitzers, the danger is almost as great
behind as in front if they burst on percussion. Then the large shrapnel—air-burst—have
a double explosion, as if a giant shook a wet sail for two flaps; first a
dark green burst of smoke; then a lighter yellow burst goes out from the
centre, forwards. I do not understand the why of it.</p>
<p>Then the 10-inch shells: a deliberate whirring course—a deafening
explosion—black smoke, and earth 70 or 80 feet in the air. These
always burst on percussion. The constant noise of our own guns is really
worse on the nerves than the shell; there is the deafening noise, and the
constant whirr of shells going overhead. The earth shakes with every
nearby gun and every close shell. I think I may safely enclose a cross
section of our position. The left is the front: a slope down of 20 feet in
100 yards to the canal, a high row of trees on each bank, then a short 40
yards slope up to the summit of the trench, where the brain of the outfit
was; then a telephone wired slope, and on the sharp slope, the dugouts,
including my own. The nondescript affair on the low slope is the gun
position, behind it the men's shelter pits. Behind my dugout was a rapid
small stream, on its far bank a row of pollard willows, then 30 yards of
field, then a road with two parallel rows of high trees. Behind this
again, several hundred yards of fields to cross before the main gun
positions are reached.</p>
<p>More often fire came from three quarters left, and because our ridge died
away there was a low spot over which they could come pretty dangerously.
The road thirty yards behind us was a nightmare to me. I saw all the
tragedies of war enacted there. A wagon, or a bunch of horses, or a stray
man, or a couple of men, would get there just in time for a shell. One
would see the absolute knock-out, and the obviously lightly wounded
crawling off on hands and knees; or worse yet, at night, one would hear
the tragedy—"that horse scream"—or the man's moan. All our own
wagons had to come there (one every half hour in smart action), be
emptied, and the ammunition carried over by hand. Do you wonder that the
road got on our nerves? On this road, too, was the house where we took our
meals. It was hit several times, windows all blown in by nearby shells,
but one end remained for us.</p>
<p>Seventeen days of Hades! At the end of the first day if anyone had told us
we had to spend seventeen days there, we would have folded our hands and
said it could not be done. On the fifteenth day we got orders to go out,
but that was countermanded in two hours. To the last we could scarcely
believe we were actually to get out. The real audacity of the position was
its safety; the Germans knew to a foot where we were. I think I told you
of some of the "you must stick it out" messages we got from our [French]
General,—they put it up to us. It is a wonder to me that we slept
when, and how, we did. If we had not slept and eaten as well as possible
we could not have lasted. And while we were doing this, the London office
of a Canadian newspaper cabled home "Canadian Artillery in reserve." Such
is fame!</p>
<p>Thursday, May 27th, 1915.</p>
<p>Day cloudy and chilly. We wore our greatcoats most of the afternoon, and
looked for bits of sunlight to get warm. About two o'clock the heavy guns
gave us a regular "black-smithing". Every time we fired we drew a perfect
hornet's nest about our heads. While attending to a casualty, a shell
broke through both sides of the trench, front and back, about twelve feet
away. The zigzag of the trench was between it and us, and we escaped. From
my bunk the moon looks down at me, and the wind whistles along the trench
like a corridor. As the trenches run in all directions they catch the wind
however it blows, so one is always sure of a good draught. We have not had
our clothes off since last Saturday, and there is no near prospect of
getting them off.</p>
<p>Friday, May 28th, 1915.</p>
<p>Warmer this morning and sunny, a quiet morning, as far as we were
concerned. One battery fired twenty rounds and the rest "sat tight".
Newspapers which arrive show that up to May 7th, the Canadian public has
made no guess at the extent of the battle of Ypres. The Canadian papers
seem to have lost interest in it after the first four days; this
regardless of the fact that the artillery, numerically a quarter of the
division, was in all the time. One correspondent writes from the Canadian
rest camp, and never mentions Ypres. Others say they hear heavy bombarding
which appears to come from Armentieres.</p>
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<p>Wednesday, April 29th*, 1915.</p>
<p>This morning is the sixth day of this fight; it has been constant, except
that we got good chance to sleep for the last two nights. Our men have
fought beyond praise. Canadian soldiers have set a standard for themselves
which will keep posterity busy to surpass. And the War Office published
that the 4.1 guns captured were Canadian. They were not: the division has
not lost a gun so far by capture. We will make a good job of it—if
we can.</p>
<p>* [sic] This should read April 28th.—A. L., 1995.<br/></p>
<p>May 1st, 1915.</p>
<p>This is the ninth day that we have stuck to the ridge, and the batteries
have fought with a steadiness which is beyond all praise. If I could say
what our casualties in men, guns, and horses were, you would see at a
glance it has been a hot corner; but we have given better than we got, for
the German casualties from this front have been largely from artillery,
except for the French attack of yesterday and the day before, when they
advanced appreciably on our left. The front, however, just here remains
where it was, and the artillery fire is very heavy—I think as heavy
here as on any part of the line, with the exception of certain cross-roads
which are the particular object of fire. The first four days the anxiety
was wearing, for we did not know at what minute the German army corps
would come for us. We lie out in support of the French troops entirely,
and are working with them. Since that time evidently great reinforcements
have come in, and now we have a most formidable force of artillery to turn
on them.</p>
<p>Fortunately the weather has been good; the days are hot and summer-like.
Yesterday in the press of bad smells I got a whiff of a hedgerow in bloom.
The birds perch on the trees over our heads and twitter away as if there
was nothing to worry about. Bonfire is still well. I do hope he gets
through all right.</p>
<p>Flanders, March 30th, 1915.</p>
<p>The Brigade is actually in twelve different places. The ammunition column
and the horse and wagon lines are back, and my corporal visits them every
day. I attend the gun lines; any casualty is reported by telephone, and I
go to it. The wounded and sick stay where they are till dark, when the
field ambulances go over certain grounds and collect. A good deal of
suffering is entailed by the delay till night, but it is useless for
vehicles to go on the roads within 1500 yards of the trenches. They are
willing enough to go. Most of the trench injuries are of the head, and
therefore there is a high proportion of killed in the daily warfare as
opposed to an attack. Our Canadian plots fill up rapidly.</p>
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<h2> And here is one last note to his mother: </h2>
<p>On the eve of the battle of Ypres I was indebted to you for a letter which
said "take good care of my son Jack, but I would not have you unmindful
that, sometimes, when we save we lose." I have that last happy phrase to
thank. Often when I had to go out over the areas that were being shelled,
it came into my mind. I would shoulder the box, and "go to it".</p>
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<h2> At this time the Canadian division was moving south to take its share in </h2>
<p>the events that happened in the La Bassee sector. Here is the record:</p>
<p>Tuesday, June 1st, 1915.</p>
<p>1-1/2 miles northeast of Festubert, near La Bassee.</p>
<p>Last night a 15 pr. and a 4-inch howitzer fired at intervals of five
minutes from 8 till 4; most of them within 500 or 600 yards—a very
tiresome procedure; much of it is on registered roads. In the morning I
walked out to Le Touret to the wagon lines, got Bonfire, and rode to the
headquarters at Vendin-lez-Bethune, a little village a mile past Bethune.
Left the horse at the lines and walked back again. An unfortunate shell in
the 1st killed a sergeant and wounded two men; thanks to the strong
emplacements the rest of the crew escaped. In the evening went around the
batteries and said good-bye. We stood by while they laid away the sergeant
who was killed. Kind hands have made two pathetic little wreaths of roses;
the grave under an apple-tree, and the moon rising over the horizon; a
siege-lamp held for the book. Of the last 41 days the guns have been in
action 33. Captain Lockhart, late with Fort Garry Horse, arrived to
relieve me. I handed over, came up to the horse lines, and slept in a
covered wagon in a courtyard. We were all sorry to part—the four of
us have been very intimate and had agreed perfectly—and friendships
under these circumstances are apt to be the real thing. I am sorry to
leave them in such a hot corner, but cannot choose and must obey orders.
It is a great relief from strain, I must admit, to be out, but I could
wish that they all were.</p>
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<h2> This phase of the war lasted two months precisely, </h2>
<p>and to John McCrae it must have seemed a lifetime since he went into this
memorable action. The events preceding the second battle of Ypres received
scant mention in his letters; but one remains, which brings into relief
one of the many moves of that tumultuous time.</p>
<p>April 1st, 1915.</p>
<p>We moved out in the late afternoon, getting on the road a little after
dark. Such a move is not unattended by danger, for to bring horses and
limbers down the roads in the shell zone in daylight renders them liable
to observation, aerial or otherwise. More than that, the roads are now
beginning to be dusty, and at all times there is the noise which carries
far. The roads are nearly all registered in their battery books, so if
they suspect a move, it is the natural thing to loose off a few rounds.
However, our anxiety was not borne out, and we got out of the danger zone
by 8.30—a not too long march in the dark, and then for the last of
the march a glorious full moon. The houses everywhere are as dark as
possible, and on the roads noises but no lights. One goes on by the long
rows of trees that are so numerous in this country, on cobblestones and
country roads, watching one's horses' ears wagging, and seeing not much
else. Our maps are well studied before we start, and this time we are not
far out of familiar territory. We got to our new billet about 10—quite
a good farmhouse; and almost at once one feels the relief of the strain of
being in the shell zone. I cannot say I had noticed it when there; but one
is distinctly relieved when out of it.</p>
<p>Such, then, was the life in Flanders fields in which the verse was born.
This is no mere surmise. There is a letter from Major-General E. W. B.
Morrison, C.B., C.M.G., D.S.O., who commanded the Brigade at the time,
which is quite explicit. "This poem," General Morrison writes, "was
literally born of fire and blood during the hottest phase of the second
battle of Ypres. My headquarters were in a trench on the top of the bank
of the Ypres Canal, and John had his dressing station in a hole dug in the
foot of the bank. During periods in the battle men who were shot actually
rolled down the bank into his dressing station. Along from us a few
hundred yards was the headquarters of a regiment, and many times during
the sixteen days of battle, he and I watched them burying their dead
whenever there was a lull. Thus the crosses, row on row, grew into a
good-sized cemetery. Just as he describes, we often heard in the mornings
the larks singing high in the air, between the crash of the shell and the
reports of the guns in the battery just beside us. I have a letter from
him in which he mentions having written the poem to pass away the time
between the arrival of batches of wounded, and partly as an experiment
with several varieties of poetic metre. I have a sketch of the scene,
taken at the time, including his dressing station; and during our
operations at Passchendaele last November, I found time to make a sketch
of the scene of the crosses, row on row, from which he derived his
inspiration."</p>
<p>The last letter from the Front is dated June 1st, 1915. Upon that day he
was posted to No. 3 General Hospital at Boulogne, and placed in charge of
medicine with the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel as of date 17th April, 1915.
Here he remained until the day of his death on January 28th, 1918.</p>
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