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<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> Mr. Corbet was so well known at the Parsonage by the two old servants, that he had no difficulty, on reaching it, after his departure from Ford Bank, in having the spare bed-chamber made ready for him, late as it was, and in the absence of the master, who had taken a little holiday, now that Lent and Easter were over, for the purpose of fishing.  While his room was getting ready, Ralph sent for his clothes, and by the same messenger he despatched the little note to Ellinor.  But there was the letter he had promised her in it still to be written; and it was almost his night’s employment to say enough, yet not too much; for, as he expressed it to himself, he was half way over the stream, and it would be folly to turn back, for he had given nearly as much pain both to himself and Ellinor by this time as he should do by making the separation final.  Besides, after Mr. Wilkins’s speeches that evening—but he was candid enough to acknowledge that, bad and offensive as they had been, if they had stood alone they might have been condoned. His letter ran as follows: <blockquote>“DEAREST ELLINOR, for dearest you are, and I think will ever be, my judgment has consented to a step which is giving me great pain, greater than you will readily believe.  I am convinced that it is better that we should part; for circumstances have occurred since we formed our engagement which, although I am unaware of their exact nature, I can see weigh heavily upon you, and have materially affected your father’s behaviour.  Nay, I think, after to-night, I may almost say have entirely altered his feelings towards me.  What these circumstances are I am ignorant, any further than that I know from your own admission, that they may lead to some future disgrace.  Now, it may be my fault, it may be in my temperament, to be anxious, above all things earthly, to obtain and possess a high reputation.  I can only say that it is so, and leave you to blame me for my weakness as much as you like.  But anything that might come in between me and this object would, I own, be ill tolerated by me; the very dread of such an obstacle intervening would paralyse me.  I should become irritable, and, deep as my affection is, and always must be, towards you, I could not promise you a happy, peaceful life.  I should be perpetually haunted by the idea of what might happen in the way of discovery and shame.  I am the more convinced of this from my observation of your father’s altered character—an alteration which I trace back to the time when I conjecture that the secret affairs took place to which you have alluded.  In short, it is for your sake, my dear Ellinor, even more than for my own, that I feel compelled to affix a final meaning to the words which your father addressed to me last night, when he desired me to leave his house for ever.  God bless you, my Ellinor, for the last time my Ellinor.  Try to forget as soon as you can the unfortunate tie which has bound you for a time to one so unsuitable—I believe I ought to say so unworthy of you—as—RALPH CORBET.” </blockquote> Ellinor was making breakfast when this letter was given her.  According to the wont of the servants of the respective households of the Parsonage and Ford Bank, the man asked if there was any answer.  It was only custom; for he had not been desired to do so.  Ellinor went to the window to read her letter; the man waiting all the time respectfully for her reply.  She went to the writing-table, and wrote: <blockquote>“It is all right—quite right.  I ought to have thought of it all last August.  I do not think you will forget me easily, but I entreat you never at any future time to blame yourself.  I hope you will be happy and successful.  I suppose I must never write to you again: but I shall always pray for you.  Papa was very sorry last night for having spoken angrily to you.  You must forgive him—there is great need for forgiveness in this world.—ELLINOR.” </blockquote> She kept putting down thought after thought, just to prolong the last pleasure of writing to him.  She sealed the note, and gave it to the man.  Then she sat down and waited for Miss Monro, who had gone to bed on the previous night without awaiting Ellinor’s return from the dining-room. “I am late, my dear,” said Miss Monro, on coming down, “but I have a bad headache, and I knew you had a pleasant companion.”  Then, looking round, she perceived Ralph’s absence. “Mr. Corbet not down yet!” she exclaimed.  And then Ellinor had to tell her the outline of the facts so soon likely to be made public; that Mr. Corbet and she had determined to break off their engagement; and that Mr. Corbet had accordingly betaken himself to the Parsonage; and that she did not expect him to return to Ford Bank.  Miss Monro’s astonishment was unbounded.  She kept going over and over all the little circumstances she had noticed during the last visit, only on yesterday, in fact, which she could not reconcile with the notion that the two, apparently so much attached to each other but a few hours before, were now to be for ever separated and estranged.  Ellinor sickened under the torture; which yet seemed like torture in a dream, from which there must come an awakening and a relief.  She felt as if she could not hear any more; yet there was more to hear.  Her father, as it turned out, was very ill, and had been so all night long; he had evidently had some kind of attack on the brain, whether apoplectic or paralytic it was for the doctors to decide.  In the hurry and anxiety of this day of misery succeeding to misery, she almost forgot to wonder whether Ralph were still at the Parsonage—still in Hamley; it was not till the evening visit of the physician that she learnt that he had been seen by Dr. Moore as he was taking his place in the morning mail to London.  Dr. Moore alluded to his name as to a thought that would cheer and comfort the fragile girl during her night-watch by her father’s bedside.  But Miss Monro stole out after the doctor to warn him off the subject for the future, crying bitterly over the forlorn position of her darling as she spoke—crying as Ellinor had never yet been able to cry: though all the time, in the pride of her sex, she was as endeavouring to persuade the doctor it was entirely Ellinor’s doing, and the wisest and best thing she could have done, as he was not good enough for her, only a poor barrister struggling for a livelihood.  Like many other kind-hearted people, she fell into the blunder of lowering the moral character of those whom it is their greatest wish to exalt.  But Dr. Moore knew Ellinor too well to believe the whole of what Miss Monro said; she would never act from interested motives, and was all the more likely to cling to a man because he was down and unsuccessful.  No! there had been a lovers’ quarrel; and it could not have happened at a sadder time. Before the June roses were in full bloom, Mr. Wilkins was dead.  He had left his daughter to the guardianship of Mr. Ness by some will made years ago; but Mr. Ness had caught a rheumatic fever with his Easter fishings, and been unable to be moved home from the little Welsh inn where he had been staying when he was taken ill.  Since his last attack, Mr. Wilkins’s mind had been much affected; he often talked strangely and wildly; but he had rare intervals of quietness and full possession of his senses.  At one of these times he must have written a half-finished pencil note, which his nurse found under his pillow after his death, and brought to Ellinor.  Through her tear-blinded eyes she read the weak, faltering words: <blockquote>“I am very ill.  I sometimes think I shall never get better, so I wish to ask your pardon for what I said the night before I was taken ill.  I am afraid my anger made mischief between you and Ellinor, but I think you will forgive a dying man.  If you will come back and let all be as it used to be, I will make any apology you may require.  If I go, she will be so very friendless; and I have looked to you to care for her ever since you first—”  Then came some illegible and incoherent writing, ending with, “From my deathbed I adjure you to stand her friend; I will beg pardon on my knees for anything—” </blockquote> And there strength had failed; the paper and pencil had been laid aside to be resumed at some time when the brain was clearer, the hand stronger.  Ellinor kissed the letter, reverently folded it up, and laid it among her sacred treasures, by her mother’s half-finished sewing, and a little curl of her baby sister’s golden hair. Mr. Johnson, who had been one of the trustees for Mrs. Wilkins’s marriage settlement, a respectable solicitor in the county town, and Mr. Ness, had been appointed executors of his will, and guardians to Ellinor.  The will itself had been made several years before, when he imagined himself the possessor of a handsome fortune, the bulk of which he bequeathed to his only child.  By her mother’s marriage-settlement, Ford Bank was held in trust for the children of the marriage; the trustees being Sir Frank Holster and Mr. Johnson.  There were legacies to his executors; a small annuity to Miss Monro, with the expression of a hope that it might be arranged for her to continue living with Ellinor as long as the latter remained unmarried; all his servants were remembered, Dixon especially, and most liberally. What remained of the handsome fortune once possessed by the testator?  The executors asked in vain; there was nothing.  They could hardly make out what had become of it, in such utter confusion were all the accounts, both personal and official.  Mr. Johnson was hardly restrained by his compassion for the orphan from throwing up the executorship in disgust.  Mr. Ness roused himself from his scholarlike abstraction to labour at the examination of books, parchments, and papers, for Ellinor’s sake.  Sir Frank Holster professed himself only a trustee for Ford Bank. Meanwhile she went on living at Ford Bank, quite unconscious of the state of her father’s affairs, but sunk into a deep, plaintive melancholy, which affected her looks and the tones of her voice in such a manner as to distress Miss Monro exceedingly.  It was not that the good lady did not quite acknowledge the great cause her pupil had for grieving—deserted by her lover, her father dead—but that she could not bear the outward signs of how much these sorrows had told on Ellinor.  Her love for the poor girl was infinitely distressed by seeing the daily wasting away, the constant heavy depression of spirits, and she grew impatient of the continual pain of sympathy.  If Miss Monro could have done something to relieve Ellinor of her woe, she would have been less inclined to scold her for giving way to it. The time came when Miss Monro could act; and after that, there was no more irritation on her part.  When all hope of Ellinor’s having anything beyond the house and grounds of Ford Bank was gone; when it was proved that all the legacies bequeathed by Mr. Wilkins not one farthing could ever be paid; when it came to be a question how far the beautiful pictures and other objects of art in the house were not legally the property of unsatisfied creditors, the state of her father’s affairs was communicated to Ellinor as delicately as Mr. Ness knew how. She was drooping over her work—she always drooped now—and she left off sewing to listen to him, leaning her head on the arm which rested on the table.  She did not speak when he had ended his statement.  She was silent for whole minutes afterwards; he went on speaking out of very agitation and awkwardness. “It was all the rascal Dunster’s doing, I’ve no doubt,” said he, trying to account for the entire loss of Mr. Wilkins’s fortune. To his surprise she lifted up her white stony face, and said slowly and faintly, but with almost solemn calmness: “Mr. Ness, you must never allow Mr. Dunster to be blamed for this!” “My dear Ellinor, there can be no doubt about it.  Your father himself always referred to the losses he had sustained by Dunster’s disappearance.” Ellinor covered her face with her hands.  “God forgive us all,” she said, and relapsed into the old unbearable silence.  Mr. Ness had undertaken to discuss her future plans with her, and he was obliged to go on. “Now, my dear child—I have known you since you were quite a little girl, you know—we must try not to give way to feeling”—he himself was choking; she was quite quiet—“but think what is to be done.  You will have the rent of this house, and we have a very good offer for it—a tenant on lease of seven years at a hundred and twenty pounds a year—” “I will never let this house,” said she, standing up suddenly, and as if defying him. “Not let Ford Bank!  Why?  I don’t understand it—I can’t have been clear—Ellinor, the rent of this house is all you will have to live on!” “I can’t help it, I can’t leave this house.  Oh, Mr. Ness, I can’t leave this house.” “My dear child, you shall not be hurried—I know how hardly all these things are coming upon you (and I wish I had never seen Corbet, with all my heart I do!)”—this was almost to himself, but she must have heard it, for she quivered all over—“but leave this house you must.  You must eat, and the rent of this house must pay for your food; you must dress, and there is nothing but the rent to clothe you.  I will gladly have you to stay at the Parsonage as long as ever you like; but, in fact, the negotiations with Mr. Osbaldistone, the gentleman who offers to take the house, are nearly completed—” “It is my house!” said Ellinor, fiercely.  “I know it is settled on me.” “No, my dear.  It is held in trust for you by Sir Frank Holster and Mr. Johnson; you to receive all moneys and benefits accruing from it”—he spoke gently, for he almost thought her head was turned—“but you remember you are not of age, and Mr. Johnson and I have full power.” Ellinor sat down, helpless. “Leave me,” she said, at length.  “You are very kind, but you don’t know all.  I cannot stand any more talking now,” she added, faintly. Mr. Ness bent over her and kissed her forehead, and withdrew without another word.  He went to Miss Monro. “Well! and how did you find her?” was her first inquiry, after the usual greetings had passed between them.  “It is really quite sad to see how she gives way; I speak to her, and speak to her, and tell her how she is neglecting all her duties, and it does no good.” “She has had to bear a still further sorrow to-day,” said Mr. Ness.  “On the part of Mr. Johnson and myself I have a very painful duty to perform to you as well as to her.  Mr. Wilkins has died insolvent.  I grieve to say there is no hope of your ever receiving any of your annuity!” Miss Monro looked very blank.  Many happy little visions faded away in those few moments; then she roused up and said, “I am but forty; I have a good fifteen years of work in me left yet, thank God.  Insolvent!  Do you mean he has left no money?” “Not a farthing.  The creditors may be thankful if they are fully paid.” “And Ellinor?” “Ellinor will have the rent of this house, which is hers by right of her mother’s settlement, to live on.” “How much will that be?” “One hundred and twenty pounds.” Miss Monro’s lips went into a form prepared for whistling.  Mr. Ness continued: “She is at present unwilling enough to leave this house, poor girl.  It is but natural; but she has no power in the matter, even were there any other course open to her.  I can only say how glad, how honoured, I shall feel by as long a visit as you and she can be prevailed upon to pay me at the Parsonage.” “Where is Mr. Corbet?” said Miss Monro. “I do not know.  After breaking off his engagement he wrote me a long letter, explanatory, as he called it; exculpatory, as I termed it.  I wrote back, curtly enough, saying that I regretted the breaking-off of an intercourse which had always been very pleasant to me, but that he must be aware that, with my intimacy with the family at Ford Bank, it would be both awkward and unpleasant to all parties if he and I remained on our previous footing.  Who is that going past the window?  Ellinor riding?” Miss Monro went to the window.  “Yes!  I am thankful to see her on horseback again.  It was only this morning I advised her to have a ride!” “Poor Dixon! he will suffer too; his legacy can no more be paid than the others; and it is not many young ladies who will be as content to have so old-fashioned a groom riding after them as Ellinor seems to be.” As soon as Mr. Ness had left, Miss Monro went to her desk and wrote a long letter to some friends she had at the cathedral town of East Chester, where she had spent some happy years of her former life.  Her thoughts had gone back to this time even while Mr. Ness had been speaking; for it was there her father had lived, and it was after his death that her cares in search of a subsistence had begun.  But the recollections of the peaceful years spent there were stronger than the remembrance of the weeks of sorrow and care; and, while Ellinor’s marriage had seemed a probable event, she had made many a little plan of returning to her native place, and obtaining what daily teaching she could there meet with, and the friends to whom she was now writing had promised her their aid.  She thought that as Ellinor had to leave Ford Bank, a home at a distance might be more agreeable to her, and she went on to plan that they should live together, if possible, on her earnings, and the small income that would be Ellinor’s.  Miss Monro loved her pupil so dearly, that, if her own pleasure only were to be consulted, this projected life would be more agreeable to her than if Mr. Wilkins’s legacy had set her in independence, with Ellinor away from her, married, and with interests in which her former governess had but little part. As soon as Mr. Ness had left her, Ellinor rang the bell, and startled the servant who answered it by her sudden sharp desire to have the horses at the door as soon as possible, and to tell Dixon to be ready to go out with her. She felt that she must speak to him, and in her nervous state she wanted to be out on the free broad common, where no one could notice or remark their talk.  It was long since she had ridden, and much wonder was excited by the sudden movement in kitchen and stable-yard.  But Dixon went gravely about his work of preparation, saying nothing. They rode pretty hard till they reached Monk’s Heath, six or seven miles away from Hamley.  Ellinor had previously determined that here she would talk over the plan Mr. Ness had proposed to her with Dixon, and he seemed to understand her without any words passing between them.  When she reined in he rode up to her, and met the gaze of her sad eyes with sympathetic, wistful silence. “Dixon,” said she, “they say I must leave Ford Bank.” “I was afeared on it, from all I’ve heerd say i’ the town since the master’s death.” “Then you’ve heard—then you know—that papa has left hardly any money—my poor dear Dixon, you won’t have your legacy, and I never thought of that before!” “Never heed, never heed,” said he, eagerly; “I couldn’t have touched it if it had been there, for the taking it would ha’ seemed too like—”  Blood-money, he was going to say, but he stopped in time.  She guessed the meaning, though not the word he would have used. “No, not that,” said she; “his will was dated years before.  But oh, Dixon, what must I do?  They will make me leave Ford Bank, I see.  I think the trustees have half let it already.” “But you’ll have the rent on’t, I reckon?” asked he, anxiously.  “I’ve many a time heerd ’em say as it was settled on the missus first, and then on you.” “Oh, yes, it is not that; but you know, under the beech-tree—” “Ay!” said he, heavily.  “It’s been oftentimes on my mind, waking, and I think there’s ne’er a night as I don’t dream of it.” “But how can I leave it!” Ellinor cried.  “They may do a hundred things—may dig up the shrubbery.  Oh! Dixon, I feel as if it was sure to be found out!  Oh! Dixon, I cannot bear any more blame on papa—it will kill me—and such a dreadful thing, too!” Dixon’s face fell into the lines of habitual pain that it had always assumed of late years whenever he was thinking or remembering anything. “They must ne’er ha’ reason to speak ill of the dead, that’s for certain,” said he.  “The Wilkinses have been respected in Hamley all my lifetime, and all my father’s before me, and—surely, missy, there’s ways and means of tying tenants up from alterations both in the house and out of it, and I’d beg the trustees, or whatever they’s called, to be very particular, if I was you, and not have a thing touched either in the house, or the gardens, or the meadows, or the stables.  I think, wi’ a word from you, they’d maybe keep me on i’ the stables, and I could look after things a bit; and the Day o’ Judgment will come at last, when all our secrets will be made known wi’out our having the trouble and the shame o’ telling ’em.  I’m getting rayther tired o’ this world, Miss Ellinor.” “Don’t talk so,” said Ellinor, tenderly.  “I know how sad it is, but, oh! remember how I shall want a friend when you’re gone, to advise me as you have done to-day.  You’re not feeling ill, Dixon, are you?” she continued, anxiously. “No!  I’m hearty enough, and likely for t’ live.  Father was eighty-one, and mother above the seventies, when they died.  It’s only my heart as is got to feel so heavy; and as for that matter, so is yours, I’ll be bound.  And it’s a comfort to us both if we can serve him as is dead by any care of ours, for he were such a bright handsome lad, with such a cheery face, as never should ha’ known shame.” They rode on without much more speaking.  Ellinor was silently planning for Dixon, and he, not caring to look forward to the future, was bringing up before his fancy the time, thirty years ago, when he had first entered the elder Mr. Wilkins’s service as stable-lad, and pretty Molly, the scullery-maid, was his daily delight.  Pretty Molly lay buried in Hamley churchyard, and few living, except Dixon, could have gone straight to her grave. <div style="break-after:column;"></div>

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