<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2>
<p>The summer afterwards Mr. Corbet came again to read with Mr. Ness.
He did not perceive any alteration in himself, and indeed his early-matured
character had hardly made progress during the last twelve months whatever
intellectual acquirements he might have made. Therefore it was
astonishing to him to see the alteration in Ellinor Wilkins. She
had shot up from a rather puny girl to a tall, slight young lady, with
promise of great beauty in the face, which a year ago had only been
remarkable for the fineness of the eyes. Her complexion was clear
now, although colourless—twelve months ago he would have called
it sallow—her delicate cheek was smooth as marble, her teeth were
even and white, and her rare smiles called out a lovely dimple.</p>
<p>She met her former friend and lecturer with a grave shyness, for
she remembered well how they had parted, and thought he could hardly
have forgiven, much less forgotten, her passionate flinging away from
him. But the truth was, after the first few hours of offended
displeasure, he had ceased to think of it at all. She, poor child,
by way of proving her repentance, had tried hard to reform her boisterous
tom-boy manners, in order to show him that, although she would not give
up her dear old friend Dixon, at his or anyone’s bidding, she
would strive to profit by his lectures in all things reasonable.
The consequence was, that she suddenly appeared to him as an elegant
dignified young lady, instead of the rough little girl he remembered.
Still below her somewhat formal manners there lurked the old wild spirit,
as he could plainly see after a little more watching; and he began to
wish to call this out, and to strive, by reminding her of old days,
and all her childish frolics, to flavour her subdued manners and speech
with a little of the former originality.</p>
<p>In this he succeeded. No one, neither Mr. Wilkins, nor Miss
Monro, nor Mr. Ness, saw what this young couple were about—they
did not know it themselves; but before the summer was over they were
desperately in love with each other, or perhaps I should rather say,
Ellinor was desperately in love with him—he, as passionately as
he could be with anyone; but in him the intellect was superior in strength
to either affections or passions.</p>
<p>The causes of the blindness of those around them were these: Mr.
Wilkins still considered Ellinor as a little girl, as his own pet, his
darling, but nothing more. Miss Monro was anxious about her own
improvement. Mr. Ness was deep in a new edition of “Horace,”
which he was going to bring out with notes. I believe Dixon would
have been keener sighted, but Ellinor kept Mr. Corbet and Dixon apart
for obvious reasons—they were each her dear friends, but she knew
that Mr. Corbet did not like Dixon, and suspected that the feeling was
mutual.</p>
<p>The only change of circumstances between this year and the previous
one consisted in this development of attachment between the young people.
Otherwise, everything went on apparently as usual. With Ellinor
the course of the day was something like this: up early and into the
garden until breakfast time, when she made tea for her father and Miss
Monro in the dining-room, always taking care to lay a little nosegay
of freshly-gathered flowers by her father’s plate. After
breakfast, when the conversation had been on general and indifferent
subjects, Mr. Wilkins withdrew into the little study so often mentioned.
It opened out of a passage that ran between the dining-room and the
kitchen, on the left hand of the hall. Corresponding to the dining-room
on the other side of the hall was the drawing-room, with its side-window
serving as a door into a conservatory, and this again opened into the
library. Old Mr. Wilkins had added a semicircular projection to
the library, which was lighted by a dome above, and showed off his son’s
Italian purchases of sculpture. The library was by far the most
striking and agreeable room in the house; and the consequence was that
the drawing-room was seldom used, and had the aspect of cold discomfort
common to apartments rarely occupied. Mr. Wilkins’s study,
on the other side of the house, was also an afterthought, built only
a few years ago, and projecting from the regularity of the outside wall;
a little stone passage led to it from the hall, small, narrow, and dark,
and out of which no other door opened.</p>
<p>The study itself was a hexagon, one side window, one fireplace, and
the remaining four sides occupied with doors, two of which have been
already mentioned, another at the foot of the narrow winding stairs
which led straight into Mr. Wilkins’s bedroom over the dining-room,
and the fourth opening into a path through the shrubbery to the right
of the flower-garden as you looked from the house. This path led
through the stable-yard, and then by a short cut right into Hamley,
and brought you out close to Mr. Wilkins’s office; it was by this
way he always went and returned to his business. He used the study
for a smoking and lounging room principally, although he always spoke
of it as a convenient place for holding confidential communications
with such of his clients as did not like discussing their business within
the possible hearing of all the clerks in his office. By the outer
door he could also pass to the stables, and see that proper care was
taken at all times of his favourite and valuable horses. Into
this study Ellinor would follow him of a morning, helping him on with
his great-coat, mending his gloves, talking an infinite deal of merry
fond nothing; and then, clinging to his arm, she would accompany him
in his visits to the stables, going up to the shyest horses, and petting
them, and patting them, and feeding them with bread all the time that
her father held converse with Dixon. When he was finally gone—and
sometimes it was a long time first—she returned to the schoolroom
to Miss Monro, and tried to set herself hard at work on her lessons.
But she had not much time for steady application; if her father had
cared for her progress in anything, she would and could have worked
hard at that study or accomplishment; but Mr. Wilkins, the ease and
pleasure loving man, did not wish to make himself into the pedagogue,
as he would have considered it, if he had ever questioned Ellinor with
a real steady purpose of ascertaining her intellectual progress.
It was quite enough for him that her general intelligence and variety
of desultory and miscellaneous reading made her a pleasant and agreeable
companion for his hours of relaxation.</p>
<p>At twelve o’clock, Ellinor put away her books with joyful eagerness,
kissed Miss Monro, asked her if they should go a regular walk, and was
always rather thankful when it was decided that it would be better to
stroll in the garden—a decision very often come to, for Miss Monro
hated fatigue, hated dirt, hated scrambling, and dreaded rain; all of
which are evils, the chances of which are never far distant from country
walks. So Ellinor danced out into the garden, worked away among
her flowers, played at the old games among the roots of the trees, and,
when she could, seduced Dixon into the flower-garden to have a little
consultation as to the horses and dogs. For it was one of her
father’s few strict rules that Ellinor was never to go into the
stable-yard unless he were with her; so these <i>tête-à-têtes</i>
with Dixon were always held in the flower-garden, or bit of forest ground
surrounding it. Miss Monro sat and basked in the sun, close to
the dial, which made the centre of the gay flower-beds, upon which the
dining-room and study windows looked.</p>
<p>At one o’clock, Ellinor and Miss Monro dined. An hour
was allowed for Miss Monro’s digestion, which Ellinor again spent
out of doors, and at three, lessons began again and lasted till five.
At that time they went to dress preparatory for the schoolroom tea at
half-past five. After tea Ellinor tried to prepare her lessons
for the next day; but all the time she was listening for her father’s
footstep—the moment she heard that, she dashed down her book,
and flew out of the room to welcome and kiss him. Seven was his
dinner-hour; he hardly ever dined alone; indeed, he often dined from
home four days out of seven, and when he had no engagement to take him
out he liked to have some one to keep him company: Mr. Ness very often,
Mr. Corbet along with him if he was in Hamley, a stranger friend, or
one of his clients. Sometimes, reluctantly, and when he fancied
he could not avoid the attention without giving offence, Mr. Wilkins
would ask Mr. Dunster, and then the two would always follow Ellinor
into the library at a very early hour, as if their subjects for <i>tête-à-tête</i>
conversation were quite exhausted. With all his other visitors,
Mr. Wilkins sat long—yes, and yearly longer; with Mr. Ness, because
they became interested in each other’s conversation; with some
of the others, because the wine was good, and the host hated to spare
it.</p>
<p>Mr. Corbet used to leave his tutor and Mr. Wilkins and saunter into
the library. There sat Ellinor and Miss Monro, each busy with
their embroidery. He would bring a stool to Ellinor’s side,
question and tease her, interest her, and they would become entirely
absorbed in each other, Miss Monro’s sense of propriety being
entirely set at rest by the consideration that Mr. Wilkins must know
what he was about in allowing a young man to become thus intimate with
his daughter, who, after all, was but a child.</p>
<p>Mr. Corbet had lately fallen into the habit of walking up to Ford
Bank for <i>The Times</i> every day, near twelve o’clock, and
lounging about in the garden until one; not exactly with either Ellinor
or Miss Monro, but certainly far more at the beck and call of the one
than of the other.</p>
<p>Miss Monro used to think he would have been glad to stay and lunch
at their early dinner, but she never gave the invitation, and he could
not well stay without her expressed sanction. He told Ellinor
all about his mother and sisters, and their ways of going on, and spoke
of them and of his father as of people she was one day certain to know,
and to know intimately; and she did not question or doubt this view
of things; she simply acquiesced.</p>
<p>He had some discussion with himself as to whether he should speak
to her, and so secure her promise to be his before returning to Cambridge
or not. He did not like the formality of an application to Mr.
Wilkins, which would, after all, have been the proper and straightforward
course to pursue with a girl of her age—she was barely sixteen.
Not that he anticipated any difficulty on Mr. Wilkins’s part;
his approval of the intimacy which at their respective ages was pretty
sure to lead to an attachment, was made as evident as could be by actions
without words. But there would have to be reference to his own
father, who had no notion of the whole affair, and would be sure to
treat it as a boyish fancy; as if at twenty-one Ralph was not a man,
as clear and deliberative in knowing his own mind, as resolute as he
ever would be in deciding upon the course of exertion that should lead
him to independence and fame, if such were to be attained by clear intellect
and a strong will.</p>
<p>No; to Mr. Wilkins he would not speak for another year or two.</p>
<p>But should he tell Ellinor in direct terms of his love—his
intention to marry her?</p>
<p>Again he inclined to the more prudent course of silence. He
was not afraid of any change in his own inclinations: of them he was
sure. But he looked upon it in this way: If he made a regular
declaration to her she would be bound to tell it to her father.
He should not respect her or like her so much if she did not.
And yet this course would lead to all the conversations, and discussions,
and references to his own father, which made his own direct appeal to
Mr. Wilkins appear a premature step to him.</p>
<p>Whereas he was as sure of Ellinor’s love for him as if she
had uttered all the vows that women ever spoke; he knew even better
than she did how fully and entirely that innocent girlish heart was
his own. He was too proud to dread her inconstancy for an instant;
“besides,” as he went on to himself, as if to make assurance
doubly sure, “whom does she see? Those stupid Holsters,
who ought to be only too proud of having such a girl for their cousin,
ignore her existence, and spoke slightingly of her father only the very
last time I dined there. The country people in this precisely
Boeotian ---shire clutch at me because my father goes up to the Plantagenets
for his pedigree—not one whit for myself—and neglect Ellinor;
and only condescend to her father because old Wilkins was nobody-knows-who’s
son. So much the worse for them, but so much the better for me
in this case. I’m above their silly antiquated prejudices,
and shall be only too glad when the fitting time comes to make Ellinor
my wife. After all, a prosperous attorney’s daughter may
not be considered an unsuitable match for me—younger son as I
am. Ellinor will make a glorious woman three or four years hence;
just the style my father admires—such a figure, such limbs.
I’ll be patient, and bide my time, and watch my opportunities,
and all will come right.”</p>
<p>So he bade Ellinor farewell in a most reluctant and affectionate
manner, although his words might have been spoken out in Hamley market-place,
and were little different from what he said to Miss Monro. Mr.
Wilkins half expected a disclosure to himself of the love which he suspected
in the young man; and when that did not come, he prepared himself for
a confidence from Ellinor. But she had nothing to tell him, as
he very well perceived from the child’s open unembarrassed manner
when they were left alone together after dinner. He had refused
an invitation, and shaken off Mr. Ness, in order to have this confidential
<i>tête-à-tête</i> with his motherless girl; and
there was nothing to make confidence of. He was half inclined
to be angry; but then he saw that, although sad, she was so much at
peace with herself and with the world, that he, always an optimist,
began to think the young man had done wisely in not tearing open the
rosebud of her feelings too prematurely.</p>
<p>The next two years passed over in much the same way—or a careless
spectator might have thought so. I have heard people say, that
if you look at a regiment advancing with steady step over a plain on
a review-day, you can hardly tell that they are not merely marking time
on one spot of ground, unless you compare their position with some other
object by which to mark their progress, so even is the repetition of
the movement. And thus the sad events of the future life of this
father and daughter were hardly perceived in their steady advance, and
yet over the monotony and flat uniformity of their days sorrow came
marching down upon them like an armed man. Long before Mr. Wilkins
had recognised its shape, it was approaching him in the distance—as,
in fact, it is approaching all of us at this very time; you, reader,
I, writer, have each our great sorrow bearing down upon us. It
may be yet beyond the dimmest point of our horizon, but in the stillness
of the night our hearts shrink at the sound of its coming footstep.
Well is it for those who fall into the hands of the Lord rather than
into the hands of men; but worst of all is it for him who has hereafter
to mingle the gall of remorse with the cup held out to him by his doom.</p>
<p>Mr. Wilkins took his ease and his pleasure yet more and more every
year of his life; nor did the quality of his ease and his pleasure improve;
it seldom does with self-indulgent people. He cared less for any
books that strained his faculties a little—less for engravings
and sculptures—perhaps more for pictures. He spent extravagantly
on his horses; “thought of eating and drinking.” There
was no open vice in all this, so that any awful temptation to crime
should come down upon him, and startle him out of his mode of thinking
and living; half the people about him did much the same, as far as their
lives were patent to his unreflecting observation. But most of
his associates had their duties to do, and did them with a heart and
a will, in the hours when he was not in their company. Yes! I
call them duties, though some of them might be self-imposed and purely
social; they were engagements they had entered into, either tacitly
or with words, and that they fulfilled. From Mr. Hetherington,
the Master of the Hounds, who was up at—no one knows what hour,
to go down to the kennel and see that the men did their work well and
thoroughly, to stern old Sir Lionel Playfair, the upright magistrate,
the thoughtful, conscientious landlord—they did their work according
to their lights; there were few laggards among those with whom Mr. Wilkins
associated in the field or at the dinner-table. Mr. Ness—though
as a clergyman he was not so active as he might have been—yet
even Mr. Ness fagged away with his pupils and his new edition of one
of the classics. Only Mr. Wilkins, dissatisfied with his position,
neglected to fulfil the duties thereof. He imitated the pleasures,
and longed for the fancied leisure of those about him; leisure that
he imagined would be so much more valuable in the hands of a man like
himself, full of intellectual tastes and accomplishments, than frittered
away by dull boors of untravelled, uncultivated squires—whose
company, however, be it said by the way, he never refused.</p>
<p>And yet daily Mr. Wilkins was sinking from the intellectually to
the sensually self-indulgent man. He lay late in bed, and hated
Mr. Dunster for his significant glance at the office-clock when he announced
to his master that such and such a client had been waiting more than
an hour to keep an appointment. “Why didn’t you see
him yourself, Dunster? I’m sure you would have done quite
as well as me,” Mr. Wilkins sometimes replied, partly with a view
of saying something pleasant to the man whom he disliked and feared.
Mr. Dunster always replied, in a meek matter-of-fact tone, “Oh,
sir, they wouldn’t like to talk over their affairs with a subordinate.”</p>
<p>And every time he said this, or some speech of the same kind, the
idea came more and more clearly into Mr. Wilkins’s head, of how
pleasant it would be to himself to take Dunster into partnership, and
thus throw all the responsibility of the real work and drudgery upon
his clerk’s shoulders. Importunate clients, who would make
appointments at unseasonable hours and would keep to them, might confide
in the partner, though they would not in the clerk. The great
objections to this course were, first and foremost, Mr. Wilkins’s
strong dislike to Mr. Dunster—his repugnance to his company, his
dress, his voice, his ways—all of which irritated his employer,
till his state of feeling towards Dunster might be called antipathy;
next, Mr. Wilkins was fully aware of the fact that all Mr. Dunster’s
actions and words were carefully and thoughtfully pre-arranged to further
the great unspoken desire of his life—that of being made a partner
where he now was only a servant. Mr. Wilkins took a malicious
pleasure in tantalizing Mr. Dunster by such speeches as the one I have
just mentioned, which always seemed like an opening to the desired end,
but still for a long time never led any further. Yet all the while
that end was becoming more and more certain, and at last it was reached.</p>
<p>Mr. Dunster always suspected that the final push was given by some
circumstance from without; some reprimand for neglect—some threat
of withdrawal of business which his employer had received; but of this
he could not be certain; all he knew was, that Mr. Wilkins proposed
the partnership to him in about as ungracious a way as such an offer
could be made; an ungraciousness which, after all, had so little effect
on the real matter in hand, that Mr. Dunster could pass over it with
a private sneer, while taking all possible advantage of the tangible
benefit it was now in his power to accept.</p>
<p>Mr. Corbet’s attachment to Ellinor had been formally disclosed
to her just before this time. He had left college, entered at
the Middle Temple, and was fagging away at law, and feeling success
in his own power; Ellinor was to “come out” at the next
Hamley assemblies; and her lover began to be jealous of the possible
admirers her striking appearance and piquant conversation might attract,
and thought it a good time to make the success of his suit certain by
spoken words and promises.</p>
<p>He needed not have alarmed himself even enough to make him take this
step, if he had been capable of understanding Ellinor’s heart
as fully as he did her appearance and conversation. She never
missed the absence of formal words and promises. She considered
herself as fully engaged to him, as much pledged to marry him and no
one else, before he had asked the final question, as afterwards.
She was rather surprised at the necessity for those decisive words,</p>
<p>“Ellinor, dearest, will you—can you marry me?”
and her reply was—given with a deep blush I must record, and in
a soft murmuring tone—</p>
<p>“Yes—oh, yes—I never thought of anything else.”</p>
<p>“Then I may speak to your father, may not I, darling?”</p>
<p>“He knows; I am sure he knows; and he likes you so much.
Oh, how happy I am!”</p>
<p>“But still I must speak to him before I go. When can
I see him, my Ellinor? I must go back to town at four o’clock.”</p>
<p>“I heard his voice in the stable-yard only just before you
came. Let me go and find out if he is gone to the office yet.”</p>
<p>No! to be sure he was not gone. He was quietly smoking a cigar
in his study, sitting in an easy-chair near the open window, and leisurely
glancing at all the advertisements in <i>The Times</i>. He hated
going to the office more and more since Dunster had become a partner;
that fellow gave himself such airs of investigation and reprehension.</p>
<p>He got up, took the cigar out of his mouth, and placed a chair for
Mr. Corbet, knowing well why he had thus formally prefaced his entrance
into the room with a—</p>
<p>“Can I have a few minutes’ conversation with you, Mr.
Wilkins?”</p>
<p>“Certainly, my dear fellow. Sit down. Will you
have a cigar?”</p>
<p>“No! I never smoke.” Mr. Corbet despised
all these kinds of indulgences, and put a little severity into his refusal,
but quite unintentionally; for though he was thankful he was not as
other men, he was not at all the person to trouble himself unnecessarily
with their reformation.</p>
<p>“I want to speak to you about Ellinor. She says she thinks
you must be aware of our mutual attachment.”</p>
<p>“Well,” said Mr. Wilkins—he had resumed his cigar,
partly to conceal his agitation at what he knew was coming—“I
believe I have had my suspicions. It is not very long since I
was young myself.” And he sighed over the recollection of
Lettice, and his fresh, hopeful youth.</p>
<p>“And I hope, sir, as you have been aware of it, and have never
manifested any disapprobation of it, that you will not refuse your consent—a
consent I now ask you for—to our marriage.”</p>
<p>Mr. Wilkins did not speak for a little while—a touch, a thought,
a word more would have brought him to tears; for at the last he found
it hard to give the consent which would part him from his only child.
Suddenly he got up, and putting his hand into that of the anxious lover
(for his silence had rendered Mr. Corbet anxious up to a certain point
of perplexity—he could not understand the implied he would and
he would not), Mr. Wilkins said,</p>
<p>“Yes! God bless you both! I will give her to you,
some day—only it must be a long time first. And now go away—go
back to her—for I can’t stand this much longer.”</p>
<p>Mr. Corbet returned to Ellinor. Mr. Wilkins sat down and buried
his head in his hands, then went to his stable, and had Wildfire saddled
for a good gallop over the country. Mr. Dunster waited for him
in vain at the office, where an obstinate old country gentleman from
a distant part of the shire would ignore Dunster’s existence as
a partner, and pertinaciously demanded to see Mr. Wilkins on important
business.</p>
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