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<h2><span>Chapter IV</span></h2>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In the course of the next day, the harmony of our
little family was disturbed by something like a quarrel
between George and Edward.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The former, though he loved his brother dearly,
had found it quite too great a sacrifice of his own
enjoyments, to spend all his playtime in a darkened
chamber. Edward, on the other hand, was inclined
to be despotic. He felt as if his bandaged eyes
entitled him to demand that everybody, who enjoyed
the blessing of sight, should contribute to his
comfort and amusement. He therefore insisted that
George, instead of going out to play at foot-ball, should
join with himself and Emily in a game of questions
and answers.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">George resolutely refused, and ran out of the
house. He did not revisit Edward's chamber till
the evening, when he stole in, looking confused, yet
somewhat sullen, and sat down beside his father's
chair. It was evident, by a motion of Edward's
head and a slight trembling of his lips, that he was
aware of George's entrance, though his footsteps had
been almost inaudible. Emily, with her serious and
earnest little face, looked from one to the other, as
if she longed to be a messenger of peace between
them.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mr. Temple, without seeming to notice any of
these circumstances, began a story.</p>
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<h3 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.40em; margin-top: 2.40em"><span style="font-size: 120%">SAMUEL JOHNSON</span></h3>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">Born</span></span> 1709. <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">Died</span></span> 1784.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Sam," said Mr. Michael Johnson of Lichfield,
one morning, "I am very feeble and ailing to-day.
You must go to Uttoxeter in my stead, and tend the
bookstall in the market-place there."</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">This was spoken, above a hundred years ago, by
an elderly man, who had once been a thriving bookseller
at Lichfield, in England. Being now in reduced
circumstances, he was forced to go, every
market-day, and sell books at a stall, in the neighboring
village of Uttoxeter.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His son, to whom Mr. Johnson spoke, was a great
boy of very singular aspect. He had an intelligent
face; but it was seamed and distorted by a scrofulous
humor, which affected his eyes so badly, that
sometimes he was almost blind. Owing to the same
cause, his head would often shake with a tremulous
motion, as if he were afflicted with the palsy. When
Sam was an infant, the famous Queen Anne had
tried to cure him of this disease, by laying her royal
hands upon his head. But though the touch of a
king or Queen was supposed to be a certain remedy
for scrofula, it produced no good effect upon Sam
Johnson.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At the time which we speak of, the poor lad was
not very well dressed, and wore shoes from which his
toes peeped out; for his old father had barely the
means of supporting his wife and children. But,
poor as the family were, young Sam Johnson had as
much pride as any nobleman's son in England. The
fact was, he felt conscious of uncommon sense and
ability, which, in his own opinion, entitled him to
great respect from the world. Perhaps he would
have been glad, if grown people had treated him as
reverentially as his school-fellows did. Three of
them were accustomed to come for him, every morning;
and while he sat upon the back of one, the two
others supported him on each side, and thus he rode
to school in triumph!</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Being a personage of so much importance, Sam
could not bear the idea of standing all day in Uttoxeter
market, offering books to the rude and ignorant
country-people. Doubtless he felt the more reluctant
on account of his shabby clothes, and the disorder of
his eyes, and the tremulous motion of his head.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Mr. Michael Johnson spoke, Sam pouted,
and made an indistinct grumbling in his throat; then
he looked his old father in the face, and answered
him loudly and deliberately.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Sir," said he, "I will not go to Uttoxeter
market!"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mr. Johnson had seen a great deal of the lad's
obstinacy ever since his birth; and while Sam was
younger, the old gentleman had probably used the
rod, whenever occasion seemed to require. But he
was now too feeble, and too much out of spirits, to
contend with this stubborn and violent-tempered boy.
He therefore gave up the point at once, and prepared
to go to Uttoxeter himself.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Well Sam," said Mr. Johnson, as he took his
hat and staff, "If, for the sake of your foolish pride,
you can suffer your poor sick father to stand all day
in the noise and confusion of the market, when he
ought to be in his bed, I have no more to say. But
you will think of this, Sam, when I am dead and
gone!"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So the poor old man (perhaps with a tear in his
eye, but certainly with sorrow in his heart) set forth
towards Uttoxeter. The gray-haired, feeble, melancholy
Michael Johnson! How sad a thing it was,
that he should be forced to go, in his sickness, and
toil for the support of an ungrateful son, who was
too proud to do any thing for his father, or his mother,
or himself! Sam looked after Mr. Johnson,
with a sullen countenance, till he was out of sight.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But when the old man's figure, as he went stooping
along the street, was no more to be seen, the
boy's heart began to smite him. He had a vivid
imagination, and it tormented him with the image of
his father, standing in the market-place of Uttoxeter
and offering his books to the noisy crowd around him,
Sam seemed to behold him, arranging his literary
merchandise upon the stall in such a way as was best
calculated to attract notice. Here was Addison's
Spectator, a long row of little volumes; here was
Pope's translation of the Iliad and Odyssey; here
were Dryden's poems, or those of Prior. Here,
likewise, were Gulliver's Travels, and a variety of
little gilt-covered children's books, such as Tom
Thumb, Jack the Giant-queller, Mother Goose's
Melodies, and others which our great-grandparents
used to read in their childhood. And here were
sermons for the pious, and pamphlets for the politicians,
and ballads, some merry and some dismal
ones, for the country people to sing.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sam, in imagination, saw his father offer these
books, pamphlets, and ballads, now to the rude yeomen,
who perhaps could not read a word,—now to
the country squires, who cared for nothing but to
hunt hares and foxes,—now to the children, who
chose to spend their coppers for sugar-plums or
gingerbread, rather than for picture-books. And if
Mr. Johnson should sell a book to man, woman, or
child, it would cost him an hour's talk to get a profit
of only sixpence.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"My poor father!" thought Sam to himself.
"How his head will ache, and how heavy his heart
will be! I am almost sorry that I did not do as he
bade me!"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then the boy went to his mother, who was busy
about the house. She did not know of what had
passed between Mr. Johnson and Sam.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Mother," said he, "did you think father seemed
very ill to-day?"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Yes, Sam," answered his mother, turning with
a flushed face from the fire, where she was cooking
their scanty dinner. "Your father did look very
ill; and it is a pity he did not send you to Uttoxeter
in his stead. You are a great boy now, and would
rejoice, I am sure, to do something for your poor
father, who has done so much for you."</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The lad made no reply. But again his imagination
set to work, and conjured up another picture of
poor Michael Johnson. He was standing in the hot
sunshine of the market-place, and looking so weary,
sick, and disconsolate, that the eyes of all the crowd
were drawn to him. "Had this old man no son,"
the people would say among themselves, "who
might have taken his place at the bookstall, while
the father kept his bed?" And perhaps—but
this was a terrible thought for Sam!—perhaps his
father would faint away, and fall down in the
market-place, with his gray hair in the dust, and his
venerable face as deathlike as that of a corpse.
And there would be the bystanders gazing earnestly
at Mr. Johnson, and whispering, "Is he dead? Is
he dead?"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And Sam shuddered, as he repeated to himself:
"Is he dead?"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">"Oh, I have been a cruel son!" thought he,
within his own heart. "God forgive me! God
forgive me!"</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But God could not yet forgive him; for he was
not truly penitent. Had he been so, he would have
hastened away that very moment to Uttoxeter, and
have fallen at his father's feet, even in the midst of
the crowded market-place. There he would have
confessed his fault, and besought Mr. Johnson to go
home, and leave the rest of the day's work to him.
But such was Sam's pride and natural stubbornness,
that he could not bring himself to this humiliation.
Yet he ought to have done so, for his own sake, and
for his father's sake, and for God's sake.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After sunset, old Michael Johnson came slowly
home, and sat down in his customary chair. He
said nothing to Sam; nor do I know that a single
word ever passed between them, on the subject of
the son's disobedience. In a few years, his father
died and left Sam to fight his way through the world
by himself. It would make our story much too long
were I to tell you even a few of the remarkable
events of Sam's life. Moreover, there is the less
need of this, because many books have been written
about that poor boy, and the fame that he acquired,
and all that he did or talked of doing, after he came
to be a man.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But one thing I must not neglect to say. From
his boyhood upward, until the latest day of his life, he
never forgot the story of Uttoxeter market. Often
when he was a scholar of the University of Oxford,
or master of an Academy at Edial, or a writer for
the London booksellers,—in all his poverty and toil,
and in all his success,—while he was walking the
streets without a shilling to buy food, or when the
greatest men of England were proud to feast him at
their table,—still that heavy and remorseful thought
came back to him:—"I was cruel to my poor father
in his illness!" Many and many a time, awake or
in his dreams, he seemed to see old Michael Johnson,
standing in the dust and confusion of the market-place,
and pressing his withered hand to his forehead
as if it ached.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Alas! my dear children, it is a sad thing to have
such a thought as this to bear us company through
life.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Though the story was but half finished, yet, as it
was longer than usual, Mr. Temple here made a
short pause. He perceived that Emily was in tears,
and Edward turned his half-veiled face towards the
speaker, with an air of great earnestness and interest.
As for George he had withdrawn into the dusky
shadow behind his father's chair.</p>
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