<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</SPAN></h2>
<p>I had no idea before that year's experience that little
things—at least what men call little things—could so
affect the health and spirits of a horse. I had even felt a
little scornful sometimes when I saw strong-looking animals
go along with drooping heads, and noticed how dull and
stupid they looked.</p>
<p>But when I came to endure hardships and have no petting
(though Herman was better to me than most men are to their
own horses) I felt differently about it.</p>
<p>We need encouragement.</p>
<p>Chet did not take me out after Prince's tragic death for
some time, but Dr. Fred drove me a great deal, as there was
only the bays and myself then.</p>
<p>Topsy had had no regular breaking yet, but Chet declared
his intention of attending to the matter at once.</p>
<p>When he did undertake it he frightened the poor thing almost
to death, and what the outcome would have been I can
only surmise, had not a humane man noticed him one day
and chided him for his method, or rather lack of method.
"Let me show you my way," he said. I suppose Chet was
getting tired of the job, so surrendered.</p>
<p>From being always handled, Topsy was all right, so long
as no harness was introduced, or any unusual noise made
near her; but at the first unfamiliar sight or sound she was
a bunch of terrified, prancing nerves, expecting the worst,
and usually getting it, in the form of a whipping.</p>
<p>"She's got to learn that I'm boss," was a favorite expression
of Chet's.</p>
<p>"Well, my boy," said the gentleman, "I suppose it is<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</SPAN></span>
necessary for a horse to know it has a master, but it is
equally necessary for us to recognize that they have rights,
and also that bullying an animal is not being, in a manly
sense, its master. Now I have broken scores of horses, and
never yet whipped but one, and I have always hated myself
for doing that."</p>
<p>Then he began to gently rub Topsy's head and neck with
his hands, and later with a brush. She seemed to enjoy
this, and when he let the latter gradually pass over her
shoulders and back, she offered no resistance.</p>
<p>He worked with her fifteen minutes or longer, then turned
her into the little enclosure she occupied during the day.
I think I neglected to say I was resting out at the farm for a
day or two when this occurred.</p>
<p>In two or three hours the man came again, and repeated
the handling and brushing, only this time he touched the
whole body, talking kindly and reassuring all the while.</p>
<p>"She is going to be an uncommonly easy subject, I predict,"
he announced.</p>
<p>"But who'd have patience for such slow getting on?" Chet
scornfully asked.</p>
<p>"I should imagine a little time apparently wasted in the
beginning less loss than a fine horse ruined in the end," the
old man quietly answered.</p>
<p>When he let the young mare go that time she seemed slow
to leave him, though he had brushed her even to her heels.</p>
<p>The next time he handled her with greater freedom, brushing
and talking and finally showing her a little sack of straw.
She eyed it awhile, smelled it and then seemed not to care
for it. The man now began to rub her with this, gradually
increasing the noise it made. Of course, she was a little shy
of this, and inclined to go away. A few gentle touches of
the brush reassured her. Then he put a halter on her. She
had often worn one before. After this he applied the straw
again, stopping every little while to brush and smoothe her.
In a little time she paid no attention either to the noise or
the touch of the sack.</p>
<p>The next day he gave her four lessons of similar character.
Later he rattled tin cans and the like about her from head
to heels, and had small boys blow tin horns in all directions.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Topsy told me afterwards that so long as she could hear
that man's voice or feel his touch, she was not afraid of anything.</p>
<p>Afterward he gradually introduced the bridle and harness.</p>
<p>Like all horses, she objected to the bit, and I fancy people
would make more fuss than we do, if they had to wear it. It
was the first night that Topsy was at the livery barn after
her "breaking," and she was saying she minded the bit
worst of all.</p>
<p>An old horse replied that well she might hate it.</p>
<p>"For years," she said, "my tongue has been in a measure
paralyzed. It always hangs out of my mouth when the bit
is in, and I can't help it. Sometimes it is more helpless
than others and I almost starve. I get better at times
where some one owns me who puts a bit in my mouth that
don't hurt; but I am getting used up anyway, and change
hands often, and the majority of bits makes the trouble
worse."</p>
<p>"I was once troubled that way," spoke up another horse,
"and my master kept changing bits until he got one that
was all right and then I got over it."</p>
<p>"I, too, had a paralyzed tongue," said another, "but it was
not the bit, it was genuine paralysis—might have been
caused by that in the first place, though I never thought of
it. Anyway they applied electricity to the nerves and gave
me some medicine three times a day—'strychnia,' they
called it, one-hundredth of a grain at a dose. I soon got
well."</p>
<p>"My tongue was all torn to pieces once with a frosty bit,"
put in another. "And how I did suffer! No one noticed it
until it was all ulcerated, and I could not eat and scarcely
drink. My master was one of those careless fellows who
never examines his horse, and seems to forget that, however
much they suffer, they can't speak for themselves.</p>
<p>"He did not know what to do for me and so sent for a neighbor,
who told him to use alum wash until the ulcers were all
gone, and leave the bit out until my mouth got well, meanwhile
feeding me soft food."</p>
<p>And still another spoke of her teeth becoming long and
rough, and lacerating her tongue badly. She said they filed<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</SPAN></span>
the teeth and wet her tongue and mouth with a lotion made
of calendula and water.</p>
<p>Topsy was a beauty in harness, and Chet was proud of her
in his way, but from the first I feared hers would be a hard
life, but my darkest forebodings came short of the dread
reality.</p>
<p>Among other experiences that winter was one in horse-shoeing.</p>
<p>Master had been exceedingly particular always about my
feet, but Herman was like a majority of other men; knew
nothing of the business himself and trusted entirely to the
smith, who chanced to be a new one.</p>
<p>I had often heard Master and the good blacksmith in the
old home denounce the fashion of trimming the frog and
thinning the sole until it yielded to the pressure of the thumb,
and that was just what this smith did. And then he put on
great, heavy shoes, driving in spikes rather than nails.</p>
<p>I admit that I kicked and plunged, but it was all wrong,
and I knew it; then the last spike went through into the foot.
This made me rear and plunge worse than ever, and the
blacksmith struck me with the hammer.</p>
<p>"See here, Dr. Dick Wallace won't stand that," cried Herman.
"He allows no man to strike Dandy."</p>
<p>"Don't reckon he's better than other horses," he answered.</p>
<p>"Folks might differ on that," said Herman.</p>
<p>Well, I got out of there at last, but my foot hurt intolerably,
and I limped. Herman spoke of it to Dr. Fred, but the
latter was in one of his gruff moods, and only answered:</p>
<p>"It 'most always lames 'em at first."</p>
<p>That night a man came for a doctor in great haste; some
one had taken poison by mistake. Dandy was ordered.</p>
<p>If I could have spoken, how soon I would have convinced
Herman that, with that terrible torture in my foot, I could
not go, but I could only mutely look at him, and he, half
asleep, paid no attention. It was a good many miles we
went, and the doctor drove like mad. It seemed to me that
running through fire would have been easy compared with
the pain in my foot, aggravated by the ceaseless concussion
of the hard roads.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>With a blanket thrown over me, I was left tied in a shed.
How I longed to lie down on something! All I could do was
to hold up that leg. The pains extended clear into my
shoulders, and the cords of my neck were growing stiff.</p>
<p>After a long time, a man came out and unhitched me from
the road cart. The moment I was free I lay down. Directly
the man ran and brought Dr. Fred. They bade me get up,
and, rather than to disobey, I tried it, but the moment I
threw any weight on that foot had to immediately lay down
again.</p>
<p>Presently the man noticed me holding that foot, and asked
if I was not newly shod. Then Dr. Fred remembered.</p>
<p>"Well, Dandy," he said, "we must get home. Try it once
more."</p>
<p>I got on my feet, but had to hold that one up for awhile.
Gradually I compelled myself to put it down, for I knew we
must go, as he had said.</p>
<p>That was long years ago, but even now I can feel some of
the agony of that slow journey.</p>
<p>He went with Herman and me to the shop, and fiercely
ordered that shoe removed. The smith was not nearly so
independent then. When the doctor saw the heavy thing he
raved more than ever.</p>
<p>"Do you put such shoes as those on a horse like this?"
he cried.</p>
<p>The result was that all the shoes came off, and I was put
in my stall till my feet got well.</p>
<p>"An ounce at the toe means a pound at the withers,"
quoted the old stable man. "And there's truth in it; glad
the doctor had sense enough to refuse them."</p>
<p>It was four weeks before I could be shod again, and in the
meantime I had a very sore foot. They gave me aconite to
keep down my fever, and used arnica on my foot after paring
away the horn and poulticing until suppuration ceased. My
one thought was: "Will Master never come home?"</p>
<p>And so the winter and spring passed. "Several months,"
I thought as much! My experience was pretty much the
same right through, but I felt years older when once again
I rested my head on my beloved Master's shoulder.</p>
<p>There was a new stable boy when he came back; Paddy,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</SPAN></span>
they called him. Dr. Fred and Herman had quarreled some
time before.</p>
<p>There was a new span of horses, too; John and Jean.</p>
<p>The old stable man privately told Master of some of my
hardships, and with tears in his eyes, the latter whispered:
"Forgive me, Dandy."</p>
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