<h2><SPAN name="XII" name="XII"></SPAN>XII</h2>
<p>By the end of September everything was arranged. Dale had ceased to be postmaster
of Rodchurch; the purchase of the business had been completed; and Mr. Bates had
moved out of Vine-Pits to a cottage near Otterford Mill, leaving behind him the bulk
of his furniture as the property of the incomers. Thus the Dales would have no
difficulty in furnishing the comparatively large house that henceforth was to be
their home.</p>
<p>For the last two days they had been living chaotically in rooms stripped to a
woeful bareness; this morning Mary had gone along the Hadleigh Road with a wagon full
of bedsteads, bedding, and household utensils; and now, late in the afternoon, the
wagon stood at the post office door again, packed this time with a final load
consisting of those treasures which had been held back for transit under their
owners' charge.</p>
<p>Mavis had already climbed up, and was settling herself on a high valley of rolled
carpets between two mountain ranges formed by the piano and the parlor bookcases.
With anxious eyes she looked at minor chains of packing-cases that contained the best
china, the mantel ornaments, the hand-painted pictures. Inside a basket on her knees
their cat was mewing disconsolately, despite well-buttered paws. The two big horses,
one in front of the other, continuously <SPAN name="Page_162" name="Page_162"></SPAN>tinkled
the metal disks on their forehead bands; Mr. Allen and other neighbors came out of
their shops; Miss Yorke and the clerks from the office filled the pavement; children
gathered about the wagon staring silently, and Miss Waddy on the opposite pavement
waved her handkerchief and said "Oh, dear! oh, dear!"</p>
<p>"Good luck!"</p>
<p>"Thank you, thank you kindly." Dale moved about briskly, shaking hands with every
one. Already he had abandoned all trace of his ancient official costume. In cord
breeches and leather gaiters, his straw hat on the back of his head, he looked
thoroughly farmer-like, and he seemed to have assumed the jovial independent manner
as well as the clothes appropriate to the man who has no other master but the winds
and the weather.</p>
<p>"So long, Mr. Allen. Put in a good word for me at the Kennels."</p>
<p>"I will so, Mr. Dale."</p>
<p>"Good-by, Mr. Silcox. Hope you'll honor us with a call whenever you're passing.
And if you can, give me a lift in the <i>Courier</i>. I may say it's my intention to
patronize their advertisement columns regular, soon's ever I begin to feel my feet
under me."</p>
<p>"See <i>Rodchurch Gossip</i> next issue," said Mr. Silcox significantly.</p>
<p>"Thanks. You're a trump."</p>
<p>"Good-by, Miss Yorke." And he laughed. "'Pon my soul, I'm surprised it's still
<i>Miss</i> Yorke; but it'll be <i>Mrs.</i> before long, I warrant."</p>
<p>"Oh, Mr. Dale!"</p>
<p>"There, so long," and he shook Miss Yorke's hand <SPAN name="Page_163"
name="Page_163"></SPAN>warmly. "And take my excuse if I bin a bit of a slave-driver now
and then. I didn't mean it."</p>
<p>"We've no complaints," said one of the clerks. "Good luck, sir!"</p>
<p>Then Dale told his carter to make a start of it, and the wagon creaked, jolted,
slowly lumbered away.</p>
<p>Though they moved at a foot pace, it was not easy traveling in the wagon; the
china boxes bumped and rattled, the piano swayed so much that all its strings
vibrated, and the cat leaped frantically in the basket; but Mavis felt no
inconvenience. She was full of hope. For more than a mile Dale walked beside the
shaft horse, echoing the "Coom in then" and "Oot thar" of the man with the leader,
and the sound of the voices, the plod of the iron shoes, and the bell-like tinkle of
the harness were all pleasant to hear. The whole thing seemed to her picturesque and
interesting, like a small episode in the Old Testament, and imaginary words offered
themselves as suitable to describe it. "Therefore that day her husband gathered all
that was theirs, and set her behind his horses and they journeyed into another
place."</p>
<p>She smiled at her cleverness in inventing such good Bible language, and then the
thought came to her mind that they were going into the promised land. Once she turned
her head to get a last glimpse of the church tower, and perhaps be able to pick out
the roof of the post office among the other roofs, but the high mass of furniture
shut out all the view. Only the sky was visible, with the sun quite low, and so
bright that it was almost blinding. And she thought that this chance of the hour
being late and the sun being nearly down was a lucky omen. Straight ahead of them the
<SPAN name="Page_164" name="Page_164"></SPAN>road was sunlit, and the long slanting sunbeams
appeared to hurry on before them as if to light up and glorify the land of promise.
"If," she said to herself, "we get there before it has dipped and I catch the
sunshine on the ricks, I shall know we are going to be happy."</p>
<p>Then all at once she saw Dale's straw hat and face rise above the fore boards of
the wagon. He had swung himself on the shaft to see how she was getting on.</p>
<p>"All right, old lady?"</p>
<p>"Yes—lovely."</p>
<p>The tone of his voice had made her heart bound. It was the dear old voice,
speaking to her just as he used to speak before their bad time began.</p>
<p>"We'll be there sooner than you know where you are. I think I'll rest my bones a
bit."</p>
<p>Then he got into the wagon, and carefully clambering over impediments came toward
her. For a moment as he stood over her the sunlight was on his face, and she, looking
up at him, thought that he was not only a fine but quite a beautiful man. The light
seemed to soften and yet ennoble his features, and his eyes, unblinking in the glare,
were blue and clear as water. When he sat down close to her little nest she pushed
the basket away from her, and raising her hand laid it on his knees. To her delight
he put his hand on hers, and left it there. He was in shadow now, showing a dark
profile, and again she admired him—her strong, big, handsome man, her man that
she was pining for.</p>
<p>"Will," she said tremulously, "don't move, but just look behind you, and tell me
all you see."<SPAN name="Page_165" name="Page_165"></SPAN></p>
<p>"I don't see anything, Mav, unless I heft meself up again."</p>
<p>"No, sit as you are. It just bears out what you said. We're never more to look
back. We're only to look forward. Will?"</p>
<p>He had taken his hand away, and turned the back of his head toward her.</p>
<p>"Will," she repeated; but he did not answer. "Will, my dear one, this <i>is</i>
going to be a fresh start, isn't it? Like a new beginning for us."</p>
<p>"Yes," he said, very seriously, "that's what I build on its being. Take it so. You
and I are beginning life again in our new home."</p>
<p>"Bless you for saying it. The one thing I wished to hear."</p>
<p>"Yes, we must help each other. I'll do—I mean to do. But, maybe, it'll be
more 'v o' fight than I'm reckoning, and there's a many ways that you can make the
fight easier—beyond the one great thing you've done a'ready."</p>
<p>"I will, dear. I will."</p>
<p>Then they were silent. The carter cracked his whip, shouted to his team, and
whistled; and the horses, neither frightened by the whip nor excited by the
whistling, drew the big wagon at exactly the same steady pace.</p>
<p>And Mavis felt as if her throat had suddenly enlarged itself and become too big
for her collar, while her whole breast was swelling and hardening until it seemed so
rigidly immense that it would burst all her garments; it was as if her whole being,
together with all the thoughts or memories that it contained felt the expansion of
some force that had been long <SPAN name="Page_166" name="Page_166"></SPAN>gathering and now
swiftly was released. In all her life she had experienced no such sensations
hitherto. She who had been passive under the desires of others now felt desire active
in herself. It was not only that she wanted pardon, kindness, companionship, the
things that she had been so systematically deprived of; she wanted the man himself,
the partner, and the mate to whom nature had given her a right.</p>
<p>Abruptly she changed her position, scrambling forward close against him, and put
up both her hands to his shoulders.</p>
<p>"Will, stoop your head. I want to whisper something."</p>
<p>Then, as soon as he bent toward her, she clasped her hands behind his neck and
tried to drag him down in a kiss.</p>
<p>"What yer doin'? Let me be."</p>
<p>"No, I won't. I won't." She was holding him with all her strength, pulling herself
up since she could not pull him down. "Be nice to me." And as he recoiled she thrust
forward her upturned face, the cheeks hard and white, the eyes burning, the mouth not
quite closing even while she spoke. "I won't let you go, till you've kissed me and
made it up for good an' all."</p>
<p>She was acting now as instinctively as any wild animal of the woods. What had
started in the zone of voluntary impulse had now passed into the ruling power of
reflexes; every nerve of her body seemed to be thinking for itself, guiding her, and
compelling her to struggle for the desired end. All this nonsense of high-falutin'
morality must be swept aside; if he loved her still, he must admit that he loved her;
it <SPAN name="Page_167" name="Page_167"></SPAN>must be love or hate, but no more sham and
pretense, no more of these half measures that made her a wife when people were
looking, and an enemy, a culprit in disgrace, or a sexless business associate, when
they two were alone behind drawn blinds.</p>
<p>"Mav, you're shaming me. 'A' done. 'Aarve you tekken leave o' yer senses?"</p>
<p>She felt him shiver as he resisted her; then in another moment he gripped her
round the waist as brutally and violently as if he intended to pitch her out of the
wagon, held her to him so fiercely that he crushed all the breath from her lungs, and
gave her a long passionate mouth-to-mouth kiss. And it seemed to her that the
strength and brutality of the embrace formed the one supreme gratification that she
had been burning to obtain; she wanted to give herself to him as she had never done
before, and if he crushed her and broke her and killed her in their joint rapture,
she would drink death greedily as something inevitable to all those who empty the
deep goblet of love.</p>
<p>"There!" He took his lips away, and she sank back gasping. "You've 'ad yer way wi'
me;" and he heaved a sigh that was as loud as a groan. "Oh, Mav, my girl, gi' me yer
kisses—kiss me all night and all day—if on'y you make me forget."</p>
<p>Her hat had tumbled off in the struggle, a mesh of brown hair was dangling over
her shoulder, and she was still too much out of breath to speak. The wagon rolled
heavily forward along the flat road, and the carter cracked his whip continuously to
tell the horses they were nearly home. Presently Mavis got up, perched herself beside
her husband, and whispered to him jerkily.<SPAN name="Page_168" name="Page_168"></SPAN></p>
<p>"You've nothing to forget, dear. No looking back. But, oh, my darling, I'm going
to be more than I ever was to you. I feel it. I <i>know</i> it—an' we'll be
happy, happy, happy, so long as we live."</p>
<p>She pressed her face against the sleeve of his jacket, and stroked his knee with
as much luxurious pleasure as if the rough cord breeches had been made of the softest
satin velvet.</p>
<p>"See. Look straight ahead," and she raised her hand and pointed.</p>
<p>Vine-Pits Farm was in sight. The stone house, the barns, the straw ricks, and the
fruit trees all seeming to have clustered close together, to form a compact little
kingdom of hope and joy.</p>
<p>"Look, dear. How pretty—see the sunlight on the roofs and on the ricks.
That's luck. All the straw is changing into gold. My old Will is going to make heaps
of golden sovereigns as big as any rick."</p>
<p>"Woo then. A-oo then." The carter stopped the horses outside the garden entrance.
"Will the missis get down here at th' front door, or be us to go on into yaard?"</p>
<p>Mrs. Dale got down here, took the cat-basket from her husband, and went gaily up
the path to the open front door.</p>
<p>"Don't let th' cat loose," Dale called after her warningly, "or she'll be back to
Rodchurch like a streak o' greased lightning. She'll need acclim'tyzing all
to-morrow."</p>
<p>Mavis ran through the house to the kitchen, where Mary and a courtesying old woman
received her. Then she scampered from room to room, uttering little cries of
contentment. Often as she had seen and admired <SPAN name="Page_169"
name="Page_169"></SPAN>the house during the last few weeks, it had never seemed so
perfectly delightful as it did to-day: with its low-ceiled cozy little rooms at the
back, its high and imposing rooms in front, its broad staircase and square landing,
it would be quite a little palace when all had been set to rights.</p>
<p>Coming hurrying back to the hall, she saw her husband in the porch, a splendid
dark figure with the last rays of yellow sunlight behind him. He paused bare-headed
on the threshold, obviously not aware of her presence, and she was about to speak to
him when he startled her by dropping on his knees and praying aloud.</p>
<p>"O merciful Powers, give me grace and strength to lead a healthy fearless life in
this house."<SPAN name="Page_170" name="Page_170"></SPAN></p>
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