<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></SPAN>CHAPTER IX.</h2>
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<p>VOYAGE TO CONSTANTINOPLE—MALTA—GIBRALTAR—CONSTANTINOPLE,
AND WHAT I THOUGHT OF IT—VISIT TO SCUTARI HOSPITAL—MISS
NIGHTINGALE.</p>
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<p>I am not going to risk the danger of wearying the reader
with a long account of the voyage to Constantinople,
already worn threadbare by book-making tourists. It was
a very interesting one, and, as I am a good sailor, I had not
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even the temporary horrors of sea-sickness to mar it. The
weather, although cold, was fine, and the sea good-humouredly
calm, and I enjoyed the voyage amazingly. And as
day by day we drew nearer to the scene of action, my
doubts of success grew less and less, until I had a conviction
of the rightness of the step I had taken, which would
have carried me buoyantly through any difficulties.</p>
<p>On the way, of course, I was called up from my berth
at an unreasonable hour to gaze upon the Cape of St. Vincent,
and expected to feel duly impressed when the long
bay where Trafalgar’s fight was won came in view, with
the white convent walls on the cliffs above bathed in the
early sunlight. I never failed to take an almost childish interest
in the signals which passed between the “Hollander”
and the fleet of vessels whose sails whitened the track to and
from the Crimea, trying to puzzle out the language these
children of the ocean spoke in their hurried course, and wondering
whether any, or what sufficiently important thing
<em>could</em> happen which would warrant their stopping on their
busy way.</p>
<p>We spent a short time at Gibraltar, and you may imagine
that I was soon on shore making the best use of the
few hours’ reprieve granted to the “Hollander’s” weary
engines. I had an idea that I should do better alone, so I
declined all offers of companionship, and selecting a brisk
young fellow from the mob of cicerones who offered their
services, saw more of the art of fortification in an hour or
so than I could understand in as many years. The pleasure
was rather fatiguing, and I was not sorry to return
to the market-place, where I stood curiously watching its
strange and motley population. While so engaged, I heard
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for the first time an exclamation which became familiar
enough to me afterwards.</p>
<p>“Why, bless my soul, old fellow, if this is not our
good old Mother Seacole!” I turned round, and saw two
officers, whose features, set in a broad frame of Crimean
beard, I had some difficulty in recognising. But I soon
remembered that they were two of the 48th, who had been
often in my house at Kingston. Glad were the kind-hearted
fellows, and not a little surprised withal, to meet their
old hostess in the market-place of Gibraltar, bound for the
scene of action which they had left invalided; and it was
not long before we were talking old times over some
wine—Spanish, I suppose—but it was very nasty.</p>
<p>“And you are going to the front, old lady—you, of all
people in the world?”</p>
<p>“Why not, my sons?—won’t they be glad to have me
there?”</p>
<p>“By Jove! yes, mother,” answered one, an Irishman.
“It isn’t many women—God bless them!—we’ve
had to spoil us out there. But it’s not the place even
for you, who know what hardship is. You’ll never get a
roof to cover you at Balaclava, nor on the road either.”
So they rattled on, telling me of the difficulties that were
in store for me. But they could not shake my resolution.</p>
<p>“Do you think I shall be of any use to you when I
get there?”</p>
<p>“Surely.”</p>
<p>“Then I’ll go, were the place a hundred times worse
than you describe it. Can’t I rig up a hut with the packing-cases,
and sleep, if need be, on straw, like Margery
Daw?”</p>
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So they laughed, and drank success to me, and to our
next meeting; for, although they were going home invalided,
the brave fellows’ hearts were with their companions,
for all the hardships they had passed through.</p>
<p>We stopped at Malta also, where, of course, I landed,
and stared about me, and submitted to be robbed by the
lazy Maltese with all a traveller’s resignation. Here, also, I
met friends—some medical officers who had known me in
Kingston; and one of them, Dr. F——, lately arrived
from Scutari, gave me, when he heard my plans, a letter
of introduction to Miss Nightingale, then hard at work,
evoking order out of confusion, and bravely resisting the
despotism of death, at the hospital of Scutari.</p>
<p>So on, past beautiful islands and shores, until we are
steaming against a swift current, and an adverse wind,
between two tower-crested promontories of rock, which
they tell me stand in Europe and in Asia, and are connected
with some pretty tale of love in days long gone by.
Ah! travel where a woman may, in the New World, or the
Old, she meets this old, old tale everywhere. It is the
one bond of sympathy which I have found existing in
three quarters of the world alike. So on, until the cable
rattles over the windlass, as the good ship’s anchor plunges
down fathoms deep into the blue waters of the Bosphorus—her
voyage ended.</p>
<p>I do not think that Constantinople impressed me so
much as I had expected; and I thought its streets would
match those of Navy Bay not unfairly. The caicques,
also, of which I had ample experience—for I spent six
days here, wandering about Pera and Stamboul in the daytime,
and returning to the “Hollander” at nightfall—might
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be made more safe and commodious for stout ladies, even
if the process interfered a little with their ornament.
Time and trouble combined have left me with a well-filled-out,
portly form—the envy of many an angular
Yankee female—and, more than once, it was in no slight
danger of becoming too intimately acquainted with the
temperature of the Bosphorus. But I will do the Turkish
boatmen the justice to say that they were as politely careful
of my safety as their astonishment and regard for the
well-being of their caicques (which they appear to love
as an Arab does his horse, or an Esquimaux his dogs, and
for the same reason perhaps) would admit. Somewhat
surprised, also, seemed the cunning-eyed Greeks, who
throng the streets of Pera, at the unprotected Creole
woman, who took Constantinople so coolly (it would require
something more to surprise her); while the grave
English raised their eyebrows wonderingly, and the more
vivacious French shrugged their pliant shoulders into the
strangest contortions. I accepted it all as a compliment to
a stout female tourist, neatly dressed in a red or yellow
dress, a plain shawl of some other colour, and a simple
straw wide-awake, with bright red streamers. I flatter
myself that I woke up sundry sleepy-eyed Turks, who
seemed to think that the great object of life was to avoid
showing surprise at anything; while the Turkish women
gathered around me, and jabbered about me, in the most
flattering manner.</p>
<p>How I ever succeeded in getting Mr. Day’s letters from
the Post-office, Constantinople, puzzles me now; but I
did—and I shall ever regard my success as one of the
great triumphs of my life. Their contents were not very
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cheering. He gave a very dreary account of Balaclava
and of camp life, and almost dissuaded me from continuing
my journey; but his last letter ended by giving me instructions
as to the purchases I had best make, if I still
determined upon making the adventure; so I forgot all
the rest, and busied myself in laying in the stores he
recommended.</p>
<p>But I found time, before I left the “Hollander,” to
charter a crazy caicque, to carry me to Scutari, intending
to present Dr. F——’s letter to Miss Nightingale.</p>
<p>It was afternoon when the boatmen set me down in
safety at the landing-place of Scutari, and I walked up the
slight ascent, to the great dull-looking hospital. Thinking
of the many noble fellows who had been borne, or had
painfully crept along this path, only to die within that
dreary building, I felt rather dull; and directly I entered
the hospital, and came upon the long wards of sufferers,
lying there so quiet and still, a rush of tears came to my
eyes, and blotted out the sight for a few minutes. But I
soon felt at home, and looked about me with great interest.
The men were, many of them, very quiet. Some of the
convalescent formed themselves into little groups around
one who read a newspaper; others had books in their
hands, or by their side, where they had fallen when slumber
overtook the readers, while hospital orderlies moved to
and fro, and now and then the female nurses, in their quiet
uniform, passed noiselessly on some mission of kindness.</p>
<p>I was fortunate enough to find an old acquaintance, who
accompanied me through the wards, and rendered it unnecessary
for me to trouble the busy nurses. This was an
old 97th man—a Sergeant T——, whom I had known in
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Kingston, and who was slowly recovering from an attack
of dysentery, and making himself of use here until the
doctors should let him go back and have another “shy at
the Rooshians.” He is very glad to meet me, and tells me
his history very socially, and takes me to the bedsides of
some comrades, who had also known me at Up-Park Camp.
My poor fellows! how their eyes glisten when they light
upon an old friend’s face in these Turkish barracks—put
to so sad a use, three thousand miles from home. Here
is one of them—“hurt in the trenches,” says the Sergeant,
with shaven bandaged head, and bright, restless, Irish eyes,
who hallooes out, “Mother Seacole! Mother Seacole!” in
such an excited tone of voice; and when he has shaken
hands a score of times, falls back upon his pillow very wearily.
But I sit by his side, and try to cheer him with
talk about the future, when he shall grow well, and see
home, and hear them all thank him for what he has been
helping to do, so that he grows all right in a few minutes;
but, hearing that I am on the way to the front, gets excited
again; for, you see, illness and weakness make these
strong men as children, not least in the patient unmurmuring
resignation with which they suffer. I think my
Irish friend had an indistinct idea of a “muddle” somewhere,
which had kept him for weeks on salt meat and biscuit,
until it gave him the “scurvy,” for he is very anxious
that I should take over plenty of vegetables, of every sort.
“And, oh! mother!”—and it is strange to hear his almost
plaintive tone as he urges this—“take them plenty of
eggs, mother; we never saw eggs over there.”</p>
<p>At some slight risk of giving offence, I cannot resist
the temptation of lending a helping hand here and
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there—replacing a slipped bandage, or easing a stiff one. But I do
not think any one was offended; and one doctor, who had
with some surprise and, at first, alarm on his face, watched
me replace a bandage, which was giving pain, said, very
kindly, when I had finished, “Thank you, ma’am.”</p>
<p>One thought never left my mind as I walked through
the fearful miles of suffering in that great hospital. If it
is so here, what must it not be at the scene of war—on the
spot where the poor fellows are stricken down by pestilence
or Russian bullets, and days and nights of agony must be
passed before a woman’s hand can dress their wounds.
And I felt happy in the conviction that <em>I must</em> be useful
three or four days nearer to their pressing wants than this.</p>
<p>It was growing late before I felt tired, or thought of
leaving Scutari, and Dr. S——, another Jamaica friend,
who had kindly borne me company for the last half-hour
agreed with me that the caicque was not the safest conveyance
by night on the Bosphorus, and recommended me to
present my letter to Miss Nightingale, and perhaps a
lodging for the night could be found for me. So, still
under the Sergeant’s patient guidance, we thread our way
through passages and corridors, all used as sick-wards,
until we reach the corner tower of the building, in which
are the nurses’ quarters.</p>
<p>I think Mrs. B——, who saw me, felt more surprise
than she could politely show (I never found women
so quick to understand me as the men) when I handed her
Dr. F——’s kind letter respecting me, and apologized for
troubling Miss Nightingale. There is that in the Doctor’s
letter (he had been much at Scutari) which prevents my
request being refused, and I am asked to wait until Miss
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Nightingale, whose every moment is valuable, can see me.
Meanwhile Mrs. B. questions me very kindly, but with
the same look of curiosity and surprise.</p>
<p>What object has Mrs. Seacole in coming out? This is
the purport of her questions. And I say, frankly, to be of
use somewhere; for other considerations I had not, until
necessity forced them upon me. Willingly, had they accepted
me, I would have worked for the wounded, in
return for bread and water. I fancy Mrs. B—— thought
that I sought for employment at Scutari, for she said, very
kindly—</p>
<p>“Miss Nightingale has the entire management of our
hospital staff, but I do not think that any vacancy—”</p>
<p>“Excuse me, ma’am,” I interrupt her with, “but I
am bound for the front in a few days;” and my questioner
leaves me, more surprised than ever. The room I waited
in was used as a kitchen. Upon the stoves were cans of
soup, broth, and arrow-root, while nurses passed in and out
with noiseless tread and subdued manner. I thought
many of them had that strange expression of the eyes
which those who have gazed long on scenes of woe or
horror seldom lose.</p>
<p>In half an hour’s time I am admitted to Miss Nightingale’s
presence. A slight figure, in the nurses’ dress; with
a pale, gentle, and withal firm face, resting lightly in the
palm of one white hand, while the other supports the
elbow—a position which gives to her countenance a keen
inquiring expression, which is rather marked. Standing
thus in repose, and yet keenly observant—the greatest
sign of impatience at any time<SPAN name="FNanchor_B_2" id="FNanchor_B_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_B_2" class="fnanchor">[B]</SPAN> a slight, perhaps unwitting
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motion of the firmly planted right foot—was Florence
Nightingale—that Englishwoman whose name shall never
die, but sound like music on the lips of British men until
the hour of doom.</p>
<p>She has read Dr. F——’s letter, which lies on the table
by her side, and asks, in her gentle but eminently practical
and business-like way, “What do you want, Mrs. Seacole—anything
that we can do for you? If it lies in my power,
I shall be very happy.”</p>
<p>So I tell her of my dread of the night journey by
caicque, and the improbability of my finding the “Hollander”
in the dark; and, with some diffidence, threw myself upon
the hospitality of Scutari, offering to nurse the sick for the
night. Now unfortunately, for many reasons, room even
for one in Scutari Hospital was at that time no easy matter
to find; but at last a bed was discovered to be unoccupied
at the hospital washerwomen’s quarters.</p>
<p>My experience of washerwomen, all the world over, is
the same—that they are kind soft-hearted folks. Possibly
the soap-suds they almost live in find their way into their
hearts and tempers, and soften them. This Scutari washerwoman
is no exception to the rule, and welcomes me most
heartily. With her, also, are some invalid nurses; and
after they have gone to bed, we spend some hours of the
night talking over our adventures, and giving one another
scraps of our respective biographies. I hadn’t long retired
to my couch before I wished most heartily that we had
continued our chat; for unbidden and most unwelcome
companions took the washerwoman’s place, and persisted
not only in dividing my bed, but my plump person also.
Upon my word, I believe the fleas are the only industrious
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creatures in all Turkey. Some of their relatives would
seem to have migrated into Russia; for I found them in
the Crimea equally prosperous and ubiquitous.</p>
<p>In the morning, a breakfast is sent to my mangled remains,
and a kind message from Mrs. B——, having
reference to how I spent the night. And, after an interview
with some other medical men, whose acquaintance I had
made in Jamaica, I shake hands with the soft-hearted
washerwoman, up to her shoulders in soap-suds already,
and start for the “Hollander.”</p>
<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3>
<div class="footnote"><p><SPAN name="Footnote_B_2" id="Footnote_B_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#FNanchor_B_2"><span class="label">[B]</span></SPAN> Subsequently I saw much of Miss Nightingale, at Balaclava.</p>
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