<h2><SPAN name="XVIII_THE_THINGS_THAT_MATTER" id="XVIII_THE_THINGS_THAT_MATTER"></SPAN>XVIII. THE THINGS THAT MATTER</h2>
<p>Ronald, surveying the world from his taxi—that pleasant corner of the
world, St. James's Park—gave a sigh of happiness. The blue sky, the
lawn of daffodils, the mist of green upon the trees, were but a promise
of the better things which the country held for him. Beautiful as he
thought the daffodils, he found for the moment an even greater beauty in
the Gladstone bags at his feet. His eyes wandered from one to the other,
and his heart sang to him, "I'm going away, I'm going away, I'm going
away."</p>
<p>The train was advertised to go at 2.22, and at 2.20 Ronald joined the
Easter holiday crowd upon the platform. A porter put down his luggage
and was then swallowed up in a sea of perambulators and flustered
parents. Ronald never saw him again. At 2.40, amidst some applause, the
train came in.</p>
<p>Ronald seized a lost porter.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Just put these in for me," he said. "A first smoker."</p>
<p>"All this lot yours, Sir?"</p>
<p>"The three bags—not the milk-cans," said Ronald.</p>
<p>It had been a beautiful day before, but when a family of sixteen which
joined Ronald in his carriage was ruthlessly hauled out by the guard,
the sun seemed to shine with a warmth more caressing than ever. Even
when the train moved out of the station and the children who had been
mislaid emerged from their hiding-places and were bundled in anywhere by
the married porters, Ronald still remained splendidly alone. And the sky
took on yet a deeper shade of blue.</p>
<p>He lay back in his corner, thinking. For a time his mind was occupied
with the thoughts common to most of us when we go away—thoughts of all
the things we have forgotten to pack. I don't think you could fairly
have called Ronald over-anxious about clothes. He recognised that it was
the inner virtues which counted; that a well-dressed exterior was
nothing without some graces of mind or body. But at the same time he did
feel strongly that, if you are going to stay at a house where you have
never visited before, and if you are particularly anxious to make<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</SPAN></span> a
good impression, it <i>is</i> a pity that an accident of packing should force
you to appear at dinner in green knickerbockers and somebody else's
velvet smoking-jacket.</p>
<p>Ronald couldn't help feeling that he had forgotten something. It wasn't
the spare sponge; it wasn't the extra shaving-brush; it wasn't the
second pair of bedroom slippers. Just for a moment the sun went behind a
cloud as he wondered if he had included the reserve razor-strop; but no,
he distinctly remembered packing that.</p>
<p>The reason for his vague feeling of unrest was this. He had been
interrupted while getting ready that afternoon; and, as he left whatever
he had been doing in order to speak to his housekeeper, he had said to
himself, "If you're not careful, you'll forget about that when you come
back." And now he could not remember what it was he had been doing, nor
whether he <i>had</i> in the end forgotten to go on with it. Was he selecting
his ties, or brushing his hair, or——</p>
<p>The country was appearing field by field; the train rushed through
cuttings gay with spring flowers; blue was the sky between the baby
clouds ... but it all missed Ronald. What <i>could</i> he have forgotten?</p>
<p>He went over the days that were coming; he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</SPAN></span> went through all the changes
of toilet that the hours might bring. He had packed this and this and
this and this—he was all right for the evening. Supposing they played
golf?... He was all right for golf. He might want to ride.... He would
be able to ride. It was too early for lawn tennis, but ... well, anyhow,
he had put in flannels.</p>
<p>As he considered all the possible clothes that he might want, it really
seemed that he had provided for everything. If he liked he could go to
church on Friday morning; hunt otters from twelve to one on Saturday;
toboggan or dig for badgers on Monday. He had the different suits
necessary for those who attend a water-polo meeting, who play chess, or
who go out after moths with a pot of treacle. And even, in the last
resort, he could go to bed.</p>
<p>Yes, he was all right. He had packed <i>everything</i>; moreover, his hair
was brushed and he had no smut upon his face. With a sigh of relief he
lowered the window and his soul drank in the beautiful afternoon. "We
are going away—we are going away—we are going away," sang the train.</p>
<p>At the prettiest of wayside stations the train stopped and Ronald got
out. There were horses<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</SPAN></span> to meet him. "Better than a car," thought
Ronald, "on an afternoon like this." The luggage was collected. "Nothing
left out," he chuckled to himself, and was seized with an insane desire
to tell the coachman so; and then they drove off through the fresh green
hedgerows, Ronald trying hard not to cheer.</p>
<p>His host was at the door as they arrived. Ronald, as happy as a child,
jumped out and shook him warmly by the hand, and told him what a
heavenly day it was; receiving with smiles of pleasure the news in
return that it was almost like summer.</p>
<p>"You're just in time for tea. Really, we might have it in the garden."</p>
<p>"By Jove, we might," said Ronald, beaming.</p>
<p>However, they had it in the hall, with the doors wide open. Ronald,
sitting lazily with his legs stretched out and a cup of tea in his
hands, and feeling already on the friendliest terms with everybody,
wondered again at the difference which the weather could make to one's
happiness.</p>
<p>"You know," he said to the girl on his right, "on a day like this,
<i>nothing</i> seems to matter."</p>
<p>And then suddenly he knew that he was wrong, for he had discovered what
it was which<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</SPAN></span> he had told himself not to forget ... what it was which he
had indeed forgotten.</p>
<p>And suddenly the birds stopped singing and there was a bitter chill in
the air.</p>
<p>And the sun went violently out.</p>
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<p>He was wearing only half-a-pair of spats.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</SPAN></span></p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="THREE_STORIES" id="THREE_STORIES"></SPAN>THREE STORIES</h2>
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