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<h2> PART EIGHT </h2>
<h3> It has been a day of wonder, this, our first day in the forest. </h3>
<p>We awoke when a ray of sunlight fell across our face. We wanted to leap to
our feet, as we have had to leap every morning of our life, but we
remembered suddenly that no bell had rung and that there was no bell to
ring anywhere. We lay on our back, we threw our arms out, and we looked up
at the sky. The leaves had edges of silver that trembled and rippled like
a river of green and fire flowing high above us.</p>
<p>We did not wish to move. We thought suddenly that we could lie thus as
long as we wished, and we laughed aloud at the thought. We could also
rise, or run, or leap, or fall down again. We were thinking that these
were thoughts without sense, but before we knew it our body had risen in
one leap. Our arms stretched out of their own will, and our body whirled
and whirled, till it raised a wind to rustle through the leaves of the
bushes. Then our hands seized a branch and swung us high into a tree, with
no aim save the wonder of learning the strength of our body. The branch
snapped under us and we fell upon the moss that was soft as a cushion.
Then our body, losing all sense, rolled over and over on the moss, dry
leaves in our tunic, in our hair, in our face. And we heard suddenly that
we were laughing, laughing aloud, laughing as if there were no power left
in us save laughter.</p>
<p>Then we took our glass box, and we went on into the forest. We went on,
cutting through the branches, and it was as if we were swimming through a
sea of leaves, with the bushes as waves rising and falling and rising
around us, and flinging their green sprays high to the treetops. The trees
parted before us, calling us forward. The forest seemed to welcome us. We
went on, without thought, without care, with nothing to feel save the song
of our body.</p>
<p>We stopped when we felt hunger. We saw birds in the tree branches, and
flying from under our footsteps. We picked a stone and we sent it as an
arrow at a bird. It fell before us. We made a fire, we cooked the bird,
and we ate it, and no meal had ever tasted better to us. And we thought
suddenly that there was a great satisfaction to be found in the food which
we need and obtain by our own hand. And we wished to be hungry again and
soon, that we might know again this strange new pride in eating.</p>
<p>Then we walked on. And we came to a stream which lay as a streak of glass
among the trees. It lay so still that we saw no water but only a cut in
the earth, in which the trees grew down, upturned, and the sky lay at the
bottom. We knelt by the stream and we bent down to drink. And then we
stopped. For, upon the blue of the sky below us, we saw our own face for
the first time.</p>
<p>We sat still and we held our breath. For our face and our body were
beautiful. Our face was not like the faces of our brothers, for we felt
not pity when looking upon it. Our body was not like the bodies of our
brothers, for our limbs were straight and thin and hard and strong. And we
thought that we could trust this being who looked upon us from the stream,
and that we had nothing to fear with this being.</p>
<p>We walked on till the sun had set. When the shadows gathered among the
trees, we stopped in a hollow between the roots, where we shall sleep
tonight. And suddenly, for the first time this day, we remembered that we
are the Damned. We remembered it, and we laughed.</p>
<p>We are writing this on the paper we had hidden in our tunic together with
the written pages we had brought for the World Council of Scholars, but
never given to them. We have much to speak of to ourselves, and we hope we
shall find the words for it in the days to come. Now, we cannot speak, for
we cannot understand.</p>
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