<h2>CHAPTER XXVI</h2>
<p>Summer was already past its prime, when Edgar reluctantly yielded his assent to
their entreaties, and Catherine and I set out on our first ride to join her
cousin. It was a close, sultry day: devoid of sunshine, but with a sky too
dappled and hazy to threaten rain: and our place of meeting had been fixed at
the guide-stone, by the cross-roads. On arriving there, however, a little
herd-boy, despatched as a messenger, told us that,—“Maister Linton
wer just o’ this side th’ Heights: and he’d be mitch obleeged
to us to gang on a bit further.”</p>
<p>“Then Master Linton has forgot the first injunction of his uncle,”
I observed: “he bid us keep on the Grange land, and here we are off at
once.”</p>
<p>“Well, we’ll turn our horses’ heads round when we reach
him,” answered my companion; “our excursion shall lie towards
home.”</p>
<p>But when we reached him, and that was scarcely a quarter of a mile from his own
door, we found he had no horse; and we were forced to dismount, and leave ours
to graze. He lay on the heath, awaiting our approach, and did not rise till we
came within a few yards. Then he walked so feebly, and looked so pale, that I
immediately exclaimed,—“Why, Master Heathcliff, you are not fit for
enjoying a ramble this morning. How ill you do look!”</p>
<p>Catherine surveyed him with grief and astonishment: she changed the ejaculation
of joy on her lips to one of alarm; and the congratulation on their
long-postponed meeting to an anxious inquiry, whether he were worse than usual?</p>
<p>“No—better—better!” he panted, trembling, and retaining
her hand as if he needed its support, while his large blue eyes wandered
timidly over her; the hollowness round them transforming to haggard wildness
the languid expression they once possessed.</p>
<p>“But you have been worse,” persisted his cousin; “worse than
when I saw you last; you are thinner, and—”</p>
<p>“I’m tired,” he interrupted, hurriedly. “It is too hot
for walking, let us rest here. And, in the morning, I often feel
sick—papa says I grow so fast.”</p>
<p>Badly satisfied, Cathy sat down, and he reclined beside her.</p>
<p>“This is something like your paradise,” said she, making an effort
at cheerfulness. “You recollect the two days we agreed to spend in the
place and way each thought pleasantest? This is nearly yours, only there are
clouds; but then they are so soft and mellow: it is nicer than sunshine. Next
week, if you can, we’ll ride down to the Grange Park, and try
mine.”</p>
<p>Linton did not appear to remember what she talked of; and he had evidently
great difficulty in sustaining any kind of conversation. His lack of interest
in the subjects she started, and his equal incapacity to contribute to her
entertainment, were so obvious that she could not conceal her disappointment.
An indefinite alteration had come over his whole person and manner. The
pettishness that might be caressed into fondness, had yielded to a listless
apathy; there was less of the peevish temper of a child which frets and teases
on purpose to be soothed, and more of the self-absorbed moroseness of a
confirmed invalid, repelling consolation, and ready to regard the good-humoured
mirth of others as an insult. Catherine perceived, as well as I did, that he
held it rather a punishment, than a gratification, to endure our company; and
she made no scruple of proposing, presently, to depart. That proposal,
unexpectedly, roused Linton from his lethargy, and threw him into a strange
state of agitation. He glanced fearfully towards the Heights, begging she would
remain another half-hour, at least.</p>
<p>“But I think,” said Cathy, “you’d be more comfortable
at home than sitting here; and I cannot amuse you to-day, I see, by my tales,
and songs, and chatter: you have grown wiser than I, in these six months; you
have little taste for my diversions now: or else, if I could amuse you,
I’d willingly stay.”</p>
<p>“Stay to rest yourself,” he replied. “And, Catherine,
don’t think or say that I’m <i>very</i> unwell: it is the heavy
weather and heat that make me dull; and I walked about, before you came, a
great deal for me. Tell uncle I’m in tolerable health, will you?”</p>
<p>“I’ll tell him that <i>you</i> say so, Linton. I couldn’t
affirm that you are,” observed my young lady, wondering at his
pertinacious assertion of what was evidently an untruth.</p>
<p>“And be here again next Thursday,” continued he, shunning her
puzzled gaze. “And give him my thanks for permitting you to come—my
best thanks, Catherine. And—and, if you <i>did</i> meet my father, and he
asked you about me, don’t lead him to suppose that I’ve been
extremely silent and stupid: don’t look sad and downcast, as you
<i>are</i> doing—he’ll be angry.”</p>
<p>“I care nothing for his anger,” exclaimed Cathy, imagining she
would be its object.</p>
<p>“But I do,” said her cousin, shuddering. “<i>Don’t</i>
provoke him against me, Catherine, for he is very hard.”</p>
<p>“Is he severe to you, Master Heathcliff?” I inquired. “Has he
grown weary of indulgence, and passed from passive to active hatred?”</p>
<p>Linton looked at me, but did not answer; and, after keeping her seat by his
side another ten minutes, during which his head fell drowsily on his breast,
and he uttered nothing except suppressed moans of exhaustion or pain, Cathy
began to seek solace in looking for bilberries, and sharing the produce of her
researches with me: she did not offer them to him, for she saw further notice
would only weary and annoy.</p>
<p>“Is it half-an-hour now, Ellen?” she whispered in my ear, at last.
“I can’t tell why we should stay. He’s asleep, and papa will
be wanting us back.”</p>
<p>“Well, we must not leave him asleep,” I answered; “wait till
he wakes, and be patient. You were mighty eager to set off, but your longing to
see poor Linton has soon evaporated!”</p>
<p>“Why did <i>he</i> wish to see me?” returned Catherine. “In
his crossest humours, formerly, I liked him better than I do in his present
curious mood. It’s just as if it were a task he was compelled to
perform—this interview—for fear his father should scold him. But
I’m hardly going to come to give Mr. Heathcliff pleasure; whatever reason
he may have for ordering Linton to undergo this penance. And, though I’m
glad he’s better in health, I’m sorry he’s so much less
pleasant, and so much less affectionate to me.”</p>
<p>“You think <i>he is</i> better in health, then?” I said.</p>
<p>“Yes,” she answered; “because he always made such a great
deal of his sufferings, you know. He is not tolerably well, as he told me to
tell papa; but he’s better, very likely.”</p>
<p>“There you differ with me, Miss Cathy,” I remarked; “I should
conjecture him to be far worse.”</p>
<p>Linton here started from his slumber in bewildered terror, and asked if any one
had called his name.</p>
<p>“No,” said Catherine; “unless in dreams. I cannot conceive
how you manage to doze out of doors, in the morning.”</p>
<p>“I thought I heard my father,” he gasped, glancing up to the
frowning nab above us. “You are sure nobody spoke?”</p>
<p>“Quite sure,” replied his cousin. “Only Ellen and I were
disputing concerning your health. Are you truly stronger, Linton, than when we
separated in winter? If you be, I’m certain one thing is not
stronger—your regard for me: speak,—are you?”</p>
<p>The tears gushed from Linton’s eyes as he answered, “Yes, yes, I
am!” And, still under the spell of the imaginary voice, his gaze wandered
up and down to detect its owner.</p>
<p>Cathy rose. “For to-day we must part,” she said. “And I
won’t conceal that I have been sadly disappointed with our meeting;
though I’ll mention it to nobody but you: not that I stand in awe of Mr.
Heathcliff.”</p>
<p>“Hush,” murmured Linton; “for God’s sake, hush!
He’s coming.” And he clung to Catherine’s arm, striving to
detain her; but at that announcement she hastily disengaged herself, and
whistled to Minny, who obeyed her like a dog.</p>
<p>“I’ll be here next Thursday,” she cried, springing to the
saddle. “Good-bye. Quick, Ellen!”</p>
<p>And so we left him, scarcely conscious of our departure, so absorbed was he in
anticipating his father’s approach.</p>
<p>Before we reached home, Catherine’s displeasure softened into a perplexed
sensation of pity and regret, largely blended with vague, uneasy doubts about
Linton’s actual circumstances, physical and social: in which I partook,
though I counselled her not to say much; for a second journey would make us
better judges. My master requested an account of our ongoings. His
nephew’s offering of thanks was duly delivered, Miss Cathy gently
touching on the rest: I also threw little light on his inquiries, for I hardly
knew what to hide and what to reveal.</p>
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