<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2>
<div class='chaptertitle'>LOST ON THE DESERT</div>
<p><span class="smcap">If</span> Washington had not lost a shoe on the way
home from church, and if Joyce had not been seized
with a violent headache that sent her to bed with
a bandage over her eyes, the day would have ended
far differently for Lloyd.</p>
<p>The afternoon went by quickly, for, lulled by
the drowsy hum of the bees, she had fallen asleep in
the hammock under the umbrella-tree, and slept
a long time. Then supper was earlier than usual,
as Jack wanted his before starting to the ranch.
Chris, the Mexican, was taking a holiday, and had
offered Jack a quarter to do the milking for him that
evening. Holland strolled down the road with him,
since the lost horseshoe prevented him taking the
ride he had expected to enjoy.</p>
<p>Scarcely were they out of sight when an old
buggy rattled up from the other direction, bringing
a woman and her two little girls from a neighbouring<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_273" id="Page_273"></SPAN></span>
ranch for an evening visit. Lloyd, who was on
her way to the tent to see if she could do anything
for Joyce's comfort, heard a voice which she recognized
as Mrs. Shaw's, as the woman introduced herself
to Mrs. Ware.</p>
<p>"I've been planning to get over here ever since
you came," she began, "and specially since I got
acquainted with your daughter over them bees, but
'pears like there's nothing in life on week-days but
work; so this evening, when my little girls begged
to come over and see your little girl, says I to myself,
it's now or never, and I just hitched up and
came."</p>
<p>"Oh, deah!" sighed Lloyd. "I don't want to
spend the whole evening listening to that tiahsome
woman. The boys are gone, and Joyce's head aches
too bad for her to talk. I don't know what to
do."</p>
<p>She stepped softly into the tent, insisting on
rubbing Joyce's head, or doing something to make
her more comfortable, but Joyce sent her away,
saying that the pain was growing less, and that she
didn't want her to stay shut up in the tent that
smelled so strongly of the camphor she had spilled.</p>
<p>Lloyd turned away and wandered down to the
pasture bars, where she stood looking over toward<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_274" id="Page_274"></SPAN></span>
the west. The sun was dropping out of sight. For
the first time since she had come to the Wigwam
she felt lonesome. She was so full of life after her
long sleep, so fresh and wide-awake, that she looked
around her restlessly, wishing that something exciting
would happen. She was in the mood to enjoy
an adventure of some kind, no matter what.</p>
<p>While she stood there, her pony, who had often
been coaxed up to the bars for sugar, now came up
through curiosity, evidently wondering at her silence.
"Come on, old boy," she said, reaching
through the bars to grasp the rope that trailed from
his neck. "You've settled it. We'll go off and
have a ride togethah."</p>
<p>With some difficulty, she saddled him herself,
and then because she did not want to disturb Joyce
by going back to the tent to change her white dress
for her divided skirt, she mounted as if the cross-saddle
were a side-saddle, and rode slowly out of
the yard bareheaded.</p>
<p>Mrs. Ware fluttered her handkerchief in response
to the wave of Lloyd's hand, and looked after her
as she took the road to the ranch. "She's going
to see Mrs. Lee," she thought, and then turned her
attention to her talkative visitor.</p>
<p>It was merely from force of habit that Lloyd<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_275" id="Page_275"></SPAN></span>
had taken the ranch road. She was in sight of the
camp before she became aware of where the pony
was carrying her.</p>
<p>Then she turned abruptly, hardly knowing why
she did so. Phil was at the ranch. She would
not have him think that she had gone down with
the hope of seeing him. She did not put the thought
into words, but that is what influenced her to turn.
In front of her Camelback Mountain loomed up,
looking larger and more lifelike than usual, with
the reflected light of the sunset lying rosy red on
its summit. She knew that there is something extremely
deceptive in the clear Arizona atmosphere,
and had been told that the distance to the mountain
was over five miles. But it was hard to believe.
It looked so near that she was sure that
she could reach it in a few minutes' brisk ride,—that
she could easily go that far and back before
daylight was entirely gone.</p>
<p>An old game that she had played at the Cuckoos'
Nest sent a verse floating idly through her memory:</p>
<div class='poem'>
"How many miles to Barley-bright?"<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"<i>Three score and ten!</i>"</span><br/>
"Can I get there by candle light?"<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"<i>Yes, if your legs are long and light—</i></span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><i>There and back again!</i></span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;"><i>Look out! The witches will catch you!</i>"</span><br/></div>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_276" id="Page_276"></SPAN></span></p>
<div class='unindent'>With somewhat of the same eerie feeling that had
affected her when she joined in the game with
Betty and the little Appletons, she turned the pony
into the narrow trail that led across the sand in and
out among the sage-brush. Later, those same gray
bushes might look startlingly like witches reaching
up out of the gloaming.</div>
<p>"It's a good thing that yoah legs <i>are</i> long and
light," she said to the pony, as he started off with
a long, rabbit-like lope. "And it's a good thing
that you seem as much at home heah as Br'er Rabbit
was in the brush-pile when Br'er Fox threw him in
for stealing his buttah. I'm glad it isn't old Tar
Baby that I'm on. He wouldn't be used to these
gophah holes, and would stumble into the first one
we came to. Oh, this is glorious!"</p>
<p>She shook back her hair as the soft, orange-perfumed
breeze blew it about her face. Her full
white sleeves fluttered out from her arms. Again
she had that delightful sense of birdlike motion,
of free, wild swinging through space. On and
on they went, never noticing how far they had travelled
or how dark it was growing, till suddenly she
saw that she was not on any trail. A thick growth
of stubby mesquit bushes made almost a thicket
in front of her. An enormous cactus, thirty feet<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_277" id="Page_277"></SPAN></span>
high, stood in her way like one of the Barley-bright
witches. From its thorny trunk stretched two great
arms, thrown up as if to ward off her coming.
Its resemblance to a human figure was uncanny, and
she stood staring at it with a fascinated gaze.</p>
<p>"It's big enough to be the camel-drivah of the
camel in the mountain," she said in a half-whisper
to the pony. Then looking on toward the mountain,
she realized that she had to strain her eyes
to see it through the rapidly gathering gloom.
Night had fallen suddenly, and the mountain seemed
farther away than when she started.</p>
<p>"Oh, it will be black night befoah we get home,"
she thought, turning in nervous haste. Then a new
trouble confronted her. She was facing a dim,
trackless wilderness, and she did not know how
to get home. She had kept the mountain steadily
in view as she rode toward it, but now she realized
that it was so large that she could easily do that,
and still at the same time go far out of her course.</p>
<p>"You'll have to find the way home," she said,
helplessly, to the pony, failing to remember that
the Wigwam pasture had been his home for only
a few weeks, and that, left to himself, he would go
directly to his native ranch.</p>
<div class="figright"> <ANTIMG src="images/i_303.jpg" width-obs="388" height-obs="450" alt="horse running away" />
<span class="caption">"CLATTERING DOWN THE ROAD AS FAST AS HIS FEET COULD CARRY HIM"</span></div>
<p>In a few minutes Lloyd found herself carried<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_278" id="Page_278"></SPAN></span>
along a narrow road, not more than a wagon
track. While she knew that she had never been
over it before, it was some comfort to find that
she was on a human thoroughfare, and not lost
among the tracks of wandering coyotes and jack-rabbits.</p>
<p>The pony, feeling that he was headed toward
his own home, went willingly enough, and Lloyd
began to enjoy her adventure.</p>
<p>"How exciting it will sound back in that tame
little Valley," she thought, "lost in the desert!
I'll give the girls such a thrilling description of
it that they'll feel cold chills running up and down
their spines. It's a wondah that the cold chills
don't run up and down me! But I'm not one bit
afraid now. This road is bound to lead to somebody's
house, and everybody is so friendly out heah
in the West that whoevah finds me will take me
home."</p>
<p>The pony swung along a few rods farther, then,
startled by an owl rising suddenly out of the wayside
bushes with a heavy flopping of wings, jumped
sideways with such a start that Lloyd was almost
thrown from her seat. It was an insecure one at
best, and she was about to throw her foot over
into the other stirrup when a forward plunge sent
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_279" id="Page_279"></SPAN></span>the pony into a gopher hole, and Lloyd over his
head.</p>
<p>When she picked herself up from the road and
looked dizzily around, she gave a little gasp of
horror. The pony, freed of his burden and spurred
on by his fright, was clattering down the road
as fast as his feet could carry him, and she was
left helpless in what seemed to her the very heart
of the great, desolate desert. She stood motionless
till the last faint thud of the pony's hoofs died
away down the road. Then she looked around her
and shivered. The possibility of the pony's not
going straight to the Wigwam had not yet occurred
to her, but she felt that under any circumstances
she was doomed to stay in the desert until morning.
They would be badly frightened at the Wigwam,
and would rouse the ranch to send out a searching-party,
but they might as well look for a needle in
a haystack as to make an attempt to find her in
the darkness. She did not know where she was
herself. She was within a stone's throw of one
of the buttes, out which one she could not tell.
She stood peering around her through the twilight
with eager, dilated eyes. A twig crackled near
her, trampled underfoot by some little wild creature
as startled as she. The desert had seemed<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_280" id="Page_280"></SPAN></span>
so still before, but now it was full of strange whisperings
and rustlings. Remembering what Jack
had told her when he showed her the nest shared
by snakes and owls, she dared not sit down for
fear some snake should come crawling out of the
hole from which the owl had flown. She felt that
it would be useless to walk on, since every step
might be carrying her farther away from the Wigwam.</p>
<p>How long she stood there in the road she could
not tell, but presently it seemed to her that it was
growing lighter. She could see the outlines of
the butte more distinctly, and the sky behind it
was growing gradually luminous. Then she remembered
that the moon would be up in a little
while, and her courage came back as she stood and
waited. When its round, familiar face came peeping
up over the horizon, she felt as if an old friend
were smiling at her.</p>
<p>"I'm neahly as glad to see you as if you were
one of the family," she said, aloud, with a little
sob in her throat. The feeling that this was the
same moon that had looked down on her through the
locusts, all her life, and had even peeped through
the windows and seen Mom Beck rocking her to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_281" id="Page_281"></SPAN></span>
sleep in her baby days, gave her a sense of companionship
that was wonderfully comforting.</p>
<p>It was tiresome standing in the road, and, as she
dared not sit down and risk finding snakes, she decided
to climb up the side of the butte and look
out over the country. Maybe she might see the
light from some ranch house. At least on its rocky
slope she would be freer from snakes than down
among the bushes and the owls' nests.</p>
<p>Scrambling over a ledge of rock she stumbled
upon a pile of tin cans and broken bottles, which
told of many past picnic parties near that spot. A
little higher up she clasped her hands with a cry of
pleased recognition. She was at the beginning of
the great hole that led through the rock. Only two
nights before she had sat on that very boulder, and
speared olives out of a bottle with a hat-pin. There
were their own sardine cans, and the fragments of
the teacup Hazel had dropped. A mound of ashes
and some charred sticks marked the spot where the
camp-fire had blazed.</p>
<p>She looked around, wondering if by some happy
chance Jo could have left any matches. A brilliant
idea had come to her of lighting a bonfire. She knew
that it could be seen from the ranch, and would<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_282" id="Page_282"></SPAN></span>
draw attention to her at once. A long search failed
to show any stray matches, and she wondered if
she could find flint among the rocks, or how long
it would take to get fire by rubbing two sticks together.</p>
<p>Some of the gruesome tales of Apache warfare
that had been told around the fire came back to her
as she stood looking at the ashes, but she resolutely
turned her thoughts away from them, to the Indian
school she had seen the day before. It was wonderfully
comforting to think of that little Indian
girl at the piano, patiently practising her five-finger
exercises, and of the Indian boy in the brass-buttoned
uniform ploughing in the fields. It made them
seem so civilized and tame. The time of tomahawks
and tortures was long past, she assured herself, and
there was not nearly so much to fear from the peaceful
Pimas and Maricopas as there was sometimes
from the negroes at home.</p>
<p>So, quieting herself with such assurances, she
climbed up to a comfortable seat on a rock, where
she could lean back against the cavelike wall, and
sat looking out through the great hole, as the moon
rose higher and higher in the heavens. Half an
hour slipped by in intense silence. Then her heart
gave a thump of terror, so loud that she heard the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_283" id="Page_283"></SPAN></span>
beating distinctly. There was a fierce, hot roaring
in her ears.</p>
<p>Down at the foot of the butte, going swiftly along
with moccasined tread, was a stalwart Indian. Not
one of the peaceful Pimas she had been accustomed
to seeing, but a cruel-mouthed, eagle-eyed Apache.
At least he looked like the pictures she had seen
of Apaches.</p>
<p>He had a lariat in his hand, and he stooped several
times to examine the tracks ahead of him, as
if following a trail. Instantly there flashed into
Lloyd's mind what Mrs. Lee had told them about
the Indians allowing their ponies to run loose on
the desert. Sometimes the settlers' children used
to catch them, and keep them all day to ride. But
woe be it, she said, if the owner tracked his pony
to a settler's house before it was turned loose. He
always took his revenge. Lloyd was sure that this
was what the Indian was after, as she noticed the
lariat, and the way his keen eyes followed the trail.
She almost held her breath as she waited for him
to pass on. But he did not pass.</p>
<p>Throwing up his head he looked all around, and
then, leaving the trail, started swiftly up the butte
toward her. Almost frozen with fear, Lloyd drew
back into the shadow, and, rolling over the ledge,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_284" id="Page_284"></SPAN></span>
drew herself into as small a space as possible,
crouching down to hide her white dress. Through
a crevice between the rocks she watched his approach
with wide, terrified gaze, sure that some
savage instinct, like a bloodhound's sense of smell,
had warned him of her presence.</p>
<p>For an instant, as he reached the remains of the
camp-fire, he stood motionless, looking out across
the country, silhouetted darkly against the sky, like
the head on the leather cushion she was taking
home to her grandfather, she thought, or rather
that she had intended to take. Maybe she would
never live to see her home again.</p>
<p>She crouched still closer against the rock, rigid,
tense, scarcely breathing. With a grunt the Indian
stooped, and began poking around among the scraps
left by the picnickers. He turned the blackened
brands with his foot, then moved farther along,
attracted by the gleam of a bit of broken bottle.
Evidently the coyotes had been there before him,
for not a scrap was left of sandwiches or chicken
bones; but, like the coyotes, he knew from past experiences
that it was profitable to prowl where picnics
were almost weekly occurrences.</p>
<p>The gleam of something steely and bright caught
his eye. Lloyd saw the object flash in the moonlight<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_285" id="Page_285"></SPAN></span>
as he picked it up. It was the carving-knife
Jo had dropped in his excitement, when he found the
"lucky cuts" on his forefingers. With another
grunt he turned it this way and that, examined the
handle and tried the edge, and then looked stealthily
around. Lloyd closed her eyes lest the very intensity
of their gaze should draw him to her hiding-place.
She knew that another step or two would
bring him to higher ground, where he could look
over the ledge and see her.</p>
<p>How she ever lived through the moments that
followed, she never knew. It seemed to her that her
heart had stopped beating, and she was growing
clammy and faint. It could not have been more
than a few minutes, but it seemed hours to her,
when, the suspense growing unbearable, she opened
her eyes, and peered fearfully through the crack
again.</p>
<p>He had disappeared. Trembling so that she could
scarcely stand, she ventured, little by little, to raise
herself until she could look over the rock. Then
she saw him moving leisurely down the path at the
foot of the butte. In a moment more he had reached
the road, and, striding along, he grew smaller and
smaller to her sight till he disappeared among the
dark patches of sage-brush.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_286" id="Page_286"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>Lloyd sank limply down among the rocks again,
so exhausted by the nervous strain that the tears
began to come. The night was passing like a hideous
dream. Half an hour went by. She could
hear the distant barking of coyotes, and a nervous
dread took possession of her, a fear that their long,
gaunt forms might come sneaking up the path after
awhile in search of other picnic leavings. She eyed
the swaying shadows apprehensively.</p>
<p>Presently, as she sat and watched, tense and
alert, she saw some one coming along the wagon
track far below. He was on horseback, and riding
slowly, as if enjoying the calm beauty of the night.
She could hear him whistling. As he reached the
foot of the butte the whistling changed to singing.
The full, strong voice that rang out on the deathlike
stillness was wonderfully rich and sweet:</p>
<div class='center'>
"From the desert I come to thee!"<br/></div>
<div class='unindent'>It was the Bedouin song. Lloyd listened wonderingly,
her lips half-open. Was this part of the
dream? she asked herself. Part of the strange,
unreal night? That was certainly Phil's voice, and
yet it was past belief that he should be riding by
this out-of-the-way place at such an hour of the
night. But there was no mistaking the voice, nor<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_287" id="Page_287"></SPAN></span>
the song that had been haunting her memory for
the last two days:</div>
<div class='poem'>
"Till the sun grows cold,<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And the stars are old."</span><br/></div>
<p>Lloyd hesitated no longer. Scrambling up from
the rocks, she went running down the steep path,
calling at the top of her voice, "Phil! Oh, Phil!
Wait!"</p>
<p>It was Phil's turn to think he was dreaming.
Flying down the path with her white dress fluttering
behind her in the moonlight, and her long, fair
hair streaming loosely over her shoulder, Lloyd
looked more wraithlike than human, and to be confronted
by such a figure in the heart of a lonely
desert was such a surprise that Phil could scarcely
believe that he saw aright.</p>
<p>A moment more, and with both her cold, trembling
little hands in his big warm ones, Lloyd was
sobbing out the story of her fright. The reaction
was so great when she found herself in his protecting
presence, that she could not keep back the tears.</p>
<p>He swung her up into his saddle in the same
brotherly way he had lifted Mary into the cart, the
day he found her running home from school, and
proceeded to comfort her in the same joking fashion.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_288" id="Page_288"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"This is the second time that I have been called
on to play the bold rescuer act. I'll begin to think
soon that my mission in life is to snatch fair
maidens from the bloody scalpers of the plains."
Then more gently, as he saw how hard it was for
her to control herself, he spoke as he often spoke
to Mary:</p>
<p>"There, never mind, Lloyd. Don't cry. It's all
right, little girl. We'll soon be home. It's only
a few miles from here. It isn't as late as you think—only
half-past eight."</p>
<p>Slipping his watch back into his pocket, he began
to explain how he happened to be passing. He had
stayed to supper at the camp where he had gone
to call on his new acquaintance, and had purposely
waited for the moon to come up before starting
home.</p>
<p>He had put the rein into her hands at first, but
now, taking it himself, he walked along beside her,
leading the horse slowly homeward. With the
greatest tact, feeling that Lloyd would gain her
self-possession sooner if he did not talk to her, he
began to sing again, half to himself, as if unmindful
of her presence, and of the little dabs she was making
at her eyes with a wet handkerchief.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_289" id="Page_289"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Maid Elsie roams by lane and lea." It was the
song that his old English nurse had sung:</p>
<div class='poem'>
<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"Kling! lang! ling!</span><br/>
She hears her bonny bride-bells ring."<br/></div>
<div class='unindent'>When he had sung it through, Lloyd's handkerchief
was no longer making hasty passes at her eyes.</div>
<p>"I wonder what my little sister Elsie is doing
to-night," he said. "That song always makes me
think of her."</p>
<p>"Tell me about her," said Lloyd, who wanted a
little more time to regain her composure. He understood
why she asked, and began to talk, simply to
divert her mind from her recent fright. But presently
her eager questions showed that she was interested,
and he talked on, feeling that it was good
to have such an appreciative listener. He began
to enjoy the reminiscences himself, and as he talked,
the old days seemed to draw very near, till they
gave him a homesick feeling for the old place that
would never welcome him again. It had gone to
strangers, he told her, and Aunt Patricia was dead.</p>
<p>"Poor old Aunt Patricia," he added, after laughing
over one of the pranks they had played on her.
"She never did understand boys. We tried her
patience terribly. She did the best she could for<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_290" id="Page_290"></SPAN></span>
us, but I've often thought how different it would
have been if my mother had lived. I had a letter
from Daddy to-day, in answer to the one I wrote
about leaving school. It broke me all up. Made
me think of the time when I was a little fellow, and
he rocked me to sleep one night when I had been
naughty, and explained why I ought to be a good
boy. It almost made me wish I could be a little
kid again, and curl up in his arms, and tell him I
was sorry, and would turn over a new leaf."</p>
<p>Lloyd liked the affectionate, almost wistful way
in which he spoke of his father as Daddy. Whatever
indignation she had felt toward him was wiped
away by those confidences. And when he apologized
presently, in his most winning way, for not
keeping his engagement, and told her frankly what
had prevented, she liked him better than she had
done before. She wondered how it could be so,
but she felt now that she knew him as well as Malcolm
or Rob, and that their friendship was not the
growth of a few weeks, but that it reached back to
the very beginning of things.</p>
<p>"You can't imagine what a fascination there is
in seeing that roulette wheel whirl around," he said,
"but I'm done with that now. Daddy's letter settled
the question. And even if that hadn't come,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_291" id="Page_291"></SPAN></span>
I would have stopped. I don't want to lose my
precious turquoises—my friendship stones," he
added, meaningly. "I know how you and Joyce
feel about it. Look at old Alaka's eyes, twinkling
up there over Camelback. They seem to know that
I have heeded their warning."</p>
<p>Presently, as they went along, he glanced up at
her with a smile. "Do you know," he said, "you
look just as you did the first time I saw you, as
you rode up to the gate at Locust, all in white, and
on a black horse. Maybe having your hair hanging
loose as you did then makes me think so. I never
imagined then that I'd ever see you again, much
less find you away out here on the desert."</p>
<p>"It is queah," answered Lloyd. "I thought I
must be dreaming when I heard you sing 'From
the desert I come to thee.'"</p>
<p>"And I certainly thought I was dreaming," answered
Phil, "when, in answer to my call, you appeared
all in white. You could have knocked me
down with a feather, for an instant. I was startled.
Then I thanked my lucky stars that led me your
way."</p>
<p>He began again humming the Bedouin song.
Lloyd, looking out across the wide, moonlighted
desert and up at the twinkling stars, wondered if<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_292" id="Page_292"></SPAN></span>
it was fate that had brought him to her rescue; if
it could be possible that through him was to come
the happiness written for her in the stars.</p>
<p>"There's the Wigwam light," said Phil, presently,
pausing in his song to point it out to her. "We're
almost there. I'll never forget this adventure—till—"
He took up the refrain again, smiling
into her eyes as he hummed it. The refrain that was
to ring through Lloyd's memory for many a year
to come, whenever she thought of this ride across
the moonlighted desert:</p>
<div class='poem'>
"<i>Till the sun grows cold,<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And the stars are old,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And the leaves of the Judgment</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">Book unfold!"</span></i><br/></div>
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