<h4>XXII</h4>
<h4>INTO THE SOUTH</h4>
<p>A long time before he awoke Billy knew that he was not in the snow, and that
hot stuff was running down his throat. When he opened his eyes there was no
longer a light burning in the cabin. It was day. He felt strangely comfortable,
but there was thing in the cabin that stirred him from his rest. It was the odor
of frying bacon. All of his hunger had come back. The joy of life, of
anticipation, shone in his thin face as he pulled himself up. Another face— the
bearded face— red-eyed, almost animal-like in its fierce questioning, bent over
him.</p>
<p>“Where’s your grub, pardner?”</p>
<p>The question was like a stab. Billy did not hear his own voice as he
explained.</p>
<p>“Got none!” The bearded man’s voice was like a bellow as he turned upon the
others, “He’s got no grub!”</p>
<p>In that moment Billy choked back the cry on his lips. He knew the voice now—
<i>and the man.</i> It was Bucky Smith! He half rose to his feet and then
dropped back. Bucky had not recognized him. His own beard, shaggy hair, and
pinched face had saved him from recognition. Fate had played his way.</p>
<p>“We’ll divvy up, Bucky,” came a weak voice. It was from the thin, white-faced
man who had sat corpselike on the edge of his bunk the night before.</p>
<p>“Divvy hell!” growled the other. “It’s up to you— you ’n’ Sweedy. You’re to
blame!”</p>
<p>You’re to blame!</p>
<p>The words struck upon Billy’s ears with a chill of horror. Starvation was in
the cabin. He had fallen among animals instead of men. He saw the thin-faced man
who had spoken for him sitting again on the edge of his bunk. Mutely he looked
to the others to see who was Sweedy. He was the young man who had clutched the
can of beans. It was he who was frying bacon over the sheet-iron stove.</p>
<p>“We’ll divvy, Henry and I,” he said. “I told you that last night.” He looked
over at Billy. “Glad you’re better,” he greeted. “You see, you’ve struck us at a
bad time. We’re on our last legs for grub. Our two Indians went out to hunt a
week ago and never came back. They’re dead, or gone, and we’re as good as dead
if the storm doesn’t let up pretty soon. You can have some of our grub— Henry’s
and mine.”</p>
<p>It was a cold invitation, lacking warmth or sympathy, and Billy felt that
even this man wished that he had died before he reached the cabin. But the man
was human; he had at least not cast his voice with the one that had wanted to
throw him back into the snow, and he tried to voice his gratitude and at the
same time to hide his hunger. He saw that there were three thin slices of bacon
in the frying-pan, and it struck him that it would be bad taste to reveal a
starvation appetite in the face of such famine. Bucky was looking straight at
him as he limped to his feet, and he was sure now that the man he had driven
from the Service had not recognized him. He approached Sweedy.</p>
<p>“You saved my life,” he said, holding out a hand. “Will you shake ?”</p>
<p>Sweedy shook hands limply.</p>
<p>“It’s hell,” he said, in a low voice. “We’d have had beans this morning if I
hadn’t shook dice with him last night.” He nodded toward Bucky, who was cutting
open the top of a can. “He won!”</p>
<p>“My God—” began Billy.</p>
<p>He didn’t finish. Sweedy turned the meat, and added:</p>
<p>“He won a square meal off me yesterday— a quarter of a pound of bacon. Day
before that he won Henry’s last can of beans. He’s got his share under his
blanket over there, and swears he’ll shoot any one who goes to monkeyin’ with
his bed— so you’d better fight shy of it. Thompson— he isn’t up yet— chose the
whisky for <i>his</i> share, so you’d better fight shy of him, too. Henry and
I’ll divvy up with you.”</p>
<p>“Thanks,” said Billy, the one word choking him.</p>
<p>Henry came from his bunk, bent and wabbling. He looked like a dying man, and
for the first time Billy noticed that his hair was gray. He was a little man,
and his thin hands shook as he held them out over the stove and nodded to Billy.
Bucky had opened his can, and approached the stove with a pan of water, coming
in beside Billy without noticing him. He brought with him a foul odor of stale
tobacco smoke and whisky. After he had put his water over the fire he turned to
one of the bunks and with half a dozen coarse epithets roused Thompson, who sat
up stupidly, still half drunk. Henry had gone to a small table, and Sweedy
followed him with the bacon. Billy did not move. He forgot his hunger. His pulse
was beating quickly. Sensations filled him which he had never known or imagined
before. Was it possible that these were people of his own kind? Had a madness of
some sort driven all human instincts from them? He saw Thompson’s red eyes
fastened upon him, and he turned his face to escape their questioning, stupid
leer. Bucky was turning out the can of beans he had won. Beyond him the door
creaked, and Billy heard the wail of the storm. It came to him now as a friendly
sort of sound.</p>
<p>“Better draw up, pardner,” he heard Sweedy say. “Here’s your share.”</p>
<p>One of the thin slices of bacon and a hard biscuit were waiting for him on a
tin plate. He ate as ravenously as Henry and Sweedy, and drank a cup of hot tea.
In two minutes the meal was over. It was terribly inadequate. The few mouthfuls
of food stirred up all his craving, and he found it impossible to keep his eyes
from Bucky Smith and his beans. Bucky was the only one who seemed well fed, and
his horror increased when Henry bent over him and said, in a low whisper: “He
didn’t get my beans fair. I had three aces and a pair, of deuces, an’ he took it
on three fives and two sixes. When I objected he called me a liar an’ hit me.
Them’s my beans, or Sweedy’s!” There was something almost like murder in the
little man’s red eyes.</p>
<p>Billy remained silent. He did not care to talk or question. No one asked him
who he was or whence he came, and he felt no inclination to know more of the men
he had fallen among. Bucky finished, wiped his mouth with his hand, and looked
across at Billy.</p>
<p>“How about going out with me to get some wood?” he demanded.</p>
<p>“I’m ready,” replied Billy.</p>
<p>For the first time he took notice of himself. He was lame and sickeningly
weak, but apparently sound in other ways. The intense cold had not frozen his
ears or feet. He put on his heavy moccasins, his thick coat and fur cap, and
followed Bucky to the door. He was filled with a strange uneasiness. He was sure
that his old enemy had not recognized him, and yet he felt that recognition
might come at any moment. If Bucky recognized him— when they were out alone—</p>
<p>He was not afraid, but he shivered. He was too weak to put up a fight. He did
not catch the ugly leer which Bucky turned upon Thompson. But Henry did, and his
little eyes grew smaller and blacker. On snow-shoes the two men went out into
the storm, Bucky carrying an ax. He led the way through the bit of thin timber,
and across a wide open over which the storm swept so fiercely that their trail
was covered behind them as they traveled. Billy figured that they had gone a
quarter of a mile when they came to the edge of a ravine so steep that it was
almost a precipice. For the first time Bucky touched him. He seized him by the
arm, and in his voice there was an inhuman, taunting triumph.</p>
<p>“Didn’t think I knew you, did you, Billy?” he asked. “Well, I did, and I’ve
just been waiting to get you out alone. Remember my promise, Billy ? I’ve
changed my mind since then. I ain’t going to kill you. It’s too risky. It’s
safer to let you die— by yourself— as you’re goin’ to die to-day or to-night. If
you come back to the cabin— I’ll shoot you!”</p>
<p>With a movement so quick that Billy had <i>no</i> chance to prepare himself
for it Bucky sent him plunging headlong down the side of the ravine. The deep
snow saved him in the long fall. For a few moments Billy lay stunned. Then he
staggered to his feet and looked up. Bucky was gone. His first thought was to
return to the cabin. He could easily find it and confront Bucky there before the
others. And yet he did not move. His inclination to go back grew less and less,
and after a brief hesitation he made up his mind to continue the struggle for
life by himself. After all, his situation would not be much more desperate than
that of the men he was leaving behind in the cabin. He buttoned himself up
closely, saw that his snow-shoes were securely fastened, and climbed the
opposite side of the ridge.</p>
<p>The timber thinned out again, and Billy struck out boldly into the low bush.
As he went he wondered what would happen in the cabin. He believed that Henry,
of the four, would not pull through alive, and that Bucky would come out best.
It was not until the following summer that he learned the facts of Henry’s
madness, and of the terrible manner in which he avenged himself on Bucky Smith
by sticking a knife under the latter’s ribs.</p>
<p>Billy now found himself in a position to measure the amount of energy
contained in a slice of bacon and a cold biscuit. It was not much. Long before
noon his old weakness was upon him again. He found even greater difficulty in
dragging his feet over the snow, and it seemed now as though all ambition had
left him, and that even the fighting spark was becoming disheartened. He made up
his mind to go on until the beginning of night, then he would stop, build a
fire, and go to sleep in its warmth.</p>
<p>During the afternoon he passed out of the scrub into a rougher country. His
progress was slower, but more comfortable, for at times he found himself
protected from the wind. A gloom darker and more somber than that of the storm
was falling about him when he came to what appeared to be the end of the Barren
country. The earth dropped away from under his feet, and far below him, in a
ravine shut out from wind and storm, he saw the black tops of thick spruce. He
began to scramble downward. His eyes were no longer fit to judge distance or
chance, and he slipped. He slipped a dozen times in the first five minutes, and
then there came the time when he did not make a recovery, but plunged down the
side of the mountain like a rock. He stopped with a terrific jar, and for the
first time during the fall he wanted to cry out with pain. But the voice that he
heard did not come from his own lips. It was another voice— and then two, three,
many of them, it seemed to him. His dazed eyes caught glimpses of dark objects
floundering in the deep snow about him, and just beyond these objects were four
or five tall mounds of snow, like tents, arranged in a circle. He knew what they
meant. He had fallen into an Indian camp. In his joy he tried to call out words
of greeting, but he had no tongue. Then the floundering figures caught him up,
and he was carried to the circle of snow mounds. The last that he knew was that
warmth was entering his lungs.</p>
<p>It was a face that he first saw after that, a face that seemed to come to him
slowly from out of night, approaching nearer and nearer until he knew that it
was a girl’s face, with great, dark, strangely shining eyes. In these first
moments of his returning consciousness the whimsical thought came to him that he
was dying and the face was a part of a pleasant dream. If that were not so, he
had fallen at last among friends. His eyes opened wider, he moved, and the face
drew back. Movement stimulated returning life, and reason rehabilitated itself
in great bounds. In a dozen flashes he went over all that had happened up to the
point where he had fallen down the mountain and into the Cree camp. Straight
above him he saw the funnel-like peak of a large birch wigwam, and beyond his
feet he saw an opening in the birch-bark wall through which there drifted a blue
film of smoke. He was in a wigwam. It was warm and exceedingly comfortable.
Wondering if he was hurt, he moved. The movement drew a sharp exclamation of
pain from him. It was the first real sound he had made, and in an instant the
face was over him again. He saw it plainly this time, with its dark eyes and
oval cheeks framed between two great braids of black hair. A hand touched his
brow, cool and gentle, and a low voice soothed him in half a dozen musical
words. The girl was a Cree.</p>
<p>At the sound of her voice an indian woman came up beside the girl, looked
down at him for a moment, and then went to the door of the wigwam, speaking in a
low voice to some one who was outside. When she returned a man followed in after
her. He was old and bent, and his face was thin. His cheek-bones shone, so
tightly was the skin drawn over them. Behind him came a younger man, as straight
as a tree, with strong shoulders and a head set like a piece of bronze
sculpture. This man carried in his hand a frozen fish, which he gave to the
woman. As he gave it to her he spoke words in Cree which Billy understood.</p>
<p><i>“It is the last fish.”</i></p>
<p>For a moment a terrible hand gripped at Billy’s heart and almost stopped its
beating. He saw the woman take the fish and cut it into two equal parts with a
knife, and one of these parts she dropped into a pot of boiling water which hung
over the stone fireplace built under the vent in the wall. <i>They were dividing
with him their last fish!</i> He made an effort and sat up. The younger man came
to him and put a bearskin at his back. He had picked up some of the patois of
half-blood French and English.</p>
<p>“You seek,” he said, “you hurt— and hungry! You have eat soon.”</p>
<p>He motioned with his hand to the boiling pot. There was not a flicker of
animation in his splendid face. There was something god-like in his immobility,
something that was awesome in the way he moved and breathed. He sat in silence
as the half of the last fish was brought by the girl; and not until Billy
stopped eating, choked by the knowledge that he was taking life from these
people, did he speak, and then it was to urge him to finish the fish. When he
had done, Billy spoke to the Indian in Cree. Instantly the Indian reached over
his hand, his face lighting up, and Billy gripped it hard. Mukoki told him what
had happened. There had been a camp of twenty-two, and there were now fifteen.
Seven had died— four men, two women, and one child. Each day during the great
storm the men had gone out on their futile search for game, and every few days
one of them had failed to return. Thus four had died. The dogs were eaten. Corn
and fish were gone; there remained but a little flour, and this was for the
women and the children. The men had eaten nothing but bark and roots for five
days. And there seemed to be no hope. It was death to stray far from camp. That
morning two men had set out for the nearest post, but Mukoki said calmly that
they would never return.</p>
<p>That night and the next day and the terrible night and day that followed were
filled with hours that Billy would never forget. He had sprained one hip badly
in his fall, and could not rise from the cot Mukoki was often at his side, his
face thinner, his eyes more lusterless. The second day, late in the afternoon,
there came a low wailing grief from one of the tepees, a moaning sound that
pitched itself to the key of the storm until it seemed to be a part of it. A
child had died, and the mother was mourning. That night another of the camp
huntsmen failed to return at dusk. But the next day there came at the same time
the end of both storm and famine. With dawn the sun shone. And early in the day
one of the hunters ran in from the forest nearly crazed with joy. He had
ventured farther away than the others, and had found a moose-yard. He had killed
two of the animals and brought with him meat for the first feast.</p>
<p>This last great storm of the winter of 1910 passed well into the “break-up”
season, and, once the temperature began to rise, the change was swift. Within a
week the snow was growing soft underfoot. Two days later Billy hobbled from his
cot for the first time. And then, in the passing of a single day and night, the
glory of the northern spring burst upon the wilderness. <i>The</i> sun rose warm
and golden. From the sides of the mountains and in the valleys water poured
forth in rippling, singing floods. The red bakneesh glowed on bared rocks.
Moose-birds and jays and wood-thrushes flitted about the camp, and the air was
filled with the fragrant smells of new life bursting from earth and tree and
shrub.</p>
<p>With return of health and strength Billy’s impatience to reach McTabb’s cabin
grew hourly. He would have set out before his hip was in condition to travel had
not Mukoki kept him back. At last the day came when he bade his forest friends
good-by and started into the south.</p>
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