<h2><SPAN name="chap05"></SPAN>V</h2>
<p>The haggling business, which had mainly depended on the horse, became
disorganized forthwith. Distress, if not penury, loomed in the distance.
Durbeyfield was what was locally called a slack-twisted fellow; he had good
strength to work at times; but the times could not be relied on to coincide
with the hours of requirement; and, having been unaccustomed to the regular
toil of the day-labourer, he was not particularly persistent when they did so
coincide.</p>
<p>Tess, meanwhile, as the one who had dragged her parents into this quagmire, was
silently wondering what she could do to help them out of it; and then her
mother broached her scheme.</p>
<p>“We must take the ups wi’ the downs, Tess,” said she;
“and never could your high blood have been found out at a more called-for
moment. You must try your friends. Do ye know that there is a very rich Mrs
d’Urberville living on the outskirts o’ The Chase, who must be our
relation? You must go to her and claim kin, and ask for some help in our
trouble.”</p>
<p>“I shouldn’t care to do that,” says Tess. “If there is
such a lady, ’twould be enough for us if she were friendly—not to
expect her to give us help.”</p>
<p>“You could win her round to do anything, my dear. Besides, perhaps
there’s more in it than you know of. I’ve heard what I’ve
heard, good-now.”</p>
<p>The oppressive sense of the harm she had done led Tess to be more deferential
than she might otherwise have been to the maternal wish; but she could not
understand why her mother should find such satisfaction in contemplating an
enterprise of, to her, such doubtful profit. Her mother might have made
inquiries, and have discovered that this Mrs d’Urberville was a lady of
unequalled virtues and charity. But Tess’s pride made the part of poor
relation one of particular distaste to her.</p>
<p>“I’d rather try to get work,” she murmured.</p>
<p>“Durbeyfield, you can settle it,” said his wife, turning to where
he sat in the background. “If you say she ought to go, she will
go.”</p>
<p>“I don’t like my children going and making themselves beholden to
strange kin,” murmured he. “I’m the head of the noblest
branch o’ the family, and I ought to live up to it.”</p>
<p>His reasons for staying away were worse to Tess than her own objections to
going. “Well, as I killed the horse, mother,” she said mournfully,
“I suppose I ought to do something. I don’t mind going and seeing
her, but you must leave it to me about asking for help. And don’t go
thinking about her making a match for me—it is silly.”</p>
<p>“Very well said, Tess!” observed her father sententiously.</p>
<p>“Who said I had such a thought?” asked Joan.</p>
<p>“I fancy it is in your mind, mother. But I’ll go.”</p>
<p>Rising early next day she walked to the hill-town called Shaston, and there
took advantage of a van which twice in the week ran from Shaston eastward to
Chaseborough, passing near Trantridge, the parish in which the vague and
mysterious Mrs d’Urberville had her residence.</p>
<p>Tess Durbeyfield’s route on this memorable morning lay amid the
north-eastern undulations of the Vale in which she had been born, and in which
her life had unfolded. The Vale of Blackmoor was to her the world, and its
inhabitants the races thereof. From the gates and stiles of Marlott she had
looked down its length in the wondering days of infancy, and what had been
mystery to her then was not much less than mystery to her now. She had seen
daily from her chamber-window towers, villages, faint white mansions; above
all, the town of Shaston standing majestically on its height; its windows
shining like lamps in the evening sun. She had hardly ever visited the place,
only a small tract even of the Vale and its environs being known to her by
close inspection. Much less had she been far outside the valley. Every contour
of the surrounding hills was as personal to her as that of her relatives’
faces; but for what lay beyond, her judgment was dependent on the teaching of
the village school, where she had held a leading place at the time of her
leaving, a year or two before this date.</p>
<p>In those early days she had been much loved by others of her own sex and age,
and had used to be seen about the village as one of three—all nearly of
the same year—walking home from school side by side; Tess the middle
one—in a pink print pinafore, of a finely reticulated pattern, worn over
a stuff frock that had lost its original colour for a nondescript
tertiary—marching on upon long stalky legs, in tight stockings which had
little ladder-like holes at the knees, torn by kneeling in the roads and banks
in search of vegetable and mineral treasures; her then earth-coloured hair
hanging like pot-hooks; the arms of the two outside girls resting round the
waist of Tess; her arms on the shoulders of the two supporters.</p>
<p>As Tess grew older, and began to see how matters stood, she felt quite a
Malthusian towards her mother for thoughtlessly giving her so many little
sisters and brothers, when it was such a trouble to nurse and provide for them.
Her mother’s intelligence was that of a happy child: Joan Durbeyfield was
simply an additional one, and that not the eldest, to her own long family of
waiters on Providence.</p>
<p>However, Tess became humanely beneficent towards the small ones, and to help
them as much as possible she used, as soon as she left school, to lend a hand
at haymaking or harvesting on neighbouring farms; or, by preference, at milking
or butter-making processes, which she had learnt when her father had owned
cows; and being deft-fingered it was a kind of work in which she excelled.</p>
<p>Every day seemed to throw upon her young shoulders more of the family burdens,
and that Tess should be the representative of the Durbeyfields at the
d’Urberville mansion came as a thing of course. In this instance it must
be admitted that the Durbeyfields were putting their fairest side outward.</p>
<p>She alighted from the van at Trantridge Cross, and ascended on foot a hill in
the direction of the district known as The Chase, on the borders of which, as
she had been informed, Mrs d’Urberville’s seat, The Slopes, would
be found. It was not a manorial home in the ordinary sense, with fields, and
pastures, and a grumbling farmer, out of whom the owner had to squeeze an
income for himself and his family by hook or by crook. It was more, far more; a
country-house built for enjoyment pure and simple, with not an acre of
troublesome land attached to it beyond what was required for residential
purposes, and for a little fancy farm kept in hand by the owner, and tended by
a bailiff.</p>
<p>The crimson brick lodge came first in sight, up to its eaves in dense
evergreens. Tess thought this was the mansion itself till, passing through the
side wicket with some trepidation, and onward to a point at which the drive
took a turn, the house proper stood in full view. It was of recent
erection—indeed almost new—and of the same rich red colour that
formed such a contrast with the evergreens of the lodge. Far behind the corner
of the house—which rose like a geranium bloom against the subdued colours
around—stretched the soft azure landscape of The Chase—a truly
venerable tract of forest land, one of the few remaining woodlands in England
of undoubted primaeval date, wherein Druidical mistletoe was still found on
aged oaks, and where enormous yew-trees, not planted by the hand of man grew as
they had grown when they were pollarded for bows. All this sylvan antiquity,
however, though visible from The Slopes, was outside the immediate boundaries
of the estate.</p>
<p>Everything on this snug property was bright, thriving, and well kept; acres of
glass-houses stretched down the inclines to the copses at their feet.
Everything looked like money—like the last coin issued from the Mint. The
stables, partly screened by Austrian pines and evergreen oaks, and fitted with
every late appliance, were as dignified as Chapels-of-Ease. On the extensive
lawn stood an ornamental tent, its door being towards her.</p>
<p>Simple Tess Durbeyfield stood at gaze, in a half-alarmed attitude, on the edge
of the gravel sweep. Her feet had brought her onward to this point before she
had quite realized where she was; and now all was contrary to her expectation.</p>
<p>“I thought we were an old family; but this is all new!” she said,
in her artlessness. She wished that she had not fallen in so readily with her
mother’s plans for “claiming kin,” and had endeavoured to
gain assistance nearer home.</p>
<p class="p2">
The d’Urbervilles—or Stoke-d’Urbervilles, as they at first
called themselves—who owned all this, were a somewhat unusual family to
find in such an old-fashioned part of the country. Parson Tringham had spoken
truly when he said that our shambling John Durbeyfield was the only really
lineal representative of the old d’Urberville family existing in the
county, or near it; he might have added, what he knew very well, that the
Stoke-d’Urbervilles were no more d’Urbervilles of the true tree
then he was himself. Yet it must be admitted that this family formed a very
good stock whereon to regraft a name which sadly wanted such renovation.</p>
<p>When old Mr Simon Stoke, latterly deceased, had made his fortune as an honest
merchant (some said money-lender) in the North, he decided to settle as a
county man in the South of England, out of hail of his business district; and
in doing this he felt the necessity of recommencing with a name that would not
too readily identify him with the smart tradesman of the past, and that would
be less commonplace than the original bald, stark words. Conning for an hour in
the British Museum the pages of works devoted to extinct, half-extinct,
obscured, and ruined families appertaining to the quarter of England in which
he proposed to settle, he considered that <i>d’Urberville</i> looked and
sounded as well as any of them: and d’Urberville accordingly was annexed
to his own name for himself and his heirs eternally. Yet he was not an
extravagant-minded man in this, and in constructing his family tree on the new
basis was duly reasonable in framing his inter-marriages and aristocratic
links, never inserting a single title above a rank of strict moderation.</p>
<p>Of this work of imagination poor Tess and her parents were naturally in
ignorance—much to their discomfiture; indeed, the very possibility of
such annexations was unknown to them; who supposed that, though to be
well-favoured might be the gift of fortune, a family name came by nature.</p>
<p>Tess still stood hesitating like a bather about to make his plunge, hardly
knowing whether to retreat or to persevere, when a figure came forth from the
dark triangular door of the tent. It was that of a tall young man, smoking.</p>
<p>He had an almost swarthy complexion, with full lips, badly moulded, though red
and smooth, above which was a well-groomed black moustache with curled points,
though his age could not be more than three- or four-and-twenty. Despite the
touches of barbarism in his contours, there was a singular force in the
gentleman’s face, and in his bold rolling eye.</p>
<p>“Well, my Beauty, what can I do for you?” said he, coming forward.
And perceiving that she stood quite confounded: “Never mind me. I am Mr
d’Urberville. Have you come to see me or my mother?”</p>
<p>This embodiment of a d’Urberville and a namesake differed even more from
what Tess had expected than the house and grounds had differed. She had dreamed
of an aged and dignified face, the sublimation of all the d’Urberville
lineaments, furrowed with incarnate memories representing in hieroglyphic the
centuries of her family’s and England’s history. But she screwed
herself up to the work in hand, since she could not get out of it, and
answered—</p>
<p>“I came to see your mother, sir.”</p>
<p>“I am afraid you cannot see her—she is an invalid,” replied
the present representative of the spurious house; for this was Mr Alec, the
only son of the lately deceased gentleman. “Cannot I answer your purpose?
What is the business you wish to see her about?”</p>
<p>“It isn’t business—it is—I can hardly say what!”</p>
<p>“Pleasure?”</p>
<p>“Oh no. Why, sir, if I tell you, it will seem—”</p>
<p>Tess’s sense of a certain ludicrousness in her errand was now so strong
that, notwithstanding her awe of him, and her general discomfort at being here,
her rosy lips curved towards a smile, much to the attraction of the swarthy
Alexander.</p>
<p>“It is so very foolish,” she stammered; “I fear I can’t
tell you!”</p>
<p>“Never mind; I like foolish things. Try again, my dear,” said he
kindly.</p>
<p>“Mother asked me to come,” Tess continued; “and, indeed, I
was in the mind to do so myself likewise. But I did not think it would be like
this. I came, sir, to tell you that we are of the same family as you.”</p>
<p>“Ho! Poor relations?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“Stokes?”</p>
<p>“No; d’Urbervilles.”</p>
<p>“Ay, ay; I mean d’Urbervilles.”</p>
<p>“Our names are worn away to Durbeyfield; but we have several proofs that
we are d’Urbervilles. Antiquarians hold we are,—and—and we
have an old seal, marked with a ramping lion on a shield, and a castle over
him. And we have a very old silver spoon, round in the bowl like a little
ladle, and marked with the same castle. But it is so worn that mother uses it
to stir the pea-soup.”</p>
<p>“A castle argent is certainly my crest,” said he blandly.
“And my arms a lion rampant.”</p>
<p>“And so mother said we ought to make ourselves beknown to you—as
we’ve lost our horse by a bad accident, and are the oldest branch
o’ the family.”</p>
<p>“Very kind of your mother, I’m sure. And I, for one, don’t
regret her step.” Alec looked at Tess as he spoke, in a way that made her
blush a little. “And so, my pretty girl, you’ve come on a friendly
visit to us, as relations?”</p>
<p>“I suppose I have,” faltered Tess, looking uncomfortable again.</p>
<p>“Well—there’s no harm in it. Where do you live? What are
you?”</p>
<p>She gave him brief particulars; and responding to further inquiries told him
that she was intending to go back by the same carrier who had brought her.</p>
<p>“It is a long while before he returns past Trantridge Cross. Supposing we
walk round the grounds to pass the time, my pretty Coz?”</p>
<p>Tess wished to abridge her visit as much as possible; but the young man was
pressing, and she consented to accompany him. He conducted her about the lawns,
and flower-beds, and conservatories; and thence to the fruit-garden and
greenhouses, where he asked her if she liked strawberries.</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Tess, “when they come.”</p>
<p>“They are already here.” D’Urberville began gathering
specimens of the fruit for her, handing them back to her as he stooped; and,
presently, selecting a specially fine product of the “British
Queen” variety, he stood up and held it by the stem to her mouth.</p>
<p>“No—no!” she said quickly, putting her fingers between his
hand and her lips. “I would rather take it in my own hand.”</p>
<p>“Nonsense!” he insisted; and in a slight distress she parted her
lips and took it in.</p>
<p>They had spent some time wandering desultorily thus, Tess eating in a
half-pleased, half-reluctant state whatever d’Urberville offered her.
When she could consume no more of the strawberries he filled her little basket
with them; and then the two passed round to the rose-trees, whence he gathered
blossoms and gave her to put in her bosom. She obeyed like one in a dream, and
when she could affix no more he himself tucked a bud or two into her hat, and
heaped her basket with others in the prodigality of his bounty. At last,
looking at his watch, he said, “Now, by the time you have had something
to eat, it will be time for you to leave, if you want to catch the carrier to
Shaston. Come here, and I’ll see what grub I can find.”</p>
<p>Stoke d’Urberville took her back to the lawn and into the tent, where he
left her, soon reappearing with a basket of light luncheon, which he put before
her himself. It was evidently the gentleman’s wish not to be disturbed in
this pleasant <i>tête-à-tête</i> by the servantry.</p>
<p>“Do you mind my smoking?” he asked.</p>
<p>“Oh, not at all, sir.”</p>
<p>He watched her pretty and unconscious munching through the skeins of smoke that
pervaded the tent, and Tess Durbeyfield did not divine, as she innocently
looked down at the roses in her bosom, that there behind the blue narcotic haze
was potentially the “tragic mischief” of her drama—one who
stood fair to be the blood-red ray in the spectrum of her young life. She had
an attribute which amounted to a disadvantage just now; and it was this that
caused Alec d’Urberville’s eyes to rivet themselves upon her. It
was a luxuriance of aspect, a fulness of growth, which made her appear more of
a woman than she really was. She had inherited the feature from her mother
without the quality it denoted. It had troubled her mind occasionally, till her
companions had said that it was a fault which time would cure.</p>
<p>She soon had finished her lunch. “Now I am going home, sir,” she
said, rising.</p>
<p>“And what do they call you?” he asked, as he accompanied her along
the drive till they were out of sight of the house.</p>
<p>“Tess Durbeyfield, down at Marlott.”</p>
<p>“And you say your people have lost their horse?”</p>
<p>“I—killed him!” she answered, her eyes filling with tears as
she gave particulars of Prince’s death. “And I don’t know
what to do for father on account of it!”</p>
<p>“I must think if I cannot do something. My mother must find a berth for
you. But, Tess, no nonsense about
‘d’Urberville’;—‘Durbeyfield’ only, you
know—quite another name.”</p>
<p>“I wish for no better, sir,” said she with something of dignity.</p>
<p>For a moment—only for a moment—when they were in the turning of the
drive, between the tall rhododendrons and conifers, before the lodge became
visible, he inclined his face towards her as if—but, no: he thought
better of it, and let her go.</p>
<p>Thus the thing began. Had she perceived this meeting’s import she might
have asked why she was doomed to be seen and coveted that day by the wrong man,
and not by some other man, the right and desired one in all respects—as
nearly as humanity can supply the right and desired; yet to him who amongst her
acquaintance might have approximated to this kind, she was but a transient
impression, half forgotten.</p>
<p>In the ill-judged execution of the well-judged plan of things the call seldom
produces the comer, the man to love rarely coincides with the hour for loving.
Nature does not often say “See!” to her poor creature at a time
when seeing can lead to happy doing; or reply “Here!” to a
body’s cry of “Where?” till the hide-and-seek has become an
irksome, outworn game. We may wonder whether at the acme and summit of the
human progress these anachronisms will be corrected by a finer intuition, a
closer interaction of the social machinery than that which now jolts us round
and along; but such completeness is not to be prophesied, or even conceived as
possible. Enough that in the present case, as in millions, it was not the two
halves of a perfect whole that confronted each other at the perfect moment; a
missing counterpart wandered independently about the earth waiting in crass
obtuseness till the late time came. Out of which maladroit delay sprang
anxieties, disappointments, shocks, catastrophes, and passing-strange
destinies.</p>
<p>When d’Urberville got back to the tent he sat down astride on a chair,
reflecting, with a pleased gleam in his face. Then he broke into a loud laugh.</p>
<p>“Well, I’m damned! What a funny thing! Ha-ha-ha! And what a crumby
girl!”</p>
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