<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></SPAN>CHAPTER I</h2>
<p class="center">HOW A RETIRED PROVISION MERCHANT FELT THE
IMPULSE OF SPRING</p>
<p>Mr. Dickson McCunn completed the polishing
of his smooth cheeks with the towel,
glanced appreciatively at their reflection in the
looking-glass, and then permitted his eyes to stray
out of the window. In the little garden lilacs were
budding, and there was a gold line of daffodils beside
the tiny greenhouse. Beyond the sooty wall a
birch flaunted its new tassels, and the jackdaws were
circling about the steeple of the Guthrie Memorial
Kirk. A blackbird whistled from a thorn-bush, and
Mr. McCunn was inspired to follow its example.
He began a tolerable version of "Roy's Wife of
Aldivalloch."</p>
<p>He felt singularly light-hearted, and the immediate
cause was his safety razor. A week ago he had
bought the thing in a sudden fit of enterprise, and
now he shaved in five minutes, where before he had
taken twenty, and no longer confronted his fellows,
at least one day in three, with a countenance ludicrously
mottled by sticking-plaster. Calculation revealed
to him the fact that in his fifty-five years,
having begun to shave at eighteen, he had wasted
three thousand three hundred and seventy hours—or
one hundred and forty days—or between four<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></SPAN></span>
and five months—by his neglect of this admirable
invention. Now he felt that he had stolen a march
on Time. He had fallen heir, thus late, to a fortune
in unpurchasable leisure.</p>
<p>He began to dress himself in the sombre clothes
in which he had been accustomed for thirty-five
years and more to go down to the shop in Mearns
Street. And then a thought came to him which
made him discard the grey-striped trousers, sit down
on the edge of his bed, and muse.</p>
<p>Since Saturday the shop was a thing of the past.
On Saturday at half-past eleven, to the accompaniment
of a glass of dubious sherry, he had completed
the arrangements by which the provision shop in
Mearns Street, which had borne so long the legend
of D. McCunn, together with the branches in
Crossmyloof and the Shaws, became the property
of a company, yclept the United Supply Stores,
Limited. He had received in payment cash, debentures
and preference shares, and his lawyers and
his own acumen had acclaimed the bargain. But
all the week-end he had been a little sad. It was
the end of so old a song, and he knew no other tune
to sing. He was comfortably off, healthy, free from
any particular cares in life, but free too from any
particular duties. "Will I be going to turn into a
useless old man?" he asked himself.</p>
<p>But he had woke up this Monday to the sound
of the blackbird, and the world, which had seemed
rather empty twelve hours before, was now brisk
and alluring. His prowess in quick shaving assured
him of his youth. "I'm no' that dead old," he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></SPAN></span>
observed, as he sat on the edge of the bed, to his
reflection in the big looking-glass.</p>
<p>It was not an old face. The sandy hair was a
little thin on the top and a little grey at the temples,
the figure was perhaps a little too full for youthful
elegance, and an athlete would have censured the
neck as too fleshy for perfect health. But the cheeks
were rosy, the skin clear, and the pale eyes singularly
childlike. They were a little weak, those eyes,
and had some difficulty in looking for long at the
same object, so that Mr. McCunn did not stare
people in the face, and had, in consequence, at one
time in his career acquired a perfectly undeserved
reputation for cunning. He shaved clean, and
looked uncommonly like a wise, plump schoolboy.
As he gazed at his simulacrum he stopped whistling
"Roy's Wife" and let his countenance harden into
a noble sternness. Then he laughed, and observed
in the language of his youth that "There was life
in the auld dowg yet." In that moment the soul
of Mr. McCunn conceived the Great Plan.</p>
<p>The first sign of it was that he swept all his business
garments unceremoniously on to the floor. The
next that he rootled at the bottom of a deep drawer
and extracted a most disreputable tweed suit. It
had once been what I believe is called a Lovat mixture,
but was now a nondescript sub-fusc, with
bright patches of colour like moss on whinstone.
He regarded it lovingly, for it had been for twenty
years his holiday wear, emerging annually for a
hallowed month to be stained with salt and bleached
with sun. He put it on, and stood shrouded in an<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></SPAN></span>
odour of camphor. A pair of thick nailed boots
and a flannel shirt and collar completed the equipment
of the sportsman. He had another long look
at himself in the glass, and then descended whistling
to breakfast. This time the tune was "Macgregor's
Gathering," and the sound of it stirred the grimy
lips of a man outside who was delivering coals—himself
a Macgregor—to follow suit. Mr. McCunn
was a very fountain of music that morning.</p>
<p>Tibby, the aged maid, had his newspaper and
letters waiting by his plate, and a dish of ham and
eggs frizzling near the fire. He fell to ravenously
but still musingly, and he had reached the stage of
scones and jam before he glanced at his correspondence.
There was a letter from his wife now
holidaying at the Neuk Hydropathic. She reported
that her health was improving, and that she had
met various people who had known somebody who
had known somebody else whom she had once
known herself. Mr. McCunn read the dutiful
pages and smiled. "Mamma's enjoying herself
fine," he observed to the teapot. He knew that for
his wife the earthly paradise was a hydropathic,
where she put on her afternoon dress and every
jewel she possessed when she rose in the morning,
ate large meals of which the novelty atoned for the
nastiness, and collected an immense casual acquaintance
with whom she discussed ailments, ministers,
sudden deaths, and the intricate genealogies of her
class. For his part he rancorously hated hydropathics,
having once spent a black week under the
roof of one in his wife's company. He detested the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></SPAN></span>
food, the Turkish baths (he had a passionate aversion
to baring his body before strangers), the inability
to find anything to do and the compulsion to
endless small talk. A thought flitted over his mind
which he was too loyal to formulate. Once he and
his wife had had similar likings, but they had taken
different roads since their child died. Janet! He
saw again—he was never quite free from the sight—the
solemn little white-frocked girl who had died
long ago in the spring.</p>
<p>It may have been the thought of the Neuk Hydropathic,
or more likely the thin clean scent of the
daffodils with which Tibby had decked the table,
but long ere breakfast was finished the Great Plan
had ceased to be an airy vision and become a sober
well-masoned structure. Mr. McCunn—I may confess
it at the start—was an incurable romantic.</p>
<p>He had had a humdrum life since the day when
he had first entered his uncle's shop with the hope
of some day succeeding that honest grocer; and his
feet had never strayed a yard from his sober rut.
But his mind, like the Dying Gladiator's, had been
far away. As a boy he had voyaged among books,
and they had given him a world where he could
shape his career according to his whimsical fancy.
Not that Mr. McCunn was what is known as a
great reader. He read slowly and fastidiously, and
sought in literature for one thing alone. Sir Walter
Scott had been his first guide, but he read the novels
not for their insight into human character or for
their historical pageantry, but because they gave
him material wherewith to construct fantastic jour<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></SPAN></span>neys.
It was the same with Dickens. A lit tavern,
a stage-coach, post-horses, the clack of hoofs on a
frosty road, went to his head like wine. He was a
Jacobite not because he had any views on Divine
Right, but because he had always before his eyes
a picture of a knot of adventurers in cloaks, new
landed from France, among the western heather.</p>
<p>On this select basis he had built up his small
library—Defoe, Hakluyt, Hazlitt and the essayists,
Boswell, some indifferent romances and a shelf of
spirited poetry. His tastes became known, and he
acquired a reputation for a scholarly habit. He was
president of the Literary Society of the Guthrie
Memorial Kirk, and read to its members a variety
of papers full of a gusto which rarely became
critical. He had been three times chairman at
Burns Anniversary dinners, and had delivered orations
in eulogy of the national Bard; not because he
greatly admired him—he thought him rather vulgar—but
because he took Burns as an emblem of the
un-Burns-like literature which he loved. Mr. McCunn
was no scholar and was sublimely unconscious
of background. He grew his flowers in his small
garden-plot oblivious of their origin so long as they
gave him the colour and scent he sought. Scent, I
say, for he appreciated more than the mere picturesque.
He had a passion for words and cadences,
and would be haunted for weeks by a cunning
phrase, savouring it as a connoisseur savours a vintage.
Wherefore long ago, when he could ill afford
it, he had purchased the Edinburgh <i>Stevenson</i>.
They were the only large books on his shelves, for<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></SPAN></span>
he had a liking for small volumes—things he could
stuff into his pocket in that sudden journey which
he loved to contemplate.</p>
<p>Only he had never taken it. The shop had tied
him up for eleven months in the year, and the
twelfth had always found him settled decorously
with his wife in some seaside villa. He had not
fretted, for he was content with dreams. He was
always a little tired, too, when the holidays came,
and his wife told him he was growing old. He
consoled himself with tags from the more philosophic
of his authors, but he scarcely needed consolation.
For he had large stores of modest contentment.</p>
<p>But now something had happened. A spring
morning and a safety razor had convinced him that
he was still young. Since yesterday he was a man
of a large leisure. Providence had done for him
what he would never have done for himself. The
rut in which he had travelled so long had given
place to open country. He repeated to himself one
of the quotations with which he had been wont to
stir the literary young men at the Guthrie Memorial
Kirk:</p>
<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i4q">"What's a man's age? He must hurry more, that's all;<br/></span>
<span class="i5">Cram in a day, what his youth took a year to hold:<br/></span>
<span class="i5">When we mind labour, then only, we're too old—<br/></span>
<span class="i4">What age had Methusalem when he begat Saul?"<br/></span></div>
</div>
<p>He would go journeying—who but he?—pleasantly.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>It sounds a trivial resolve, but it quickened Mr.
McCunn to the depths of his being. A holiday, and
alone! On foot, of course, for he must travel
light. He would buckle on a pack after the approved
fashion. He had the very thing in a drawer
upstairs, which he had bought some years ago at a
sale. That and a waterproof and a stick, and his
outfit was complete. A book, too, and, as he lit his
first pipe, he considered what it should be. Poetry,
clearly, for it was the Spring, and besides poetry
could be got in pleasantly small bulk. He stood
before his bookshelves trying to select a volume,
rejecting one after another as inapposite. Browning—Keats,
Shelley—they seemed more suited for
the hearth than for the roadside. He did not want
anything Scots, for he was of opinion that Spring
came more richly in England and that English people
had a better notion of it. He was tempted by
the Oxford Anthology, but was deterred by its
thickness, for he did not possess the thin-paper edition.
Finally he selected Izaak Walton. He had
never fished in his life, but <i>The Compleat Angler</i>
seemed to fit his mood. It was old and curious and
learned and fragrant with the youth of things. He
remembered its falling cadences, its country songs
and wise meditations. Decidedly it was the right
scrip for his pilgrimage.</p>
<p>Characteristically he thought last of where he was
to go. Every bit of the world beyond his front door
had its charms to the seeing eye. There seemed
nothing common or unclean that fresh morning.
Even a walk among coal-pits had its attractions....<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></SPAN></span>
But since he had the right to choose, he lingered
over it like an epicure. Not the Highlands,
for Spring came late among their sour mosses.
Some place where there were fields and woods and
inns, somewhere, too, within call of the sea. It
must not be too remote, for he had no time to waste
on train journeys; nor too near, for he wanted a
countryside untainted. Presently he thought of
Carrick. A good green land, as he remembered it,
with purposeful white roads and public-houses
sacred to the memory of Burns; near the hills but
yet lowland, and with a bright sea chafing on its
shores. He decided on Carrick, found a map and
planned his journey.</p>
<p>Then he routed out his knapsack, packed it with
a modest change of raiment, and sent out Tibby to
buy chocolate and tobacco and to cash a cheque at
the Strathclyde Bank. Till Tibby returned he occupied
himself with delicious dreams.... He saw
himself daily growing browner and leaner, swinging
along broad highways or wandering in bypaths.
He pictured his seasons of ease, when he unslung
his pack and smoked in some clump of lilacs by a
burnside—he remembered a phrase of Stevenson's
somewhat like that. He would meet and talk with
all sorts of folk; an exhilarating prospect, for Mr.
McCunn loved his kind. There would be the evening
hour before he reached his inn, when, pleasantly
tired, he would top some ridge and see the
welcoming lights of a little town. There would be
the lamp-lit after-supper time when he would read
and reflect, and the start in the gay morning, when<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></SPAN></span>
tobacco tastes sweetest and even fifty-five seems
young. It would be holiday of the purest, for no
business now tugged at his coat-tails. He was beginning
a new life, he told himself, when he could
cultivate the seedling interests which had withered
beneath the far-reaching shade of the shop. Was
ever a man more fortunate or more free?</p>
<p>Tibby was told that he was going off for a week
or two. No letters need be forwarded, for he
would be constantly moving, but Mrs. McCunn at
the Neuk Hydropathic would be kept informed of
his whereabouts. Presently he stood on his doorstep,
a stocky figure in ancient tweeds, with a bulging
pack slung on his arm, and a stout hazel stick
in his hand. A passer-by would have remarked an
elderly shopkeeper bent apparently on a day in the
country, a common little man on a prosaic errand.
But the passer-by would have been wrong, for he
could not see into the heart. The plump citizen
was the eternal pilgrim; he was Jason, Ulysses,
Eric the Red, Albuquerque, Cortez—starting out to
discover new worlds.</p>
<p>Before he left Mr. McCunn had given Tibby a
letter to post. That morning he had received an
epistle from a benevolent acquaintance, one Mackintosh,
regarding a group of urchins who called
themselves the "Gorbals Die-Hards." Behind the
premises in Mearns Street lay a tract of slums, full
of mischievous boys with whom his staff waged
truceless war. But lately there had started among
them a kind of unauthorised and unofficial Boy
Scouts, who, without uniform or badge or any kind<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></SPAN></span>
of paraphernalia, followed the banner of Sir Robert
Baden-Powell and subjected themselves to a
rude discipline. They were far too poor to join
an orthodox troop, but they faithfully copied what
they believed to be the practices of more fortunate
boys. Mr. McCunn had witnessed their pathetic
parades, and had even passed the time of day with
their leader, a red-haired savage called Dougal.
The philanthropic Mackintosh had taken an interest
in the gang and now desired subscriptions to send
them to camp in the country.</p>
<p>Mr. McCunn, in his new exhilaration, felt that
he could not deny to others what he proposed for
himself. His last act before leaving was to send
Mackintosh ten pounds.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></SPAN></span></p>
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