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<p>Long before this time Henchard, weary of his ruminations on the bridge,
had repaired towards the town. When he stood at the bottom of the street a
procession burst upon his view, in the act of turning out of an alley just
above him. The lanterns, horns, and multitude startled him; he saw the
mounted images, and knew what it all meant.</p>
<p>They crossed the way, entered another street, and disappeared. He turned
back a few steps and was lost in grave reflection, finally wending his way
homeward by the obscure river-side path. Unable to rest there he went to
his step-daughter's lodging, and was told that Elizabeth-Jane had gone to
Mr. Farfrae's. Like one acting in obedience to a charm, and with a
nameless apprehension, he followed in the same direction in the hope of
meeting her, the roysterers having vanished. Disappointed in this he gave
the gentlest of pulls to the door-bell, and then learnt particulars of
what had occurred, together with the doctor's imperative orders that
Farfrae should be brought home, and how they had set out to meet him on
the Budmouth Road.</p>
<p>"But he has gone to Mellstock and Weatherbury!" exclaimed Henchard, now
unspeakably grieved. "Not Budmouth way at all."</p>
<p>But, alas! for Henchard; he had lost his good name. They would not believe
him, taking his words but as the frothy utterances of recklessness. Though
Lucetta's life seemed at that moment to depend upon her husband's return
(she being in great mental agony lest he should never know the
unexaggerated truth of her past relations with Henchard), no messenger was
despatched towards Weatherbury. Henchard, in a state of bitter anxiety and
contrition, determined to seek Farfrae himself.</p>
<p>To this end he hastened down the town, ran along the eastern road over
Durnover Moor, up the hill beyond, and thus onward in the moderate
darkness of this spring night till he had reached a second and almost a
third hill about three miles distant. In Yalbury Bottom, or Plain, at the
foot of the hill, he listened. At first nothing, beyond his own
heart-throbs, was to be heard but the slow wind making its moan among the
masses of spruce and larch of Yalbury Wood which clothed the heights on
either hand; but presently there came the sound of light wheels whetting
their felloes against the newly stoned patches of road, accompanied by the
distant glimmer of lights.</p>
<p>He knew it was Farfrae's gig descending the hill from an indescribable
personality in its noise, the vehicle having been his own till bought by
the Scotchman at the sale of his effects. Henchard thereupon retraced his
steps along Yalbury Plain, the gig coming up with him as its driver
slackened speed between two plantations.</p>
<p>It was a point in the highway near which the road to Mellstock branched
off from the homeward direction. By diverging to that village, as he had
intended to do, Farfrae might probably delay his return by a couple of
hours. It soon appeared that his intention was to do so still, the light
swerving towards Cuckoo Lane, the by-road aforesaid. Farfrae's off
gig-lamp flashed in Henchard's face. At the same time Farfrae discerned
his late antagonist.</p>
<p>"Farfrae—Mr. Farfrae!" cried the breathless Henchard, holding up his
hand.</p>
<p>Farfrae allowed the horse to turn several steps into the branch lane
before he pulled up. He then drew rein, and said "Yes?" over his shoulder,
as one would towards a pronounced enemy.</p>
<p>"Come back to Casterbridge at once!" Henchard said. "There's something
wrong at your house—requiring your return. I've run all the way here
on purpose to tell ye."</p>
<p>Farfrae was silent, and at his silence Henchard's soul sank within him.
Why had he not, before this, thought of what was only too obvious? He who,
four hours earlier, had enticed Farfrae into a deadly wrestle stood now in
the darkness of late night-time on a lonely road, inviting him to come a
particular way, where an assailant might have confederates, instead of
going his purposed way, where there might be a better opportunity of
guarding himself from attack. Henchard could almost feel this view of
things in course of passage through Farfrae's mind.</p>
<p>"I have to go to Mellstock," said Farfrae coldly, as he loosened his reins
to move on.</p>
<p>"But," implored Henchard, "the matter is more serious than your business
at Mellstock. It is—your wife! She is ill. I can tell you
particulars as we go along."</p>
<p>The very agitation and abruptness of Henchard increased Farfrae's
suspicion that this was a ruse to decoy him on to the next wood, where
might be effectually compassed what, from policy or want of nerve,
Henchard had failed to do earlier in the day. He started the horse.</p>
<p>"I know what you think," deprecated Henchard running after, almost bowed
down with despair as he perceived the image of unscrupulous villainy that
he assumed in his former friend's eyes. "But I am not what you think!" he
cried hoarsely. "Believe me, Farfrae; I have come entirely on your own and
your wife's account. She is in danger. I know no more; and they want you
to come. Your man has gone the other way in a mistake. O Farfrae! don't
mistrust me—I am a wretched man; but my heart is true to you still!"</p>
<p>Farfrae, however, did distrust him utterly. He knew his wife was with
child, but he had left her not long ago in perfect health; and Henchard's
treachery was more credible than his story. He had in his time heard
bitter ironies from Henchard's lips, and there might be ironies now. He
quickened the horse's pace, and had soon risen into the high country lying
between there and Mellstock, Henchard's spasmodic run after him lending
yet more substance to his thought of evil purposes.</p>
<p>The gig and its driver lessened against the sky in Henchard's eyes; his
exertions for Farfrae's good had been in vain. Over this repentant sinner,
at least, there was to be no joy in heaven. He cursed himself like a less
scrupulous Job, as a vehement man will do when he loses self-respect, the
last mental prop under poverty. To this he had come after a time of
emotional darkness of which the adjoining woodland shade afforded
inadequate illustration. Presently he began to walk back again along the
way by which he had arrived. Farfrae should at all events have no reason
for delay upon the road by seeing him there when he took his journey
homeward later on.</p>
<p>Arriving at Casterbridge Henchard went again to Farfrae's house to make
inquiries. As soon as the door opened anxious faces confronted his from
the staircase, hall, and landing; and they all said in grievous
disappointment, "O—it is not he!" The manservant, finding his
mistake, had long since returned, and all hopes had centred upon Henchard.</p>
<p>"But haven't you found him?" said the doctor.</p>
<p>"Yes....I cannot tell 'ee!" Henchard replied as he sank down on a chair
within the entrance. "He can't be home for two hours."</p>
<p>"H'm," said the surgeon, returning upstairs.</p>
<p>"How is she?" asked Henchard of Elizabeth, who formed one of the group.</p>
<p>"In great danger, father. Her anxiety to see her husband makes her
fearfully restless. Poor woman—I fear they have killed her!"</p>
<p>Henchard regarded the sympathetic speaker for a few instants as if she
struck him in a new light, then, without further remark, went out of the
door and onward to his lonely cottage. So much for man's rivalry, he
thought. Death was to have the oyster, and Farfrae and himself the shells.
But about Elizabeth-Jane; in the midst of his gloom she seemed to him as a
pin-point of light. He had liked the look on her face as she answered him
from the stairs. There had been affection in it, and above all things what
he desired now was affection from anything that was good and pure. She was
not his own, yet, for the first time, he had a faint dream that he might
get to like her as his own,—if she would only continue to love him.</p>
<p>Jopp was just going to bed when Henchard got home. As the latter entered
the door Jopp said, "This is rather bad about Mrs. Farfrae's illness."</p>
<p>"Yes," said Henchard shortly, though little dreaming of Jopp's complicity
in the night's harlequinade, and raising his eyes just sufficiently to
observe that Jopp's face was lined with anxiety.</p>
<p>"Somebody has called for you," continued Jopp, when Henchard was shutting
himself into his own apartment. "A kind of traveller, or sea-captain of
some sort."</p>
<p>"Oh?—who could he be?"</p>
<p>"He seemed a well-be-doing man—had grey hair and a broadish face;
but he gave no name, and no message."</p>
<p>"Nor do I gi'e him any attention." And, saying this, Henchard closed his
door.</p>
<p>The divergence to Mellstock delayed Farfrae's return very nearly the two
hours of Henchard's estimate. Among the other urgent reasons for his
presence had been the need of his authority to send to Budmouth for a
second physician; and when at length Farfrae did come back he was in a
state bordering on distraction at his misconception of Henchard's motives.</p>
<p>A messenger was despatched to Budmouth, late as it had grown; the night
wore on, and the other doctor came in the small hours. Lucetta had been
much soothed by Donald's arrival; he seldom or never left her side; and
when, immediately after his entry, she had tried to lisp out to him the
secret which so oppressed her, he checked her feeble words, lest talking
should be dangerous, assuring her there was plenty of time to tell him
everything.</p>
<p>Up to this time he knew nothing of the skimmington-ride. The dangerous
illness and miscarriage of Mrs. Farfrae was soon rumoured through the
town, and an apprehensive guess having been given as to its cause by the
leaders in the exploit, compunction and fear threw a dead silence over all
particulars of their orgie; while those immediately around Lucetta would
not venture to add to her husband's distress by alluding to the subject.</p>
<p>What, and how much, Farfrae's wife ultimately explained to him of her past
entanglement with Henchard, when they were alone in the solitude of that
sad night, cannot be told. That she informed him of the bare facts of her
peculiar intimacy with the corn-merchant became plain from Farfrae's own
statements. But in respect of her subsequent conduct—her motive in
coming to Casterbridge to unite herself with Henchard—her assumed
justification in abandoning him when she discovered reasons for fearing
him (though in truth her inconsequent passion for another man at first
sight had most to do with that abandonment)—her method of
reconciling to her conscience a marriage with the second when she was in a
measure committed to the first: to what extent she spoke of these things
remained Farfrae's secret alone.</p>
<p>Besides the watchman who called the hours and weather in Casterbridge that
night there walked a figure up and down Corn Street hardly less
frequently. It was Henchard's, whose retiring to rest had proved itself a
futility as soon as attempted; and he gave it up to go hither and thither,
and make inquiries about the patient every now and then. He called as much
on Farfrae's account as on Lucetta's, and on Elizabeth-Jane's even more
than on either's. Shorn one by one of all other interests, his life seemed
centring on the personality of the stepdaughter whose presence but
recently he could not endure. To see her on each occasion of his inquiry
at Lucetta's was a comfort to him.</p>
<p>The last of his calls was made about four o'clock in the morning, in the
steely light of dawn. Lucifer was fading into day across Durnover Moor,
the sparrows were just alighting into the street, and the hens had begun
to cackle from the outhouses. When within a few yards of Farfrae's he saw
the door gently opened, and a servant raise her hand to the knocker, to
untie the piece of cloth which had muffled it. He went across, the
sparrows in his way scarcely flying up from the road-litter, so little did
they believe in human aggression at so early a time.</p>
<p>"Why do you take off that?" said Henchard.</p>
<p>She turned in some surprise at his presence, and did not answer for an
instant or two. Recognizing him, she said, "Because they may knock as loud
as they will; she will never hear it any more."</p>
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