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<h2> CHAPTER XII. </h2>
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<p>Presently the supper bell began to ring in the depths of the house, and
the sound proceeded steadily upward, growing in intensity all the way up
towards the upper floors. The higher it came the more maddening was the
noise, until at last what it lacked of being absolutely deafening, was
made up of the sudden crash and clatter of an avalanche of boarders down
the uncarpeted stairway. The peerage did not go to meals in this fashion;
Tracy's training had not fitted him to enjoy this hilarious zoological
clamor and enthusiasm. He had to confess that there was something about
this extraordinary outpouring of animal spirits which he would have to get
inured to before he could accept it. No doubt in time he would prefer it;
but he wished the process might be modified and made just a little more
gradual, and not quite so pronounced and violent. Barrow and Tracy
followed the avalanche down through an ever increasing and ever more and
more aggressive stench of bygone cabbage and kindred smells; smells which
are to be found nowhere but in a cheap private boarding house; smells
which once encountered can never be forgotten; smells which encountered
generations later are instantly recognizable, but never recognizable with
pleasure. To Tracy these odors were suffocating, horrible, almost
unendurable; but he held his peace and said nothing. Arrived in the
basement, they entered a large dining-room where thirty-five or forty
people sat at a long table. They took their places. The feast had already
begun and the conversation was going on in the liveliest way from one end
of the table to the other. The table cloth was of very coarse material and
was liberally spotted with coffee stains and grease. The knives and forks
were iron, with bone handles, the spoons appeared to be iron or sheet iron
or something of the sort. The tea and coffee cups were of the commonest
and heaviest and most durable stone ware. All the furniture of the table
was of the commonest and cheapest sort. There was a single large thick
slice of bread by each boarder's plate, and it was observable that he
economized it as if he were not expecting it to be duplicated. Dishes of
butter were distributed along the table within reach of people's arms, if
they had long ones, but there were no private butter plates. The butter
was perhaps good enough, and was quiet and well behaved; but it had more
bouquet than was necessary, though nobody commented upon that fact or
seemed in any way disturbed by it. The main feature of the feast was a
piping hot Irish stew made of the potatoes and meat left over from a
procession of previous meals. Everybody was liberally supplied with this
dish. On the table were a couple of great dishes of sliced ham, and there
were some other eatables of minor importance—preserves and New
Orleans molasses and such things. There was also plenty of tea and coffee
of an infernal sort, with brown sugar and condensed milk, but the milk and
sugar supply was not left at the discretion of the boarders, but was
rationed out at headquarters—one spoonful of sugar and one of
condensed milk to each cup and no more. The table was waited upon by two
stalwart negro women who raced back and forth from the bases of supplies
with splendid dash and clatter and energy. Their labors were supplemented
after a fashion by the young girl Puss. She carried coffee and tea back
and forth among the boarders, but she made pleasure excursions rather than
business ones in this way, to speak strictly. She made jokes with various
people. She chaffed the young men pleasantly and wittily, as she supposed,
and as the rest also supposed, apparently, judging by the applause and
laughter which she got by her efforts. Manifestly she was a favorite with
most of the young fellows and sweetheart of the rest of them. Where she
conferred notice she conferred happiness, as was seen by the face of the
recipient; and at the same time she conferred unhappiness—one could
see it fall and dim the faces of the other young fellows like a shadow.
She never "Mistered" these friends of hers, but called them "Billy,"
"Tom," "John," and they called her "Puss" or "Hattie."</p>
<p>Mr. Marsh sat at the head of the table, his wife sat at the foot. Marsh
was a man of sixty, and was an American; but if he had been born a month
earlier he would have been a Spaniard. He was plenty good enough Spaniard
as it was; his face was very dark, his hair very black, and his eyes were
not only exceedingly black but were very intense, and there was something
about them that indicated that they could burn with passion upon occasion.
He was stoop-shouldered and lean-faced, and the general aspect of him was
disagreeable; he was evidently not a very companionable person. If looks
went for anything, he was the very opposite of his wife, who was all
motherliness and charity, good will and good nature. All the young men and
the women called her Aunt Rachael, which was another sign. Tracy's
wandering and interested eye presently fell upon one boarder who had been
overlooked in the distribution of the stew. He was very pale and looked as
if he had but lately come out of a sick bed, and also as if he ought to
get back into it again as soon as possible. His face was very melancholy.
The waves of laughter and conversation broke upon it without affecting it
any more than if it had been a rock in the sea and the words and the
laughter veritable waters. He held his head down and looked ashamed. Some
of the women cast glances of pity toward him from time to time in a
furtive and half afraid way, and some of the youngest of the men plainly
had compassion on the young fellow—a compassion exhibited in their
faces but not in any more active or compromising way. But the great
majority of the people present showed entire indifference to the youth and
his sorrows. Marsh sat with his head down, but one could catch the
malicious gleam of his eyes through his shaggy brows. He was watching that
young fellow with evident relish. He had not neglected him through
carelessness, and apparently the table understood that fact. The spectacle
was making Mrs. Marsh very uncomfortable. She had the look of one who
hopes against hope that the impossible may happen. But as the impossible
did not happen, she finally ventured to speak up and remind her husband
that Nat Brady hadn't been helped to the Irish stew.</p>
<p>Marsh lifted his head and gasped out with mock courtliness, "Oh, he
hasn't, hasn't he? What a pity that is. I don't know how I came to
overlook him. Ah, he must pardon me. You must indeed Mr—er—Baxter—Barker,
you must pardon me. I—er—my attention was directed to some
other matter, I don't know what. The thing that grieves me mainly is, that
it happens every meal now. But you must try to overlook these little
things, Mr. Bunker, these little neglects on my part. They're always
likely to happen with me in any case, and they are especially likely to
happen where a person has—er—well, where a person is, say,
about three weeks in arrears for his board. You get my meaning?—you
get my idea? Here is your Irish stew, and—er—it gives me the
greatest pleasure to send it to you, and I hope that you will enjoy the
charity as much as I enjoy conferring it."</p>
<p>A blush rose in Brady's white cheeks and flowed slowly backward to his
ears and upward toward his forehead, but he said nothing and began to eat
his food under the embarrassment of a general silence and the sense that
all eyes were fastened upon him. Barrow whispered to Tracy:</p>
<p>"The old man's been waiting for that. He wouldn't have missed that chance
for anything."</p>
<p>"It's a brutal business," said Tracy. Then he said to himself, purposing
to set the thought down in his diary later:</p>
<p>"Well, here in this very house is a republic where all are free and equal,
if men are free and equal anywhere in the earth, therefore I have arrived
at the place I started to find, and I am a man among men, and on the
strictest equality possible to men, no doubt. Yet here on the threshold I
find an inequality. There are people at this table who are looked up to
for some reason or another, and here is a poor devil of a boy who is
looked down upon, treated with indifference, and shamed by humiliations,
when he has committed no crime but that common one of being poor. Equality
ought to make men noble-minded. In fact I had supposed it did do that."</p>
<p>After supper, Barrow proposed a walk, and they started. Barrow had a
purpose. He wanted Tracy to get rid of that cowboy hat. He didn't see his
way to finding mechanical or manual employment for a person rigged in that
fashion. Barrow presently said:</p>
<p>"As I understand it, you're not a cowboy."</p>
<p>"No, I'm not."</p>
<p>"Well, now if you will not think me too curious, how did you come to mount
that hat? Where'd you get it?"</p>
<p>Tracy didn't know quite how to reply to this, but presently said,</p>
<p>"Well, without going into particulars, I exchanged clothes with a stranger
under stress of weather, and I would like to find him and re-exchange."</p>
<p>"Well, why don't you find him? Where is he?"</p>
<p>"I don't know. I supposed the best way to find him would be to continue to
wear his clothes, which are conspicuous enough to attract his attention if
I should meet him on the street."</p>
<p>"Oh, very well," said Barrow, "the rest of the outfit, is well enough, and
while it's not too conspicuous, it isn't quite like the clothes that
anybody else wears. Suppress the hat. When you meet your man he'll
recognize the rest of his suit. That's a mighty embarrassing hat, you
know, in a centre of civilization like this. I don't believe an angel
could get employment in Washington in a halo like that."</p>
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<p>Tracy agreed to replace the hat with something of a modester form, and
they stepped aboard a crowded car and stood with others on the rear
platform. Presently, as the car moved swiftly along the rails, two men
crossing the street caught sight of the backs of Barrow and Tracy, and
both exclaimed at once, "There he is!" It was Sellers and Hawkins. Both
were so paralyzed with joy that before they could pull themselves together
and make an effort to stop the car, it was gone too far, and they decided
to wait for the next one. They waited a while; then it occurred to
Washington that there could be no use in chasing one horse-car with
another, and he wanted to hunt up a hack. But the Colonel said:</p>
<p>"When you come to think of it, there's no occasion for that at all. Now
that I've got him materialized, I can command his motions. I'll have him
at the house by the time we get there."</p>
<p>Then they hurried off home in a state of great and joyful excitement.</p>
<p>The hat exchange accomplished, the two new friends started to walk back
leisurely to the boarding house. Barrow's mind was full of curiosity about
this young fellow. He said,</p>
<p>"You've never been to the Rocky Mountains?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>"You've never been out on the plains?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>"How long have you been in this country?"</p>
<p>"Only a few days."</p>
<p>"You've never been in America before?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>Then Barrow communed with himself. "Now what odd shapes the notions of
romantic people take. Here's a young fellow who's read in England about
cowboys and adventures on the plains. He comes here and buys a cowboy's
suit. Thinks he can play himself on folks for a cowboy, all inexperienced
as he is. Now the minute he's caught in this poor little game, he's
ashamed of it and ready to retire from it. It is that exchange that he has
put up as an explanation. It's rather thin, too thin altogether. Well,
he's young, never been anywhere, knows nothing about the world,
sentimental, no doubt. Perhaps it was the natural thing for him to do, but
it was a most singular choice, curious freak, altogether."</p>
<p>Both men were busy with their thoughts for a time, then Tracy heaved a
sigh and said,</p>
<p>"Mr. Barrow, the case of that young fellow troubles me."</p>
<p>"You mean Nat Brady?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Brady, or Baxter, or whatever it was. The old landlord called him by
several different names."</p>
<p>"Oh, yes, he has been very liberal with names for Brady, since Brady fell
into arrears for his board. Well, that's one of his sarcasms—the old
man thinks he's great on sarcasm."</p>
<p>"Well, what is Brady's difficulty? What is Brady—who is he?"</p>
<p>"Brady is a tinner. He's a young journeyman tinner who was getting along
all right till he fell sick and lost his job. He was very popular before
he lost his job; everybody in the house liked Brady. The old man was
rather especially fond of him, but you know that when a man loses his job
and loses his ability to support himself and to pay his way as he goes, it
makes a great difference in the way people look at him and feel about
him."</p>
<p>"Is that so! Is it so?"</p>
<p>Barrow looked at Tracy in a puzzled way. "Why of course it's so. Wouldn't
you know that, naturally. Don't you know that the wounded deer is always
attacked and killed by its companions and friends?"</p>
<p>Tracy said to himself, while a chilly and boding discomfort spread itself
through his system, "In a republic of deer and men where all are free and
equal, misfortune is a crime, and the prosperous gore the unfortunate to
death." Then he said aloud, "Here in the boarding house, if one would have
friends and be popular instead of having the cold shoulder turned upon
him, he must be prosperous."</p>
<p>"Yes," Barrow said, "that is so. It's their human nature. They do turn
against Brady, now that he's unfortunate, and they don't like him as well
as they did before; but it isn't because of any lack in Brady—he's
just as he was before, has the same nature and the same impulses, but they—well,
Brady is a thorn in their consciences, you see. They know they ought to
help him and they're too stingy to do it, and they're ashamed of
themselves for that, and they ought also to hate themselves on that
account, but instead of that they hate Brady because he makes them ashamed
of themselves. I say that's human nature; that occurs everywhere; this
boarding house is merely the world in little, it's the case all over—they're
all alike. In prosperity we are popular; popularity comes easy in that
case, but when the other thing comes our friends are pretty likely to turn
against us."</p>
<p>Tracy's noble theories and high purposes were beginning to feel pretty
damp and clammy. He wondered if by any possibility he had made a mistake
in throwing his own prosperity to the winds and taking up the cross of
other people's unprosperity. But he wouldn't listen to that sort of thing;
he cast it out of his mind and resolved to go ahead resolutely along the
course he had mapped out for himself.</p>
<p>Extracts from his diary:</p>
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<p>Have now spent several days in this singular hive. I don't know quite
what to make out of these people. They have merits and virtues, but they
have some other qualities, and some ways that are hard to get along
with. I can't enjoy them. The moment I appeared in a hat of the period,
I noticed a change. The respect which had been paid me before, passed
suddenly away, and the people became friendly—more than that—they
became familiar, and I'm not used to familiarity, and can't take to it
right off; I find that out. These people's familiarity amounts to
impudence, sometimes. I suppose it's all right; no doubt I can get used
to it, but it's not a satisfactory process at all. I have accomplished
my dearest wish, I am a man among men, on an equal footing with Tom,
Dick and Harry, and yet it isn't just exactly what I thought it was
going to be. I—I miss home. Am obliged to say I am homesick.
Another thing—and this is a confession—a reluctant one, but
I will make it: The thing I miss most and most severely, is the respect,
the deference, with which I was treated all my life in England, and
which seems to be somehow necessary to me. I get along very well without
the luxury and the wealth and the sort of society I've been accustomed
to, but I do miss the respect and can't seem to get reconciled to the
absence of it. There is respect, there is deference here, but it doesn't
fall to my share. It is lavished on two men. One of them is a portly man
of middle age who is a retired plumber. Everybody is pleased to have
that man's notice. He's full of pomp and circumstance and self
complacency and bad grammar, and at table he is Sir Oracle and when he
opens his mouth not any dog in the kennel barks. The other person is a
policeman at the capitol-building. He represents the government. The
deference paid to these two men is not so very far short of that paid to
an earl in England, though the method of it differs. Not so much
courtliness, but the deference is all there. <br/><br/> Yes, and there
is obsequiousness, too. <br/><br/> It does rather look as if in a
republic where all are free and equal, prosperity and position
constitute rank.</p>
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