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<h3> CHAPTER XII </h3>
<h4>
THE OLD MILLS
</h4>
<p>When Dave reached the construction camp the
work was in full swing. The men, clad in oilskins,
paid little heed to the rain. Ahead was the gang
spreading the heavy stone gravel bed, behind it
came those laying and trimming ties. Following
close upon their heels came others engaged in
setting and bolting the rails, while hard in the rear
followed a gang leveling, checking gauge, and
ballasting. It was very rough railroad construction,
but the result was sufficient for the requirements.
It was rapid, and lacked the careful
precision of a "permanent way," but the men were
working at high pressure against time.</p>
<p>Dave saw that all was well here. He exchanged
a few words with the foreman, and gave his orders.
Then he passed on, intending to return to the mill
for his buckboard. Crossing the bridge to take a
short cut, he encountered Betty driving home from
her school in her uncle's buggy. She drew up at
once.</p>
<p>"Whither away, Dave?" she cried. Then she
hastily turned the dozy old mare aside, so as to
open the wheels to let the man climb in. "Come
along; don't stand there in the rain. Isn't it
awful? The river'll be flooding to-morrow if it
doesn't stop soon. Back to the mills?"</p>
<p>Dave clambered into the buggy and divested
himself of his dripping oilskins. The vehicle was
a covered one, and comparatively rain-proof, even
in such a downpour.</p>
<p>"Well, I guess so," he said. "I'm just going
back to get my buckboard. Then I'm going up to
get a look at Jim Truscott's old mill. He's sent
word this morning to say he'll sell it me."</p>
<p>The girl chirruped at the old mare, but offered
no comment. The simple process of driving over
a road nothing could have induced the parson's
faithful beast to leave seemed to demand all her
attention.</p>
<p>"Did he send, or—have you seen him?" she
asked him presently. And it was plain that the
matter was of unusual interest to her.</p>
<p>"I said he sent. He wrote to me—and mailed
the letter."</p>
<p>"Was there anything—else in the letter?"</p>
<p>The girl's tone was cold enough. Dave, watching
her, was struck by the decision in her expression.
He wanted to hear what she thought of the
letter. He was anxious to see its effect on her.
He handed it to her, and quietly took the reins out
of her hands.</p>
<p>"You can read it," he said. And Betty eagerly
unfolded the paper.</p>
<p>The mare plodded on, splashing solemnly and
indifferently through the torrential streams flooding
the trail, and they were nearly through the village
by the time she handed the letter back and resumed
the reins.</p>
<p>"Curious. I—I don't think I understand him at
all," she said gravely.</p>
<p>"It's an apology," said Dave, anxious for her to
continue.</p>
<p>"Yes, I suppose it is." She paused. "But why
to you?" Then a whimsical smile spread over her
round face. "I thought you two were nearly
square. Now, if the apology had come to
me——"</p>
<p>"Yes, I hadn't thought of that."</p>
<p>Both sat thinking for some time. They arrived
at the point where the trail turned up to Tom
Chepstow's house. Betty ignored the turning and
kept on.</p>
<p>"Is that mill worth all that money?" she asked
suddenly.</p>
<p>Dave shook his head.</p>
<p>"You've come too far," he said, pointing at her
uncle's house. And the girl smiled.</p>
<p>"I want to have a look at the mill. Why are
you buying it at that price, Dave?"</p>
<p>"Because there's no time to haggle, and—I want
it."</p>
<p>Betty nodded. She was looking straight ahead,
and the man failed to see the tender light his words
had conjured in her eyes. She knew that Dave
would never have paid that money to anybody
else, no matter how much he wanted the mill. He
was doing it for Jim. However unworthy the man
was, it made no difference to his large-hearted
nature.</p>
<p>The tenderness still lingered in her eyes when
she turned to him again.</p>
<p>"Is Jim hard up?" she inquired.</p>
<p>The frigidity of her tone was wholly at variance
with her expression. But it told plainly of her
feelings for the subject of her inquiry. Dave
shook his head.</p>
<p>"From all I've heard, and from his own talk, I'd
guess not."</p>
<p>Betty suddenly became very angry. She wanted
to shake somebody, even Dave, since he was the
only person near enough to be shaken.</p>
<p>"He says in his letter, 'as the mill is no further
use to me,'" she cried indignantly. "Dave, your
Christian spirit carries you beyond all bounds.
You have no right to give all that money for it. It
isn't worth it anyway. You are—and he—he—oh,
I've simply no words for him!"</p>
<p>"But your uncle, with due regard for his cloth,
has," Dave put in quickly.</p>
<p>Betty's indignation was gone in an instant, lost
in the laugh which responded to his dry tone.</p>
<p>He had no intention of making her laugh, but he
was glad she did so. It told him so much. It
reassured him of something on which he had
needed reassurance. Her parting with Jim, giving
up as it did the habit and belief of years, had troubled
him. Then in some measure he had felt himself
responsible, although he knew perfectly well
that no word of his had ever encouraged her on the
course she had elected. He was convinced now.
Her regard for Jim was utterly dead, had been dead
far longer than probably even she realized.</p>
<p>With this conviction a sudden wild hope leapt
within him; but, like summer lightning, its very
brilliancy left the night seemingly darker. No, it
could never be now. Betty liked him, liked him
only too well. Her frank friendliness was too outspoken,
and then—ah, yes, he knew himself. Did
he ever get the chance of forgetting? Did not his
mirror remind him every morning? Did not his
hair brushes, even, force it upon him as they loyally
struggled to arrange some order in his obstinate
wiry hair? Did not every chair, even his very bed,
cry out at the awful burden they were called upon
to support? Somehow his thoughts made him rebellious.
Why should he be so barred? Why
should he be denied the happiness all men are
created for? But in a man like Dave such rebellion
was not likely to find vent in words, or even
mood.</p>
<p>In the midst of his thought the drone of his own
distant mills came to him through the steady hiss
of the rain. The sound held him, and he experienced
a strange comfort. It was like an answer to
his mute appeal. It reminded him that his work
lay before him. It was a call to which he was
wedded, bound; it claimed his every nerve; it demanded
his every thought like the most exacting
mistress; and, for the moment, it gripped him with
all the old force.</p>
<p>"Say," he cried, holding up a warning finger,
untidy with years of labor, "isn't she booming?
Hark at the saws," he went on, his eyes glowing
with pride and enthusiasm. "They're singing to
beat the band. It's real music."</p>
<p>They listened.</p>
<p>"Hark!" he went on presently, and Betty's eyes
watched him with a tender smile in their brown
depths. "Hear the rise and fall of it as the breeze
carries it. Hear the 'boom' of the 'ninety-footers'
as they drop into the shoots. Isn't it
great? Isn't it elegant music?"</p>
<p>Betty nodded. Her sympathy was with him if
she smiled at his words.</p>
<p>"A lumbering symphony," she said.</p>
<p>Dave's face suddenly fell.</p>
<p>"Ah," he said apologetically, "you weren't
brought up on a diet of buzz-saw trimmings."</p>
<p>Betty shook her head.</p>
<p>"No," she said gently, "patent food."</p>
<p>Dave's enthusiasm dropped from him, and his
face, unlit by it, had fallen back into its stern set.
At the sight of the almost tragic change Betty's
heart smote her, and she hastened to make amends,
fearful lest he should fail to realize the sympathy
she had for him.</p>
<p>"Ah, no, Dave," she cried. "I know. I understand.
I, too, love those mills for what they mean
to you, to us, to Malkern. They are your world.
They are our world. You have slowly, laboriously
built them up. You have made us—Malkern.
Your prosperity means happiness and prosperity to
hundreds in our beloved valley. You do not love
those mills for the fortune they are piling up for
you, but for the sake of those others who share in
your great profits and whose lives you have been
able to gladden. I know you, Dave. And I understand
the real music you hear."</p>
<p>The man shook his head, but his voice rang with
deep feeling. He knew that he did not deserve all
this girl's words conveyed, but, coming from her,
it was very sweet.</p>
<p>"Little Betty," he said, "you kind of run away
with things. There's a fellow called 'Dave' I
think about a heap. I think about him such a
heap I'm most always thinking of him. He's got
ambition bad—so bad he thinks of precious little
else. Then he's most terrible human. You'd
marvel if you knew just how human he was. Now
you'd think, maybe, he'd not want anything he
hasn't got, wouldn't you? You'd think he was
happy and content to see everything he undertakes
prospering, and other folks happy. Well, he just
isn't, and that's a fact. He's mighty thankful for
mercies received, but there's a heap of other
mercies he grumbles because he hasn't got."</p>
<p>There was so much sincerity in the man's voice
that Betty turned and stared at him.</p>
<p>"And aren't you happy, Dave?" she asked,
hardly knowing what she said, but, woman-like,
fixing on the one point that appealed to her
deepest sympathy.</p>
<p>He evaded the direct question.</p>
<p>"I'm as happy as a third child in playtime," he
said; and then, before she could fully grasp his
meaning, "Ah, here's the mill. Guess we'll pull
up right here."</p>
<p>The old mare came to a standstill, and Dave
sprang out before Betty could answer him. And
as soon as she had alighted he led the horse to a
shed out of the rain.</p>
<p>Then together they explored the mill, and their
talk at once became purely technical. The man
became the practical lumberman, and, note-book in
hand, he led the way from room to room and floor
to floor, observing every detail of the conditions
prevailing. And all the time they talked, Betty
displaying such an exhaustive knowledge of the
man's craft that at times she quite staggered him.
It was a revelation, a source of constant wonder,
and it added a zest to the work which made him
love every moment spent in carrying it out.</p>
<p>It was over an hour before the inspection was
finished, and to Dave it scarcely seemed more than
a matter of minutes. Then there was yet the drive
home with Betty at his side. As they drove away
the culminating point in the man's brief happiness
was reached when the girl, with interest such as
his own might have been, pointed out the value of
his purchase.</p>
<p>"It will take you exactly a week to outfit that
mill, I should say," she said. "Its capacity for big
stuff is so small you shouldn't pay a cent over ten
thousand dollars for it."</p>
<p>Dave smiled. Sometimes Betty's keenness of
perception in his own business made him feel very
small. Several times already that morning she had
put things so incisively before him that he found
himself wondering whether he had considered them
from the right point of view. He was about to answer
her, but finally contented himself with a wondering
exclamation.</p>
<p>"For Heaven's sake, Betty, where did you learn
it all?"</p>
<p>It was a delighted laugh that answered him.</p>
<p>"Where? Where do you think? Why, from
the one man competent to teach me. You forget
that I came to you for instruction five years ago."</p>
<p>The girl's eyes were dancing with pleasure.
Somehow the desire for this man's praise and approval
had unconsciously become part of her whole
outlook. Her simple honesty would not let her
deny it—showed her no reason for denying it.
She sometimes told herself it was just her vanity; it
was the desire of a pupil for a master's praise.
She, as yet, could see no other reason for it, and
would have laughed at the idea that any warmer
feeling could possibly underlie it.</p>
<p>Dave's pleasure in her acknowledgment was very
evident.</p>
<p>"I haven't forgotten, Betty," he said. "But I
never taught you all that. It's your own clever little
head. You could give Joel Dawson a start and
beat him."</p>
<p>"You don't understand," the girl declared
quickly. "It was you who gave me the ground-work,
and then I thought and thought. You see,
I—I wanted to help Jim when he came back."</p>
<p>Dave had no reply to make. The girl's plain
statement had damped his enthusiasm. He had
forgotten Jim. She had done this for love of the
other man.</p>
<p>"I want you to do me a great favor," she went
on presently. "I want it very—very much. You
think I've learned a lot. Well, I want to learn
more. I don't know quite why—I s'pose it's because
I'm interested. I want to see the big lumber
being trimmed. I want to see your own mill in
full work, and have what I don't understand explained
to me. Will you do it? Some night. I'd
like to see it all in its most inspiring light. Will
you, Dave?"</p>
<p>She laid a coaxing hand on his great arm, and
looked eagerly into his eyes. At that moment the
lumberman would have promised her the world.
And he would have striven with every nerve in his
body to fulfil his promise.</p>
<p>"Sure," he said simply. "Name your own
time."</p>
<p>And for once the girl didn't thank him in her
usual frank way. She simply drew her hand away
and chirruped at the old mare.</p>
<p>For the rest of the drive home she remained
silent. It was as though Dave's ready, eager
promise had suddenly affected her in some disturbing
way. Her brown eyes looked straight ahead
along the trail, and they were curiously serious.</p>
<p>They reached the man's home. He alighted,
and she drove on to her own destination with a
feeling of relief not unmixed with regret.</p>
<p>Dave's mother had been long waiting dinner for
her boy. She had seen the buggy and guessed
who was in it, and as he came up she greeted him
with pride and affection shining in her old eyes.</p>
<p>"That was Betty?" she inquired, moving across
to the dinner-table, while the man removed his
slicker.</p>
<p>"Yes, ma," he said coolly. He had no desire to
discuss Betty with any one just then, not even with
his mother.</p>
<p>"Driving with her, dear?" she asked, with smiling,
searching eyes upon his averted face.</p>
<p>"She gave me a lift," Dave replied, coming over
and sitting down at the table.</p>
<p>His mother, instead of helping him to his food,
suddenly came round to his side and laid one
affectionate hand upon his great shoulder. The
contrast in these two had something almost
ridiculous in it. He was so huge, and she was so
small. Perhaps the only things they possessed in
common, outside of their mutual adoration, were
the courage and strength which shone in their gray
eyes, and the abounding kindliness of heart for all
humanity. But whereas these things in the
mother were always second to her love for her boy,
the boy's first thought and care was for the great
work his own hands had created.</p>
<p>"Dave," she said very gently, "when am I
going to have a daughter? I'm getting very, very
old, and I don't want to leave you alone in the
world."</p>
<p>The man propped his elbow on the table and
rested his head on his hand. His eyes were almost
gloomy.</p>
<p>"I don't want to lose you, ma," he said. "It
would break me up ter'ble. Life's mostly lonesome
anyhow." Then he looked keenly up into her
face, and his glance was one of concern. "You—you
aren't ailing any?"</p>
<p>The old woman shook her head, and her eyes
smiled back at him.</p>
<p>"No, boy, I'm not ailing. But I worry some at
times. You see, I like Betty very, very much. In
a different way, I'm almost as fond of her as you
are——"</p>
<p>Dave started and was about to break in, but his
mother shook her head, and her hand caressed his
cheek with infinite tenderness.</p>
<p>"Why don't you marry her, now—now that the
other is broken off——"</p>
<p>But Dave turned to her, and, swept by an almost
fierce emotion, would not be denied.</p>
<p>"Why, ma? Why?" he cried, with all the
pent-up bitterness of years in the depth of his tone.
"Look at me! Look at me! And you ask me
why." He held out his two hands as though to let
her see him as he was. "Would any woman think
of me—look at me with thoughts of love? She
couldn't. What am I? A mountain of muscle,
brawn, bone, whatever you will, with a face and
figure even a farmer would hate to set up over a
corn patch at harvest time." He laughed bitterly.
"No—no, ma," he went on, his tone softening, and
taking her worn hand tenderly in his. "There are
folks made for marriage, and folks that aren't.
And when folks that aren't get marrying they're
doing a mean thing on the girl. I'm not going to
think a mean thing for Betty—let alone do one."</p>
<p>His mother moved away to her seat.</p>
<p>"Well, boy, I'll say no more, but I'm thinking a
time'll come when you'll be doing a mean thing by
Betty if you don't, and she'll be the one that'll
think it——"</p>
<p>"Ma!"</p>
<p>"The dinner's near cold."</p>
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