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<h3> Farmer in the Dell </h3>
<p>Old Ben Westerveld was taking it easy. Every muscle taut, every nerve
tense, his keen eyes vainly straining to pierce the blackness of the
stuffy room—there lay Ben Westerveld in bed, taking it easy. And it
was hard. Hard. He wanted to get up. He wanted so intensely to get up
that the mere effort of lying there made him ache all over. His toes
were curled with the effort. His fingers were clenched with it. His
breath came short, and his thighs felt cramped. Nerves. But old Ben
Westerveld didn't know that. What should a retired and well-to-do
farmer of fifty-eight know of nerves, especially when he has moved to
the city and is taking it easy?</p>
<p>If only he knew what time it was. Here in Chicago you couldn't tell
whether it was four o'clock or seven unless you looked at your watch.
To do that it was necessary to turn on the light. And to turn on the
light meant that he would turn on, too, a flood of querulous protest
from his wife, Bella, who lay asleep beside him.</p>
<p>When for forty-five years of your life you have risen at four-thirty
daily, it is difficult to learn to loll. To do it successfully, you
must be a natural-born loller to begin with and revert. Bella
Westerveld was and had. So there she lay, asleep. Old Ben wasn't and
hadn't. So there he lay, terribly wide-awake, wondering what made his
heart thump so fast when he was lying so still. If it had been light,
you could have seen the lines of strained resignation in the sagging
muscles of his patient face.</p>
<p>They had lived in the city for almost a year, but it was the same every
morning. He would open his eyes, start up with one hand already
reaching for the limp, drab work-worn garments that used to drape the
chair by his bed. Then he would remember and sink back while a great
wave of depression swept over him. Nothing to get up for. Store
clothes on the chair by the bed. He was taking it easy.</p>
<p>Back home on the farm in southern Illinois he had known the hour the
instant his eyes opened. Here the flat next door was so close that the
bed-room was in twilight even at midday. On the farm he could tell by
the feeling—an intangible thing, but infallible. He could gauge the
very quality of the blackness that comes just before dawn. The crowing
of the cocks, the stamping of the cattle, the twittering of the birds
in the old elm whose branches were etched eerily against his window in
the ghostly light—these things he had never needed. He had known. But
here in the un-sylvan section of Chicago which bears the bosky name of
Englewood, the very darkness had a strange quality.</p>
<p>A hundred unfamiliar noises misled him. There were no cocks, no
cattle, no elm. Above all, there was no instinctive feeling. Once,
when they first came to the city, he had risen at twelve-thirty,
thinking it was morning, and had gone clumping about the flat, waking
up everyone and loosing from his wife's lips a stream of acid
vituperation that seared even his case-hardened sensibilities. The
people sleeping in the bedroom of the flat next door must have heard
her.</p>
<p>"You big rube! Getting up in the middle of the night and stomping
around like cattle. You'd better build a shed in the back yard and
sleep there if you're so dumb you can't tell night from day."</p>
<p>Even after thirty-three years of marriage he had never ceased to be
appalled at the coarseness of her mind and speech—she who had seemed
so mild and fragile and exquisite when he married her. He had crept
back to bed shamefacedly. He could hear the couple in the bedroom of
the flat just across the little court grumbling and then laughing a
little, grudgingly, and yet with appreciation. That bedroom, too, had
still the power to appall him. Its nearness, its forced intimacy, were
daily shocks to him whose most immediate neighbor, back on the farm,
had been a quarter of a mile away. The sound of a shoe dropped on the
hardwood floor, the rush of water in the bathroom, the murmur of
nocturnal confidences, the fretful cry of a child in the night, all
startled and distressed him whose ear had found music in the roar of
the thresher and had been soothed by the rattle of the tractor and the
hoarse hoot of the steamboat whistle at the landing. His farm's edge
had been marked by the Mississippi rolling grandly by.</p>
<p>Since they had moved into town, he had found only one city sound that
he really welcomed—the rattle and clink that marked the milkman's
matutinal visit. The milkman came at six, and he was the good fairy
who released Ben Westerveld from durance vile—or had until the winter
months made his coming later and later, so that he became worse than
useless as a timepiece. But now it was late March, and mild. The
milkman's coming would soon again mark old Ben's rising hour. Before
he had begun to take it easy, six o'clock had seen the entire mechanism
of his busy little world humming smoothly and sweetly, the whole set in
motion by his own big work-callused hands. Those hands puzzled him
now. He often looked at them curiously and in a detached sort of way,
as if they belonged to someone else. So white they were, and smooth
and soft, with long, pliant nails that never broke off from rough work
as they used to. Of late there were little splotches of brown on the
backs of his hands and around the thumbs.</p>
<p>"Guess it's my liver," he decided, rubbing the spots thoughtfully.
"She gets kind of sluggish from me not doing anything. Maybe a little
spring tonic wouldn't go bad. Tone me up."</p>
<p>He got a little bottle of reddish-brown mixture from the druggist on
Halstead Street near Sixty-third. A genial gentleman, the druggist,
white-coated and dapper, stepping affably about the fragrant-smelling
store. The reddish-brown mixture had toned old Ben up
surprisingly—while it lasted. He had two bottles of it. But on
discontinuing it he slumped back into his old apathy.</p>
<p>Ben Westerveld, in his store clothes, his clean blue shirt, his
incongruous hat, ambling aimlessly about Chicago's teeming, gritty
streets, was a tragedy. Those big, capable hands, now dangling so
limply from inert wrists, had wrested a living from the soil; those
strangely unfaded blue eyes had the keenness of vision which comes from
scanning great stretches of earth and sky; the stocky,
square-shouldered body suggested power unutilized. All these spelled
tragedy. Worse than tragedy—waste.</p>
<p>For almost half a century this man had combated the elements, head set,
eyes wary, shoulders squared. He had fought wind and sun, rain and
drought, scourge and flood. He had risen before dawn and slept before
sunset. In the process he had taken on something of the color and the
rugged immutability of the fields and hills and trees among which he
toiled. Something of their dignity, too, though your town dweller
might fail to see it beneath the drab exterior. He had about him none
of the highlights and sharp points of the city man. He seemed to blend
in with the background of nature so as to be almost undistinguishable
from it, as were the furred and feathered creatures. This farmer
differed from the city man as a hillock differs from an artificial golf
bunker, though form and substance are the same.</p>
<p>Ben Westerveld didn't know he was a tragedy. Your farmer is not given
to introspection. For that matter, anyone knows that a farmer in town
is a comedy. Vaudeville, burlesque, the Sunday supplement, the comic
papers, have marked him a fair target for ridicule. Perhaps one should
know him in his overalled, stubble-bearded days, with the rich black
loam of the Mississippi bottomlands clinging to his boots.</p>
<p>At twenty-five, given a tasseled cap, doublet and hose, and a long,
slim pipe, Ben Westerveld would have been the prototype of one of those
rollicking, lusty young mynheers that laugh out at you from a Frans
Hals canvas. A roguish fellow with a merry eye; red-cheeked, vigorous.
A serious mouth, though, and great sweetness of expression. As he grew
older, the seriousness crept up and up and almost entirely obliterated
the roguishness. By the time the life of ease claimed him, even the
ghost of that ruddy wight of boyhood had vanished.</p>
<p>The Westerveld ancestry was as Dutch as the name. It had been hundreds
of years since the first Westervelds came to America, and they had
married and intermarried until the original Holland strain had almost
entirely disappeared. They had drifted to southern Illinois by one of
those slow processes of migration and had settled in Calhoun County,
then almost a wilderness, but magnificent with its rolling hills,
majestic rivers, and gold-and-purple distances. But to the practical
Westerveld mind, hills and rivers and purple haze existed only in their
relation to crops and weather. Ben, though, had a way of turning his
face up to the sky sometimes, and it was not to scan the heavens for
clouds. You saw him leaning on the plow handle to watch the whirring
flight of a partridge across the meadow. He liked farming. Even the
drudgery of it never made him grumble. He was a natural farmer as men
are natural mechanics or musicians or salesmen. Things grew for him.
He seemed instinctively to know facts about the kin ship of soil and
seed that other men had to learn from books or experience. It grew to
be a saying in that section that "Ben Westerveld could grow a crop on
rock."</p>
<p>At picnics and neighborhood frolics Ben could throw farther and run
faster and pull harder than any of the other farmer boys who took part
in the rough games. And he could pick up a girl with one hand and hold
her at arm's length while she shrieked with pretended fear and real
ecstasy. The girls all liked Ben. There was that almost primitive
strength which appealed to the untamed in them as his gentleness
appealed to their softer side. He liked the girls, too, and could have
had his pick of them. He teased them all, took them buggy riding,
beaued them about to neighbor-hood parties. But by the time he was
twenty-five the thing had narrowed down to the Byers girl on the farm
adjoining Westerveld's. There was what the neighbors called an
understanding, though perhaps he had never actually asked the Byers
girl to marry him. You saw him going down the road toward the Byers
place four nights out of the seven. He had a quick, light step at
variance with his sturdy build, and very different from the heavy,
slouching gait of the work-weary farmer. He had a habit of carrying in
his hand a little twig or switch cut from a tree. This he would twirl
blithely as he walked along. The switch and the twirl represented just
so much energy and animal spirits. He never so much as flicked a
dandelion head with it.</p>
<p>An inarticulate sort of thing, that courtship.</p>
<p>"Hello, Emma."</p>
<p>"How do, Ben."</p>
<p>"Thought you might like to walk a piece down the road. They got a calf
at Aug Tietjens' with five legs."</p>
<p>"I heard. I'd just as lief walk a little piece. I'm kind of beat,
though. We've got the threshers day after tomorrow. We've been
cooking up."</p>
<p>Beneath Ben's bonhomie and roguishness there was much shyness. The two
would plod along the road together in a sort of blissful agony of
embarrassment. The neighbors were right in their surmise that there
was no definite understanding between them. But the thing was settled
in the minds of both. Once Ben had said: "Pop says I can have the
north eighty on easy payments if—when——"</p>
<p>Emma Byers had flushed up brightly, but had answered equably: "That's a
fine piece. Your pop is an awful good man."</p>
<p>The stolid exteriors of these two hid much that was fine and forceful.
Emma Byers' thoughtful forehead and intelligent eyes would have
revealed that in her. Her mother was dead. She kept house for her
father and brother. She was known as "that smart Byers girl." Her
butter and eggs and garden stuff brought higher prices at Commercial,
twelve miles away, than did any other's in the district. She was not a
pretty girl, according to the local standards, but there was about her,
even at twenty-two, a clear-headedness and a restful serenity that
promised well for Ben Westerveld's future happiness.</p>
<p>But Ben Westerveld's future was not to lie in Emma Byers' capable
hands. He knew that as soon as he saw Bella Huckins. Bella Huckins
was the daughter of old "Red Front" Huckins, who ran the saloon of that
cheerful name in Commercial. Bella had elected to teach school, not
from any bent toward learning but because teaching appealed to her as
being a rather elegant occupation. The Huckins family was not elegant.
In that day a year or two of teaching in a country school took the
place of the present-day normal-school diploma. Bella had an eye on
St. Louis, forty miles from the town of Commercial. So she used the
country school as a step toward her ultimate goal, though she hated the
country and dreaded her apprenticeship.</p>
<p>"I'll get a beau," she said, "who'll take me driving and around. And
Saturdays and Sundays I can come to town."</p>
<p>The first time Ben Westerveld saw her she was coming down the road
toward him in her tight-fitting black alpaca dress. The sunset was
behind her. Her hair was very golden. In a day of tiny waists hers
could have been spanned by Ben Westerveld's two hands. He discovered
that later. Just now he thought he had never seen anything so
fairylike and dainty, though he did not put it that way. Ben was not
glib of thought or speech.</p>
<p>He knew at once this was the new schoolteacher. He had heard of her
coming, though at the time the conversation had interested him not at
all. Bella knew who he was, too. She had learned the name and history
of every eligible young man in the district two days after her arrival.
That was due partly to her own bold curiosity and partly to the fact
that she was boarding with the Widow Becker, the most notorious gossip
in the county. In Bella's mental list of the neighborhood swains Ben
Westerveld already occupied a position at the top of the column.</p>
<p>He felt his face redden as they approached each other. To hide his
embarrassment he swung his little hickory switch gaily and called to
his dog Dunder, who was nosing about by the roadside. Dunder bounded
forward, spied the newcomer, and leaped toward her playfully and with
natural canine curiosity.</p>
<p>Bella screamed. She screamed and ran to Ben and clung to him, clasping
her hands about his arm. Ben lifted the hickory switch in his free
hand and struck Dunder a sharp cut with it. It was the first time in
his life that he had done such a thing. If he had had a sane moment
from that time until the day he married Bella Huckins, he never would
have forgotten the dumb hurt in Dunder's stricken eyes and shrinking,
quivering body.</p>
<p>Bella screamed again, still clinging to him. Ben was saying: "He won't
hurt you. He won't hurt you," meanwhile patting her shoulder
reassuringly. He looked down at her pale face. She was so slight, so
childlike, so apparently different from the sturdy country girls.
From—well, from the girls he knew. Her helplessness, her utter
femininity, appealed to all that was masculine in him. Bella, the
experienced, clinging to him, felt herself swept from head to foot by a
queer electric tingling that was very pleasant but that still had in it
something of the sensation of a wholesale bumping of one's crazy bone.
If she had been anything but a stupid little flirt, she would have
realized that here was a specimen of the virile male with which she
could not trifle. She glanced up at him now, smiling faintly. "My, I
was scared!" She stepped away from him a little—very little.</p>
<br/>
<p>"Aw, he wouldn't hurt a flea."</p>
<p>But Bella looked over her shoulder fearfully to where Dunder stood by
the roadside, regarding Ben with a look of uncertainty. He still
thought that perhaps this was a new game. Not a game that he cared
for, but still one to be played if his master fancied it. Ben stooped,
picked up a stone, and threw it at Dunder, striking him in the flank.</p>
<p>"Go on home!" he commanded sternly. "Go home!" He started toward the
dog with a well-feigned gesture of menace. Dunder, with a low howl,
put his tail between his legs and loped off home, a disillusioned dog.</p>
<p>Bella stood looking up at Ben. Ben looked down at her. "You're the
new teacher, ain't you?"</p>
<p>"Yes. I guess you must think I'm a fool, going on like a baby about
that dog."</p>
<p>"Most girls would be scared of him if they didn't know he wouldn't hurt
nobody. He's pretty big."</p>
<p>He paused a moment, awkwardly. "My name's Ben Westerveld."</p>
<p>"Pleased to meet you," said Bella. "Which way was you going? There's a
dog down at Tietjens' that's enough to scare anybody. He looks like a
pony, he's so big."</p>
<p>"I forgot something at the school this afternoon, and I was walking
over to get it." Which was a lie. "I hope it won't get dark before I
get there. You were going the other way, weren't you?"</p>
<p>"Oh, I wasn't going no place in particular. I'll be pleased to keep
you company down to the school and back." He was surprised at his own
sudden masterfulness.</p>
<p>They set off together, chatting as freely as if they had known one
another for years. Ben had been on his way to the Byers farm, as
usual. The Byers farm and Emma Byers passed out of his mind as
completely as if they had been whisked away on a magic rug.</p>
<p>Bella Huckins had never meant to marry him. She hated farm life.</p>
<p>She was contemptuous of farmer folk. She loathed cooking and drudgery.
The Huckinses lived above the saloon in Commercial and Mrs. Huckins was
always boiling ham and tongue and cooking pigs' feet and shredding
cabbage for slaw, all these edibles being destined for the free-lunch
counter downstairs. Bella had early made up her mind that there should
be no boiling and stewing and frying in her life. Whenever she could
find an excuse she loitered about the saloon. There she found life and
talk and color. Old Red Front Huckins used to chase her away, but she
always turned up again, somehow, with a dish for the lunch counter or
with an armful of clean towels.</p>
<p>Ben Westerveld never said clearly to himself, "I want to marry Bella."
He never dared meet the thought. He intended honestly to marry Emma
Byers. But this thing was too strong for him. As for Bella, she
laughed at him, but she was scared, too. They both fought the thing,
she selfishly, he unselfishly, for the Byers girl, with her clear, calm
eyes and her dependable ways, was heavy on his heart. Ben's appeal for
Bella was merely that of the magnetic male. She never once thought of
his finer qualities. Her appeal for him was that of the frail and
alluring woman. But in the end they married. The neighborhood was
rocked with surprise.</p>
<p>Usually in a courtship it is the male who assumes the bright colors of
pretense in order to attract a mate. But Ben Westerveld had been too
honest to be anything but himself. He was so honest and fundamentally
truthful that he refused at first to allow himself to believe that this
slovenly shrew was the fragile and exquisite creature he had married.
He had the habit of personal cleanliness, had Ben, in a day when
tubbing was a ceremony in an environment that made bodily nicety
difficult. He discovered that Bella almost never washed and that her
appearance of fragrant immaculateness, when dressed, was due to a
natural clearness of skin and eye, and to the way her blond hair swept
away in a clean line from her forehead. For the rest, she was a
slattern, with a vocabulary of invective that would have been a credit
to any of the habitues of old Red Front Huckins' bar.</p>
<p>They had three children, a girl and two boys. Ben Westerveld prospered
in spite of his wife. As the years went on he added eighty acres here,
eighty acres there, until his land swept down to the very banks of the
Mississippi. There is no doubt that she hindered him greatly, but he
was too expert a farmer to fail. At threshing time the crew looked
forward to working for Ben, the farmer, and dreaded the meals prepared
by Bella, his wife. She was notoriously the worst cook and housekeeper
in the county. And all through the years, in trouble and in happiness,
her plaint was the same—"If I'd thought I was going to stick down on a
farm all my life, slavin' for a pack of menfolks day and night, I'd
rather have died. Might as well be dead as rottin' here."</p>
<p>Her schoolteacher English had early reverted. Her speech was as
slovenly as her dress. She grew stout, too, and unwieldy, and her skin
coarsened from lack of care and from overeating. And in her children's
ears she continually dinned a hatred of farm life and farming. "You
can get away from it," she counseled her daughter, Minnie. "Don't you
be a rube like your pa," she cautioned John, the older boy. And they
profited by her advice. Minnie went to work in Commercial when she was
seventeen, an overdeveloped girl with an inordinate love of cheap
finery. At twenty, she married an artisan, a surly fellow with roving
tendencies. They moved from town to town. He never stuck long at one
job. John, the older boy, was as much his mother's son as Minnie was
her mother's daughter. Restless, dissatisfied, emptyheaded, he was the
despair of his father. He drove the farm horses as if they were
racers, lashing them up hill and down dale. He was forever lounging
off to the village or wheedling his mother for money to take him to
Commercial. It was before the day of the ubiquitous automobile. Given
one of those present adjuncts to farm life, John would have ended his
career much earlier. As it was, they found him lying by the roadside
at dawn one morning after the horses had trotted into the yard with the
wreck of the buggy bumping the road behind them. He had stolen the
horses out of the barn after the help was asleep, had led them
stealthily down the road, and then had whirled off to a rendezvous of
his own in town. The fall from the buggy might not have hurt him, but
evidently he had been dragged almost a mile before his battered body
became somehow disentangled from the splintered wood and the reins.</p>
<p>That horror might have served to bring Ben Westerveld and his wife
together, but it did not. It only increased her bitterness and her
hatred of the locality and the life.</p>
<p>"I hope you're good an' satisfied now," she repeated in endless
reproach. "I hope you're good an' satisfied. You was bound you'd make
a farmer out of him, an' now you finished the job. You better try your
hand at Dike now for a change."</p>
<p>Dike was young Ben, sixteen; and old Ben had no need to try his hand at
him. Young Ben was a born farmer, as was his father. He had come
honestly by his nickname. In face, figure, expression, and manner he
was a five-hundred-year throwback to his Holland ancestors.
Apple-cheeked, stocky, merry of eye, and somewhat phlegmatic. When, at
school, they had come to the story of the Dutch boy who saved his town
from flood by thrusting his finger into the hole in the dike and
holding it there until help came, the class, after one look at the
accompanying picture in the reader, dubbed young Ben "Dike" Westerveld.
And Dike he remained.</p>
<p>Between Dike and his father there was a strong but unspoken feeling.
The boy was cropwise, as his father had been at his age. On Sundays
you might see the two walking about the farm, looking at the
pigs—great black fellows worth almost their weight in silver; eying
the stock; speculating on the winter wheat showing dark green in April,
with rich patches that were almost black. Young Dike smoked a solemn
and judicious pipe, spat expertly, and voiced the opinion that the
winter wheat was a fine prospect Ben Westerveld, listening tolerantly
to the boy's opinions, felt a great surge of joy that he did not show.
Here, at last, was compensation for all the misery and sordidness and
bitter disappointment of his married life.</p>
<p>That married life had endured now for more than thirty years. Ben
Westerveld still walked with a light, quick step—for his years. The
stocky, broad-shouldered figure was a little shrunken. He was as neat
and clean at fifty-five as he had been at twenty-five-a habit that, on
a farm, is fraught with difficulties. The community knew and respected
him. He was a man of standing. When he drove into town on a bright
winter morning, in his big sheepskin coat and his shaggy cap and his
great boots, and entered the First National Bank, even Shumway, the
cashier, would look up from his desk to say:</p>
<p>"Hello, Westerveld! Hello! Well, how goes it?"</p>
<p>When Shumway greeted a farmer in that way you knew that there were no
unpaid notes to his discredit.</p>
<p>All about Ben Westerveld stretched the fruit of his toil; the work of
his hands. Orchards, fields, cattle, barns, silos. All these things
were dependent on him for their future well-being—on him and on Dike
after him. His days were full and running over. Much of the work was
drudgery; most of it was backbreaking and laborious. But it was his
place. It was his reason for being. And he felt that the reason was
good, though he never put that thought into words, mental or spoken.
He only knew that he was part of the great scheme of things and that he
was functioning ably. If he had expressed himself at all, he might
have said:</p>
<p>"Well, I got my work cut out for me, and I do it, and do it right."</p>
<p>There was a tractor, now, of course; and a sturdy, middle-class
automobile in which Bella lolled red-faced when they drove into town.</p>
<p>As Ben Westerveld had prospered, his shrewish wife had reaped her
benefits. Ben was not the selfish type of farmer who insists on
twentieth-century farm implements and medieval household equipment. He
had added a bedroom here, a cool summer kitchen there, an icehouse, a
commodious porch, a washing machine, even a bathroom. But Bella
remained unplacated. Her face was set toward the city. And slowly,
surely, the effect of thirty years of nagging was beginning to tell on
Ben Westerveld. He was the finer metal, but she was the heavier, the
coarser. She beat him and molded him as iron beats upon gold.</p>
<p>Minnie was living in Chicago now—a good-natured creature, but slack
like her mother. Her surly husband was still talking of his rights and
crying down with the rich. They had two children.</p>
<p>Minnie wrote of them, and of the delights of city life. Movies every
night. Halsted Street just around the corner. The big stores. State
Street. The el took you downtown in no time. Something going on all
the while. Bella Westerveld, after one of those letters, was more than
a chronic shrew; she became a terrible termagant.</p>
<p>When Ben Westerveld decided to concentrate on hogs and wheat he didn't
dream that a world would be clamoring for hogs and wheat for four long
years. When the time came, he had them, and sold them fabulously. But
wheat and hogs and markets became negligible things on the day that
Dike, with seven other farm boys from the district, left for the
nearest training camp that was to fit them for France and war.</p>
<p>Bella made the real fuss, wailing and mouthing and going into
hysterics. Old Ben took it like a stoic. He drove the boy to town that
day. When the train pulled out, you might have seen, if you had looked
close, how the veins and cords swelled in the lean brown neck above the
clean blue shirt. But that was all. As the weeks went on, the quick,
light step began to lag a little. He had lost more than a son; his
right-hand helper was gone. There were no farm helpers to be had. Old
Ben couldn't do it all. A touch of rheumatism that winter half
crippled him for eight weeks. Bella's voice seemed never to stop its
plaint.</p>
<p>"There ain't no sense in you trying to make out alone. Next thing
you'll die on me, and then I'll have the whole shebang on my hands."
At that he eyed her dumbly from his chair by the stove. His resistance
was wearing down. He knew it. He wasn't dying. He knew that, too.
But something in him was. Something that had resisted her all these
years. Something that had made him master and superior in spite of
everything.</p>
<p>In those days of illness, as he sat by the stove, the memory of Emma
Byers came to him often. She had left that district twenty-eight years
ago, and had married, and lived in Chicago somewhere, he had heard, and
was prosperous. He wasted no time in idle regrets. He had been a
fool, and he paid the price of fools. Bella, slamming noisily about
the room, never suspected the presence in the untidy place of a third
person—a sturdy girl of twenty-two or -three, very wholesome to look
at, and with honest, intelligent eyes and a serene brow.</p>
<p>"It'll get worse an' worse all the time," Bella's whine went on.
"Everybody says the war'll last prob'ly for years an' years. You can't
make out alone. Everything's goin' to rack and ruin. You could rent
out the farm for a year, on trial. The Burdickers'd take it, and glad.
They got those three strappin' louts that's all flat-footed or
slab-sided or cross-eyed or somethin', and no good for the army. Let
them run it on shares. Maybe they'll even buy, if things turn out.
Maybe Dike'll never come b——"</p>
<p>But at the look on his face then, and at the low growl of unaccustomed
rage that broke from him, even she ceased her clatter.</p>
<p>They moved to Chicago in the early spring. The look that had been on
Ben Westerveld's face when he drove Dike to the train that carried him
to camp was stamped there again—indelibly this time, it seemed.
Calhoun County in the spring has much the beauty of California. There
is a peculiar golden light about it, and the hills are a purplish haze.
Ben Westerveld, walking down his path to the gate, was more poignantly
dramatic than any figure in a rural play. He did not turn to look
back, though, as they do in a play. He dared not.</p>
<p>They rented a flat in Englewood, Chicago, a block from Minnie's. Bella
was almost amiable these days. She took to city life as though the
past thirty years had never been. White kid shoes, delicatessen
stores, the movies, the haggling with peddlers, the crowds, the
crashing noise, the cramped, unnatural mode of living—necessitated by
a four-room flat—all these urban adjuncts seemed as natural to her as
though she had been bred in the midst of them.</p>
<p>She and Minnie used to spend whole days in useless shopping. Theirs was
a respectable neighborhood of well-paid artisans, bookkeepers, and
small shopkeepers. The women did their own housework in drab garments
and soiled boudoir caps that hid a multitude of unkempt heads. They
seemed to find a great deal of time for amiable, empty gabbling From
seven to four you might see a pair of boudoir caps leaning from
opposite bedroom windows, conversing across back porches, pausing in
the task of sweeping front steps, standing at a street corner, laden
with grocery bundles. Minnie wasted hours in what she called "running
over to Ma's for a minute." The two quarreled a great deal, being so
nearly of a nature. But the very qualities that combated each other
seemed, by some strange chemical process, to bring them together as
well.</p>
<p>"I'm going downtown today to do a little shopping," Minnie would say.
"Do you want to come along, Ma?"</p>
<p>"What you got to get?"</p>
<p>"Oh, I thought I'd look at a couple little dresses for Pearlie."</p>
<p>"When I was your age I made every stitch you wore."</p>
<p>"Yeh, I bet they looked like it, too. This ain't the farm. I got all
I can do to tend to the house, without sewing."</p>
<p>"I did it. I did the housework and the sewin' and cookin', an'
besides——"</p>
<p>"A swell lot of housekeepin' you did. You don't need to tell me."</p>
<p>The bickering grew to a quarrel. But in the end they took the downtown
el together. You saw them, flushed of face, with twitching fingers,
indulging in a sort of orgy of dime spending in the five-and-ten-cent
store on the wrong side of State Street.</p>
<p>They pawed over bolts of cheap lace and bits of stuff in the stifling
air of the crowded place. They would buy a sack of salted peanuts from
the great mound in the glass case, or a bag of the greasy pink candy
piled in profusion on the counter, and this they would munch as they
went.</p>
<p>They came home late, fagged and irritable, and supplemented their
hurried dinner with hastily bought food from the near-by delicatessen.</p>
<p>Thus ran the life of ease for Ben Westerveld, retired farmer. And so
now he lay impatiently in bed, rubbing a nervous forefinger over the
edge of the sheet and saying to himself that, well, here was another
day. What day was it? L'see now. Yesterday was—yesterday. A little
feeling of panic came over him. He couldn't remember what yesterday
had been. He counted back laboriously and decided that today must be
Thursday. Not that it made any difference.</p>
<p>They had lived in the city almost a year now. But the city had not
digested Ben. He was a leathery morsel that could not be assimilated.
There he stuck in Chicago's crop, contributing nothing, gaining
nothing. A rube in a comic collar ambling aimlessly about Halsted
Street or State downtown. You saw him conversing hungrily with the
gritty and taciturn Swede who was janitor for the block of red-brick
flats. Ben used to follow him around pathetically, engaging him in the
talk of the day. Ben knew no men except the surly Gus, Minnie's
husband. Gus, the firebrand, thought Ben hardly worthy of his
contempt. If Ben thought, sometimes, of the respect with which he had
always been greeted when he clumped down the main street of
Commercial—if he thought of how the farmers for miles around had come
to him for expert advice and opinion—he said nothing.</p>
<p>Sometimes the janitor graciously allowed Ben to attend to the furnace
of the building in which he lived. He took out ashes, shoveled coal.
He tinkered and rattled and shook things. You heard him shoveling and
scraping down there, and smelled the acrid odor of his pipe. It gave
him something to do. He would emerge sooty and almost happy.</p>
<p>"You been monkeying with that furnace again!" Bella would scold. "If
you want something to do, why don't you plant a garden in the back yard
and grow something? You was crazy about it on the farm."</p>
<p>His face flushed a slow, dull red at that. He could not explain to her
that he lost no dignity in his own eyes in fussing about an inadequate
little furnace, but that self-respect would not allow him to stoop to
gardening—he who had reigned over six hundred acres of bountiful soil.</p>
<p>On winter afternoons you saw him sometimes at the movies, whiling away
one of his many idle hours in the dim, close-smelling atmosphere of the
place. Tokyo and Rome and Gallipoli came to him. He saw beautiful
tiger-women twining fair, false arms about the stalwart but yielding
forms of young men with cleft chins. He was only mildly interested. He
talked to anyone who would talk to him, though he was naturally a shy
man. He talked to the barber, the grocer, the druggist, the streetcar
conductor, the milkman, the iceman. But the price of wheat did not
interest these gentlemen. They did not know that the price of wheat
was the most vital topic of conversation in the world.</p>
<p>"Well, now," he would say, "you take this year's wheat crop, with about
917,000,000 bushels of wheat harvested, why, that's what's going to win
the war! Yes, sirree! No wheat, no winning, that's what I say."</p>
<p>"Ya-as, it is!" the city men would scoff. But the queer part of it is
that Farmer Ben was right.</p>
<p>Minnie got into the habit of using him as a sort of nursemaid. It gave
her many hours of freedom for gadding and gossiping.</p>
<p>"Pa, will you look after Pearlie for a little while this morning? I
got to run downtown to match something and she gets so tired and
mean-acting if I take her along. Ma's going with me."</p>
<p>He loved the feel of Pearlie's small, velvet-soft hand in his big fist.
He called her "little feller," and fed her forbidden dainties. His big
brown fingers were miraculously deft at buttoning and unbuttoning her
tiny garments, and wiping her soft lips, and performing a hundred
tender offices. He was playing a sort of game with himself, pretending
this was Dike become a baby again. Once the pair managed to get over
to Lincoln Park, where they spent a glorious day looking at the
animals, eating popcorn, and riding on the miniature railway.</p>
<p>They returned, tired, dusty, and happy, to a double tirade.</p>
<p>Bella engaged in a great deal of what she called worrying about Dike.
Ben spoke of him seldom, but the boy was always present in his
thoughts. They had written him of their move, but he had not seemed to
get the impression of its permanence. His letters indicated that he
thought they were visiting Minnie, or taking a vacation in the city.
Dike's letters were few. Ben treasured them, and read and reread them.
When the Armistice news came, and with it the possibility of Dike's
return, Ben tried to fancy him fitting into the life of the city. And
his whole being revolted at the thought.</p>
<p>He saw the pimply-faced, sallow youths standing at the corner of
Halsted and Sixty-third, spitting languidly and handling their limp
cigarettes with an amazing labial dexterity. Their conversation was
low-voiced, sinister, and terse, and their eyes narrowed as they
watched the overdressed, scarlet-lipped girls go by. A great fear
clutched at Ben Westerveld's heart.</p>
<p>The lack of exercise and manual labor began to tell on Ben. He did not
grow fat from idleness. Instead his skin seemed to sag and hang on his
frame, like a garment grown too large for him. He walked a great deal.
Perhaps that had something to do with it. He tramped miles of city
pavements. He was a very lonely man. And then, one day, quite by
accident, he came upon South Water Street. Came upon it, stared at it
as a water-crazed traveler in a desert gazes upon the spring in the
oasis, and drank from it, thirstily, gratefully.</p>
<p>South Water Street feeds Chicago. Into that close-packed thoroughfare
come daily the fruits and vegetables that will supply a million tables.
Ben had heard of it, vaguely, but had never attempted to find it. Now
he stumbled upon it and, standing there, felt at home in Chicago for
the first time in more than a year. He saw ruddy men walking about in
overalls and carrying whips in their hands—wagon whips, actually. He
hadn't seen men like that since he had left the farm. The sight of
them sent a great pang of homesickness through him. His hand reached
out and he ran an accustomed finger over the potatoes in a barrel on
the walk. His fingers lingered and gripped them, and passed over them
lovingly.</p>
<p>At the contact something within him that had been tight and hungry
seemed to relax, satisfied. It was his nerves, feeding on those
familiar things for which they had been starving.</p>
<p>He walked up one side and down the other. Crates of lettuce, bins of
onions, barrels of apples. Such vegetables! The radishes were scarlet
globes. Each carrot was a spear of pure orange. The green and purple
of fancy asparagus held his expert eye. The cauliflower was like a
great bouquet, fit for a bride; the cabbages glowed like jade.</p>
<p>And the men! He hadn't dreamed there were men like that in this big,
shiny-shod, stiffly laundered, white-collared city. Here were rufous
men in overalls—worn, shabby, easy-looking overalls and old blue
shirts, and mashed hats worn at a careless angle. Men, jovial,
good-natured, with clear eyes, and having about them some of the
revivifying freshness and wholesomeness of the products they handled.</p>
<p>Ben Westerveld breathed in the strong, pungent smell of onions and
garlic and of the earth that seemed to cling to the vegetables, washed
clean though they were. He breathed deeply, gratefully, and felt
strangely at peace.</p>
<p>It was a busy street. A hundred times he had to step quickly to avoid
a hand truck, or dray, or laden wagon. And yet the busy men found time
to greet him friendlily. "H'are you!" they said genially. "H'are you
this morning!"</p>
<p>He was marketwise enough to know that some of these busy people were
commission men, and some grocers, and some buyers, stewards, clerks.
It was a womanless thoroughfare. At the busiest business corner,
though, in front of the largest commission house on the street, he saw
a woman. Evidently she was transacting business, too, for he saw the
men bringing boxes of berries and vegetables for her inspection. A
woman in a plain blue skirt and a small black hat.</p>
<p>A funny job for a woman. What weren't they mixing into nowadays!</p>
<p>He turned sidewise in the narrow, crowded space in order to pass her
little group. And one of the men—a red-cheeked, merry-looking young
fellow in a white apron—laughed and said: "Well, Emma, you win. When
it comes to driving a bargain with you, I quit. It can't be did!"</p>
<p>Even then he didn't know her. He did not dream that this straight,
slim, tailored, white-haired woman, bargaining so shrewdly with these
men, was the Emma Byers of the old days. But he stopped there a
moment, in frank curiosity, and the woman looked up. She looked up,
and he knew those intelligent eyes and that serene brow. He had
carried the picture of them in his mind for more than thirty years, so
it was not so surprising.</p>
<p>He did not hesitate. He might have if he had thought a moment, but he
acted automatically. He stood before her. "You're Emma Byers, ain't
you?"</p>
<p>She did not know him at first. Small blame to her, so completely had
the roguish, vigorous boy vanished in this sallow, sad-eyed old man.
Then: "Why, Ben!" she said quietly. And there was pity in her voice,
though she did not mean to have it there. She put out one hand—that
capable, reassuring hand—and gripped his and held it a moment. It was
queer and significant that it should be his hand that lay within hers.</p>
<p>"Well, what in all get-out are you doing around here, Emma?" He tried
to be jovial and easy. She turned to the aproned man with whom she had
been dealing and smiled.</p>
<p>"What am I doing here, Joe?"</p>
<p>Joe grinned, waggishly. "Nothin'; only beatin' every man on the street
at his own game, and makin' so much money that——"</p>
<p>But she stopped him there. "I guess I'll do my own explaining." She
turned to Ben again. "And what are you doing here in Chicago?"</p>
<p>Ben passed a faltering hand across his chin. "Me? Well, I'm—we're
living here, I s'pose. Livin' here."</p>
<p>She glanced at him sharply. "Left the farm, Ben?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"Wait a minute." She concluded her business with Joe; finished it
briskly and to her own satisfaction. With her bright brown eyes and
her alert manner and her quick little movements she made you think of a
wren—a businesslike little wren—a very early wren that is highly
versed in the worm-catching way.</p>
<p>At her next utterance he was startled but game.</p>
<p>"Have you had your lunch?"</p>
<p>"Why, no; I——"</p>
<p>"I've been down here since seven, and I'm starved. Let's go and have a
bite at the little Greek restaurant around the corner. A cup of coffee
and a sandwich, anyway."</p>
<p>Seated at the bare little table, she surveyed him with those
intelligent, understanding, kindly eyes, and he felt the years slip
from him. They were walking down the country road together, and she
was listening quietly and advising him.</p>
<p>She interrogated him gently. But something of his old masterfulness
came back to him. "No, I want to know about you first. I can't get
the rights of it, you being here on South Water, tradin' and all."</p>
<p>So she told him briefly. She was in the commission business.
Successful. She bought, too, for such hotels as the Blackstone and the
Congress, and for half a dozen big restaurants. She gave him bare
facts, but he was shrewd enough and sufficiently versed in business to
know that here was a woman of established commercial position.</p>
<p>"But how does it happen you're keepin' it up, Emma, all this time?
Why, you must be anyway—it ain't that you look it—but——" He
floundered, stopped.</p>
<p>She laughed. "That's all right, Ben. I couldn't fool you on that.
And I'm working because it keeps me happy. I want to work till I die.
My children keep telling me to stop, but I know better than that. I'm
not going to rust out. I want to wear out." Then, at an unspoken
question in his eyes: "He's dead. These twenty years. It was hard at
first, when the children were small. But I knew garden stuff if I
didn't know anything else. It came natural to me. That's all."</p>
<p>So then she got his story from him bit by bit. He spoke of the farm
and of Dike, and there was a great pride in his voice. He spoke of
Bella, and the son who had been killed, and of Minnie. And the words
came falteringly. He was trying to hide something, and he was not made
for deception. When he had finished:</p>
<p>"Now, listen, Ben. You go back to your farm."</p>
<p>"I can't. She—I can't."</p>
<p>She leaned forward, earnestly. "You go back to the farm."</p>
<p>He turned up his palms with a little gesture of defeat. "I can't."</p>
<p>"You can't stay here. It's killing you. It's poisoning you. Did you
ever hear of toxins? That means poisons, and you're poisoning
yourself. You'll die of it. You've got another twenty years of work
in you. What's ailing you? You go back to your wheat and your apples
and your hogs. There isn't a bigger job in the world than that."</p>
<p>For a moment his face took on a glow from the warmth of her own
inspiring personality. But it died again. When they rose to go, his
shoulders drooped again, his muscles sagged. At the doorway he paused
a moment, awkward in farewell. He blushed a little, stammered.</p>
<p>"Emma—I always wanted to tell you. God knows it was luck for you the
way it turned out—but I always wanted to——"</p>
<p>She took his hand again in her firm grip at that, and her kindly,
bright brown eyes were on him. "I never held it against you, Ben. I
had to live a long time to understand it. But I never held a grudge.
It just wasn't to be, I suppose. But listen to me, Ben. You do as I
tell you. You go back to your wheat and your apples and your hogs.
There isn't a bigger man-size job in the world. It's where you belong."</p>
<p>Unconsciously his shoulders straightened again. Again they sagged.
And so they parted, the two.</p>
<p>He must have walked almost all the long way home, through miles and
miles of city streets. He must have lost his way, too, for when he
looked up at a corner street sign it was an unfamiliar one.</p>
<p>So he floundered about, asked his way, was misdirected. He took the
right streetcar at last and got off at his own corner at seven o'clock,
or later. He was in for a scolding, he knew.</p>
<p>But when he came to his own doorway he knew that even his tardiness
could not justify the bedlam of sound that came from within.
High-pitched voices. Bella's above all the rest, of course, but there
was Minnie's too, and Gus's growl, and Pearlie's treble, and the boy
Ed's and——</p>
<p>At the other voice his hand trembled so that the knob rattled in the
door, and he could not turn it. But finally he did turn it, and
stumbled in, breathing hard. And that other voice was Dike's.</p>
<p>He must have just arrived. The flurry of explanation was still in
progress. Dike's knapsack was still on his back, and his canteen at his
hip, his helmet slung over his shoulder. A brown, hard, glowing Dike,
strangely tall and handsome and older, too. Older.</p>
<p>All this Ben saw in less than one electric second. Then he had the
boy's two shoulders in his hands, and Dike was saying, "Hello, Pop."</p>
<p>Of the roomful, Dike and old Ben were the only quiet ones. The others
were taking up the explanation and going over it again and again, and
marveling, and asking questions.</p>
<p>"He come in to—what's that place, Dike?—Hoboken—yesterday only. An'
he sent a dispatch to the farm. Can't you read our letters, Dike, that
you didn't know we was here now? And then he's only got an hour more.
They got to go to Camp Grant to be, now, demobilized. He came out to
Minnie's on a chance. Ain't he big!"</p>
<p>But Dike and his father were looking at each other quietly. Then Dike
spoke. His speech was not phlegmatic, as of old. He had a new clipped
way of uttering his words:</p>
<p>"Say, Pop, you ought to see the way the Frenchies farm! They got about
an acre each, and, say, they use every inch of it. If they's a little
dirt blows into the crotch of a tree, they plant a crop in there. I
never seen nothin' like it. Say, we waste enough stuff over here to
keep that whole country in food for a hundred years. Yessir. And
tools! Outta the ark, believe me. If they ever saw our tractor, they'd
think it was the Germans comin' back. But they're smart at that. I
picked up a lot of new ideas over there. And you ought to see the old
birds—womenfolks and men about eighty years old—runnin' everything on
the farm. They had to. I learned somethin' off them about farmin'."</p>
<p>"Forget the farm," said Minnie.</p>
<p>"Yeh," echoed Gus, "forget the farm stuff. I can get you a job here
out at the works for four-fifty a day, and six when you learn it right."</p>
<p>Dike looked from one to the other, alarm and unbelief on his face.
"What d'you mean, a job? Who wants a job! What you all——"</p>
<p>Bella laughed jovially. "F'r heaven's sakes, Dike, wake up! We're
livin' here. This is our place. We ain't rubes no more."</p>
<br/>
<p>Dike turned to his father. A little stunned look crept into his face.
A stricken, pitiful look. There was something about it that suddenly
made old Ben think of Pearlie when she had been slapped by her
quick-tempered mother.</p>
<p>"But I been countin' on the farm," he said miserably. "I just been
livin' on the idea of comin' back to it. Why, I—— The streets here,
they're all narrow and choked up. I been countin' on the farm. I want
to go back and be a farmer. I want——"</p>
<p>And then Ben Westerveld spoke. A new Ben Westerveld—the old Ben
Westerveld. Ben Westerveld, the farmer, the monarch over six hundred
acres of bounteous bottomland.</p>
<p>"That's all right, Dike," he said. "You're going back. So'm I. I've
got another twenty years of work in me. We're going back to the farm."</p>
<p>Bella turned on him, a wildcat. "We ain't! Not me! We ain't! I'm not
agoin' back to the farm."</p>
<p>But Ben Westerveld was master again in his own house. "You're goin'
back, Bella," he said quietly, "an' things are goin' to be different.
You're goin' to run the house the way I say, or I'll know why. If you
can't do it, I'll get them in that can. An' me and Dike, we're goin'
back to our wheat and our apples and our hogs. Yessir! There ain't a
bigger man-size job in the world."</p>
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