<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XI</h2>
<p>At school next morning Jessie Ross ran up to Davey, her fair plaits
flying.</p>
<p>"I'm to go home with you after school, Davey Cameron," she cried
eagerly. "My mother wants your mother to give her the recipe for making
cough-mixture out of gum leaves."</p>
<p>"All right," said Davey.</p>
<p>It was a very dismal morning in the school-room. The Schoolmaster's face
was dark with displeasure, and it was a very sullen, drooping Deirdre
who took her seat beside Davey.</p>
<p>"After school I'm going to drive over to see your mother, Davey," Mr.
Farrel said. "I must ask her pardon for what happened last night. I am
grieved and ashamed beyond measure that Deirdre—"</p>
<p>His look of reproach went into Deirdre's heart. With a wailing cry she
burst into tears again.</p>
<p>Davey, after his first glance at her, kept his eyes on his book; he
tried not to see her, or hear her sobbing beside him. His heart was hot
against Mr. Farrel. For, after all, it was because she loved the
Schoolmaster so much and could not bear to be separated from him that
Deirdre was crying like this, he told himself. It was hard that Mr.
Farrel should be angry with her as well as everybody else when she had
made everybody angry with her on his account.</p>
<p>But the sight of Deirdre's grief was more than the Schoolmaster could
bear either. He lifted her out of her seat and carried her off to the
far end of the room. He sat there with her on his knee talking to her
for awhile. Once Davey glanced in their direction; but he looked away
quickly. He had seen tears on the Schoolmaster's lean, swarthy cheeks
and Deirdre's face lifted to his with a penitent radiance, and tear-wet
eyes, shining. The joy of being folded into his love again had banished
the desolation and bleak misery from her face.</p>
<p>When school was out, Jess clambered into the spring-cart Davey had come
to school in that day, and perched herself on the high seat.</p>
<p>The Schoolmaster and Deirdre followed them along the road a little
later.</p>
<p>Lass went without any flicking with a switch, or mirthful goading of
hard young heels that afternoon. Davey brooded over the tragedy of
Deirdre's having to become domesticated, and of her love for her father
that made it unendurable for her to be away from him even for a night.
Since he had forgiven her and they had come to an understanding, she had
eyes for nobody else. Her eyes had followed him all the afternoon, still
swimming with tears, an adoring light in them. Davey's young male
instinct was piqued. He had had no existence for her; yet he had always
been her play-mate, and felt for her more than anybody else—even the
Schoolmaster, he was sure.</p>
<p>Jess jolted up and down contentedly on the seat beside him. The ends of
her little fair pig-tails flipped his arm. She chatted gaily.</p>
<p>"I like you better than any of the other boys at school, Davey," she
said with innocent candour. "I think you're the nicest boy, and I'll
marry you when I grow up. Mother says you kissed me once when I was
quite a little girl. And boys only kiss girls who are their sweethearts,
don't they, Davey?"</p>
<p>"No. I don't know," Davey muttered.</p>
<p>Jessie Ross was a fair, tidy-looking little girl, with home-made
stockings and black boots on her dangling feet. Her round little face
never freckled, nor got sunburnt, though she only wore a hat or bonnet
in the summer time. Her skin was prettily coloured and her grey-blue
eyes smiled up at him easily.</p>
<p>It pleased Davey to think that she thought he was "the nicest boy." He
smiled sheepishly. It was good to think that somebody liked him. He
looked round to see how far behind the Schoolmaster and Deirdre were.
They were not very far. He saw Deirdre leaning happily against her
father, although in her hand—Davey's eyes lighted—was the red bundle.</p>
<p>He clucked and whistled to Lass.</p>
<p>"Gee-up! Gee-up, old Lazybones!" he called cheerily.</p>
<p>Jess chirruped after him:</p>
<p>"Gee-up! Gee-up, old Lazybones!"</p>
<p>"You don't like Deirdre better than me, do you, Davey?" she asked.</p>
<p>"No," said Davey in his newly-won good humour and sore at Deirdre's
indifference to his attempts to attract her attention all day.</p>
<p>"The Schoolmaster means she's to stay with us anyway," he thought.</p>
<p>Jess sighed.</p>
<p>"Then if you like me, you can kiss me again, Davey," she said.</p>
<p>"Eh?"</p>
<p>Davey looked scared.</p>
<p>"Well, then, I'll kiss you," Jess said gaily and forth with did.</p>
<p>Davey felt himself grow hot and red.</p>
<p>Jess laughed delightedly.</p>
<p>"Oh you look so funny, Davey!" she cried. "Mick doesn't look like that
when I kiss him."</p>
<p>Jess was only a kid, Davey told himself, and because she had brothers
and kissed them, thought she could kiss other boys. Yet her gay little
peck at his cheek had not displeased him. He wondered whether Deirdre
and the Schoolmaster had seen it.</p>
<p>Davey got out of the cart to swing open the long gate. He left it open
for the Schoolmaster. Mrs. Cameron came into the yard.</p>
<p>Jess jumped out of the cart and ran to her.</p>
<p>"Mother says, Mrs. Cameron dear," she cried, "would you please give her
the recipe for making cough-mixture with gum leaves. And she sends her
love and hopes you are well—as she is—and our black cow has a calf,
and I found thirteen eggs in a nest in the creek paddock, and Mick
killed a snake, five-foot long, under the verandah on Sunday."</p>
<p>Mrs. Cameron smiled and kissed her. Jess snuggled affectionately against
her.</p>
<p>"The Schoolmaster's bringing Deirdre," Davey said.</p>
<p>Mrs. Cameron's eyes flew along the track to the other cart that was
coming slowly up the hillside.</p>
<p>Davey took charge of the Schoolmaster's horse. Mrs. Cameron and he and
the children went indoors.</p>
<p>"I've come to apologise, Mrs. Cameron, for Deirdre's rudeness last
night," the Schoolmaster said gravely. "It was very good of you to say
that you would teach her what I so much want her to know. I hope that
you will forgive her and—"</p>
<p>His voice trembled.</p>
<p>"Deirdre, you've got something to say to Mrs. Cameron yourself, haven't
you?"</p>
<p>"I'm sorry!" Deirdre cried, with a dry, breathless gasp.</p>
<p>Her face had whitened; the misery had come into her eyes again. They
went appealingly to the Schoolmaster and back to Mrs. Cameron's face.</p>
<p>"Will you—forgive me and teach me to cook and sew and be a good
housewife," she sobbed, as if she were repeating a lesson.</p>
<p>"Poor child!"</p>
<p>Mrs. Cameron's compassionate gaze turned from Deirdre to the
Schoolmaster.</p>
<p>"Do you really think you ought to?" she asked.</p>
<p>"So help me God, ma'am," he said, struggling with his emotion. "This is
the only chance I've got of making a decent woman of her—your
influence—if you will use it. I don't want her to be a hoyden always.
She must be gentled and tamed, and if you will be as good as to help
me—"</p>
<p>He stopped abruptly.</p>
<p>"You will forgive me. Good-day," he said, and went out of the room.</p>
<p>Deirdre made a quick, passionate gesture after him. She did not call
him, but a sob broke as she stood staring after him. She ran into the
garden to watch the cart with him in it go down the hillside and slip
out of sight among the trees; then she threw herself on the grass and
sobbed broken-heartedly.</p>
<p>Davey moved to go out to her.</p>
<p>"Leave her alone," his mother said gently, "it's best to let her get
over it by herself, Davey."</p>
<p>Jess flew backwards and forwards helping to set the table. She delighted
in making herself useful.</p>
<p>"Oh, Mrs. Cameron, what a funny salt-cellar," she cried. "We've got two
blue ones and a big new lamp mother got at the Port!"</p>
<p>Mrs. Cameron looked from the tear-stained, grief-torn face of the
Schoolmaster's little daughter to the plump, rosy-cheeked,
happily-smiling child of her nearest and most prosperous neighbour, and
sighed. When the tea was made, she and the children sat round the table
for their meal.</p>
<p>Donald Cameron was away and not expected home for a day or two.</p>
<p>Deirdre tried to eat when she was told to, but her lips quivered. She
choked over the mouthfuls of food she swallowed. Mrs. Cameron put her
arms round her; but Deirdre stiffened against their gentle pressure. She
would not be comforted. Davey stared at her miserably.</p>
<p>Only Jess chattered on artlessly, taking no notice of her, eating all
her bread and butter, and drinking her milk and water, saying her grace
and asking to be excused from the table when she had finished her
meal—as though she were demonstrating generally how a nice,
well-mannered child ought to behave. She had the other bed in the room
in which Deirdre had been put to sleep the night before.</p>
<p>Mrs. Cameron kissed them both good-night.</p>
<p>Jess responded eagerly to her caress. She threw her arms round Mrs.
Cameron's neck and rubbed her soft little face against hers, purring
affectionately.</p>
<p>"I do love you, Mrs. Cameron, dear," she whispered. "Good-night."</p>
<p>Deirdre submitted to the good-night kiss; she did not respond to it. Of
Davey she took no notice when she went to the little room she and Jess
were to sleep in. Jess held up her face for him to kiss as Mrs. Cameron
had done, but he turned away brusquely, as if he did not see it, and she
ran off crying gaily:</p>
<p><span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"Good-night, Davey Jones,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 3em;">And sweet sleep rest your bones."</span><br/></p>
<p>Jess undressed methodically. As she took off each garment she folded it
and laid it neatly on the chair beside her bed. When she had on her
little night-gown of unbleached calico, she brushed her hair and plaited
it again so that it hung in two braids on either side of her face. Then
she knelt down by her bedside, folded her hands together, and prayed
aloud.</p>
<p>She got into bed and looked at Deirdre across the patchwork quilt,
conscious of having performed her whole duty for the day.</p>
<p>"Aren't you sorry you're such a bad, naughty, wicked, little girl?" she
asked.</p>
<p>Deirdre's sobs were her only answer.</p>
<p>"God doesn't love you, and I don't, and Mrs. Cameron and Davey don't
love you either. Nobody loves bad, wicked, naughty little girls," Jess
said solemnly.</p>
<p>She put her head on the pillow and was sleeping, sweetly, peacefully, in
a few minutes.</p>
<p>Deirdre crept to the open window. She gazed out of it at the dark heave
of the forest that cut her off from the being she loved and the hut in
the clearing behind the school. The blue night sky that spread over her
was spread over the hut in the clearing and the school too, she knew.
They were not many miles away, the hut, the clearing, and the school.
From gazing steadily before her and realising that fact, she glanced
from the window to the ground. It was such a little distance.</p>
<p>Davey, going to bed in a loft in the barn saw her standing at the
window, and watched her, a troubled pain at her suffering gripping his
heart.</p>
<p>When she dropped from the window into the garden he was beside her in an
instant. He caught her sobbing breath as he touched her.</p>
<p>"You're not going home, Deirdre?" he asked.</p>
<p>"Yes!" she panted, her eyes wide and dark with anguish. "I can't bear
it, Davey. I can't breathe."</p>
<p>"He'll be angry," Davey said.</p>
<p>"Yes." She cried and sobbed quietly for a moment. "But I'd rather he'd
be angry than send me away from him."</p>
<p>"It'll be morning soon. If you walked you wouldn't be home any earlier
than if you waited for us to go to school," Davey said, with rare
subtlety. "The Schoolmaster won't be angry if you wait till then,
Deirdre, and—" A brilliant inspiration came to him. "I'll bring Lass in
an hour earlier and we can start then."</p>
<p>"True, Davey?"</p>
<p>Her eyes questioned him tragically.</p>
<p>"True as death!" he said, and struck his breast three times.</p>
<p>She turned to go back to the bedroom.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry—that sorry, Deirdre," he cried, fumbling for words, and
unable to express his sympathy.</p>
<p>She did not turn or look back at him as she clambered in the window; but
her face in the morning showed that she understood his championship. She
turned to him eagerly when she saw him at breakfast, a subdued gratitude
in her eyes. Davey thought that she had at last recognised in him a
friend to whom she could turn when everybody's hand was against her.</p>
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