<h2>CHAPTER XI</h2>
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<p>LIFE IN A BESIEGED TOWN</p>
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<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>"There is a reaper
whose name is Death."—LONGFELLOW.</i></span><br/>
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<p>We celebrated Christmas Day, 1899, by a festive luncheon-party
to which Colonel Baden-Powell and all his Staff were invited. By
a strange and fortunate coincidence, a turkey had been overlooked
by Mr. Weil when the Government commandeered all live-stock and
food-stuffs at the commencement of the siege, and, in spite of
the grilling heat, we completed our Christmas dinner by a real
English plum-pudding. In the afternoon a tea and Christmas-tree
for the Dutch and English children had been organized by some
officers of the Protectorate Regiment. Amongst those who
contributed to the amusement of these poor little white-faced
things, on whom the close quarters they were obliged to keep was
beginning to tell, none worked harder than Captain Ronald Vernon.
I remember returning to my quarters, after the festivity, with
this officer, and his telling me, in strict confidence, with
eager anticipation, of a sortie that was to be made on the
morrow, with the object of obtaining possession of the Boer gun
at Game Tree Fort, the fire from which had lately been very
disastrous to life and property in the town. He was fated in this
very action to meet his death, and afterwards I vividly recalled
our conversation, and reflected how bitterly disappointed he
would have been had anything occurred to prevent his taking part
in it. The next day, Boxing Day, I shall ever remember as being,
figuratively speaking, as black and dismal as night. I was roused
at 4.30 a.m. by loud cannonading. Remembering Captain Vernon's
words, I telephoned to Headquarters to ask if the Colonel and
Staff were there. They had all left at 2.30 a.m., so I knew the
projected action was in progress. At five o'clock the firing was
continuous, and the boom of our wretched little guns was mingled
with the rattle of Boer musketry. Every moment it grew
lighter—a beautiful morning, cool and bright, with a gentle
breeze.</p>
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<p>In Mr. Wiel's service was a waiter named Mitchell, a Cockney
to the backbone, and a great character in his way. What had
brought him to South Africa, or how he came to be in Mafeking, I
never discovered; but he was a cheerful individual, absolutely
fearless of shells and bullets. That morning I began to get very
anxious, and Mitchell was also pessimistic. He mounted to the
roof to watch the progress of the fight, and ran down from time
to time with anything but reassuring pieces of intelligence,
asking me at intervals, when the firing was specially fierce:
"Are you scared, lady?" At length he reported that our men were
falling back, and that the ambulances could now be seen at work.
With marvellous courage and coolness, the soldiers had advanced
absolutely to under the walls of the Boer fort, and had found the
latter 8 feet high, with three tiers of loopholes. There it was
that three officers—Captains Vernon, Paton, and
Sandford—were shot down, Captain Fitzclarence having been
previously wounded in the leg, and left on the veldt calling to
his men not to mind him, but to go on, which order they carried
out, nothing daunted by the hail of bullets and the loss of their
officers. Thanks to the marvellous information the Boers
constantly received during the siege, no doubt from the numerous
Dutch spies which were known to be in the town, Game Tree Fort
had been mysteriously strengthened in the night; and, what was
still more significant, the gun had not only been removed, but
General Snyman and Commandment Botha were both on the scene with
reinforcements shortly after our attack commenced, although the
Boer Headquarter camp was fully three miles away. Without
scaling-ladders, it was impossible to mount the walls of the
fort. Our soldiers sullenly turned and walked slowly away, the
idea of running or getting under shelter never even occurring to
them. Had the Boers then had the determination required to come
out of their fort and pursue the retiring men, it is possible
very few would have returned alive; but, marvellous to relate,
and most providentially as we were concerned, no sooner did they
observe our men falling back than they ceased firing, as if
relief at their departure was coupled with the fear of
aggravating the foes and causing a fresh attack. The Boers were
exceedingly kind in picking up our dead and wounded, which were
immediately brought in by the armoured train, and which, alas!
mounted up to a disastrous total in the tiny community which
formed our garrison. No less than twenty-five men were killed,
including three officers; and some twenty or thirty were wounded,
most of them severely. The Boers told the ambulance officers they
were staggered at our men's pluck, and the Commandant especially
appreciated the gallantry required for such an attack, knowing
full well how difficult it would have been to induce the burghers
to make a similar attempt. About 10 a.m. a rush of people to the
station denoted the arrival of the armoured train and its sad
burden, and then a melancholy procession of stretchers commenced
from the railway, which was just opposite my bomb-proof, to the
hospital. The rest of the day seemed to pass like a sad dream,
and I could hardly realize in particular the death of Captain
Vernon, who had been but a few short hours before so full of
health, spirits, and confidence.</p>
<p>Recognizing what a press of work there would be at the
hospital, I walked up there in the afternoon, and asked to be
made useful. No doubt out of good feeling, the Boers did not
shell at all that day till late evening, but at the hospital all
was sad perturbation. There had only been time to attend to the
worst cases, and the poor nurses were just sitting down to snatch
a hasty meal. The matron asked me if I would undertake the
management of a convalescent home that had to be organized to
make more room for the new patients. Of course I consented, and
by evening we were busy installing sixteen patients in the
railway servants' institute, near the station. To look after the
inmates were myself, four other ladies, and one partly
professional nurse. We arranged that the latter should attend
every day, and the four ladies each take a day in turn, while I
undertook to be there constantly to order eatables and
superintend the housekeeping. On the first evening, when beds,
crockery, kitchen utensils, and food, all arrived in a medley
from the universal provider, Wiel, great confusion reigned; and
when it was at its height, just as the hospital waggon was
driving up with the patients, "Creechy" sent off one of her
projectiles, which burst with a deafening explosion about a
hundred yards beyond the improvised hospital, having absolutely
whizzed over the approaching ambulance vehicles. The patients
took it most calmly, and were in no way disconcerted. By
Herculean efforts the four ladies and myself got the place
shipshape, and all was finished when the daylight failed. As I
ran back to my quarters, the bugle-call of the "Last Post,"
several times repeated, sounded clear in the still atmosphere of
a calm and beautiful evening, and I knew the last farewells were
being said to the brave men who had gone to their long rest. Of
course Mafeking's losses on that black Boxing Day were
infinitesimal compared to those attending the terrible struggles
going on in other parts of the country; but, then, it must be
remembered that not only was our garrison a very small one, but
also that, when people are shut up together for months in a
beleaguered town—a handful of English men and women
surrounded by enemies, with even spies in their midst—the
feeling of comradeship and friendship is tremendously
strengthened. Every individual was universally known, and
therefore all the town felt they had lost their own friends, and
mourned them as such.</p>
<p>From that date for three weeks I went daily to the
convalescent home. The short journey there was not totally
without risk, as the enemy, having heard of the foundry where
primitive shells were being manufactured, and which was situated
immediately on the road I had to take, persistently sent their
missiles in this direction, and I had some exciting walks to and
fro, very often alone, but sometimes accompanied by any chance
visitor. One morning Major Tracy and I had just got across the
railway-line, when we heard the loading bell, and immediately
there was a <i>sauve qui pent</i> among all the niggers round us,
who had been but a moment before lolling, sleeping, and joking,
in their usual fashion. Without losing our dignity by joining in
the stampede, we put our best foot forward, and scurried along
the line till we came to some large coal-sheds, where my
companion made me crawl under a very low arch, he mounting guard
outside. In this strange position I remained while the shell came
crashing over us, a bad shot, and continued its course away into
the veldt. Another evening the same officer was escorting me to
the institute, and, as all had been very quiet that afternoon, we
had not taken the precaution of keeping behind the railway
buildings, as was my usual custom. We were in the middle of an
open space, when suddenly an outburst of volleys from the Boer
trenches came as an unpleasant surprise, and the next moment
bullets were falling behind us and even in front of us, their
sharp ring echoing on the tin roofs. On this occasion, as the
volleys continued with unabated vigour, I took to my heels with a
view to seeking shelter; but Major Tracy could not be moved out
of a walk, calling out to me I should probably run into a bullet
whilst trying to avoid it. My one idea being to get through the
zone of fire, I paid no attention to his remonstrances, and soon
reached a safe place. The Boers only learnt these detestable
volleys from our troops, and carried them out indifferently well;
but the possibility of their occurrence, in addition to the
projectiles from "Creechy," added greatly to the excitement of an
evening stroll, and we had many such episodes when walking abroad
after the heat of the day.</p>
<p>In January, Gordon was laid up by a very sharp attack of
peritonitis, and was in bed for over a week in my bomb-proof, no
other place being safe for an invalid, and the hospital full to
overflowing. When he began to mend, I unfortunately caught a
chill, and a very bad quinsy sore throat supervened. I managed,
however, to go about as usual, but one afternoon, when I was
feeling wretchedly ill, our hospital attendant came rushing in to
say that a shell had almost demolished the convalescent home, and
that, in fact, only the walls were standing. The patients
mercifully had escaped, owing to their all being in the
bomb-proof, but they had to be moved in a great hurry, and were
accommodated in the convent. For weeks past this building had not
been shot at, and it was therefore considered a safe place for
them, as it was hoped the Boer gunners had learned to respect the
hospital, its near neighbour. Owing to the rains having then
begun, and being occasionally very heavy, the bomb-proofs were
becoming unhealthy. My throat was daily getting worse, and the
doctor decided that Gordon and myself had better also be removed
to the convent, hoping that being above-ground might help
recovery in both our cases. There was heavy shelling going on
that afternoon, and the drive to our new quarters, on the most
exposed and extreme edge of the town, was attended with some
excitement. I could scarcely swallow, and Gordon was so weak he
could hardly walk even the short distance we had to compass on
foot. However, we arrived in safety, and were soon made
comfortable in this strange haven of rest.</p>
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<p>As I have before written, the convent in Mafeking was from the
commencement of the bombardment picked out by the enemy as a
target, and during the first week it was hit by certainly ten or
twelve projectiles, and reduced more or less to a ruined state.
At no time can the building have laid claims to the picturesque
or the beautiful, but it had one peculiarity—namely, that
of being the only two-storied building in Mafeking, and of
standing out, a gaunt red structure, in front of the hospital,
and absolutely the last building on the north-east side of the
town. It was certainly a landmark for miles, and, but for its
sacred origin and the charitable calling of its occupants, would
have been a fair mark for the enemy's cannon. Very melancholy was
the appearance it presented, with large gaping apertures in its
walls, with its shattered doors and broken windows; whilst
surrounding it was what had been a promising garden, but had then
become a mere jungle of weeds and thorns. The back of the edifice
comprised below several large living-rooms, over them a row of
tiny cubicles, and was practically undamaged. The eighteen
convalescent patients had been comfortably installed on the
ground-floor, and we had two tiny rooms above. This accommodation
was considered to be practically safe from shells, in spite of
the big gun having been shifted a few days previously, and it
being almost in a line with the convent. On the upper floor of
the eastern side a large room, absolutely riddled with shot and
shell, was formerly occupied as a dormitory by the children of
the convent school. It was now put to a novel use as a temporary
barracks, a watch being always on duty there, and a telescope
installed at the window. Since the nuns left to take up their
abode in a bomb-proof shelter, a Maxim had been placed at one of
the windows, which commanded all the surrounding country; but it
was discreetly covered over, and the window-blind kept closely
drawn to avert suspicion, as it was only to be used in case of
real emergency. To reach our cubicles there was but a single
staircase, which led past this room allotted to the
soldiers—a fact which left an unsatisfactory impression on
my mind, for it was apparent that, were the convent aimed at, to
reach terra-firma we should have to go straight in the direction
of shells or bullets. However, the authorities opined it was all
right; so, feeling very ill, I was only too glad to crawl to bed.
Just as the sun was setting, the soldiers on watch came tearing
down the wooden passage, making an awful clatter, and calling
out: "The gun is pointed on the convent!" As they spoke, the
shell went off, clean over our heads, burying itself in a cloud
of dust close to a herd of cattle half a mile distant. This did
not reassure me, but we hoped it was a chance shot, which might
not occur again, and that it had been provoked by the cattle
grazing so temptingly within range. I must say there was
something very weird and eerie in those long nights spent at the
convent. At first my throat was too painful to enable me to
sleep, and endless did those dreary hours seem. We had supper
usually before seven, in order to take advantage of the fading
daylight, for lights were on no account to be shown at any of the
windows, being almost certain to attract rifle-fire. By eight we
were in total darkness, except for the dim little paraffin
hand-lamp the Sisters kindly lent me, which, for precaution's
sake, had to be placed on the floor. Extraordinary noises
emanated from those long uncarpeted passages, echoing backwards
and forwards, in the ceiling, till they seemed to pertain to the
world of spirits. The snoring of the men on the relief guard was
like the groans of a dying man, the tread of those on duty like
the march of a mighty army. Then would come intense stillness,
suddenly broken by a volley from the enemy sounding appallingly
near—in reality about a mile off—and provoked,
doubtless, by some very innocent cause. Many of these volleys
were often fired during the night, sometimes for ten minutes
together, at other times singly, at intervals; anon the boom of a
cannon would vary the entertainment. Occasionally, when unable to
sleep, I would creep down the pitch-dark corridor to a room
overlooking the sleeping town and the veldt, the latter so still
and mysterious in the moonlight, and, peeping through a large
jagged hole in the wall caused by a shell, I marvelled to think
of the proximity of our foes in this peaceful landscape. At
length would come the impatiently-longed-for dawn about 4 a.m.;
then the garrison would appear, as it were, to wake up, although
the greater part had probably spent the night faithfully
watching. Long lines of sentries in their drab khaki would pass
the convent on their homeward journey, walking single file in the
deep trench connecting the town with the outposts, and which
formed a practically safe passage from shell and rifle fire. Very
quickly did the day burst on the scene, and a very short time we
had to enjoy those cool, still morning hours or the more
delightful twilight; the sun seemed impatient to get under way
and burn up everything. Of course we had wet mornings and wet
days, but, perhaps fortunately, the rains that year were fairly
moderate, though plentiful enough to have turned the yellow veldt
of the previous autumn into really beautiful long green grass, on
which the half-starved cattle were then thriving and waxing fat.
The view from our tiny bedrooms was very pretty, and the coming
and going of every sort of person in connection with the
convalescent hospital downstairs made the days lively enough, and
compensated for the dreariness of the nights. The splendid air
blowing straight from the free north and from the Kalahari Desert
on the west worked wonders in the way of restoring us to health,
and I began to talk of moving back to my old quarters. I must
confess I was never quite comfortable about the shells, which
seemed so constantly to narrowly miss the building, although the
look-out men always maintained they were aiming at some other
object. One morning I was still in bed, when a stampede of many
feet down the passage warned me our sentinels had had a warning.
Quickly opening my door, I could not help laughing at seeing the
foremost man running down the corridor towards our rooms with the
precious Maxim gun, enveloped in its coat of canvas, in his arms
as if it were a baby. "They're on us this time," he called out;
then came a terrific explosion and a crash of some projectile
against the outer walls and doors. The shell had fallen about 40
feet short of the convent, on the edge of the deserted garden.
Many explanations were given to account for this shot, none of
which seemed to me to be very lucid, and I secretly determined to
clear out as soon as the doctor would permit. The very next day
we had the narrowest escape of our lives that it is possible to
imagine. There had been very little shelling, and I had taken my
first outing in the shape of a rickshaw drive during the
afternoon. The sun was setting, and our little supper-table was
already laid at the end of the corridor into which our rooms
opened, close to the window beside which we used to sit. Major
Gould Adams had just dropped in, as he often did, to pay a little
visit before going off to his night duties as Commandant of the
Town Guard, and our repast was in consequence delayed—a
circumstance which certainly helped to save our lives. We were
chatting peacefully, when suddenly I recollect hearing the big
gun's well-known report, and was just going to remark, "How near
that sounds!" when a terrifying din immediately above our heads
stopped all power of conversation, or even of thought, and the
next instant I was aware that masses of falling brick and masonry
were pushing me out of my chair, and that heavy substances were
falling on my head; then all was darkness and suffocating dust. I
remember distinctly putting my hands clasped above my head to
shelter it, and then my feeling of relief when, in another
instant or two, the bricks ceased to fall. The intense stillness
of my companions next dawned upon me, and a sickening dread
supervened, that one of them must surely be killed. Major Gould
Adams was the first to call out that he was all right; the other
had been so suffocated by gravel and brickdust that it was
several moments before he could speak. In a few minutes dusty
forms and terrified faces appeared through the gloom, as dense as
the thickest London yellow fog, expecting to find three mutilated
corpses. Imagine their amazement at seeing three human beings, in
colour more like Red Indians than any other species, emerge from
the ruins and try to shake themselves free from the all-pervading
dust. The great thing was to get out of the place, as another
shell might follow, the enemy having seen, from the falling
masonry, how efficacious the last had been. So, feeling somewhat
dazed, but really not alarmed, as the whole thing had been too
quick for fear, I groped my way downstairs. Outside we were
surrounded by more frightened people, whom we quickly reassured.
The woman cook, who had been sitting in her bomb-proof, was quite
sure <i>she</i> had been struck, and was calling loudly for
brandy; while the rest of us got some soda-water to wash out our
throats—a necessary precaution as far as I was concerned,
as mine had only the day previously been lanced for quinsy. By
degrees the cloud of dust subsided, and then in the fading light
we saw what an extraordinary escape we had had. The shell had
entered the front wall of the convent, travelled between the iron
roof and the ceiling of the rooms, till it reached a wall about 4
feet from where we were sitting. Against this it had exploded,
making a huge hole in the outside wall and in the other which
separated our passage from a little private chapel. In this
chapel it had also demolished all the sacred images. It was not,
however, till next day, when we returned to examine the scene of
the explosion, that we realized how narrowly we had escaped death
or terrible injuries. Three people had been occupying an area of
not more than 5 feet square; between us was a tiny card-table
laid with our supper, and on this the principal quantity of the
masonry had fallen—certainly 2 tons of red brick and
mortar—shattering it to atoms. If our chairs had been drawn
up to the table, we should probably have been buried beneath this
mass. But our most sensational discovery was the fact that two
enormous pieces of shell, weighing certainly 15 pounds each, were
found touching the legs of my chair, and the smallest tap from
one of these would have prevented our ever seeing another
sunrise. Needless to say, we left our ruined quarters that
evening, and I reposed more peacefully in my bomb-proof than I
had done for many nights past. The air at the convent had
accomplished its healing work. We were both practically
recovered, and we had had a hairbreadth escape; but I was firmly
convinced that an underground chamber is preferable to a
two-storied mansion when a 6-inch 100-pound shell gun, at a
distance of two miles, is bombarding the town you happen to be
residing in.</p>
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