<h2>CHAPTER VII</h2>
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<p>IN A REBELLIOUS COLONY—VISIT TO VRYBURG DURING THE
BOER OCCUPATION—I PASS OFF AS A DUTCHMAN'S SISTER</p>
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<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>"The days are so long,
and there are so many of them."</i></span><br/>
<span style='margin-left: 24.5em;'><i>DU MAURIER.</i></span><br/>
<br/>
<p>During the weeks I remained at Mosita, the only book I had to
read was "Trilby," which I perused many times, and the lament of
the heroine in the line quoted above seemed to re-echo my
sentiments. For days and days we were absolutely without news. It
is impossible after a lapse of time to realize exactly what that
short sentence really means. I must ask my readers to remember
that we talked and thought of one topic only; we looked
incessantly in the one direction by which messengers might come.
Our nerves were so strained that, did we but see one of the
natives running across the yard, or hear them conversing in
louder tones than usual, we at once thought there must be news,
and jumped up from any occupation with which we were trying to
beguile the time, only to sink back on our chairs again
disappointed. As for knowing what was passing in the world, one
might as well have been in another planet. We saw no papers, and
there was not much prospect of obtaining any. Before the war we
had all talked lightly of wires being cut and railway-lines
pulled up, but, in truth, I do not think anyone realized what
these two calamities really meant. My only comfort was the
reflection that, no matter how hard they were fighting in
Mafeking, they could not be suffering the terrible boredom that
we were enduring. To such an extent in this monotony did I lose
the count of time, that I had to look in the almanack to be able
to say, in Biblical language, "The evening and the morning were
the sixth day."</p>
<p>At length one evening, when we were sitting on the stoep after
supper, we descried a rider approaching on a very tired horse.
Rushing to the gate, we were handed letters from Mafeking. It can
be imagined how we devoured them. They told of three determined
attacks on the town on the third day after I had left, all
successfully repulsed, and of a bombardment on the following
Monday. The latter had been somewhat of a farce, and had done no
damage, except to one or two buildings which, by an irony of
fate, included the Dutch church and hotel and the convent. The
shells were of such poor quality that they were incapable of any
explosive force whatever.<SPAN name='FNanchor_26_26' id="FNanchor_26_26"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_26_26'><sup>[26]</sup></SPAN> After nine hours'
bombardment, although some narrow escapes were recorded, the only
casualties were one chicken killed and one dog wounded. An
emissary from Commandant Snyman had then come solemnly into the
town under a flag of truce, to demand an unconditional surrender
"to avoid further bloodshed." Colonel Baden-Powell politely
replied that, as far as he was concerned, operations had not
begun. The messenger was given refreshment at Dixon's Hotel,
where lunch was laid out as usual. This had astonished him
considerably, as presumably he had expected to find but few
survivors. He was then sent about his business. Gordon, who
imagined me at Setlagoli, concluded his letter by saying the
Colonel had informed General Cronje of my presence at Mrs.
Fraser's, and begged him to leave me unmolested. This news, which
had come by a <i>Daily Mail</i> correspondent, on his way South
to send off cables, was satisfactory as far as it went, and we at
once despatched a trusty old nigger called Boaz with a tiny note,
folded microscopically in an old cartridge-case, to give the
garrison news of the surrounding country. This old man proved a
reliable and successful messenger. On many occasions he
penetrated the cordon into the beleaguered town, and during the
first two months he was practically the sole means they had of
receiving news. His task was of course a risky one, and we used
to pay him £3 each way, but he never failed us.</p>
<p>Now commenced a fresh period of anxious waiting, and during
this time I had leisure and opportunity to study the
characteristics of these Boer farmers and their wives, and to
learn what a curious race they are. Mrs. Keeley told me a great
deal of their ideas, habits, and ways, in which low cunning is
combined with extreme curiosity and naïve simplicity. Many
of the fathers and sons in the neighbourhood had slunk off to
fight across the border, sending meanwhile their wives and
daughters to call on Mrs. Keeley and condole with her in what
they termed "her trouble," and to ascertain at the same time all
the circumstances of the farm and domestic circle. A curious
thing happened one day. Directly after breakfast an old
shandrydan drove up with a typical Dutch family as occupants.
Mrs. Keeley, busy with household matters, pulled a long face,
knowing what was before her. No questions as to being at home,
disengaged, or follies of that sort, were asked; the horses were
solemnly outspanned and allowed to roam; the family party had
come to spend the day. Seated gravely in the dining-room, they
were refreshed by coffee and cold meat. Mrs. Keeley remarked to
me privately that the best thing to do was to put quantities of
food before them and then leave them; and, beyond a few passing
words as she went in and out of the room, I did not make out that
they went in for entertaining each other. So they sat for hours,
saying nothing, doing nothing. When Mrs. Keeley wanted me to have
lunch, she asked them to remove to the stoep, and in this request
they seemed to find nothing strange. Finally, about five o'clock
they went away, much to the relief of their hostess; not,
however, before the latter had shrewdly guessed the real object
of their visit, which was to find out about myself. Report had
reached them that Mafeking was in the hands of the Dutch, that
the only survivor of the garrison had escaped in woman's clothes,
had been wandering on the veldt for days, and had finally been
taken in here. "Ach!" said the old <i>vrow</i>, "I would be
afraid to meet him. Is he really here?" This remark she made to
Mrs. Keeley's brother, who could hardly conceal his amusement,
but, to reassure her, displayed the cart and mules by which I had
come. If in England we had heard of the arrival of a "unicorn" in
an aeroplane, we should not have shown more anxiety or taken more
trouble to hear about the strange creature than did they
concerning myself. Their curiosity did not end here. What was Mr.
Keeley doing in Mafeking? Was he fighting for the English? How
many head of cattle had they on the farm? And so on <i>ad
libitum</i>. Mrs. Keeley, however, knew her friends well, and was
quite capable of dealing with them, so they probably spent an
unprofitable day.</p>
<p>On another occasion an English farmer named Leipner looked in,
and gave us some information about Vryburg. This town was
absolutely undefended, and was occupied by the Boers without a
shot being fired. The ceremony of the hoisting of the
<i>Vierkleur</i><SPAN name='FNanchor_27_27' id="FNanchor_27_27"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_27_27'><sup>[27]</sup></SPAN> had been attended by the
whole countryside, and had taken place with much psalm-singing
and praying, interlarded with bragging and boasting. He told me
also that some of the rumours current in the town, and firmly
credited, reported that Oom Paul had annexed Bechuanaland, that
he was then about to take Cape Colony, after which he would allow
no troops to land, and the "Roineks" would have been pushed into
the sea. His next step would be to take England. Mr. Leipner
assured me the more ignorant Boers had not an idea where England
was situated, nor did they know that a great ocean rolled between
it and this continent. In fact, they gloried in their want of
knowledge, and were insulted if they received a letter in any
tongue but their own. He related one tale to illustrate their
ignorance: An old burgher and his <i>vrow</i> were sitting at
home one Sunday afternoon. Seeing the "predicant"<SPAN name=
'FNanchor_28_28' id="FNanchor_28_28"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_28_28'><sup>[28]</sup></SPAN> coming, the old man hastily
opened his Bible and began to read at random. The clergyman came
in, and, looking over his shoulder, said: "Ah! I see you are
reading in the Holy Book—the death of Christ." "Alle
machter!" said the old lady. "Is He dead indeed? You see, Jan"
(to her husband) "you never will buy a newspaper, so we never
know what goes on in the world." Mr. Leipner said this story
loses in being told in English instead of in the original Dutch.
He reiterated they did not wish for education for themselves or
for their children. If the young people can read and write, they
are considered very good scholars. This gentleman also expressed
great satisfaction at Sir Alfred Milner and Mr. Chamberlain being
at the head of affairs, which he said was the only thing that
gave the colonials confidence. Even now, so many feared England
would give way again in the end. I assured him of this there was
no possibility, and then he said: "The Transvaal has been a bad
place for Englishmen to live these many years; but if Great
Britain fails us again, we must be off, for then it will be
impossible." I was given to understand that the Boers exhibited
great curiosity as to who Mr. Chamberlain was, and that they
firmly believed he had made money in Rand mining shares and gold
companies; others fancied he was identical with the maker of
Chamberlain's Cough Syrup, which is advertised everywhere in the
colony.</p>
<p>Early in November we had a great surprise. Mr. Keeley himself
turned up from Mafeking, having been given leave from the town
guard to look after his wife and farm. He had to ride for his
life to escape the Boers, who were drawing much closer to the
town, and the news he brought was not altogether reassuring.
True, he stated that the garrison were in splendid spirits, and
that they no longer troubled themselves about the daily
bombardments, as dug-out shelters had been constructed. The young
men, he said, vied with each other in begging for permission to
join scouting-parties at night, to pepper the Boers, often, as a
result, having a brush with the enemy and several casualties. All
the same, they would return at a gallop, laughing and joking.
There had been, however, several very severe fights, notably one
on Canon Kopje, where two very able officers and many men had
been killed. In such a small garrison this loss was a serious
one, and the death-roll was growing apace, for, besides the
frequent attacks, the rifle fire in the streets was becoming very
unpleasant. Intelligence was also to hand of the Boers bringing
up one of the Pretoria siege guns, capable of firing a 94-pound
shell. This was to be dragged across the Transvaal at a snail's
pace by a team of twenty oxen, so secure were they against any
interruption from the South. Against these depressing items, he
gave intelligence of an incident that had greatly alarmed the
Boers. It seemed that, to get rid of two trucks of dynamite
standing in the railway-station, which were considered a danger,
the same had been sent off to a siding some eight miles north.
The engine-driver unhitched them and made good his escape. The
Boers, thinking the trucks full of soldiers, immediately
commenced bombarding them, till they exploded with terrific
force. This chance affair gave the Boers the idea that Mafeking
was full of dynamite, and later, when I was in the laager, they
told me one of the reasons why they had never pressed an attack
home was that they knew the whole town was mined. Mr. Keeley also
told us of a tragedy that had greatly disturbed the little circle
of defenders. The very evening that the victims of the Canon
Kopje fight were laid to rest, Lieutenant Murchison,<SPAN name=
'FNanchor_29_29' id="FNanchor_29_29"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_29_29'><sup>[29]</sup></SPAN> of the Protectorate
Regiment, had, in consequence of a dispute, shot dead with his
revolver at Dixon's Hotel the war-correspondent of the London
<i>Daily Chronicle</i>, a Mr. Parslow. I afterwards learnt that
the court-martial which sat on the former had fourteen sessions
in consequence of its only being able to deliberate for half an
hour at a time in the evening, when the firing was practically
over. The prisoner was ably defended by a Dutch lawyer named De
Koch, and, owing to his having done good service during the
siege, was strongly recommended to mercy, although sentenced to
be shot. The most satisfactory points we gleaned were the
splendid behaviour of the townspeople, and the fine stand made by
the natives when the Boers attacked their stadt, adjacent to the
town. The number of Boer field-guns Mr. Keeley stated to be nine,
of the newest type, besides the monster expected from Pretoria.
He also said more expert gunners and better ammunition had
arrived. As to his own position, Mr. Keeley was by no means sure
that either his life or his property were safe, but he relied on
his influence with his neighbours, which was considerable, and he
thought he would be able to keep them quiet and on their
farms.</p>
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<p>One night, just as my maid was going to bed, she suddenly saw,
in the bright moonlight, a tall figure step out of the shadow of
the fir-trees. For an instant a marauding Boer—a daily
bugbear for weeks—flashed across her mind, but the next
moment she recognized Sergeant Matthews from Setlagoli. He had
ridden over post-haste to tell us the Boers were swarming there,
and that he and his men had evacuated the barracks. He also
warned us the same commando was coming here on the morrow, and
advised that all the cattle on the farm should be driven to a
place of safety. This information did not conduce to a peaceful
night, but, anyway, it gave one something to think of besides
Mafeking. I buried a small jewel-case and my despatch-box in the
garden, and then we went calmly to bed to await these unwelcome
visitors. Mr. Keeley had fortunately left the day before on a
business visit to a neighbouring farmer, for his presence would
rather have contributed to our danger than to our safety. When we
awoke all was peaceful, and there was every indication of a
piping hot day. Mrs. Keeley was very calm and sensible, and did
not anticipate any rudeness. We decided to receive the burghers
civilly and offer them coffee, trusting that the exodus of all
the cattle would not rouse their ire. Our elaborate preparations
were wasted, for the Boers did not come. The weary hours dragged
on, the sun crawled across the steely blue heavens, and finally
sank, almost grudgingly, it seemed, into the west, leaving the
coast clear for the glorious full moon; the stars came out one by
one; the goats and kids came wandering back to the homestead with
loud bleatings; and presently everything seemed to
sleep—everything except our strained nerves and aching
eyes, which had looked all day for Boers, and above all for news,
and had looked in vain.</p>
<p>We still continued to have alarms. One day we saw a horseman
wrapped in a long cloak up to his chin, surmounted by a huge
slouch hat, ride into the yard. Mrs. Keeley exclaimed it was
certainly a Boer, and that he had no doubt come to arrest Mr.
Keeley. I was positive the unknown was an Englishman, but she was
so shrewd that I really believed her, and kept out of sight as
she directed, while she sent her brother to question him. It
turned out that the rider was the same <i>Daily Mail</i>
correspondent who had cut his way out of Mafeking in order to
send his cables, and that he was now on his way back to the
besieged town. The growth of a two weeks' beard had given him
such an unkempt appearance as to make even sharp Mrs. Keeley
mistake him for a Boer. He had had an interesting if risky ride,
which he appeared to have accomplished with energy and dash, if
perhaps with some imprudence.<SPAN name='FNanchor_30_30' id="FNanchor_30_30"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_30_30'><sup>[30]</sup></SPAN></p>
<p>It was the continued dearth of news, not only concerning
Mafeking, but also of what was going on in the rest of South
Africa, that made me at length endeavour to get news from
Vryburg. As a first step I lent Dop to a young Dutchman named
Brevel, who was anxious to go to that township to sell some fat
cattle. This youth, who belonged to a respectable Boer
family—of course heart and soul against the
English—was overwhelmed with gratitude for the loan of the
horse, and in consequence I stood high in their good graces. They
little knew it was for my sake, not theirs, that they had my
pony. By this messenger we sent letters for the English mail, and
a note to the magistrate, begging him to forward us newspapers
and any reliable intelligence. I also enclosed a cheque to be
cashed, for I was running short of English gold wherewith to pay
our nigger letter-carriers. I must confess I hardly expected to
find anyone confiding enough to part with bullion, but Mr. Brevel
duly returned in a few days with the money, and said they were
very pleased to get rid of gold in exchange for a cheque on a
London bank.</p>
<p>He also, however, brought back our letters, which had been
refused at the post-office, as they would take no letters except
with Transvaal stamps, and for ours, of course, we had used those
of Cape Colony.</p>
<p>The magistrate wrote me a miserable letter, saying his office
had been seized by the Boers, who held a daily Kriegsraad there,
and that he had received a safe-conduct to depart. The striking
part of the communication was that a line had been put through
"On H.M. Service" on the top of the official envelope. I was
really glad to find the young man had done no good with his own
business, having failed to dispose of any of his cattle. He, a
Dutchman, had returned with the feeling that no property was safe
for the moment, and much alarmed by the irresponsible talk of
those burghers who had nothing to lose and everything to gain by
this period of confusion and upheaval. He also greatly disturbed
Mr. Keeley by saying they meant to wreak vengeance on any who had
fought for the English, and by warning him that a commando would
surely pass his way. Further news which this young man proceeded
to relate in his awful jargon was that Oom Paul and all his
grandchildren and nephews had gone to Bulawayo; from there he
meant to commence a triumphal march southward; that Kimberley had
capitulated; and that Joubert and his army had taken possession
of Ladysmith. To all this Mrs. Keeley had to listen with polite
attention. Luckily, I did not understand the import of what he
said till he had taken himself off, with an unusually deep bow of
thanks to myself. The only comfort we derived was the reflection
that these lies were too audacious to be aught but inventions
made up to clinch the wavering and timid spirits.</p>
<p>No matter how miserable people in England were then, they will
never realize fully what it meant to pass those black months in
the midst of a Dutch population; one felt oneself indeed alone
amongst foes. Smarting under irritation and annoyance, I decided
to go myself to Vryburg—Dutch town though it had
become—and see if I could not ascertain the truth of these
various reports, which I feared might filter into Mafeking and
depress the garrison. Mr. Keeley did not disapprove of my trip,
as he was as anxious as myself to know how the land lay, and he
arranged that Mrs. Keeley's brother, Mr. Coleman, should drive me
there in a trap and pair of ponies. For the benefit of the
gossips, I stated as an ostensible reason for my visit that I had
toothache. I was much excited at the prospect of visiting the
Boer headquarters in that part of the country, and seeing with my
own eyes the Transvaal flag flying in the town of a British
colony. Therefore I thought nothing of undertaking a sixty miles'
drive in broiling heat and along a villainous road. The drive
itself was utterly uneventful. We passed several Dutch
farmhouses, many of them untenanted, owing to the so-called loyal
colonial owners having flocked to the Transvaal flag at Vryburg.
All these houses, distinguished by their slovenly and miserable
appearance, were built of rough brick or mud, with tiny windows
apparently added as an afterthought, in any position, regardless
of symmetry. Towards sundown we arrived at a roadside store,
where we were kindly entertained for the night by the
proprietors, a respectable Jewish couple.</p>
<p>About five miles from Vryburg a party of thirty horsemen
appeared on the brow of the hill; these were the first Boers I
had seen mounted, in fighting array, and I made sure they would
ride up and ask our business; but apparently we were not
interesting enough in appearance, for they circled away in
another direction. The road now descended into a sort of basin or
hollow, wherein lay the snug little town of Vryburg, with its
neat houses and waving trees, and beyond it we could see the
white tents of the Boer laager. A young Dutchman had recently
described Vryburg to me as a town which looked as if it had gone
for a walk and got lost, and as we drove up to it I remembered
his words, and saw that his simile was rather an apt one. There
seemed no reason, beyond its site in a sheltered basin, why
Vryburg should have been chosen for the capital of British
Bechuanaland. The railway was at least a mile away on the east,
and so hidden was the town that, till you were close on it, you
could barely see the roofs of the houses. Then suddenly the
carriage drove into the main street, which boasted of some quite
respectable shops. The first thing that attracted our notice was
the Court House, almost hidden in trees, through which glimmered
the folds of the gaudy Dutch standard. Before the court were
armed Boers, apparently sentries, whilst others were passing in
and out or lounging outside. Another group were busy poring over
a notice affixed on a tree, which we were told was the latest war
news:</p>
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<p>WAR NEWS</p>
<p>LATEST REPORTS</p>
<p><i>Price 3d.</i></p>
<p>VRYBURG, OCT. 31, 1899</p>
<p>MAFEKING SPEECHLESS WITH TERROR</p>
<p>KIMBERLEY TREMBLES</p>
<p>40 ENGLISH SOLDIERS DESERT TO JOIN OUR RANKS</p>
<p>It appears by telegram received this morning that the
Burghers started firing on Mafeking with the big cannon. The
town is on fire and is full of smoke.</p>
<p>The British troops in Natal met the Burghers at
Elandslaagte. The battle-field was kept by the Burghers under
General Prinsloo. Two were killed, four wounded.</p>
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<p>We drove down the street, and pulled up at the Central Hotel,
where I got capital rooms and was most civilly received by the
manager, an Englishman. The latter, however, could hardly conceal
his surprise at my visit at this moment. He at once advised me
not to mention my name, or show myself too much, as that very day
a new Landrost had arrived to take charge of the town, and strict
regulations respecting the coming and going of the inhabitants
and visitors were being made. He then gave me some splendid news
of the Natal border, the first intelligence of the victories of
Dundee, Elandslaagte, and Glencoe. To hear of those alone was
worth the long drive, and he also showed me the Dutch reports of
these same engagements, which really made one smile. On every
occasion victory had remained with the burghers, while the
English dead and prisoners varied in numbers from 500 to 1,300,
according to the mood of the composer of the despatch. The
greatest losses the burghers had sustained up to then in any one
engagement were two killed and three wounded. The spoils of war
taken by the Dutch were of extraordinary value, and apparently
they had but to show themselves for every camp to be evacuated.
They were kind enough to translate these wonderful despatches
into a sort of primitive English, of which printed slips could be
bought for threepence. The hotel manager said if they did not
invent these lies and cook the real account the burghers would
desert <i>en masse</i>. So afraid were their leaders of news
filtering in from English sources that all messengers were
closely watched and searched. In the afternoon I drove up to the
little hospital to see three of the occupants of the ill-fated
armoured train. They were all convalescent, and said they were
being very kindly treated in every way, but that the Boer
doctoring was of the roughest description, the surgeon's only
assistant being a chemist-boy, and trained nurses were replaced
by a few well-meaning but clumsy Dutch girls, while chloroform or
sedatives were quite unknown.</p>
<p>It was grievous to hear of all the Government military
provisions, police and private properties, being carted off by
the "powers that be," and not a little annoying for the
inhabitants to have to put all their stores at the disposal of
the burghers, who had been literally clothed from head to foot
since their arrival. The owners only received a "brief" or note
of credit on the Transvaal Government at Pretoria, to be paid
after the war. For fear of exciting curiosity, I did not walk
about much, but observed from the windows of my sitting-room the
mounted burghers patrolling the town, sometimes at a foot's pace,
more often at a smart canter. I felt I never wished to see
another Boer. I admitted to myself they sat their horses well and
that their rifle seemed a familiar friend, but when you have seen
one you have seen them all. I never could have imagined so many
men absolutely alike: all had long straggling beards, old felt
hats, shabby clothes, and some evil-looking countenances. Most of
those I saw were men of from forty to fifty years of age, but
there were also a few sickly-looking youths, who certainly did
not look bold warriors. These had not arrived at the dignity of a
beard, but, instead, cultivated feeble whiskers.</p>
<p>After I had seen and heard all I could, came the question of
getting away. The manager told me the Landrost had now forbidden
any of the residents to leave the town, and that he did not think
I could get a pass. However, my Dutch friend was equal to the
occasion; he applied for leave to return to his farm with his
sister, having only come in for provisions. After a long
hesitation it was given him, and we decided to set out at
daybreak, fearful lest the permission might be retracted, as it
certainly would have been had my identity and his deception been
discovered, and we should both have been ignominiously lodged in
a Boer gaol. As the sun was rising we left Vryburg. On the
outskirts of the town we were made to halt by eight or ten Boers
whose duty it was to examine the passes of travellers. It can be
imagined how my heart beat as I was made to descend from the
cart. I was wearing a shabby old ulster which had been lent me at
the hotel for this purpose; round a battered sailor hat I had
wound a woollen shawl, which with the help of a veil almost
completely concealed my identity. It had been arranged that Mr.
Coleman should tell them I was suffering from toothache and
swollen face. The ordeal of questioning my supposed brother and
examining our passports took some minutes—the longest I
have ever experienced. He contrived to satisfy these inquisitors,
and with a feeling of relief we bundled into the cart again and
started on our long drive to Mosita. On that occasion we
accomplished the sixty miles in one day, so afraid were we of
being pursued.</p>
<p>On my return to Mosita I at once despatched old Boaz to
Mafeking, giving them the intelligence of the victories in Natal.
This proved to be the first news that reached them from the more
important theatre of the war. Our life now became uneventful once
more. One day an old Irish lady, wife of a neighbouring farmer,
dropped in for a chat. She was a nice old woman, as true as
steel, and terribly worried by these dreadful times. She had a
married daughter in the Transvaal, and a brother also, whose
sons, as well as daughters' husbands, would, she sorely feared,
be commandeered to fight, in which case they might unknowingly be
shooting their own relations over the border. It was the same
tale of misery, anxiety, and wretchedness, everywhere, and the
war was but a few weeks old. The population in that colony,
whether Dutch or English, were so closely mixed
together—their real interests so parallel—that it
resolved itself locally into a veritable civil war. It was all
the more dreadful that these poor farmers, after having lost all
their cattle by rinderpest, had just succeeded in getting
together fresh herds, and were hoping for renewed prosperity.
Then came the almost certain chance of their beasts being raided,
of their stores being looted, and of their women and children
having to seek shelter to avoid rough treatment and incivility.
Often during the long evenings, especially when I was suffering
from depression of spirits, I used to argue with Mr. Keeley about
the war and whether it was necessary. It seemed to me then we
were not justified in letting loose such a millstream of
wretchedness and of destruction, and that the alleged wrongs of a
large white population—who, in spite of everything, seemed
to prosper and grow rich apace—scarcely justified the
sufferings of thousands of innocent individuals. Mr. Keeley was a
typical old colonist, one who knew the Boers and their character
well, and I merely quote what he said, as no doubt it was, and
is, the opinion of many other such men. He opined that this
struggle was bound to come, declaring that all the thinking men
of the country had foreseen it. The intolerance of the Boers,
their arrogance, their ignorance, on which they prided
themselves, all proclaimed them as unfit to rule over white or
black people. Of late years had crept in an element of treachery
and disloyalty, emanating from their jealousy of the English,
which by degrees was bound to permeate the whole country,
spreading southward to Cape Colony itself, till the idea of
"Africa for the Dutch, and the English in the sea," would have
been a war-cry that might have dazzled hundreds of to-day's
so-called loyal colonists. He even asserted that those at the
head of affairs in England had shown great perspicacity and a
clear insight into the future. If at the Bloemfontein Conference,
or after, Kruger had given the five years' franchise, and the
dispute had been patched up for the moment, it would have been
the greatest misfortune that could have happened. The intriguing
in the colony, the reckless expenditure of the Transvaal Secret
Service money, the bribery and corruption of the most corrupt
Government of modern times, would have gone on as before, and
things would soon have been as bad as ever. Mr. Keeley was
positive that it was jealousy that had engendered this race
hatred one heard so much about; even the well-to-do Dutch knew
the English were superior to them in knowledge and enterprise. At
the same time any English invention was looked upon with awe and
interest; they were wont to copy us in many respects, and if a
Dutch girl had the chance of marrying an Englishman, old or
young, poor or rich, she did not wait to be asked a second time.
There is no doubt the women were a powerful factor in Boerland.
Even a Britisher married to a Dutchwoman seemed at once to
consider her people as his people, and the Transvaal as his
fatherland. These women were certainly the most bitter against
the English; they urged their husbands in the district to go and
join the commandoes, and their language was cruel and
bloodthirsty.</p>
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<p>Towards the middle of November I decided that I could not
remain in my present quarters much longer. My presence was
attracting unwelcome attention to my kind host and hostess,
albeit they would not admit it. From the report that I was a man
dressed as a woman, the rumour had now changed to the effect that
I was a granddaughter of Queen Victoria, sent specially out by
Her Majesty to inform her of the proceedings of her rebellious
subjects. Another person had heard I was the wife of the General
who was giving the Boers so much trouble at Mafeking. I
determined, therefore, to return to Mrs. Fraser's hotel, which
was always a stage nearer Mafeking, whither I was anxious to
return eventually. As a matter of fact, there was no alternative
resting-place. It was impossible to pass south to Kimberley, to
the west lay the Kalahari Desert, and to the east the Transvaal.
With many grateful thanks to the Keeleys, I rode off one morning,
with Vellum in attendance, to Setlagoli, which I had left a month
before. We thought it prudent to make sure there were no Boers
about before bringing the Government mules and cart. Therefore I
arranged for my maid to follow in this vehicle if she heard
nothing to the contrary within twenty-four hours. Mrs. Fraser was
delighted to see me, and reported the Boers all departed after a
temporary occupation, so there I settled down for another period
of weary waiting.</p>
<p>FOOTNOTES:</p>
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<p>The Boers used better ammunition later.</p>
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<p>Boer national flag.</p>
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<p>Clergyman.</p>
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<p>Mr. Murchison was shut up in the gaol awaiting Lord
Roberts's confirmation of his sentence. When Eloff succeeded in
entering Mafeking many months later, the former was liberated
with the other prisoners, and given a rifle to fire on the
Boers, which he did with much effect. I believe he was
afterwards taken to a gaol in the Isle of Wight, but I do not
know if his life-sentence is still in force.</p>
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<p>This gentleman on a later occasion again attempted to leave
Mafeking on horseback, and was taken prisoner by the Boers and
sent to Pretoria, leaving the <i>Daily Mail</i> without a
correspondent in Mafeking. At the request of that paper I then
undertook to send them cables about the siege.</p>
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