<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></SPAN>CHAPTER V.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">MISS TALLOWAX IS SHOWN THE HOUSE.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">The</span> Dean took his aunt over to Manor Cross in his brougham.
The Dean's brougham was the neatest carriage in Brotherton, very
much more so than the bishop's family carriage. It was, no doubt,
generally to be seen with only one horse; and neither the bishop or
Mrs. Barton ever stirred without two; but then one horse is enough
for town work, and that one horse could lift his legs and make himself
conspicuous in a manner of which the bishop's rather sorry jades
knew nothing. On this occasion, as the journey was long, there were
two horses—hired; but, nevertheless, the brougham looked very well
as it came up the long Manor Cross avenue. Miss Tallowax became
rather frightened as she drew near to the scene of her coming
grandeur.</p>
<p>"Henry," she said to her nephew, "they will think so little of me."</p>
<p>"My dear aunt," replied the Dean, "in these days a lady who has
plenty of money of her own can hold her head up anywhere. The
dear old marchioness will think quite as much of you as you do of her."</p>
<p>What perhaps struck Miss Tallowax most at the first moment was
the plainness of the ladies' dresses. She, herself, was rather gorgeous
in a shot-silk gown and a fashionable bonnet crowded with flowers.
She had been ashamed of the splendour of the article as she put it on,
and yet had been ashamed also of her ordinary daily head gear. But
when she saw the Marchioness, and especially when she saw Lady
Sarah, who was altogether strange to her, she wished that she had
come in her customary black gown. She had heard something about
Lady Sarah from her niece, and had conceived an idea that Lady Sarah
was the dragon of the family. But when she saw a little woman, looking
almost as old as herself,—though in truth the one might have been
the other's mother,—dressed in an old brown merino, with the slightest
morsel of white collar to be seen round her neck, she began to hope
that the dragon would not be very fierce.<!-- Page 27 --></p>
<p>"I hope you like Brotherton, Miss Tallowax," said Lady Sarah. "I
think I have heard that you were here once before."</p>
<p>"I like Brotherton very much, my lady." Lady Sarah smiled as
graciously as she knew how. "I came when they first made Henry
dean, a long time ago now it seems. But he had not then the honour
of knowing your mamma or the family."</p>
<p>"It wasn't long before we did know him," said the Marchioness.
Then Miss Tallowax turned round and again curtseyed with her head
and shoulders.</p>
<p>The Dean at this moment was not in the room, having been withdrawn
from the ladies by his son-in-law at the front door; but as
luncheon was announced, the two men came in. Lord George gave his
arm to his wife's great aunt, and the Dean followed with the Marchioness.</p>
<p>"I really am a'most ashamed to walk out before her ladyship,"
said Miss Tallowax, with a slight attempt at laughing at her own
ignorance.</p>
<p>But Lord George rarely laughed at anything, and certainly did not
know how to treat pleasantly such a subject as this. "It's quite
customary," he said very gravely.</p>
<p>The lunch was much more tremendous to Miss Tallowax than had
been the dinner at the deanery. Though she was ignorant,—ignorant
at any rate of the ways of such people as those with whom she
was now consorting,—she was by no means a stupid old woman.
She was soon able to perceive that in spite of the old merino gown, it
was Lady Sarah's spirit that quelled them all. At first there was very
little conversation. Lord George did not speak a word. The Marchioness
never exerted herself. Poor Mary was cowed and unhappy.
The Dean made one or two little efforts, but without much success.
Lady Sarah was intent upon her mutton chop, which she finished to
the last shred, turning it over and over in her plate so that it should
be economically disposed of, looking at it very closely because she was
short-sighted. But when the mutton chop had finally done its duty,
she looked up from her plate and gave evident signs that she intended
to take upon herself the weight of the conversation. All the subsequent
ceremonies of the lunch itself, the little tarts and the jelly,
and the custard pudding, she despised altogether, regarding them as
wicked additions. One pudding after dinner she would have allowed,
but nothing more of that sort. It might be all very well for parvenu
millionaires to have two grand dinners a-day, but it could not be necessary
that the Germains should live in that way, even when the Dean
of Brotherton and his aunt came to lunch with them.</p>
<p>"I hope you like this part of the country, Miss Tallowax," she
said, as soon as she had deposited her knife and fork over the
bone.</p>
<p>"Manor Cross is quite splendid, my lady," said Miss Tallowax.<!-- Page 28 --></p>
<p>"It is an old house, and we shall have great pleasure in showing
you what the people call the state rooms. We never use them. Of
course you know the house belongs to my brother, and we only live
here because it suits him to stay in <SPAN name="tn_pg_37"></SPAN><!-- TN: end quote added-->Italy."</p>
<p>"That's the young Marquis, my lady?"</p>
<p>"Yes; my elder brother is Marquis of Brotherton, but I cannot
say that he is very young. He is two years my senior, and ten years
older than George."</p>
<p>"But I think he's not married yet?" asked Miss Tallowax.</p>
<p>The question was felt to be disagreeable by them all. Poor Mary
could not keep herself from blushing, as she remembered how much to
her might depend on this question of her brother-in-law's marriage.
Lord George felt that the old lady was enquiring what chance there
might be that her grand niece should ever become a marchioness. Old
Lady Brotherton, who had always been anxious that her elder son
should marry, felt uncomfortable, as did also the Dean, conscious
that all there must be conscious how important must be the matter
to him.</p>
<p>"No," said Lady Sarah, with stately gravity; "my elder brother
is not yet married. If you would like to see the rooms, Miss Tallowax,
I shall have pleasure in showing you the way."</p>
<p>The Dean had seen the rooms before, and remained with the old
lady. Lord George, who thought very much of everything affecting
his own family, joined the party, and Mary felt herself compelled to
follow her husband and her aunt. The two younger sisters also
accompanied Lady Sarah.</p>
<p>"This is the room in which Queen Elizabeth slept," said Lady
Sarah, entering a large chamber on the ground floor, in which there
was a four-post bedstead, almost as high as the ceiling, and looking as
though no human body had profaned it for the last three centuries.</p>
<p>"Dear me," said Miss Tallowax, almost afraid to press such sacred
boards with her feet. "Queen Elizabeth! Did she really now?"</p>
<p>"Some people say she never did actually come to Manor Cross at
all," said the conscientious Lady Amelia; "but there is no doubt that
the room was prepared for her."</p>
<p>"Laws!" said Miss Tallowax, who began to be less afraid of distant
royalty now that a doubt was cast on its absolute presence.</p>
<p>"Examining the evidence as closely as we can," said Lady Sarah,
with a savage glance at her sister, "I am inclined to think that she
certainly did come. We know that she was at Brotherton in 1582,
and there exists the letter in which Sir Humphrey Germaine, as he
was then, is desired to prepare rooms for her. I myself have no doubt
on the subject."</p>
<p>"After all it does not make much difference," said Mary.</p>
<p>"I think it makes all the difference in the world," said Lady
Susanna. "That piece of furniture will always be sacred to me,<!-- Page 29 -->
because I believe it did once afford rest and sleep to the gracious majesty
of England."</p>
<p>"It do make a difference, certainly," said Miss Tallowax, looking
at the bed with all her eyes. "Does anybody ever go to bed here
now?"</p>
<p>"Nobody, ever," said Lady Sarah. "Now we will go through to
the great dining hall. That's the portrait of the first earl."</p>
<p>"Painted by Kneller," said Lady Amelia, proudly.</p>
<p>"Oh, indeed," said Miss Tallowax.</p>
<p>"There is some doubt as to that," said Lady Sarah. "I have found
out that Sir Godfrey Kneller was only born in 1648, and as the first
earl died a year or two after the restoration, I don't know that he
could have done it."</p>
<p>"It was always said that it was painted by Kneller," said Lady
Amelia.</p>
<p>"There has been a mistake, I fear," said Lady Sarah.</p>
<p>"Oh, indeed," said Miss Tallowax, looking up with intense admiration
at a very <SPAN name="tn_pg_38"></SPAN><!-- TN: original reads "ill-dawn"-->ill-drawn old gentleman in armour. Then they entered
the state dining-room or hall, and Miss Tallowax was informed that
the room had not been used for any purpose whatever for very many
years. "And such a beautiful room!" said Miss Tallowax, with
much regret.</p>
<p>"The fact is, I believe, that the chimney smokes horribly," said
Lord George.</p>
<p>"I never remember a fire here," said Lady Sarah. "In very cold
weather we have a portable stove brought in, just to preserve the furniture.
This is called the old ball room."</p>
<p>"Dear me!" ejaculated Miss Tallowax, looking round at the faded
yellow hangings.</p>
<p>"We did have a ball here once," said Lady Amelia, <SPAN name="tn_pg_38a"></SPAN><!-- TN: quotation mark added here-->"when Brotherton
came of age. I can just remember it."</p>
<p>"Has it never been used since?" asked Mary.</p>
<p>"Never," said Lady Sarah. "Sometimes when it's rainy we walk
up and down for exercise. It is a fine old house, but I often wish
that it were smaller. I don't think people want rooms of this sort
now as much as they used to do. Perhaps a time may come when my
brother will make Manor Cross gay again, but it is not very gay now.
I think that is all, Miss Tallowax."</p>
<p>"It's very fine;—very fine indeed," said Miss Tallowax, shivering.
Then they all trooped back into the morning room which they used
for their daily life.</p>
<p>The old lady when she had got back into the brougham with
her nephew, the Dean, was able to express her mind freely. "I
wouldn't live in that house, Henry, not if they was to give it me for
nothing."</p>
<p>"They'd have to give you something to keep it up with."<!-- Page 30 --></p>
<p>"And not then, neither. Of course it's all very well having a bed
that Queen Elizabeth slept in."</p>
<p>"Or didn't sleep in."</p>
<p>"I'd teach myself to believe she did. But dear me, that isn't
everything. It nearly gave me the horrors to look at it. Room after
room,—room after room,—and nobody living in any of them."</p>
<p>"People can't live in more than a certain number of rooms at
once, aunt."</p>
<p>"Then what's the use of having them? And don't you think for
the daughters of a Marchioness they are a little what you'd call—dowdy?"</p>
<p>"They don't go in for dress much."</p>
<p>"Why, my Jemima at home, when the dirty work is done, is twice
smarter than Lady Sarah. And, Henry,—don't you think they're a
little hard upon Mary?"</p>
<p>"Hard upon her;—how?" The Dean had listened to the old
woman's previous criticisms with a smile; but now he was interested
and turned sharply round to her. "How hard?"</p>
<p>"Moping her up there among themselves; and it seemed to me
they snubbed her whenever she spoke." The Dean had not wanted
his aunt's observation to make him feel this. The tone of every
syllable addressed to his girl had caught his ear. He had been
pleased to marry her into so good a family. He had been
delighted to think that by means of his prosperity in the world
his father's grand-daughter might probably become a peeress. But
he certainly had not intended that even for such a reward as that
his daughter should become submissive to the old maids at Manor
Cross. Foreseeing something of this he had stipulated that she should
have a house of her own in London; but half her time would probably
be spent in the country, and with reference to that half of her
time it would be necessary that she should be made to understand
that as the wife of Lord George she was in no respect inferior to his
sisters, and that in some respects she was their superior. "I don't
see the good of living in a big house," continued Miss Tallowax,
"if all the time everything is to be as dull as dull."</p>
<p>"They are older than she is, you know."</p>
<p>"Poor little dear! I always did say that young folk should have
young folk about 'em. Of course it's a great thing for her to have a
lord for her husband. But he looks a'most too old himself for such a
pretty darling as your Mary."</p>
<p>"He's only thirty-three."</p>
<p>"It's in the looks, I suppose, because he's so grand. But it's
that Lady Sarah puzzles me. It isn't in her looks, and yet she has
it all her in own way. Well;—I liked going there, and I'm glad I've
been; but I don't know as I shall ever want to go again." Then
there was silence for some time; but as the brougham was driven<!-- Page 31 -->
into Brotherton Miss Tallowax spoke again. "I don't suppose an
old woman like me can ever be of any use, and you'll always be at
hand to look after her. But if ever she should want an outing, just
to raise her spirits, old as I am, I think I could make it brighter for
her than it is there." The Dean took her hand and pressed it, and
then there was no more said.</p>
<p>When the brougham was driven away Lord George took his wife
for a walk in the park. She was still struggling hard to be in love
with him, never owning failure to herself, and sometimes assuring
herself that she had succeeded altogether. Now, when he asked her
to come with him, she put on her hat joyfully, and joined her hands
over his arm as she walked away with him into the shrubbery.</p>
<p>"She's a wonderful old woman;—is not she, George?"</p>
<p>"Not very wonderful."</p>
<p>"Of course you think she's vulgar."</p>
<p>"I didn't say so."</p>
<p>"No; you're too good to say so, because she's papa's aunt. But
she's very good. Don't you think she's very good?"</p>
<p>"I dare say she is. I don't know that I run into superlatives
quite so much as you do."</p>
<p>"She has brought me such a handsome present. I could not show
it you before them all just now, and it only came down from London
this morning. She did not say a word about it before. Look
here." Then she slipped her glove off and showed him a diamond
ring.</p>
<p>"You should not wear that out of doors."</p>
<p>"I only put it on to show you. Wasn't it good of her? 'Young
people of rank ought to wear nice things,' she said, as she gave it
me. Wasn't it an odd thing for her to say? and yet I understood
her." Lord George frowned, thinking that he also understood the
old woman's words, and reminding himself that the ladies of rank
at Manor Cross never did wear nice things. "Don't you think it
was nice?"</p>
<p>"Of course she is entitled to make you a present if she pleases."</p>
<p>"It pleased me, George."</p>
<p>"I dare say, and as it doesn't displease me all is well. You, however,
have quite sense enough to understand, that in this house more is
thought of—of—of—" he would have said blood, but that he did not
wish to hurt her,—"more is thought of personal good conduct than
of rings and jewels."</p>
<p>"Rings and jewels, and—personal conduct may go together;
mayn't they?"</p>
<p>"Of course they may."</p>
<p>"And very often do. You won't think my—personal conduct—will
be injured because I wear my aunt's ring?"</p>
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her two hands dropped from his arm, and now, as she repeated the
words, there was a little sting of sarcasm in her voice.</p>
<p>"I was intending to answer your aunt's opinion that young people
ought to wear nice things. No doubt there is at present a great rage
for rich ornaments and costly dress, and it was of these she was
thinking when she spoke of nice things. When I spoke of personal
conduct being more thought of here, I intended to imply that you had
come into a family not given to rich ornaments and costly dress. My
sisters feel that their portion in this world is assured to them without
such outward badges, and wish that you should share the feeling."</p>
<p>This was a regular sermon, and to Mary's thinking was very disagreeable,
and not at all deserved. Did her husband really mean to
tell her that, because his sisters chose to dress themselves down in
the country like dowdy old maids whom the world had deserted, she
was to do the same up in London? The injustice of this on all sides
struck home to her at the moment. They were old and she was
young. They were plain; she was pretty. They were poor; she
was rich. They didn't feel any wish to make themselves what she
called "nice." She did feel a very strong wish in that direction.
They were old maids; she was a young bride. And then what right
had they to domineer over her, and to send word to her through her
husband of their wishes as to her manner of dressing? She said
nothing at the moment; but she became red, and began to feel that
she had power within her to rebel at any rate against her sisters-in-law.
There was silence for a moment or so, and then Lord George
reverted to the subject.</p>
<p>"I hope you can sympathise with my sisters," he said. He had
felt that the hand had been dropped, and had understood something
of the reason.</p>
<p>She wished to rebel against them, but by no means wished to
oppose him. She was aware, as though by instinct, that her life would
be very bad indeed should she fail to sympathise with him. It was
still the all-paramount desire of her heart to be in love with him. But
she could not bring herself to say that she sympathised with them in
this direct attack that was made on her own mode of thought.</p>
<p>"Of course, they are a little older than I am," she said, hoping to
get out of the difficulty.</p>
<p>"And therefore, the more entitled to consideration. I think you
will own that they must know what is, and what is not, becoming to
a lady."</p>
<p>"Do you mean," said she, hardly able to choke a rising sob, "that
they—have anything—to find fault with in me?"</p>
<p>"I have said nothing as to finding fault, Mary."</p>
<p>"Do they think that I do not dress as I ought to do?"</p>
<p>"Why should you ask such a question as that?"</p>
<p>"I don't know what else I am to understand, George. Of course<!-- Page 33 -->
I will do anything that you tell me. If you wish me to make any
change, I will make it. But I hope they won't send me messages
through you."</p>
<p>"I thought you would have been glad to know that they interested
themselves about you." In answer to this Mary pouted, but her
husband did not see the pout.</p>
<p>"Of course they are anxious that you should become one of them.
We are a very united family. I do not speak now of my elder
brother, who is in a great measure separated from us and is of a
different nature. But my mother, my sisters, and I, have very many
opinions in common. We live together, and have the same way of
thinking. Our rank is high, and our means are small. But to me
blood is much more than wealth. We acknowledge, however, that
rank demands many sacrifices, and my sisters endeavour to make
those sacrifices most conscientiously. A woman more thoroughly
devoted to good works than Sarah I have never even read of. If you
will believe this, you will understand what they mean, and what I
mean, when we say that here at Manor Cross we think more of
personal conduct than of rings and jewels. You wish, Mary, to be
one of us; do you not?"</p>
<p>She paused for a moment, and then she answered, "I wish to be
always one with you."</p>
<p>He almost wanted to be angry at this, but it was impossible. "To
be one with me, dearest," he said, "you must be one, also, with
them."</p>
<p>"I cannot love them as I do you, George. That, I am sure, is
not the meaning of being married." Then she thought of it all
steadily for a minute, and after that, made a further speech. "And
I don't think I can quite dress like them. I'm sure you would not
like it if I did."</p>
<p>As she said this she put her second hand back upon his arm.</p>
<p>He said nothing further on the subject till he had brought her back
to the house, walking along by her side almost mute, not quite knowing
whether he ought to be offended with her or to take her part. It
was true that he would not have liked her to look like Lady Sarah,
but he would have liked her to make some approach in that direction,
sufficient to show submission. He was already beginning to fear the
absence of all control which would befall his young wife in that
London life to which, she was to be so soon introduced, and was meditating
whether he could not induce one of his sisters to accompany
them. As to Sarah he was almost hopeless. Amelia would be of
little or no service, though she would be more likely to ingratiate
herself with his wife than the others. Susanna was less strong than
Sarah <SPAN name="tn_pg_42"></SPAN><!-- TN: original reads "andj"-->and less amiable than Amelia. And then, how would it
be if Mary were to declare that she would rather begin the campaign
without any of them?<!-- Page 34 --></p>
<p>The young wife, as soon as she found herself alone in her own bedroom,
sat down and resolved that she would never allow herself to
be domineered by her husband's sisters. She would be submissive to
him in all things, but his authority should not be delegated to them.</p>
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