<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2>
<p>“I have told you that I heard much of this story from a friend of the
Intendant of the De Créquys, whom he met with in London. Some years
afterwards—the summer before my lord’s death—I was travelling
with him in Devonshire, and we went to see the French prisoners of war on
Dartmoor. We fell into conversation with one of them, whom I found out to be
the very Pierre of whom I had heard before, as having been involved in the
fatal story of Clément and Virginie, and by him I was told much of their last
days, and thus I learnt how to have some sympathy with all those who were
concerned in those terrible events; yes, even with the younger Morin himself,
on whose behalf Pierre spoke warmly, even after so long a time had elapsed.</p>
<p>“For when the younger Morin called at the porter’s lodge, on the
evening of the day when Virginie had gone out for the first time after so many
months’ confinement to the concièrgerie, he was struck with the
improvement in her appearance. It seems to have hardly been that he thought her
beauty greater: for, in addition to the fact that she was not beautiful, Morin
had arrived at that point of being enamoured when it does not signify whether
the beloved one is plain or handsome—she has enchanted one pair of eyes,
which henceforward see her through their own medium. But Morin noticed the
faint increase of colour and light in her countenance. It was as though she had
broken through her thick cloud of hopeless sorrow, and was dawning forth into a
happier life. And so, whereas during her grief, he had revered and respected it
even to a point of silent sympathy, now that she was gladdened, his heart rose
on the wings of strengthened hopes. Even in the dreary monotony of this
existence in his Aunt Babette’s concièrgerie, Time had not failed in his
work, and now, perhaps, soon he might humbly strive to help Time. The very next
day he returned—on some pretence of business—to the Hôtel
Duguesclin, and made his aunt’s room, rather than his aunt herself, a
present of roses and geraniums tied up in a bouquet with a tricolor ribbon.
Virginie was in the room, sitting at the coarse sewing she liked to do for
Madame Babette. He saw her eyes brighten at the sight of the flowers: she asked
his aunt to let her arrange them; he saw her untie the ribbon, and with a
gesture of dislike, throw it on the ground, and give it a kick with her little
foot, and even in this girlish manner of insulting his dearest prejudices, he
found something to admire.</p>
<p>“As he was coming out, Pierre stopped him. The lad had been trying to
arrest his cousin’s attention by futile grimaces and signs played off
behind Virginie’s back: but Monsieur Morin saw nothing but Mademoiselle
Cannes. However, Pierre was not to be baffled, and Monsieur Morin found him in
waiting just outside the threshold. With his finger on his lips, Pierre walked
on tiptoe by his companion’s side till they would have been long past
sight or hearing of the concièrgerie, even had the inhabitants devoted
themselves to the purposes of spying or listening.</p>
<p>“‘Chut!’ said Pierre, at last. ‘She goes out
walking.’</p>
<p>“‘Well?’ said Monsieur Morin, half curious, half annoyed at
being disturbed in the delicious reverie of the future into which he longed to
fall.</p>
<p>“‘Well! It is not well. It is bad.’</p>
<p>“‘Why? I do not ask who she is, but I have my ideas. She is an
aristocrat. Do the people about here begin to suspect her?’</p>
<p>“‘No, no!’ said Pierre. ‘But she goes out walking. She
has gone these two mornings. I have watched her. She meets a man—she is
friends with him, for she talks to him as eagerly as he does to her—mamma
cannot tell who he is.’</p>
<p>“‘Has my aunt seen him?’</p>
<p>“‘No, not so much as a fly’s wing of him. I myself have only
seen his back. It strikes me like a familiar back, and yet I cannot think who
it is. But they separate with sudden darts, like two birds who have been
together to feed their young ones. One moment they are in close talk, their
heads together chuchotting; the next he has turned up some bye-street, and
Mademoiselle Cannes is close upon me—has almost caught me.’</p>
<p>“‘But she did not see you?’ inquired Monsieur Morin, in so
altered a voice that Pierre gave him one of his quick penetrating looks. He was
struck by the way in which his cousin’s features—always coarse and
common-place—had become contracted and pinched; struck, too, by the livid
look on his sallow complexion. But as if Morin was conscious of the manner in
which his face belied his feelings, he made an effort, and smiled, and patted
Pierre’s head, and thanked him for his intelligence, and gave him a
five-franc piece, and bade him go on with his observations of Mademoiselle
Cannes’ movements, and report all to him.</p>
<p>“Pierre returned home with a light heart, tossing up his five-franc piece
as he ran. Just as he was at the concièrgerie door, a great tall man bustled
past him, and snatched his money away from him, looking back with a laugh,
which added insult to injury. Pierre had no redress; no one had witnessed the
impudent theft, and if they had, no one to be seen in the street was strong
enough to give him redress. Besides, Pierre had seen enough of the state of the
streets of Paris at that time to know that friends, not enemies, were required,
and the man had a bad air about him. But all these considerations did not keep
Pierre from bursting out into a fit of crying when he was once more under his
mother’s roof; and Virginie, who was alone there (Madame Babette having
gone out to make her daily purchases), might have imagined him pommeled to
death by the loudness of his sobs.</p>
<p>“‘What is the matter?’ asked she. ‘Speak, my child.
What hast thou done?’</p>
<p>“‘He has robbed me! he has robbed me!’ was all Pierre could
gulp out.</p>
<p>“‘Robbed thee! and of what, my poor boy?’ said Virginie,
stroking his hair gently.</p>
<p>“‘Of my five-franc piece—of a five-franc piece,’ said
Pierre, correcting himself, and leaving out the word my, half fearful lest
Virginie should inquire how he became possessed of such a sum, and for what
services it had been given him. But, of course, no such idea came into her
head, for it would have been impertinent, and she was gentle-born.</p>
<p>“‘Wait a moment, my lad,’ and going to the one small drawer
in the inner apartment, which held all her few possessions, she brought back a
little ring—a ring just with one ruby in it—which she had worn in
the days when she cared to wear jewels. ‘Take this,’ said she,
‘and run with it to a jeweller’s. It is but a poor, valueless
thing, but it will bring you in your five francs, at any rate. Go! I desire
you.’</p>
<p>“‘But I cannot,’ said the boy, hesitating; some dim sense of
honour flitting through his misty morals.</p>
<p>“‘Yes, you must!’ she continued, urging him with her hand to
the door. ‘Run! if it brings in more than five francs, you shall return
the surplus to me.’</p>
<p>“Thus tempted by her urgency, and, I suppose, reasoning with himself to
the effect that he might as well have the money, and then see whether he
thought it right to act as a spy upon her or not—the one action did not
pledge him to the other, nor yet did she make any conditions with her
gift—Pierre went off with her ring; and, after repaying himself his five
francs, he was enabled to bring Virginie back two more, so well had he managed
his affairs. But, although the whole transaction did not leave him bound, in
any way, to discover or forward Virginie’s wishes, it did leave him
pledged, according to his code, to act according to her advantage, and he
considered himself the judge of the best course to be pursued to this end. And,
moreover, this little kindness attached him to her personally. He began to
think how pleasant it would be to have so kind and generous a person for a
relation; how easily his troubles might be borne if he had always such a ready
helper at hand; how much he should like to make her like him, and come to him
for the protection of his masculine power! First of all his duties, as her
self-appointed squire, came the necessity of finding out who her strange new
acquaintance was. Thus, you see, he arrived at the same end, via supposed duty,
that he was previously pledged to via interest. I fancy a good number of us,
when any line of action will promote our own interest, can make ourselves
believe that reasons exist which compel us to it as a duty.</p>
<p>“In the course of a very few days, Pierre had so circumvented Virginie as
to have discovered that her new friend was no other than the Norman farmer in a
different dress. This was a great piece of knowledge to impart to Morin. But
Pierre was not prepared for the immediate physical effect it had on his cousin.
Morin sat suddenly down on one of the seats in the Boulevards—it was
there Pierre had met with him accidentally—when he heard who it was that
Virginie met. I do not suppose the man had the faintest idea of any
relationship or even previous acquaintanceship between Clément and Virginie. If
he thought of anything beyond the mere fact presented to him, that his idol was
in communication with another, younger, handsomer man than himself, it must
have been that the Norman farmer had seen her at the concièrgerie, and had been
attracted by her, and, as was but natural, had tried to make her acquaintance,
and had succeeded. But, from what Pierre told me, I should not think that even
this much thought passed through Morin’s mind. He seems to have been a
man of rare and concentrated attachments; violent, though restrained and
undemonstrative passions; and, above all, a capability of jealousy, of which
his dark oriental complexion must have been a type. I could fancy that if he
had married Virginie, he would have coined his life-blood for luxuries to make
her happy; would have watched over and petted her, at every sacrifice to
himself, as long as she would have been content to live with him alone. But, as
Pierre expressed it to me: ‘When I saw what my cousin was, when I learned
his nature too late, I perceived that he would have strangled a bird if she
whom he loved was attracted by it from him.’</p>
<p>“When Pierre had told Morin of his discovery, Morin sat down, as I said,
quite suddenly, as if he had been shot. He found out that the first meeting
between the Norman and Virginie was no accidental, isolated circumstance.
Pierre was torturing him with his accounts of daily rendezvous: if but for a
moment, they were seeing each other every day, sometimes twice a day. And
Virginie could speak to this man, though to himself she was coy and reserved as
hardly to utter a sentence. Pierre caught these broken words while his
cousin’s complexion grew more and more livid, and then purple, as if some
great effect were produced on his circulation by the news he had just heard.
Pierre was so startled by his cousin’s wandering, senseless eyes, and
otherwise disordered looks, that he rushed into a neighbouring cabaret for a
glass of absinthe, which he paid for, as he recollected afterwards, with a
portion of Virginie’s five francs. By-and-by Morin recovered his natural
appearance; but he was gloomy and silent; and all that Pierre could get out of
him was, that the Norman farmer should not sleep another night at the
Hôtel Duguesclin, giving him such opportunities of passing and repassing
by the concièrgerie door. He was too much absorbed in his own thoughts to repay
Pierre the half franc he had spent on the absinthe, which Pierre perceived, and
seems to have noted down in the ledger of his mind as on Virginie’s
balance of favour.</p>
<p>“Altogether, he was much disappointed at his cousin’s mode of
receiving intelligence, which the lad thought worth another five-franc piece at
least; or, if not paid for in money, to be paid for in open-mouthed confidence
and expression of feeling, that he was, for a time, so far a partisan of
Virginie’s—unconscious Virginie—against his cousin, as to
feel regret when the Norman returned no more to his night’s lodging, and
when Virginie’s eager watch at the crevice of the closely-drawn blind
ended only with a sigh of disappointment. If it had not been for his
mother’s presence at the time, Pierre thought he should have told her
all. But how far was his mother in his cousin’s confidence as regarded
the dismissal of the Norman?</p>
<p>“In a few days, however, Pierre felt almost sure that they had
established some new means of communication. Virginie went out for a short time
every day; but though Pierre followed her as closely as he could without
exciting her observation, he was unable to discover what kind of intercourse
she held with the Norman. She went, in general, the same short round among the
little shops in the neighbourhood; not entering any, but stopping at two or
three. Pierre afterwards remembered that she had invariably paused at the
nosegays displayed in a certain window, and studied them long: but, then, she
stopped and looked at caps, hats, fashions, confectionery (all of the humble
kind common in that quarter), so how should he have known that any particular
attraction existed among the flowers? Morin came more regularly than ever to
his aunt’s; but Virginie was apparently unconscious that she was the
attraction. She looked healthier and more hopeful than she had done for months,
and her manners to all were gentler and not so reserved. Almost as if she
wished to manifest her gratitude to Madame Babette for her long continuance of
kindness, the necessity for which was nearly ended, Virginie showed an unusual
alacrity in rendering the old woman any little service in her power, and
evidently tried to respond to Monsieur Morin’s civilities, he being
Madame Babette’s nephew, with a soft graciousness which must have made
one of her principal charms; for all who knew her speak of the fascination of
her manners, so winning and attentive to others, while yet her opinions, and
often her actions, were of so decided a character. For, as I have said, her
beauty was by no means great; yet every man who came near her seems to have
fallen into the sphere of her influence. Monsieur Morin was deeper than ever in
love with her during these last few days: he was worked up into a state capable
of any sacrifice, either of himself or others, so that he might obtain her at
last. He sat ‘devouring her with his eyes’ (to use Pierre’s
expression) whenever she could not see him; but, if she looked towards him, he
looked to the ground—anywhere—away from her and almost stammered in
his replies if she addressed any question to him.’</p>
<p>“He had been, I should think, ashamed of his extreme agitation on the
Boulevards, for Pierre thought that he absolutely shunned him for these few
succeeding days. He must have believed that he had driven the Norman (my poor
Clément!) off the field, by banishing him from his inn; and thought that the
intercourse between him and Virginie, which he had thus interrupted, was of so
slight and transient a character as to be quenched by a little difficulty.</p>
<p>“But he appears to have felt that he had made but little way, and he
awkwardly turned to Pierre for help—not yet confessing his love, though;
he only tried to make friends again with the lad after their silent
estrangement. And Pierre for some time did not choose to perceive his
cousin’s advances. He would reply to all the roundabout questions Morin
put to him respecting household conversations when he was not present, or
household occupations and tone of thought, without mentioning Virginie’s
name any more than his questioner did. The lad would seem to suppose, that his
cousin’s strong interest in their domestic ways of going on was all on
account of Madame Babette. At last he worked his cousin up to the point of
making him a confidant: and then the boy was half frightened at the torrent of
vehement words he had unloosed. The lava came down with a greater rush for
having been pent up so long. Morin cried out his words in a hoarse, passionate
voice, clenched his teeth, his fingers, and seemed almost convulsed, as he
spoke out his terrible love for Virginie, which would lead him to kill her
sooner than see her another’s; and if another stepped in between him and
her!—and then he smiled a fierce, triumphant smile, but did not say any
more.</p>
<p>“Pierre was, as I said, half frightened; but also half-admiring. This was
really love—a ‘grande passion,’—a really fine dramatic
thing,—like the plays they acted at the little theatre yonder. He had a
dozen times the sympathy with his cousin now that he had had before, and
readily swore by the infernal gods, for they were far too enlightened to
believe in one God, or Christianity, or anything of the kind,—that he
would devote himself, body and soul, to forwarding his cousin’s views.
Then his cousin took him to a shop, and bought him a smart second-hand watch,
on which they scratched the word Fidélité, and thus was the compact sealed.
Pierre settled in his own mind, that if he were a woman, he should like to be
beloved as Virginie was, by his cousin, and that it would be an extremely good
thing for her to be the wife of so rich a citizen as Morin Fils,—and for
Pierre himself, too, for doubtless their gratitude would lead them to give him
rings and watches ad infinitum.</p>
<p>“A day or two afterwards, Virginie was taken ill. Madame Babette said it
was because she had persevered in going out in all weathers, after confining
herself to two warm rooms for so long; and very probably this was really the
cause, for, from Pierre’s account, she must have been suffering from a
feverish cold, aggravated, no doubt, by her impatience at Madame
Babette’s familiar prohibitions of any more walks until she was better.
Every day, in spite of her trembling, aching limbs, she would fain have
arranged her dress for her walk at the usual time; but Madame Babette was fully
prepared to put physical obstacles in her way, if she was not obedient in
remaining tranquil on the little sofa by the side of the fire. The third day,
she called Pierre to her, when his mother was not attending (having, in fact,
locked up Mademoiselle Cannes’ out-of-door things).</p>
<p>“‘See, my child,’ said Virginie. ‘Thou must do me a
great favour. Go to the gardener’s shop in the Rue des Bons-Enfans, and
look at the nosegays in the window. I long for pinks; they are my favourite
flower. Here are two francs. If thou seest a nosegay of pinks displayed in the
window, if it be ever so faded—nay, if thou seest two or three nosegays
of pinks, remember, buy them all, and bring them to me, I have so great a
desire for the smell.’ She fell back weak and exhausted. Pierre hurried
out. Now was the time; here was the clue to the long inspection of the nosegay
in this very shop.</p>
<p>“Sure enough, there was a drooping nosegay of pinks in the window. Pierre
went in, and, with all his impatience, he made as good a bargain as he could,
urging that the flowers were faded, and good for nothing. At last he purchased
them at a very moderate price. And now you will learn the bad consequences of
teaching the lower orders anything beyond what is immediately necessary to
enable them to earn their daily bread! The silly Count de Créquy,—he who
had been sent to his bloody rest, by the very canaille of whom he thought so
much,—he who had made Virginie (indirectly, it is true) reject such a man
as her cousin Clément, by inflating her mind with his bubbles of
theories,—this Count de Créquy had long ago taken a fancy to Pierre, as
he saw the bright sharp child playing about his court—Monsieur de Créquy
had even begun to educate the boy himself to try work out certain opinions of
his into practice,—but the drudgery of the affair wearied him, and,
beside, Babette had left his employment. Still the Count took a kind of
interest in his former pupil; and made some sort of arrangement by which Pierre
was to be taught reading and writing, and accounts, and Heaven knows what
besides,—Latin, I dare say. So Pierre, instead of being an innocent
messenger, as he ought to have been—(as Mr. Horner’s little lad
Gregson ought to have been this morning)—could read writing as well as
either you or I. So what does he do, on obtaining the nosegay, but examine it
well. The stalks of the flowers were tied up with slips of matting in wet moss.
Pierre undid the strings, unwrapped the moss, and out fell a piece of wet
paper, with the writing all blurred with moisture. It was but a torn piece of
writing-paper, apparently, but Pierre’s wicked mischievous eyes read what
was written on it,—written so as to look like a
fragment,—‘Ready, every and any night at nine. All is prepared.
Have no fright. Trust one who, whatever hopes he might once have had, is
content now to serve you as a faithful cousin;’ and a place was named,
which I forget, but which Pierre did not, as it was evidently the rendezvous.
After the lad had studied every word, till he could say it off by heart, he
placed the paper where he had found it, enveloped it in moss, and tied the
whole up again carefully. Virginie’s face coloured scarlet as she
received it. She kept smelling at it, and trembling: but she did not untie it,
although Pierre suggested how much fresher it would be if the stalks were
immediately put into water. But once, after his back had been turned for a
minute, he saw it untied when he looked round again, and Virginie was blushing,
and hiding something in her bosom.</p>
<p>“Pierre was now all impatience to set off and find his cousin, But his
mother seemed to want him for small domestic purposes even more than usual; and
he had chafed over a multitude of errands connected with the Hôtel before
he could set off and search for his cousin at his usual haunts. At last the two
met and Pierre related all the events of the morning to Morin. He said the note
off word by word. (That lad this morning had something of the magpie look of
Pierre—it made me shudder to see him, and hear him repeat the note by
heart.) Then Morin asked him to tell him all over again. Pierre was struck by
Morin’s heavy sighs as he repeated the story. When he came the second
time to the note, Morin tried to write the words down; but either he was not a
good, ready scholar, or his fingers trembled too much. Pierre hardly
remembered, but, at any rate, the lad had to do it, with his wicked reading and
writing. When this was done, Morin sat heavily silent. Pierre would have
preferred the expected outburst, for this impenetrable gloom perplexed and
baffled him. He had even to speak to his cousin to rouse him; and when he
replied, what he said had so little apparent connection with the subject which
Pierre had expected to find uppermost in his mind, that he was half afraid that
his cousin had lost his wits.</p>
<p>“‘My Aunt Babette is out of coffee.’</p>
<p>“‘I am sure I do not know,’ said Pierre.</p>
<p>“‘Yes, she is. I heard her say so. Tell her that a friend of mine
has just opened a shop in the Rue Saint Antoine, and that if she will join me
there in an hour, I will supply her with a good stock of coffee, just to give
my friend encouragement. His name is Antoine Meyer, Number One hundred and
Fifty at the sign of the Cap of Liberty.’</p>
<p>“‘I could go with you now. I can carry a few pounds of coffee
better than my mother,’ said Pierre, all in good faith. He told me he
should never forget the look on his cousin’s face, as he turned round,
and bade him begone, and give his mother the message without another word. It
had evidently sent him home promptly to obey his cousins command. Morin’s
message perplexed Madame Babette.</p>
<p>“‘How could he know I was out of coffee?’ said she. ‘I
am; but I only used the last up this morning. How could Victor know about
it?’</p>
<p>“‘I am sure I can’t tell,’ said Pierre, who by this
time had recovered his usual self-possession. ‘All I know is, that
monsieur is in a pretty temper, and that if you are not sharp to your time at
this Antoine Meyer’s you are likely to come in for some of his black
looks.’</p>
<p>“‘Well, it is very kind of him to offer to give me some coffee, to
be sure! But how could he know I was out?’</p>
<p>“Pierre hurried his mother off impatiently, for he was certain that the
offer of the coffee was only a blind to some hidden purpose on his
cousin’s part; and he made no doubt that when his mother had been
informed of what his cousin’s real intention was, he, Pierre, could
extract it from her by coaxing or bullying. But he was mistaken. Madame Babette
returned home, grave, depressed, silent, and loaded with the best coffee. Some
time afterwards he learnt why his cousin had sought for this interview. It was
to extract from her, by promises and threats, the real name of Mam’selle
Cannes, which would give him a clue to the true appellation of The Faithful
Cousin. He concealed the second purpose from his aunt, who had been quite
unaware of his jealousy of the Norman farmer, or of his identification of him
with any relation of Virginie’s. But Madame Babette instinctively shrank
from giving him any information: she must have felt that, in the lowering mood
in which she found him, his desire for greater knowledge of Virginie’s
antecedents boded her no good. And yet he made his aunt his
confidante—told her what she had only suspected before—that he was
deeply enamoured of Mam’selle Cannes, and would gladly marry her. He
spoke to Madame Babette of his father’s hoarded riches; and of the share
which he, as partner, had in them at the present time; and of the prospect of
the succession to the whole, which he had, as only child. He told his aunt of
the provision for her (Madame Babette’s) life, which he would make on the
day when he married Mam’selle Cannes. And yet—and yet—Babette
saw that in his eye and look which made her more and more reluctant to confide
in him. By-and-by he tried threats. She should leave the concièrgerie, and find
employment where she liked. Still silence. Then he grew angry, and swore that
he would inform against her at the bureau of the Directory, for harbouring an
aristocrat; an aristocrat he knew Mademoiselle was, whatever her real name
might be. His aunt should have a domiciliary visit, and see how she liked that.
The officers of the Government were the people for finding out secrets. In vain
she reminded him that, by so doing, he would expose to imminent danger the lady
whom he had professed to love. He told her, with a sullen relapse into silence
after his vehement outpouring of passion, never to trouble herself about that.
At last he wearied out the old woman, and, frightened alike of herself and of
him, she told him all,—that Mam’selle Cannes was Mademoiselle
Virginie de Créquy, daughter of the Count of that name. Who was the Count?
Younger brother of the Marquis. Where was the Marquis? Dead long ago, leaving a
widow and child. A son? (eagerly). Yes, a son. Where was he? Parbleu! how
should she know?—for her courage returned a little as the talk went away
from the only person of the De Créquy family that she cared about. But, by dint
of some small glasses out of a bottle of Antoine Meyer’s, she told him
more about the De Créquys than she liked afterwards to remember. For the
exhilaration of the brandy lasted but a very short time, and she came home, as
I have said, depressed, with a presentiment of coming evil. She would not
answer Pierre, but cuffed him about in a manner to which the spoilt boy was
quite unaccustomed. His cousin’s short, angry words, and sudden
withdrawal of confidence,—his mother’s unwonted crossness and
fault-finding, all made Virginie’s kind, gentle treatment, more than ever
charming to the lad. He half resolved to tell her how he had been acting as a
spy upon her actions, and at whose desire he had done it. But he was afraid of
Morin, and of the vengeance which he was sure would fall upon him for any
breach of confidence. Towards half-past eight that evening—Pierre,
watching, saw Virginie arrange several little things—she was in the inner
room, but he sat where he could see her through the glazed partition. His
mother sat—apparently sleeping—in the great easy-chair; Virginie
moved about softly, for fear of disturbing her. She made up one or two little
parcels of the few things she could call her own: one packet she concealed
about herself—the others she directed, and left on the shelf. ‘She
is going,’ thought Pierre, and (as he said in giving me the account) his
heart gave a spring, to think that he should never see her again. If either his
mother or his cousin had been more kind to him, he might have endeavoured to
intercept her; but as it was, he held his breath, and when she came out he
pretended to read, scarcely knowing whether he wished her to succeed in the
purpose which he was almost sure she entertained, or not. She stopped by him,
and passed her hand over his hair. He told me that his eyes filled with tears
at this caress. Then she stood for a moment looking at the sleeping Madame
Babette, and stooped down and softly kissed her on the forehead. Pierre dreaded
lest his mother should awake (for by this time the wayward, vacillating boy
must have been quite on Virginie’s side), but the brandy she had drunk
made her slumber heavily. Virginie went. Pierre’s heart beat fast. He was
sure his cousin would try to intercept her; but how, he could not imagine. He
longed to run out and see the catastrophe,—but he had let the moment
slip; he was also afraid of reawakening his mother to her unusual state of
anger and violence.”</p>
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