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<h2>CHAPTER V</h2>
<h3>THE FRONTIER</h3>
<p>When we got to Crefeld I saw that the station
was on the east side of the town, but after my
experience at Düsseldorf I thought it would be
much safer to walk boldly right through the middle of
the town than to skirt round the edges. My brother was
at this time interned at Crefeld, and I thought how amusing
it would be if I were to meet him in the town and
wondered if he would keep a straight face when I winked
at him. The walk through the town was without incident.
One fellow, in Landsturm uniform, a prison guard I
should think, turned round and looked at me in a nasty
way, perhaps recognizing my likeness to my brother, but
I walked quickly on and nothing came of it. It must have
been just after 2 p.m. when I got through into the open
country on the southwest side of Crefeld, and a more
horrible country I have never seen; it was absolutely flat,
no trees and no signs of cover of any sort. There were
one or two disused factories, which I inspected, but did
not like the look of them as hiding-places. I passed several
parties of French soldiers working in the fields, but did
not dare to speak to them. The day was very hot and
my bag was very heavy, and I could not help feeling I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</SPAN></span>
was rather a suspicious figure wandering about through
the fields with a heavy traveling-bag within 20 miles of
the frontier. It was a most unpleasant walk, and at times
I thought of just throwing myself down in the middle of
a field of roots, but the country was so flat that I could
never be quite sure that someone would not see me crawling
into them. It was not till 3.30 that I found a small
alder copse with thick undergrowth, which I thought
would do. There were a number of people working in
the fields quite close to it, but I walked by them and
round the copse, and putting the copse between them and
me I doubled back into it. It was quite a small copse,
about 50 by 20 yards, with thick rank grass in between
the clumps. The people outside were only about 50 yards
from me, and I could hear them talking and laughing.
Still I was very comfortable and there were no tracks,
and when I had made up some yarn to tell them if I was
discovered, I went to sleep. Later on I opened a tin of
Oxford sausages and had a good meal. Once a dog came
through hunting rabbits, and once a man and a girl came
quite close, but neither disturbed me. I began to find
things very tedious and looked forward to the night's walk.
Soon after 10 p.m. I started out from my hiding-place
and walked hard with very few rests till 5.30 next morning,
when I found a good place to lie up in. Considering the
amount of energy expended, I made very little progress.
Many detours were necessary to avoid the villages and
houses, and for the most part I walked across country by
small paths which were very clearly shown on my excellent
map. However, my bag and the going were both heavy,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</SPAN></span>
and three-quarters of an hour's halt between 1 and 2 a.m.
and some hot cocoa were most refreshing. At one place
where there was a level crossing a man came to open the
barrier, so I took the initiative and said, "Nach Anrath
gerade aus?" (Straight on to Anrath?) He said, "Ja
wohl," and opened the gate. (After that I always kept the
name of the next village of which I was sure of the pronunciation
in my head, so as to be able to ask my way
there.)</p>
<p>At about 5 o'clock I was pretty tired and found myself
with the large village of Süchteln in front of me, through
which I had to pass, as it is on a river. I funked it, as
the bridge over the river was such an obvious place to have
a sentry. After thinking it out, I decided it would be less
suspicious to go through just after daylight when there
were a few people about, so I lay up and went to sleep in a
bush in the middle of a water meadow. When I woke up,
shivering with the cold, it was about 5.30 and still dark,
so I crossed the road and found a splendid warm spot in
the middle of a haycock, which completely covered me up.
Still, I thought, they might cart the hay that day; so
at 6.15 a.m., when it was just getting light, I walked
boldly through the village. There were one or two people
about, but they took no interest in me. At 6.30 I had
found an excellent hiding-place on the far side of the town.
It was rather hot all day, and I had no water-bottle and
suffered from thirst a good deal, but otherwise it was very
pleasant, being up in the thick bushes on the top of an old
gravel pit. The time seemed very long, and in the afternoon
I very foolishly wandered about a bit in the woods.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</SPAN></span>
I was seen by one man, but I don't think he was suspicious,
and so making a short detour I got back to my hiding-place.
That is the worst of being alone; it is almost
impossible not to do foolish things.</p>
<p>I started off again about 9.30 p.m., hoping to cross the
frontier that night. I was about 10 miles from the frontier,
but reckoned that it would be necessary to walk nearly
15 miles if I wanted to avoid all the villages, as the
country was very thickly populated. There is nothing
much to say about this night's walk—it was much like the
other, though I suffered rather more from thirst. At all
the places where there was water there were also houses,
and I did not dare to stop. I managed to quench my
thirst to a certain extent by chewing roots from the fields.
Unfortunately, after crossing the canal, I took a wrong
road and went many miles southwest instead of west, and
found myself in a long straggling village. Fortunately for
my nerves there were very few dogs (very different, as I
found afterwards, from Bavaria), and after walking
through about two miles of village I extricated myself
and got into the big wood on the frontier at about 4.30 a.m.
It was a very wild spot, and rather like some thickly
wooded parts of Scotland. It was also very hilly, with
ridges of thick heather or long grass between almost impenetrable
fir woods. I had an extremely pleasant sleep in
the heather, and at 6.30 a.m. decided that I would move on
cautiously. It was an ideal place for stalking, and I
thought I would try and locate the frontier in the day time
and if possible find out what obstacles I had before me.
From my map it appeared that I had about 3 kilometres<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</SPAN></span>
of forest between me and the frontier, but of course I
did not know whether the guards would be placed exactly
on the frontier. It seemed to me at the time absolutely
essential, and even now I think I was quite right, to try to
find out by day exactly where the sentries' line was. For
all I knew there might be electrified wires, and on a dark
night in the forest one was more likely than not to walk
straight into them without ever seeing them at all. The
rides would almost certainly be guarded, and the woods
were so thick that it was impossible to crawl through them
without making an awful noise. I know now that a forest
is not only the most obvious place to try and cross the
frontier, and for that reason the best guarded, but under
any conditions, and for many reasons, the open country is
the best place to try. However, I felt pretty confident
that I should see the sentries before they saw me, so I
went forward cautiously, examining every ride before I
went down it. I went slowly through the woods for about
three hours, in a west or northwest direction, steering by
compass, and then began to think I must be getting pretty
near the frontier. I was confirmed in this idea by finding
a well used path down one of the rides, so I crawled into
the wood at the side and lay down to think it out and
have lunch. While I was sitting there a soldier wheeling a
bicycle came down the path. When he had gone I crawled
out to the edge of the ride and had a good look around.
Almost north of me I could make out the roof of a house
through the trees with a flagstaff and flag beside it. Like
a fool, I never grasped that that was the frontier blockhouse—and
then I suddenly saw a figure half a mile away,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</SPAN></span>
with something on his shoulder, cross the end of the ride—a
soldier with a rifle, I thought, but could not be sure.</p>
<p>After resting till about 10.30 I retraced my steps to
look for a bit of map which had fallen out of my pocket,
but was unable to find it. However, it did not matter,
as the map was no longer of much use to me. Once on
the move I felt very restless and not a bit tired, and as
the cover was so good I determined to try and find out
a bit more about the frontier. I found a ride leading in
the right direction and followed that along very cautiously,
mostly on my hands and knees, crawling through thick
heather. I crossed two more rises without seeing anyone,
and still crawled on. It was really madness to go any
farther now, but it all seemed so safe and the woods were
so thick that the necessity seemed to me greater than the
danger. It only shows the great advantage of having a
friend with you when you escape—if Kicq had been there
I am sure we should both of us have got across; alone, it
is almost impossible to refrain from taking undue risks.
It is partly overconfidence and partly boredom with doing
nothing, and partly a sort of reckless and restless feeling
which comes over every one, I think, at times. Buckley
and I, when we got away some six months later, nearly
always adopted the more cautious of two plans. The
occasions on which the more cautious advice was abandoned
in favor of the more reckless, though few, three times
nearly led to disaster. On this first expedition of mine
I had no rules and regulations for escaping prisoners, such
as one learned at Fort 9, and no experience of escaping.
I had to carry on by the light of nature. However, instead<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</SPAN></span>
of making further excuses for what I did, I had better
go on with the story.</p>
<p>After crossing a ride, I climbed a steep bank and came
out on to a sort of plateau, about 100 yards across. The
undergrowth was thick but there were only a few trees
about, though there was a wood on the far side again.
I was crawling through this undergrowth when I suddenly
stopped short and held my breath. There, 15 yards
from me, was a low wooden hut and I caught sight of a
German soldier through the open door. I stymied myself
from the hut by a bush and looked over my shoulder for
the best line of retreat. Just as I was about to crawl off,
a German sentry walked by me from the right, walking
towards the hut. He was only about 10 yards off and
was unarmed, and was buckling up his belt as he passed.
I was not very well under cover from that direction, as
my legs were sticking out of the bush, but I thought he
would not see me if I lay quite still. When he was 5 yards
from me, he stopped to adjust his belt and turned towards
me, and as he looked up he saw my legs. He was a big
heavy built fellow, and as he walked quickly up to me
he said, "Who are you? What are you doing here?" I
crawled out of the bush and stood up. "I am a papermaker
from Darmstadt out on a holiday," I said.</p>
<p>"Have you got any papers?"</p>
<p>"Yes," I lied.</p>
<p>"Well, you must come and show them."</p>
<p>I took no notice of this hint, but said, "Could you kindly
tell me if this is the Dutch frontier just here?"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"That has nothing to do with you," he answered; "you
just come along with me."</p>
<p>I took no notice, and repeated the question. "Mit mir
kommen—so fort," he roared out, and gripped me by the
shoulder. He took me across the plateau and towards the
wood on the opposite side, and as we were stepping out of
a sort of pit I suddenly bolted from him. I dashed into
the wood and he was after me yelling "Posten" at the top
of his voice. We were running steeply down hill through
the woods, consequently it was difficult for me to double
back into the thick woods behind without being cut off. I
turned as much right handed as I could, but he was only
about 10 or 15 yards behind me, and I had not much time
to think. About 50 yards ahead at the bottom of the slope
there was a road which I could not avoid crossing as I
saw it curling around to my right. As I was crashing
through the last few yards of wood before the road, the
fellow behind still yelling "Halt!" like a madman, I suddenly
saw a sentry on the road who put up his rifle at
10 yards' range and called "Halt," and I halted as abruptly
as possible. The fellow behind came up cursing and panting,
and I was marched along the road to the left. On
the road I saw there was another sentry leading a dog
about 100 yards north of us. As we went along I saw the
sentry who had held me up slip a clip of cartridges into
his magazine, so that I am not sure that his rifle had been
loaded after all. We passed another sentry (they seemed
to be stationed about every 150 yards or so), and then
came to the wooden hut which I had seen earlier in the day.
There were about ten men in the hut (it was the guardroom<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</SPAN></span>
for the frontier posts on that sector), and they treated
me quite well. I asked for some tea and tobacco, and sat
down in a corner near the window to consider the position.
Rather foolishly I told them who I was. A "Flieger
Hauptmann" was a bit of a capture, and they were very
pleased about it. They searched me very mildly, and took
away my map and compass but nothing else. From where
I was sitting I could see out of a window. There I was—20
yards from the Dutch border. I had only to get across
the road and I should be in thick undergrowth on the far
side. It seemed to me most unlikely that there were any
further obstacles than this one line of sentries. I believed
at the time that I was actually on the very border, but
I am not quite so sure of that now—anyhow, I am nearly
sure I should have got clear away if I could have got out
of that hut with a few yards' start. I could see the sentry
outside the door, and he had his rifle slung over one
shoulder by the strap. As I was afraid that he would
get rather too good a shot at me if I ran straight, I
determined that if I could get out of the hut I would
double round it and get back into the thick woods behind
and get across the following night. There seemed to be no
obstacle of any sort in the way of wire. While I was
sitting there several girls came into the hut who presented
papers, which were checked by the N.C.O., and laughed
and joked with the soldiers in a lingo which I could not
follow. I found also that I could not understand the
German soldiers when they talked among themselves.</p>
<p>I must have sat there for an hour or more—pretending
to doze most of the time, but keeping a pretty sharp lookout<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</SPAN></span>
for a chance of getting out of the door. Several people
had come in, and I noticed exactly how the latch worked.
There was an oldish fellow who annoyed me a good deal
by standing with his back to the door the whole time. I
thought it was accident at first, but I soon saw that he
had his suspicions of me and would not be enticed from
the door for anything. The only thing to be done was to
pretend to fall fast asleep. This had the desired effect,
and when half an hour later he left the door to glance at
a paper which a soldier had brought in, I made a dash
for it. There was a fellow sitting by the side of the door
who must have seen me turn and, so to speak, gather myself
together to make the dash; for, as I went out, he made a
desperate grab at me and by ill-fortune caught the belt
at the back of my coat. It tore in his hand as I struggled,
but it stopped me just long enough to give the sentry outside
the time to fall on my neck, and then they all fell on
me and every one tried to hit me at once. For some
minutes there was a horrid scene. Ten furious men hit,
kicked, punched, and cursed me all at once. I did my
best to ward off the blows with my hands, and luckily
there were so many of them that they all got in each
other's way and I was scarcely hurt at all till one of them
cut my head open with a bayonet. After a bit they calmed
down and I was led back into the hut, with much kicking
and cursing. For a long time they continued to curse me,
and I think I must have gone temporarily mad, for I
started to argue with them and made matters worse. About
an hour later, preparations were made to remove me to
Brüggen. They undid my braces—they undid all the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</SPAN></span>
buttons of my trousers, which I had to hold up with one
hand whilst I carried all my belongings in the other. The
walking was very rough, mostly through thick heather,
and I was escorted by five men and an N.C.O. The five
men carried their rifles in a most explosive state of readiness
and the N.C.O. kept a revolver handy. Once, when
I fell, I was very near being shot on the spot. Of course
there were thick woods on either hand most of the way, and
once in them they would never have caught me again.
However, they never gave me a chance. I was feeling
extremely fit and well, and managed the hot walk over
heavy ground much more easily than most of my guards,
who were fat old chaps.</p>
<p>Although I was bitterly disappointed, I did not feel it
so much at the time as afterwards, and really enjoyed
the whole experience more than now seems to me possible.
I was an object of curiosity in the village of Brüggen, and
was eventually brought into an office, on the second story
of a house, where several soldier clerks were working and
given a chair in a corner, where I went to sleep. I was
awakened by the entrance of a fat, unhealthy looking German
lieutenant, to whom I took the most intense dislike
at sight. He brought me into the next room, placed a loaded
revolver on the table beside him, and ordered me to strip
nude. I suppose I must have laughed at him, as he got
very angry and told me it was no laughing matter. After
my clothes had been searched he allowed me to dress, and
then with intense deliberation began to write an account
of me. I told him my camp, name, rank, etc., but when
one of the guards (the brute who had first caught me)<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</SPAN></span>
said that I had hit about me with my fists, I protested and
said that, on the contrary, I had been brutally man-handled
and my head had been cut open. My coat collar and head
were all covered with blood, but the cut, though deep,
was clean and gave little pain. He called a medical
orderly, who dressed my head quite efficiently.</p>
<p>After waiting for an hour or two more in the clerks'
office, I was solemnly warned by a nasty little N.C.O. that
I would be shot immediately if I made a further attempt
to escape, and was marched off with a couple of guards.
One happened to be the fellow who had originally caught
me and the other was the old fellow who had made such a
point of guarding the door in the hut. They were both,
rather naturally, very suspicious of me and never gave
me half a chance. After a march of three miles or so, we
came to a big factory which was used as barracks, and
I was put into the guardroom. When feeding time came
round, I was given a very good plate of excellent vegetable
soup, of which they gave me a second helping when I
asked for it, and as much hot water, colored to look like
coffee, as I could drink. On the whole, considering they
were a rough lot of soldiers, I was treated very decently indeed.
One young fellow, in fact, went out of his way to be
nice to me and to make me comfortable. He passed me a
packet of tobacco when no one was looking, and later in
the evening there was quite an amusing discussion on the
war, aeroplanes, etc. I think it rather astonished them
that an English officer, a "Hauptmann," was prepared to
talk and be more or less friendly with them. I think they
also rather appreciated the fact that I seemed to bear no<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</SPAN></span>
grudge against them for hitting me over the head with a
bayonet; one of them in fact almost apologized for it by
saying that they had been so enraged because they would
have been heavily punished if I had escaped. They gave
me some blankets, and I had an excellent night on a bench.
One or two of them were thoughtful enough to warn me
not to attempt to escape the next morning. Precautions
had been taken, they said, and I would not have a chance.</p>
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