<h4><SPAN name="CHAPTER34" id="CHAPTER34">CHAPTER VIII.<br/>
MR. WESTON REFUSES TO BE TRAMPLED UPON.</SPAN></h4>
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<p>Upon the 31st of June, the eve of Edward Arundel's wedding–day, Olivia
Marchmont sat in her own room,––the room that she had chiefly
occupied ever since her husband's death,––the study looking out
into the quadrangle. She sat alone in that dismal chamber, dimly lighted by a
pair of wax–candles, in tall tarnished silver candlesticks. There could
be no greater contrast than that between this desolate woman and the master of
the house. All about him was bright and fresh, and glittering and splendid;
around her there was only ruin and decay, thickening dust and gathering
cobwebs,––outward evidences of an inner wreck. John Marchmont's
widow was of no importance in that household. The servants did not care to
trouble themselves about her whims or wishes, nor to put her rooms in order.
They no longer curtseyed to her when they met her, wandering––with
a purposeless step and listless feet that dragged along the
ground––up and down the corridor, or out in the dreary quadrangle.
What was to be gained by any show of respect to her, whose brain was too weak
to hold the memory of their conduct for five minutes together?</p>
<p>Barbara Simmons only was faithful to her mistress with an unvarying
fidelity. She made no boast of her devotion; she expected neither fee nor
reward for her self–abnegation. That rigid religion of discipline which
had not been strong enough to preserve Olivia's stormy soul from danger and
ruin was at least all–sufficient for this lower type of woman. Barbara
Simmons had been taught to do her duty, and she did it without question or
complaint. As she went through rain, snow, hail, or sunshine twice every Sunday
to Kemberling church,––as she sat upon a cushionless seat in an
uncomfortable angle of the servants' pew, with the sharp edges of the woodwork
cutting her thin shoulders, to listen patiently to dull rambling sermons upon
the hardest texts of St. Paul,––so she attended upon her mistress,
submitting to every caprice, putting up with every hardship; because it was her
duty so to do. The only relief she allowed herself was an hour's gossip now and
then in the housekeeper's room; but she never alluded to her mistress's
infirmities, nor would it have been safe for any other servant to have spoken
lightly of Mrs. John Marchmont in stern Barbara's presence.</p>
<p>Upon this summer evening, when happy people were still lingering amongst the
wild flowers in shady lanes, or in the dusky pathways by the quiet river,
Olivia sat alone, staring at the candles.</p>
<p>Was there anything in her mind; or was she only a human automaton, slowly
decaying into dust? There was no speculation in those large lustreless eyes,
fixed upon the dim light of the candles. But, for all that, the mind was not a
blank. The pictures of the past, for ever changing like the scenes in some
magic panorama, revolved before her. She had no memory of that which had
happened a quarter of an hour ago; but she could remember every word that
Edward Arundel had said to her in the Rectory–garden at
Swampington,––every intonation of the voice in which those words
had been spoken.</p>
<p>There was a tea–service on the table: an attenuated little silver
teapot; a lopsided cream–jug, with thin worn edges and one dumpy little
foot missing; and an antique dragon china cup and saucer with the gilding
washed off. That meal, which is generally called social, has but a dismal
aspect when it is only prepared for one. The solitary teacup, half filled with
cold, stagnant tea, with a leaf or two floating upon the top, like weeds on the
surface of a tideless pond; the teaspoon, thrown askew across a little pool of
spilt milk in the tea–tray,––looked as dreary as the ruins of
a deserted city.</p>
<p>In the western drawing–room Paul was strolling backwards and forwards,
talking to his mother and sisters, and admiring his pictures. He had spent a
great deal of money upon art since taking possession of the Towers, and the
western drawing–room was quite a different place to what it had been in
John Marchmont's lifetime.</p>
<p>Etty's divinities smiled through hazy draperies, more transparent than the
summer vapours that float before the moon. Pearly–complexioned nymphs,
with faces archly peeping round the corner of soft rosy shoulders, frolicked
amidst the silver spray of classic fountains. Turner's Grecian temples
glimmered through sultry summer mists; while glimpses of ocean sparkled here
and there, and were as beautiful as if the artist's brush had been dipped in
melted opals. Stanfield's breezy beaches made cool spots of freshness on the
wall, and sturdy sailor–boys, with their hands up to their mouths and
their loose hair blowing in the wind, shouted to their comrades upon the decks
of brown–sailed fishing–smacks. Panting deer upon dizzy crags, amid
the misty Highlands, testified to the hand of Landseer. Low down, in the
corners of the room, there lurked quaint cottage–scenes by Faed and
Nichol. Ward's patched and powdered beaux and beauties,––a
Rochester, in a light perriwig; a Nell Gwynne, showing her white teeth across a
basket of oranges; a group of <em>Incroyables</em>, with bunches of ribbons
hanging from their low topboots, and two sets of dangling seals at their
waists––made a blaze of colour upon the walls: and amongst all
these glories of to–day there were prim Madonnas and stiff–necked
angels by Raphael and Tintoretto; a brown–faced grinning boy by Murillo
(no collection ever was complete without that inevitable brown–faced
boy); an obese Venus, by the great Peter Paul; and a pale Charles the First,
with martyrdom foreshadowed in his pensive face, by Vandyke.</p>
<p>Paul Marchmont contemplated his treasures complacently, as he strolled about
the room, with his coffee–cup in his hand; while his mother watched him
admiringly from her comfortable cushioned nest at one end of a luxurious
sofa.</p>
<p>"Well, mother," Mr. Marchmont said presently, "let people say what they may
of me, they can never say that I have used my money badly. When I am dead and
gone, these pictures will remain to speak for me; posterity will say, 'At any
rate the fellow was a man of taste.' Now what, in Heaven's name, could that
miserable little Mary have done with eleven thousand a year, if––if
she had lived to enjoy it?"</p>
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<p>The minute–hand of the little clock in Mrs. John Marchmont's study was
creeping slowly towards the quarter before eleven, when Olivia was aroused
suddenly from that long reverie, in which the images of the past had shone upon
her across the dull stagnation of the present like the domes and minarets in a
Phantasm City gleaming athwart the barren desert–sands.</p>
<p>She was aroused by a cautious tap upon the outside of her window. She got
up, opened the window, and looked out. The night was dark and starless, and
there was a faint whisper of wind among the trees.</p>
<p>"Don't be frightened," whispered a timid voice; "it's only me, George
Weston. I want to talk to you, Mrs. John. I've got something particular to tell
you––awful particular; but <em>they</em> mustn't hear it;
<em>they</em> mustn't know I'm here. I came round this way on purpose. You can
let me in at the little door in the lobby, can't you, Mrs. John? I tell you, I
must tell you what I've got to tell you," cried Mr. Weston, indifferent to
tautology in his excitement. "Do let me in, there's a dear good soul. The
little door in the lobby, you know; it's locked, you know, but I dessay the
key's there."</p>
<p>"The door in the lobby?" repeated Olivia, in a dreamy voice.</p>
<p>"Yes, <em>you</em> know. Do let me in now, that's a good creature. It's
awful particular, I tell you. It's about Edward Arundel."</p>
<p>Edward Arundel! The sound of that name seemed to act upon the woman's
shattered nerves like a stroke of electricity. The drooping head reared itself
erect. The eyes, so lustreless before, flashed fire from their sombre depths.
Comprehension, animation, energy returned; as suddenly as if the wand of an
enchanter had summoned the dead back to life.</p>
<p>"Edward Arundel!" she cried, in a clear voice, which was utterly unlike the
dull deadness of her usual tones.</p>
<p>"Hush," whispered Mr. Weston; "don't speak loud, for goodness gracious sake.
I dessay there's all manner of spies about. Let me in, and I'll tell you
everything."</p>
<p>"Yes, yes; I'll let you in. The door by the lobby––I understand;
come, come."</p>
<p>Olivia disappeared from the window. The lobby of which the surgeon had
spoken was close to her own apartment. She found the key in the lock of the
door. The place was dark; she opened the door almost noiselessly, and Mr.
Weston crept in on tiptoe. He followed Olivia into the study, closed the door
behind him, and drew a long breath.</p>
<p>"I've got in," he said; "and now I am in, wild horses shouldn't hold me from
speaking my mind, much less Paul Marchmont."</p>
<p>He turned the key in the door as he spoke, and even as he did so glanced
rather suspiciously towards the window. To his mind the very atmosphere of that
house was pervaded by the presence of his brother–in–law.</p>
<p>"O Mrs. John!" exclaimed the surgeon, in piteous accents, "the way that I've
been trampled upon. <em>You've</em> been trampled upon, Mrs. John, but you
don't seem to mind it; and perhaps it's better to bring oneself to that, if one
can; but I can't. I've tried to bring myself to it; I've even taken to
drinking, Mrs. John, much as it goes against me; and I've tried to drown my
feelings as a man in rum–and–water. But the more spirits I consume,
Mrs. John, the more of a man I feel."</p>
<p>Mr. Weston struck the top of his hat with his clenched fist, and stared
fiercely at Olivia, breathing very hard, and breathing
rum–and–water with a faint odour of lemon–peel.</p>
<p>"Edward Arundel!––what about Edward Arundel?" said Olivia, in a
low eager voice.</p>
<p>"I'm coming to that, Mrs. John, in due c'course," returned Mr. Weston, with
an air of dignity that was superior even to hiccough. "What I say, Mrs. John,"
he added, in a confidential and argumentative tone, "is this: <em>I won't be
trampled upon!</em>" Here his voice sank to an awful whisper. "Of course it's
pleasant enough to have one's rent provided for, and not to be kept awake by
poor's–rates, Mrs. John; but, good gracious me! I'd rather have the
Queen's taxes and the poor–rates following me up day and night, and a man
in possession to provide for at every meal––and you don't know how
contemptuous a man in possession can look at you if you offer him salt butter,
or your table in a general way don't meet his views––than the
conscience I've had since Paul Marchmont came into Lincolnshire. I feel, Mrs.
John, as if I'd committed oceans of murders. It's a miracle to me that my hair
hasn't turned white before this; and it would have done it, Mrs. J., if it
wasn't of that stubborn nature which is too wiry to give expression to a man's
sufferings. O Mrs. John, when I think how my pangs of conscience have been made
game of,––when I remember the insulting names I have been called,
because my heart didn't happen to be made of adamant,––my blood
boils; it boils, Mrs. John, to that degree, that I feel the time has come for
action. I have been put upon until the spirit of manliness within me blazes up
like a fiery furnace. I have been trodden upon, Mrs. John; but I'm not the worm
they took me for. To–day they've put the finisher upon it." The surgeon
paused to take breath. His mild and rather sheep–like countenance was
flushed; his fluffy eyebrows twitched convulsively in his endeavours to give
expression to the violence of his feelings. "To–day they've put the
finisher upon it," he repeated. "I'm to go to Australia, am I? Ha! ha! we'll
see about that. There's a nice opening in the medical line, is there? and dear
Paul will provide the funds to start me! Ha! ha! two can play at that game.
It's all brotherly kindness, of course, and friendly interest in my
welfare––that's what it's <em>called</em>, Mrs. J. Shall I tell you
what it <em>is</em>? I'm to be got rid of, at any price, for fear my conscience
should get the better of me, and I should speak. I've been made a tool of, and
I've been trampled upon; but they've been <em>obliged</em> to trust me. I've
got a conscience, and I don't suit their views. If I hadn't got a conscience, I
might stop here and have my rent and taxes provided for, and riot in
rum–and–water to the end of my days. But I've a conscience that all
the pineapple rum in Jamaica wouldn't drown, and they're frightened of me."</p>
<p>Olivia listened to all this with an impatient frown upon her face. I doubt
if she knew the meaning of Mr. Weston's complaints. She had been listening only
for the one name that had power to transform her from a breathing automaton
into a living, thinking, reasoning woman. She grasped the surgeon's wrist
fiercely.</p>
<p>"You told me you came here to speak about Edward Arundel," she said. "Have
you been only trying to make a fool of me."</p>
<p>"No, Mrs. John; I have come to speak about him, and I come to you, because I
think you're not so bad as Paul Marchmont. I think that you've been a tool,
like myself; and they've led you on, step by step, from bad to worse, pretty
much as they have led me. You're Edward Arundel's blood–relation, and
it's your business to look to any wrong that's done him, more than it is mine.
But if you don't speak, Mrs. John, I will. Edward Arundel is going to be
married."</p>
<p>"Going to be married!" The words burst from Olivia's lips in a kind of
shriek, and she stood glaring hideously at the surgeon, with her lips apart and
her eyes dilated. Mr. Weston was fascinated by the horror of that gaze, and
stared at her in silence for some moments. "You are a madman!" she exclaimed,
after a pause; "you are a madman! Why do you come here with your idiotic
fancies? Surely my life is miserable enough without this!"</p>
<p>"I ain't mad, Mrs. John, any more than"––Mr. Weston was going to
say, "than you are;" but it struck him that, under existing circumstances, the
comparison might be ill–advised––"I ain't any madder than
other people," he said, presently. "Edward Arundel is going to be married. I
have seen the young lady in Kemberling with her pa; and she's a very sweet
young woman to look at; and her name is Belinda Lawford; and the wedding is to
be at eleven o'clock to–morrow morning at Hillingsworth church."</p>
<p>Olivia slowly lifted her hands to her head, and swept the loose hair away
from her brow. All the mists that had obscured her brain melted slowly away,
and showed her the past as it had really been in all its naked horror. Yes;
step by step the cruel hand had urged her on from bad to worse; from bad to
worse; until it had driven her <em>here</em>.</p>
<p>It was for <em>this</em> that she had sold her soul to the powers of hell.
It was for <em>this</em> that she had helped to torture that innocent girl whom
a dying father had given into her pitiless hand. For this! for this! To find at
last that all her iniquity had been wasted, and that Edward Arundel had chosen
another bride––fairer, perhaps, than the first. The mad, unholy
jealousy of her nature awoke from the obscurity of mental decay, a fierce
ungovernable spirit. But another spirit arose in the next moment. CONSCIENCE,
which so long had slumbered, awoke and cried to her, in an awful voice,
"Sinner, whose sin has been wasted, repent! restore! It is not yet too
late."</p>
<p>The stern precepts of her religion came back to her. She had rebelled
against those rigid laws, she had cast off those iron fetters, only to fall
into a worse bondage; only to submit to a stronger tyranny. She had been a
servant of the God of Sacrifice, and had rebelled when an offering was demanded
of her. She had cast off the yoke of her Master, and had yielded herself up the
slave of sin. And now, when she discovered whither her chains had dragged her,
she was seized with a sudden panic, and wanted to go back to her old master.</p>
<p>She stood for some minutes with her open palms pressed upon her forehead,
and her chest heaving as if a stormy sea had raged in her bosom.</p>
<p>"This marriage must not take place," she cried, at last.</p>
<p>"Of course it mustn't," answered Mr. Weston; "didn't I say so just now? And
if you don't speak to Paul and prevent it, I will. I'd rather you spoke to him,
though," added the surgeon thoughtfully, "because, you see, it would come
better from you, wouldn't it now?"</p>
<p>Olivia Marchmont did not answer. Her hands had dropped from her head, and
she was standing looking at the floor.</p>
<p>"There shall be no marriage," she muttered, with a wild laugh. "There's
another heart to be broken––that's all. Stand aside, man," she
cried; "stand aside, and let me go to <em>him</em>; let me go to him."</p>
<p>She pushed the terrified surgeon out of her pathway, and locked the door,
hurried along the passage and across the hall. She opened the door of the
western drawing–room, and went in.</p>
<p>Mr. Weston stood in the corridor looking after her. He waited for a few
minutes, listening for any sound that might come from the western
drawing–room. But the wide stone hall was between him and that apartment;
and however loudly the voices might have been uplifted, no breath of them could
have reached the surgeon's ear. He waited for about five minutes, and then
crept into the lobby and let himself out into the quadrangle.</p>
<p>"At any rate, nobody can say that I'm a coward," he thought complacently, as
he went under a stone archway that led into the park. "But what a whirlwind
that woman is! O my gracious, what a perfect whirlwind she is!"</p>
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