<h4><SPAN name="CHAPTER13" id="CHAPTER13">CHAPTER I.<br/>
MARY'S LETTER.</SPAN></h4>
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<p>It was past twelve o'clock when Edward Arundel strolled into the
dining–room. The windows were open, and the scent of the mignionette upon
the terrace was blown in upon the warm summer breeze.</p>
<p>Mrs. Marchmont was sitting at one end of the long table, reading a
newspaper. She looked up as Edward entered the room. She was pale, but not much
paler than usual. The feverish light had faded out of her eyes, and they looked
dim and heavy.</p>
<p>"Good morning, Livy," the young man said. "Mary is not up yet, I
suppose?"</p>
<p>"I believe not."</p>
<p>"Poor little girl! A long rest will do her good after her first ball. How
pretty and fairy–like she looked in her white gauze dress, and with that
circlet of pearls round her hair! Your taste, I suppose, Olivia? She looked
like a snow–drop among all the other gaudy flowers,––the
roses and tiger–lilies, and peonies and dahlias. That eldest Miss Hickman
is handsome, but she's so terribly conscious of her attractions. That little
girl from Swampington with the black ringlets is rather pretty; and Laura
Filmer is a jolly, dashing girl; she looks you full in the face, and talks to
you about hunting with as much gusto as an old whipper–in. I don't think
much of Major Hawley's three tall sandy–haired daughters; but Fred
Hawley's a capital fellow: it's a pity he's a civilian. In short, my dear
Olivia, take it altogether, I think your ball was a success, and I hope you'll
give us another in the hunting–season."</p>
<p>Mrs. Marchmont did not condescend to reply to her cousin's meaningless
rattle. She sighed wearily, and began to fill the tea–pot from the
old–fashioned silver urn. Edward loitered in one of the windows,
whistling to a peacock that was stalking solemnly backwards and forwards upon
the stone balustrade.</p>
<p>"I should like to drive you and Mary down to the seashore, Livy, after
breakfast. Will you go?"</p>
<p>Mrs. Marchmont shook her head.</p>
<p>"I am a great deal too tired to think of going out to–day," she said
ungraciously.</p>
<p>"And I never felt fresher in my life," the young man responded, laughing;
"last night's festivities seem to have revivified me. I wish Mary would come
down," he added, with a yawn; "I could give her another lesson in billiards, at
any rate. Poor little girl, I am afraid she'll never make a cannon."</p>
<p>Captain Arundel sat down to his breakfast, and drank the cup of tea poured
out for him by Olivia. Had she been a sinful woman of another type, she would
have put arsenic into the cup perhaps, and so have made an end of the young
officer and of her own folly. As it was, she only sat by, with her own untasted
breakfast before her, and watched him while he ate a plateful of raised pie,
and drank his cup of tea, with the healthy appetite which generally accompanies
youth and a good conscience. He sprang up from the table directly he had
finished his meal, and cried out impatiently, "What can make Mary so lazy this
morning? she is usually such an early riser."</p>
<p>Mrs. Marchmont rose as her cousin said this, and a vague feeling of
uneasiness took possession of her mind. She remembered the white face which had
blanched beneath the angry glare of her eyes, the blank look of despair that
had come over Mary's countenance a few hours before.</p>
<p>"I will go and call her myself," she said. "N––no; I'll send
Barbara." She did not wait to ring the bell, but went into the hall, and called
sharply, "Barbara! Barbara!"</p>
<p>A woman came out of a passage leading to the housekeeper's room, in answer
to Mrs. Marchmont's call; a woman of about fifty years of age, dressed in gray
stuff, and with a grave inscrutable face, a wooden countenance that gave no
token of its owner's character. Barbara Simmons might have been the best or the
worst of women, a Mrs. Fry or a Mrs. Brownrigg, for any evidence her face
afforded against either hypothesis.</p>
<p>"I want you to go up–stairs, Barbara, and call Miss Marchmont," Olivia
said. "Captain Arundel and I have finished breakfast."</p>
<p>The woman obeyed, and Mrs. Marchmont returned to the dining–room,
where Edward was trying to amuse himself with the "Times" of the previous
day.</p>
<p>Ten minutes afterwards Barbara Simmons came into the room carrying a letter
on a silver waiter. Had the document been a death–warrant, or a
telegraphic announcement of the landing of the French at Dover, the
well–trained servant would have placed it upon a salver before presenting
it to her mistress.</p>
<p>"Miss Marchmont is not in her room, ma'am," she said; "the bed has not been
slept on; and I found this letter, addressed to Captain Arundel, upon the
table."</p>
<p>Olivia's face grew livid; a horrible dread rushed into her mind. Edward
snatched the letter which the servant held towards him.</p>
<p>"Mary not in her room! What, in Heaven's name, can it mean?" he cried.</p>
<p>He tore open the letter. The writing was not easily decipherable for the
tears which the orphan girl had shed over it.</p>
<p>"MY OWN DEAR EDWARD,––I have loved you so dearly and so
foolishly, and you have been so kind to me, that I have quite forgotten how
unworthy I am of your affection. But I am forgetful no longer. Something has
happened which has opened my eyes to my own folly,––I know now that
you did not love me; that I had no claim to your love; no charms or attractions
such as so many other women possess, and for which you might have loved me. I
know this now, dear Edward, and that all my happiness has been a foolish dream;
but do not think that I blame any one but myself for what has happened. Take my
fortune: long ago, when I was a little girl, I asked my father to let me share
it with you. I ask you now to take it all, dear friend; and I go away for ever
from a house in which I have learnt how little happiness riches can give. Do
not be unhappy about me. I shall pray for you always,––always
remembering your goodness to my dead father; always looking back to the day
upon which you came to see us in our poor lodging. I am very ignorant of all
worldly business, but I hope the law will let me give you Marchmont Towers, and
all my fortune, whatever it may be. Let Mr. Paulette see this latter part of my
letter, and let him fully understand that I abandon all my rights to you from
this day. Good–bye, dear friend; think of me sometimes, but never think
of me sorrowfully.</p>
<p>"MARY MARCHMONT."</p>
<p>This was all. This was the letter which the heart–broken girl had
written to her lover. It was in no manner different from the letter she might
have written to him nine years before in Oakley Street. It was as childish in
its ignorance and inexperience; as womanly in its tender
self–abnegation.</p>
<p>Edward Arundel stared at the simple lines like a man in a dream, doubtful of
his own identity, doubtful of the reality of the world about him, in his
hopeless wonderment. He read the letter line by line again and again, first in
dull stupefaction, and muttering the words mechanically as he read them, then
with the full light of their meaning dawning gradually upon him.</p>
<p>Her fortune! He had never loved her! She had discovered her own folly! What
did it all mean? What was the clue to the mystery of this letter, which had
stunned and bewildered him, until the very power of reflection seemed lost? The
dawning of that day had seen their parting, and the innocent face had been
lifted to his, beaming with love and trust. And now––? The letter
dropped from his hand, and fluttered slowly to the ground. Olivia Marchmont
stooped to pick it up. Her movement aroused the young man from his stupor, and
in that moment he caught the sight of his cousin's livid face.</p>
<p>He started as if a thunderbolt had burst at his feet. An idea, sudden as
some inspired revelation, rushed into his mind.</p>
<p>"Read that letter, Olivia Marchmont!" he said.</p>
<p>The woman obeyed. Slowly and deliberately she read the childish epistle
which Mary had written to her lover. In every line, in every word, the widow
saw the effect of her own deadly work; she saw how deeply the poison, dropped
from her own envenomed tongue, had sunk into the innocent heart of the girl.</p>
<p>Edward Arundel watched her with flaming eyes. His tall soldierly frame
trembled in the intensity of his passion. He followed his cousin's eyes along
the lines in Mary Marchmont's letter, waiting till she should come to the end.
Then the tumultuous storm of indignation burst forth, until Olivia cowered
beneath the lightning of her cousin's glance.</p>
<p>Was this the man she had called frivolous? Was this the boyish
red–coated dandy she had despised? Was this the curled and perfumed
representative of swelldom, whose talk never soared to higher flights than the
description of a day's snipe–shooting, or a run with the Burleigh
fox–hounds? The wicked woman's eyelids drooped over her averted eyes; she
turned away, shrinking from this fearless accuser.</p>
<p>"This mischief is some of <em>your</em> work, Olivia Marchmont!" Edward
Arundel cried. "It is you who have slandered and traduced me to my dead
friend's daughter! Who else would dare accuse a Dangerfield Arundel of
baseness? who else would be vile enough to call my father's son a liar and a
traitor? It is you who have whispered shameful insinuations into this poor
child's innocent ear! I scarcely need the confirmation of your ghastly face to
tell me this. It is you who have driven Mary Marchmont from the home in which
you should have sheltered and protected her! You envied her, I
suppose,––envied her the thousands which might have ministered to
your wicked pride and ambition;––the pride which has always held
you aloof from those who might have loved you; the ambition that has made you a
soured and discontented woman, whose gloomy face repels all natural affection.
You envied the gentle girl whom your dead husband committed to your care, and
who should have been most sacred to you. You envied her, and seized the first
occasion upon which you might stab her to the very core of her tender heart.
What other motive could you have had for doing this deadly wrong? None, so help
me Heaven!"</p>
<p>No other motive! Olivia Marchmont dropped down in a heap on the ground near
her cousin's feet; not kneeling, but grovelling upon the carpeted floor,
writhing convulsively, with her hands twisted one in the other, and her head
falling forward on her breast. She uttered no syllable of
self–justification or denial. The pitiless words rained down upon her
provoked no reply. But in the depths of her heart sounded the echo of Edward
Arundel's words: "The pride which has always held you aloof from those who
might have loved you; . . . a discontented woman, whose gloomy face repels all
natural affection."</p>
<p>"O God!" she thought, "he might have loved me, then! He <em>might</em> have
loved me, if I could have locked my anguish in my own heart, and smiled at him
and flattered him."</p>
<p>And then an icy indifference took possession of her. What did it matter that
Edward Arundel repudiated and hated her? He had never loved her. His careless
friendliness had made as wide a gulf between them as his bitterest hate could
ever make. Perhaps, indeed, his new–born hate would be nearer to love
than his indifference had been, for at least he would think of her now, if he
thought ever so bitterly.</p>
<p>"Listen to me, Olivia Marchmont," the young man said, while the woman still
crouched upon the ground near his feet, self–confessed in the abandonment
of her despair. "Wherever this girl may have gone, driven hence by your
wickedness, I will follow her. My answer to the lie you have insinuated against
me shall be my immediate marriage with my old friend's orphan child.
<em>He</em> knew me well enough to know how far I was above the baseness of a
fortune–hunter, and he wished that I should be his daughter's husband. I
should be a coward and a fool were I to be for one moment influenced by such a
slander as that which you have whispered in Mary Marchmont's ear. It is not the
individual only whom you traduce. You slander the cloth I wear, the family to
which I belong; and my best justification will be the contempt in which I hold
your infamous insinuations. When you hear that I have squandered Mary
Marchmont's fortune, or cheated the children I pray God she may live to bear
me, it will be time enough for you to tell the world that your kinsman Edward
Dangerfield Arundel is a swindler and a traitor."</p>
<p>He strode out into the hall, leaving his cousin on the ground; and she heard
his voice outside the dining–room door making inquiries of the
servants.</p>
<p>They could tell him nothing of Mary's flight. Her bed had not been slept in;
nobody had seen her leave the house; it was most likely, therefore, that she
had stolen away very early, before the servants were astir.</p>
<p>Where had she gone? Edward Arundel's heart beat wildly as he asked himself
that question. He remembered how often he had heard of women, as young and
innocent as Mary Marchmont, who had rushed to destroy themselves in a tumult of
agony and despair. How easily this poor child, who believed that her dream of
happiness was for ever broken, might have crept down through the gloomy wood to
the edge of the sluggish river, to drop into the weedy stream, and hide her
sorrow under the quiet water. He could fancy her, a new Ophelia, pale and pure
as the Danish prince's slighted love, floating past the weird branches of the
willows, borne up for a while by the current, to sink in silence amongst the
shadows farther down the stream.</p>
<p>He thought of these things in one moment, and in the next dismissed the
thought. Mary's letter breathed the spirit of gentle resignation rather than of
wild despair. "I shall always pray for you; I shall always remember you," she
had written. Her lover remembered how much sorrow the orphan girl had endured
in her brief life. He looked back to her childish days of poverty and
self–denial; her early loss of her mother; her grief at her father's
second marriage; the shock of that beloved father's death. Her sorrows had
followed each other in gloomy succession, with only narrow intervals of peace
between them. She was accustomed, therefore, to grief. It is the soul untutored
by affliction, the rebellious heart that has never known calamity, which
becomes mad and desperate, and breaks under the first blow. Mary Marchmont had
learned the habit of endurance in the hard school of sorrow.</p>
<p>Edward Arundel walked out upon the terrace, and re–read the missing
girl's letter. He was calmer now, and able to face the situation with all its
difficulties and perplexities. He was losing time perhaps in stopping to
deliberate; but it was no use to rush off in reckless haste, undetermined in
which direction he should seek for the lost mistress of Marchmont Towers. One
of the grooms was busy in the stables saddling Captain Arundel's horse, and in
the mean time the young man went out alone upon the sunny terrace to deliberate
upon Mary's letter.</p>
<p>Complete resignation was expressed in every line of that childish epistle.
The heiress spoke most decisively as to her abandonment of her fortune and her
home. It was clear, then, that she meant to leave Lincolnshire; for she would
know that immediate steps would be taken to discover her hiding–place,
and bring her back to Marchmont Towers.</p>
<p>Where was she likely to go in her inexperience of the outer world? where but
to those humble relations of her dead mother's, of whom her father had spoken
in his letter to Edward Arundel, and with whom the young man knew she had kept
up an occasional correspondence, sending them many little gifts out of her
pocket–money. These people were small tenant–farmers, at a place
called Marlingford, in Berkshire. Edward knew their name and the name of the
farm.</p>
<p>"I'll make inquiries at the Kemberling station to begin with," he thought.
"There's a through train from the north that stops at Kemberling at a little
before six. My poor darling may have easily caught that, if she left the house
at five."</p>
<p>Captain Arundel went back into the hall, and summoned Barbara Simmons. The
woman replied with rather a sulky air to his numerous questions; but she told
him that Miss Marchmont had left her ball–dress upon the bed, and had put
on a gray cashmere dress trimmed with black ribbon, which she had worn as
half–mourning for her father; a black straw bonnet, with a crape veil,
and a silk mantle trimmed with crape. She had taken with her a small
carpet–bag, some linen,––for the linen–drawer of her
wardrobe was open, and the things scattered confusedly about,––and
the little morocco case in which she kept her pearl ornaments, and the diamond
ring left her by her father.</p>
<p>"Had she any money?" Edward asked.</p>
<p>"Yes, sir; she was never without money. She spent a good deal amongst the
poor people she visited with my mistress; but I dare say she may have had
between ten and twenty pounds in her purse."</p>
<p>"She will go to Berkshire," Edward Arundel thought: "the idea of going to
her humble friends would be the first to present itself to her mind. She will
go to her dead mother's sister, and give her all her jewels, and ask for
shelter in the quiet farmhouse. She will act like one of the heroines in the
old–fashioned novels she used to read in Oakley Street, the
simple–minded damsels of those innocent story–books, who think
nothing of resigning a castle and a coronet, and going out into the world to
work for their daily bread in a white satin gown, and with a string of pearls
to bind their dishevelled locks."</p>
<p>Captain Arundel's horse was brought round to the terrace–steps, as he
stood with Mary's letter in his hand, waiting to hurry away to the rescue of
his sorrowful love.</p>
<p>"Tell Mrs. Marchmont that I shall not return to the Towers till I bring her
stepdaughter with me," he said to the groom; and then, without stopping to
utter another word, he shook the rein on his horse's neck, and galloped away
along the gravelled drive leading to the great iron gates of Marchmont
Towers.</p>
<p>Olivia heard his message, which had been spoken in a clear loud voice, like
some knightly defiance, sounding trumpet–like at a castle–gate. She
stood in one of the windows of the dining–room, hidden by the faded
velvet curtain, and watched her cousin ride away, brave and handsome as any
knight–errant of the chivalrous past, and as true as Bayard himself.</p>
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