<h2><SPAN name="link2HCH0038" id="link2HCH0038"></SPAN> Chapter 38 </h2>
<p>On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few
minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of paying
the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.</p>
<p>“I know not, Miss Elizabeth,” said he, “whether Mrs. Collins has yet
expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very
certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it.
The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We know how
little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain manner of
living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we see of the
world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like yourself;
but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we
have done everything in our power to prevent your spending your time
unpleasantly.”</p>
<p>Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had
spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with
Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make <i>her</i>
feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling
solemnity replied:</p>
<p>“It gives me great pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not
disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having
it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and, from our
connection with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the humble home
scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot
have been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine’s
family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing which
few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see how continually
we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge that, with all the
disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should not think anyone abiding
in it an object of compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at
Rosings.”</p>
<p>Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was
obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility
and truth in a few short sentences.</p>
<p>“You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into
Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself at least that you will be
able to do so. Lady Catherine’s great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have
been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear that
your friend has drawn an unfortunate—but on this point it will be as
well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I
can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My
dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is
in everything a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between
us. We seem to have been designed for each other.”</p>
<p>Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was
the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed and
rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to have the
recital of them interrupted by the lady from whom they sprang. Poor
Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave her to such society! But she had
chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that her
visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her home and
her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their dependent
concerns, had not yet lost their charms.</p>
<p>At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels
placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate
parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by Mr.
Collins, and as they walked down the garden he was commissioning her with
his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks for the
kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his compliments
to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her in, Maria
followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, when he suddenly
reminded them, with some consternation, that they had hitherto forgotten
to leave any message for the ladies at Rosings.</p>
<p>“But,” he added, “you will of course wish to have your humble respects
delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you
while you have been here.”</p>
<p>Elizabeth made no objection; the door was then allowed to be shut, and the
carriage drove off.</p>
<p>“Good gracious!” cried Maria, after a few minutes’ silence, “it seems but
a day or two since we first came! and yet how many things have happened!”</p>
<p>“A great many indeed,” said her companion with a sigh.</p>
<p>“We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice!
How much I shall have to tell!”</p>
<p>Elizabeth added privately, “And how much I shall have to conceal!”</p>
<p>Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and
within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner’s
house, where they were to remain a few days.</p>
<p>Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her
spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt had
reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at Longbourn
there would be leisure enough for observation.</p>
<p>It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for
Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy’s proposals. To know
that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish
Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own
vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation to
openness as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision in
which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate; and
her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into
repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister further.</p>
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