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<h2> CHAPTER XVII </h2>
<p>It was, indeed, a triumphant day to Mr. Bertram and Maria. Such a victory
over Edmund's discretion had been beyond their hopes, and was most
delightful. There was no longer anything to disturb them in their darling
project, and they congratulated each other in private on the jealous
weakness to which they attributed the change, with all the glee of
feelings gratified in every way. Edmund might still look grave, and say he
did not like the scheme in general, and must disapprove the play in
particular; their point was gained: he was to act, and he was driven to it
by the force of selfish inclinations only. Edmund had descended from that
moral elevation which he had maintained before, and they were both as much
the better as the happier for the descent.</p>
<p>They behaved very well, however, to <i>him</i> on the occasion, betraying
no exultation beyond the lines about the corners of the mouth, and seemed
to think it as great an escape to be quit of the intrusion of Charles
Maddox, as if they had been forced into admitting him against their
inclination. "To have it quite in their own family circle was what they
had particularly wished. A stranger among them would have been the
destruction of all their comfort"; and when Edmund, pursuing that idea,
gave a hint of his hope as to the limitation of the audience, they were
ready, in the complaisance of the moment, to promise anything. It was all
good-humour and encouragement. Mrs. Norris offered to contrive his dress,
Mr. Yates assured him that Anhalt's last scene with the Baron admitted a
good deal of action and emphasis, and Mr. Rushworth undertook to count his
speeches.</p>
<p>"Perhaps," said Tom, "Fanny may be more disposed to oblige us now. Perhaps
you may persuade <i>her</i>."</p>
<p>"No, she is quite determined. She certainly will not act."</p>
<p>"Oh! very well." And not another word was said; but Fanny felt herself
again in danger, and her indifference to the danger was beginning to fail
her already.</p>
<p>There were not fewer smiles at the Parsonage than at the Park on this
change in Edmund; Miss Crawford looked very lovely in hers, and entered
with such an instantaneous renewal of cheerfulness into the whole affair
as could have but one effect on him. "He was certainly right in respecting
such feelings; he was glad he had determined on it." And the morning wore
away in satisfactions very sweet, if not very sound. One advantage
resulted from it to Fanny: at the earnest request of Miss Crawford, Mrs.
Grant had, with her usual good-humour, agreed to undertake the part for
which Fanny had been wanted; and this was all that occurred to gladden <i>her</i>
heart during the day; and even this, when imparted by Edmund, brought a
pang with it, for it was Miss Crawford to whom she was obliged—it
was Miss Crawford whose kind exertions were to excite her gratitude, and
whose merit in making them was spoken of with a glow of admiration. She
was safe; but peace and safety were unconnected here. Her mind had been
never farther from peace. She could not feel that she had done wrong
herself, but she was disquieted in every other way. Her heart and her
judgment were equally against Edmund's decision: she could not acquit his
unsteadiness, and his happiness under it made her wretched. She was full
of jealousy and agitation. Miss Crawford came with looks of gaiety which
seemed an insult, with friendly expressions towards herself which she
could hardly answer calmly. Everybody around her was gay and busy,
prosperous and important; each had their object of interest, their part,
their dress, their favourite scene, their friends and confederates: all
were finding employment in consultations and comparisons, or diversion in
the playful conceits they suggested. She alone was sad and insignificant:
she had no share in anything; she might go or stay; she might be in the
midst of their noise, or retreat from it to the solitude of the East room,
without being seen or missed. She could almost think anything would have
been preferable to this. Mrs. Grant was of consequence: <i>her</i>
good-nature had honourable mention; her taste and her time were
considered; her presence was wanted; she was sought for, and attended, and
praised; and Fanny was at first in some danger of envying her the
character she had accepted. But reflection brought better feelings, and
shewed her that Mrs. Grant was entitled to respect, which could never have
belonged to <i>her</i>; and that, had she received even the greatest, she
could never have been easy in joining a scheme which, considering only her
uncle, she must condemn altogether.</p>
<p>Fanny's heart was not absolutely the only saddened one amongst them, as
she soon began to acknowledge to herself. Julia was a sufferer too, though
not quite so blamelessly.</p>
<p>Henry Crawford had trifled with her feelings; but she had very long
allowed and even sought his attentions, with a jealousy of her sister so
reasonable as ought to have been their cure; and now that the conviction
of his preference for Maria had been forced on her, she submitted to it
without any alarm for Maria's situation, or any endeavour at rational
tranquillity for herself. She either sat in gloomy silence, wrapt in such
gravity as nothing could subdue, no curiosity touch, no wit amuse; or
allowing the attentions of Mr. Yates, was talking with forced gaiety to
him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the others.</p>
<p>For a day or two after the affront was given, Henry Crawford had
endeavoured to do it away by the usual attack of gallantry and compliment,
but he had not cared enough about it to persevere against a few repulses;
and becoming soon too busy with his play to have time for more than one
flirtation, he grew indifferent to the quarrel, or rather thought it a
lucky occurrence, as quietly putting an end to what might ere long have
raised expectations in more than Mrs. Grant. She was not pleased to see
Julia excluded from the play, and sitting by disregarded; but as it was
not a matter which really involved her happiness, as Henry must be the
best judge of his own, and as he did assure her, with a most persuasive
smile, that neither he nor Julia had ever had a serious thought of each
other, she could only renew her former caution as to the elder sister,
entreat him not to risk his tranquillity by too much admiration there, and
then gladly take her share in anything that brought cheerfulness to the
young people in general, and that did so particularly promote the pleasure
of the two so dear to her.</p>
<p>"I rather wonder Julia is not in love with Henry," was her observation to
Mary.</p>
<p>"I dare say she is," replied Mary coldly. "I imagine both sisters are."</p>
<p>"Both! no, no, that must not be. Do not give him a hint of it. Think of
Mr. Rushworth!"</p>
<p>"You had better tell Miss Bertram to think of Mr. Rushworth. It may do <i>her</i>
some good. I often think of Mr. Rushworth's property and independence, and
wish them in other hands; but I never think of him. A man might represent
the county with such an estate; a man might escape a profession and
represent the county."</p>
<p>"I dare say he <i>will</i> be in parliament soon. When Sir Thomas comes, I
dare say he will be in for some borough, but there has been nobody to put
him in the way of doing anything yet."</p>
<p>"Sir Thomas is to achieve many mighty things when he comes home," said
Mary, after a pause. "Do you remember Hawkins Browne's 'Address to
Tobacco,' in imitation of Pope?—</p>
<p>Blest leaf! whose aromatic gales dispense<br/>
To Templars modesty, to Parsons sense.<br/></p>
<p>I will parody them—</p>
<p>Blest Knight! whose dictatorial looks dispense<br/>
To Children affluence, to Rushworth sense.<br/></p>
<p>Will not that do, Mrs. Grant? Everything seems to depend upon Sir Thomas's
return."</p>
<p>"You will find his consequence very just and reasonable when you see him
in his family, I assure you. I do not think we do so well without him. He
has a fine dignified manner, which suits the head of such a house, and
keeps everybody in their place. Lady Bertram seems more of a cipher now
than when he is at home; and nobody else can keep Mrs. Norris in order.
But, Mary, do not fancy that Maria Bertram cares for Henry. I am sure <i>Julia</i>
does not, or she would not have flirted as she did last night with Mr.
Yates; and though he and Maria are very good friends, I think she likes
Sotherton too well to be inconstant."</p>
<p>"I would not give much for Mr. Rushworth's chance if Henry stept in before
the articles were signed."</p>
<p>"If you have such a suspicion, something must be done; and as soon as the
play is all over, we will talk to him seriously and make him know his own
mind; and if he means nothing, we will send him off, though he is Henry,
for a time."</p>
<p>Julia <i>did</i> suffer, however, though Mrs. Grant discerned it not, and
though it escaped the notice of many of her own family likewise. She had
loved, she did love still, and she had all the suffering which a warm
temper and a high spirit were likely to endure under the disappointment of
a dear, though irrational hope, with a strong sense of ill-usage. Her
heart was sore and angry, and she was capable only of angry consolations.
The sister with whom she was used to be on easy terms was now become her
greatest enemy: they were alienated from each other; and Julia was not
superior to the hope of some distressing end to the attentions which were
still carrying on there, some punishment to Maria for conduct so shameful
towards herself as well as towards Mr. Rushworth. With no material fault
of temper, or difference of opinion, to prevent their being very good
friends while their interests were the same, the sisters, under such a
trial as this, had not affection or principle enough to make them merciful
or just, to give them honour or compassion. Maria felt her triumph, and
pursued her purpose, careless of Julia; and Julia could never see Maria
distinguished by Henry Crawford without trusting that it would create
jealousy, and bring a public disturbance at last.</p>
<p>Fanny saw and pitied much of this in Julia; but there was no outward
fellowship between them. Julia made no communication, and Fanny took no
liberties. They were two solitary sufferers, or connected only by Fanny's
consciousness.</p>
<p>The inattention of the two brothers and the aunt to Julia's discomposure,
and their blindness to its true cause, must be imputed to the fullness of
their own minds. They were totally preoccupied. Tom was engrossed by the
concerns of his theatre, and saw nothing that did not immediately relate
to it. Edmund, between his theatrical and his real part, between Miss
Crawford's claims and his own conduct, between love and consistency, was
equally unobservant; and Mrs. Norris was too busy in contriving and
directing the general little matters of the company, superintending their
various dresses with economical expedient, for which nobody thanked her,
and saving, with delighted integrity, half a crown here and there to the
absent Sir Thomas, to have leisure for watching the behaviour, or guarding
the happiness of his daughters.</p>
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