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<h1 align="center" style="margin-top: 2em;font-variant: small-caps">Chapter XLIX</h1>
<h2 align="center" style="margin-top: 2em;font-variant: small-caps">Uneven Odds</h2>
<p>Gloria and Janet Selwyn saw much of one another in
Washington, and Dru was with them both during those
hours he felt necessary for recreation. Janet was
ever bubbling over with fun and unrestrained humor,
and was a constant delight to both Gloria and Dru.
Somewhere deep in her soul there was a serious stratum,
but it never came to the surface. Neither Gloria nor
Dru knew what was passing in those turbulent depths,
and neither knew the silent heartaches when she was
alone and began to take an inventory of her innermost
self. She had loved Dru from the moment she first
saw him at her home in Philadelphia, but with that
her prescience in such matters as only women have,
she knew that nothing more than his friendship would
ever be hers. She sometimes felt the bitterness of
woman’s position in such situations. If Dru had
loved her, he would have been free to pay her court,
and to do those things which oftentimes awaken a kindred
feeling in another. But she was helpless. An advancement
from her would but lessen his regard, and make impossible
that which she most desired. She often wondered what
there was between Gloria and Dru. Was there an attachment,
an understanding, or was it one of those platonic
friendships created by common interests and a common
purpose? She wished she knew. She was reasonably sure
of Gloria. That she loved Dru seemed to admit of little
doubt. But what of him? Did he love Gloria, or did
his love encompass the earth, and was mankind ever
to be his wife and mistress? She wished she knew. How
imperturbable he was! Was he to live and die a fathomless
mystery? If he could not be hers, her generous heart
plead for Gloria. She and Gloria often talked of Dru.
There was no fencing between these two. Open and enthusiastic
admiration of Philip each expressed, but there were
no confidences which revealed their hearts. Realizing
that her love would never be reciprocated, Janet misled
Philip as to her real feelings. One day when the three
were together, she said, “Mr. Administrator,
why don’t you marry? It would add enormously
to your popularity and it would keep a lot of us girls
from being old maids.” “How would it prevent
your being an old maid, Janet?” said Dru. “Please
explain.” “Why, there are a lot of us
that hope to have you call some afternoon, and ask
us to be Mrs. Dru, and it begins to look to me as
if some of us would be disappointed.” Dru laughed
and told her not to give up hope. And then he said
more seriously--“Some day when my work here
is done, I shall take your advice if I can find someone
who will marry me.” “If you wait too long,
Philip, you will be so old, no one will want you,”
said Janet. “I have a feeling, Janet, that somewhere
there is a woman who knows and will wait. If I am
wrong, then the future holds for me many bitter and
unhappy hours.” Dru said this with such deep
feeling that both Gloria and Janet were surprised.
And Janet wondered whether this was a message to some
unknown woman, or was it meant for Gloria? She wished
she knew.</p>
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