<h4><br/>THE DIVINE PLAN FOR SENDING OUT FOREIGN MISSIONARIES.</h4>
<p>The Bristol Church with which Mr. Müller was connected has been
privileged to set an example to the Church of God of the way in which
Foreign Missionaries (who are so greatly needed) can be sent forth in
answer to prayer. Mr. Müller writes on p. 516, Vol. I. of his
Narrative:—</p>
<p>"I also mention here, that during the eight years previous to my going
to Germany to labour there, it had been laid on my heart, and on the
hearts of some other brethren among us, to ask the Lord that he would be
pleased to honour us, as a body of believers, by calling forth from our
midst brethren, for carrying the truth into foreign lands. But this
prayer seemed to remain unanswered. Now, however, the time was come when
the Lord was about to answer it, and I, on whose heart particularly this
matter had been laid, was to be the first to carry forth the truth from
among us. About that very<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></SPAN></span> time the Lord called our dear brother and
sister Barrington from among us, to go to Demerara, to labour there in
connexion with our esteemed brother Strong, and our dear brother and
sister Espenett, to go to Switzerland. Both these dear brethren and
sisters left very shortly after I had gone to Germany. But this was not
all. Our much valued brother Mordal, who had commended himself to the
saints by his unwearied faithful service among us for twelve years, had
from Aug. 31, 1843, (the day on which brothers Strong and Barrington
sailed from Bristol for Demerara), his mind likewise exercised about
service there, and went out from among us eleven months after. He,
together with myself, had had it particularly laid upon his heart,
during the eight years previously, to ask the Lord again and again to
call labourers from among us for foreign service. Of all persons he, the
father of a large family, and about 50 years of age, seemed the least
likely to be called to that work; but God did call him. He went,
laboured a little while in Demerara, and then, on January 9, 1845, the
Lord took him to his rest.—When we ask God for a thing, such as that He
would be pleased to raise up labourers for His harvest, or send means
for the carrying on of His work, the honest question to be put to our
hearts should be this: Am <i>I</i> willing to go, if He should call <i>me</i>? Am
<i>I</i> willing to give according to <i>my</i> ability? For we may be the very
persons whom the Lord will call for the work, or whose means He may wish
to employ."</p>
<p>In <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></SPAN></span>the Report of the Scriptural Knowledge Institution for 1896 Mr.
Müller shows how greatly this body of believers has been honoured by
God.</p>
<p>"From our own midst, as a church sixty brethren and sisters have gone
forth to foreign fields of labour, some of whom have finished their
labour on earth; but there are still about forty yet engaged in this
precious service."</p>
<p>Why should not the great and crying need for workers in Asia, Africa,
and other parts of the world be thus met by thousands of churches in
Europe and America following this divine plan of praying the Lord of the
harvest that He would send forth labourers from among them?</p>
<p>Surely they may expect <span class="smcap">God</span> to answer their prayers as He did the prayers
of this Bristol church.</p>
<p>Look what has been done in China by the faithful use of <span class="smcap">God's</span> method! We
quote Mr. Hudson Taylor's words as given in <i>China's Millions</i> for July,
1897:—</p>
<p>"For the obtaining of fellow-workers we took the <span class="smcap">Master's</span> direction,
'Pray ye the <span class="smcap">Lord</span> of the Harvest.' As for the first five before the
Mission was formed, so for the twenty-four for whom we first asked for
the C.I.M.; for further reinforcements when they were needed; for the
seventy in three years, for the hundred in one year, and for further
additions from time to time, we have ever relied on this plan. Is it
possible that in any other way such a band of workers from nearly every
denomination, and from many lands, could have been gathered<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></SPAN></span> and kept
together for thirty years with no other bond save that which the call of
<span class="smcap">God</span> and the love of GOD has proved—a band now numbering over seven
hundred men and women, aided by more than five hundred native workers."</p>
<h4><br/>THE BEGINNING OF THE 1859 REVIVAL.</h4>
<p>"In November, 1856, a young Irishman, Mr. James McQuilkin, was brought
to the knowledge of the Lord. Soon after his conversion he saw my
Narrative advertised, viz.: the first two volumes of this book. He had a
great desire to read it, and procured it accordingly, about January,
1857. God blessed it greatly to his soul, especially in showing to him,
what could be obtained by prayer. He said to himself something like
this: 'See what Mr. Müller obtains simply by prayer. Thus I may obtain
blessing by prayer.' He now set himself to pray, that the Lord would
give him a spiritual companion, one who knew the Lord. Soon after he
became acquainted with a young man who was a believer. These two began a
prayer-meeting in one of the Sunday Schools in the parish of Connor.
Having his prayer answered in obtaining a spiritual companion, Mr. James
McQuilkin asked the Lord to lead him to become acquainted with some more
of His hidden ones. Soon after the Lord gave him two more young men, who
were believers previously, as far as he could judge. In Autumn, 1857,
Mr. James McQuilkin stated to these three<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_78" id="Page_78"></SPAN></span> young men, given him in
answer to believing prayer, what blessing he had derived from my
Narrative, how it had led him to see the power of believing prayer; and
he proposed that they should meet for prayer to seek the Lord's blessing
upon their various labours in the Sunday Schools, prayer-meetings, and
preaching of the Gospel. Accordingly in Autumn, 1857, these four young
men met together for prayer in a small school-house near the village of
Kells, in the parish of Connor, every Friday evening. By this time the
great and mighty working of the Spirit, in 1857, in the United States,
had become known, and Mr. James McQuilkin said to himself, 'Why may not
we have such a blessed work here, seeing that God did such great things
for Mr. Müller, simply in answer to prayer.' On January 1, 1858, the
Lord gave them the first remarkable answer to prayer in the conversion
of a farm servant. He was taken into the number, and thus there were
five who gave themselves to prayer. Shortly after, another young man,
about 20 years old, was converted; there were now six. This greatly
encouraged the other three who first had met with Mr. James McQuilkin.
Others now were converted, who were also taken into the number; but only
believers were admitted to these fellowship meetings, in which they
read, prayed, and offered to each other a few thoughts from the
Scriptures. These meetings and others for the preaching of the Gospel
were held in the parish of Connor, Antrim, Ireland. Up to this time all
was going on<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_79" id="Page_79"></SPAN></span> most quietly, though many souls were converted, There were
no physical prostrations, as afterwards.</p>
<p>"About Christmas, 1858, a young man, from Ahoghill, who had come to live
at Connor, and who had been converted through this little company of
believers, went to see his friends at Ahoghill, and spoke to them about
their own souls, and the work of God at Connor. His friends desired to
see some of these converts. Accordingly Mr. James McQuilkin, with two of
the first who met for prayer, went on February 2, 1859, and held a
meeting at Ahoghill in one of the Presbyterian Churches. Some believed,
some mocked, and others thought there was a great deal of presumption in
these young converts; yet many wished to have another meeting. This was
held by the same three young men on February 16th, 1859; and now the
Spirit of God began to work, and to work mightily. Souls were converted,
and from that time conversions multiplied rapidly. Some of these
converts went to other places, and carried the spiritual fire, so to
speak, with them. The blessed work of the spirit of God spread in <i>many
places</i>.—On April 5th, 1859, Mr. James McQuilkin went to Ballymena,
held a meeting there in one of the Presbyterian Churches; and on April
11th held another meeting in another of the Presbyterian churches.
Several were convinced of sin and the work of the Spirit of God went
forward in Ballymena.—On May 28th, 1859, he went to Belfast. During the
first week there were meetings held in five different Presbyterian<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_80" id="Page_80"></SPAN></span>
Churches, and from that time the blessed work commenced at Belfast. In
all these visits he was accompanied and helped by Mr. Jeremiah Meneely,
one of the three young men who first met with him, after the reading of
my Narrative. From this time the work of the Holy Ghost spread further
and further; for the young converts were used by the Lord to carry the
truth from one place to another.</p>
<p>"Such was the <i>beginning</i> of that mighty work of the Holy Spirit, which
has led to the conversion of hundreds of thousands; for some of my
readers will remember how in 1859 this fire was kindled in England,
Wales and Scotland; how it spread through Ireland, England, Wales and
Scotland; how the Continent of Europe was more or less partaking of this
mighty working of the Holy Spirit; how it led thousands to give
themselves to the work of Evangelists; and how up to the year 1874 not
only the effects of this work, first begun in Ireland, are felt, but
that still more or less this blessed work is going on in Europe
generally. It is almost needless to add, that in no degree the honour is
due to the instruments, but to the Holy Spirit alone; yet these facts
are stated, in order that it may be seen, what delight God has in
answering abundantly the believing prayer of His children."</p>
<h4><br/>MR. MÜLLER'S MARRIAGE.</h4>
<p>In Vol. 3 of The Narrative, Mr. Müller shows the ordering of God in his
meeting with and sub<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_81" id="Page_81"></SPAN></span>sequent marriage to his first wife, Miss Mary
Groves.</p>
<p>"In giving her to me, I own the hand of God; nay, His hand was most
marked; and my soul says, 'Thou art good, and doest good.'</p>
<p>"I refer to a few particulars for the instruction of others. When at the
end of the year 1829, I left London to labour in Devonshire in the
Gospel, a brother in the Lord gave to me a card, containing the address
of a well-known Christian lady, Miss Paget, who then resided in Exeter,
in order that I should call on her, as she was an excellent Christian. I
took this address and put it into my pocket, but thought little of
calling on her. Three weeks I carried this card in my pocket, without
making an effort to see this lady; but at last I was led to do so. This
was God's way of giving me my excellent wife. Miss Paget asked me to
preach the last Tuesday in the month of January, 1830, at the room which
she had fitted up at Poltimore, a village near Exeter, and where Mr. A.
N. Groves, afterwards my brother-in-law, had preached once a month,
before he went out as a Missionary to Bagdad. I accepted readily the
invitation, as I longed, everywhere to set forth the precious truth of
the Lord's return, and other deeply important truths, which not long
before my own soul had been filled with.</p>
<p>"On leaving Miss Paget, she gave me the address of a Christian brother,
Mr. Hake, who had an Infant Boarding School for young ladies and
gentlemen, at Northernhay House, the former residence<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_82" id="Page_82"></SPAN></span> of Mr. A. N.
Groves, in order that I might stay there on my arrival in Exeter from
Teignmouth. To this place I went at the appointed time. Miss Groves,
afterwards my beloved wife, was there; for Mrs. Hake had been a great
invalid for a long time, and Miss Groves helped Mr. Hake in his great
affliction, by superintending his household matters. My first visit led
to my going again to preach at Poltimore, after the lapse of a month,
and I stayed again at Mr. Hake's house; and this second visit led to my
preaching once a week in a chapel at Exeter; and thus I went, week after
week, from Teignmouth to Exeter, each time staying in the house of Mr.
Hake. All this time my purpose had been, not to marry at all, but to
remain free for travelling about in the service of the Gospel; but after
some months I saw, for many reasons, that it was better for me, as a
young Pastor, under 25 years of age, to be married. The question now
was, to whom shall I be united? Miss Groves was before my mind; but the
prayerful conflict was long, before I came to a decision; for I could
not bear the thought, that I should take away from Mr. Hake this valued
helper, as Mrs. Hake continued still unable to take the responsibility
of so large a household. But I prayed again and again. At last this
decided me, I had reason to believe that I had begotten an affection in
the heart of Miss Groves for me, and that therefore I ought to make a
proposal of marriage to her, however unkindly I might appear to act to
my dear friend and brother Mr. Hake, and to ask God to<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_83" id="Page_83"></SPAN></span> give him a
suitable helper to succeed Miss Groves. On Aug. 15th, 1830, I therefore
wrote to her, proposing to her to become my wife, and on Aug. 19th, when
I went over as usual to Exeter for preaching, she accepted me. The first
thing we did, after I was accepted, was, to fall on our knees, and to
ask the blessing of the Lord on our intended union. In about two or
three weeks the Lord, in answer to prayer, found an individual, who
seemed suitable to act as housekeeper, whilst Mrs. Hake continued ill;
and on Oct. 7, 1830, we were united in marriage. Our marriage was of the
most simple character. We walked to church, had no wedding breakfast,
but in the afternoon had a meeting of Christian friends in Mr. Hake's
house and commemorated the Lord's death; and then I drove off in the
stagecoach with my beloved bride to Teignmouth, and the next day we went
to work for the Lord. Simple as our beginning was, and unlike the habits
of the world, for Christ's sake, so our Godly aim has been, to continue
ever since. Now see the hand of God in giving me my dearest wife:—1st,
that address of Miss Paget's was given to me under the ordering of God.
2nd, I must at last be made to call on her, though I had long delayed
it. 3rd, She might have provided a resting-place with some other
Christian friend, where I should not have seen Miss Groves. 4th, My mind
might have at last, after all, decided, not to make a proposal to her;
but God settled the matter thus in speaking to me through my
conscience—you know that you have begotten affection<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_84" id="Page_84"></SPAN></span> in the heart of
this Christian sister, by the way you have acted towards her, and
therefore, painful though it may be, to appear to act unkindly towards
your friend and brother, you ought to make her a proposal. I obeyed. I
wrote the letter in which I made the proposal, and nothing but one even
stream of blessing has been the result.</p>
<p>"Let me here add a word of Christian counsel. To enter upon the marriage
union is one of the most deeply important events of life. It cannot be
too prayerfully treated. Our happiness, our usefulness, our living for
God or for ourselves afterwards, are often most intimately connected
with our choice. Therefore, in the most prayerful manner, this choice
should be made. Neither beauty, nor age, nor money, nor mental powers,
should be that which prompt the decision; but 1st, Much waiting upon God
for guidance should be used; 2nd, A hearty purpose, to be willing to be
guided by Him should be aimed after; 3rd, True godliness without a
shadow of doubt, should be the first and absolutely needful
qualification, to a Christian, with regard to a companion for life. In
addition to this, however, it ought to be, at the same time, calmly and
patiently weighed, whether, in other respects, there is a suitableness.</p>
<p>For instance, for an educated man to choose an entirely uneducated
woman, is unwise; for however much on his part love might be willing to
cover the defect, it will work very unhappily with regard to the
children."</p>
<h4><br/>DANGEROUS ILLNESS OF MR. MÜLLER'S DAUGHTER.</h4>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_85" id="Page_85"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"In July, 1853, it pleased the Lord to try my faith in a way in which
before it had not been tried. My beloved daughter and only child, and a
believer since the commencement of the year 1846, was taken ill on June
20th.</p>
<p>"This illness, at first a low fever, turned to typhus. On July 3rd there
seemed no hope of her recovery. Now was the trial of faith. But faith
triumphed. My beloved wife and I were enabled to give her up into the
hands of the Lord. He sustained us both exceedingly. But I will only
speak about myself. Though my only and beloved child was brought near
the grave, yet was my soul in perfect peace, satisfied with the will of
my Heavenly Father, being assured that He would only do that for her and
her parents, which in the end would be the best. She continued very ill
till about July 20th, when restoration began.</p>
<p>"On Aug. 18th she was so far restored that she could be removed to
Clevedon for change of air, though exceedingly weak. It was then 59 days
since she was first taken ill. * * * * * *</p>
<p>"Parents know what an only child, a beloved child is, and what to
believing parents an only child, a believing child must be. Well, the
Father in Heaven said, as it were, by this His dispensation, 'Art thou
willing to give up this child to me?' My heart responded, As it seems
good to Thee, my Heavenly Father. Thy will be done. But as our hearts
were<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_86" id="Page_86"></SPAN></span> made willing to give back our beloved child to Him who had given
her to us, so He was ready to leave her to us, and she lived. 'Delight
thyself also in the Lord; and He shall give thee the desires of thine
heart.' Psalm xxxvii. 4. The desires of my heart were, to retain the
beloved daughter if it were the will of God; the means to retain her
were to be satisfied with the will of the Lord.</p>
<p>"Of all the trials of faith that as yet I have had to pass through, this
was the greatest; and by God's abundant mercy, I own it to His praise, I
was enabled to delight myself in the will of God; for I felt perfectly
sure, that, if the Lord took this beloved daughter, it would be best for
her parents, best for herself, and more for the glory of God than if she
lived: this better part I was satisfied with; and thus my heart had
peace, perfect peace, and I had not a moment's anxiety. Thus would it be
under all circumstances, however painful, were the believer exercising
faith."</p>
<h4><br/>THE DAILY BREAD.</h4>
<p>"Aug. 3, 1844. Saturday. With the 12s. we began the day. My soul said:
'I will now look out for the way in which the Lord will deliver us this
day again; for He will surely deliver. Many Saturdays, when we were in
need, He helped us, and so He will do this day also.' Between nine and
ten o'clock this morning I gave myself to prayer for means, with three
of my fellow-labourers, in my house. <span class="smcap">Whilst we were in prayer</span>, there was
a knock at<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_87" id="Page_87"></SPAN></span> my room-door, and I was informed that a gentleman had come
to see me. When we had finished prayer, it was found to be a brother
from Tetbury, who had brought from Barnstaple £1 2s. 6d. for the
Orphans. Thus we have £1 14s. 6d., with which I must return the
letter-bag to the Orphan-Houses, looking to the Lord for more.</p>
<p>"Aug. 6.—Without <i>one single penny</i> in my hands the day began. The post
brought nothing, nor had I yet received anything, when ten minutes after
ten this morning the letter-bag was brought from the Orphan-Houses, for
the supplies of to-day.—Now see the Lord's deliverance! In the bag I
found a note from one of the labourers in the Orphan-Houses, enclosing
two sovereigns, which she sent for the Orphans, stating that it was part
of a present which she had just received unexpectedly, for
herself.—Thus we are supplied for to-day.</p>
<p>"Sept. 4.—Only one farthing was in my hands this morning. Pause a
moment, dear reader! Only one farthing in hand when the day commenced.
Think of this, and think of nearly 140 persons to be provided for. You,
poor brethren, who have six or eight children and small wages, think of
this; and you, my brethren, who do not belong to the working classes,
but have, as it is called, very limited means, think of this! May you
not do, what we do, under your <i>trials</i>? Does the Lord love you less
than He loves us? Does He not love all His children with no less love
than that, with which He loves His only begotten Son, according to John
xvii. 20-23? Or<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_88" id="Page_88"></SPAN></span> are we better than you? Nay, are we not in ourselves
poor miserable sinners as you are; and have any of the children of God
any claim upon God, on account of their own worthiness? Is not that,
which alone can make us worthy to receive anything from our Heavenly
Father, the righteousness of the Lord Jesus, which is imputed to those
who believe in Him? Therefore, dear reader, as we pray in our every
need, of whatever character it may be, in connection with this work, to
our Father in Heaven for help, and as He does help us, so is He willing
to help all His children who put their trust in Him.—Well, let us hear
then, how God helped when there was only one farthing left in my hands,
on the morning of Sept. 4, 1844.</p>
<p>"A little after nine o'clock I received a sovereign from a sister in the
Lord, who does not wish the name of the place, where she resides,
mentioned. Between ten and eleven o'clock the bag was sent from the
Orphan-Houses, in which in a note it was stated that £1 2s. was required
for to-day. <span class="smcap">Scarcely had i read this</span>, when a fly stopped before my
house, and a gentleman, Mr. ——, from the neighbourhood of Manchester,
was announced. I found that he was a believer, who had come on business
to Bristol. He had heard about the Orphan-Houses, and expressed his
surprise, that without any regular system of collections, and without
personal application to anyone, simply by faith and prayer, I obtained
£2,000 and more yearly for the work of the Lord in my hands. This
brother, whom I had<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_89" id="Page_89"></SPAN></span> never seen before; and whose name I did not even
know before he came, gave me £2, as an exemplification of what I had
stated to him."</p>
<h4><br/>"THE POOR WITH YOU ALWAYS."</h4>
<p>"Feb. 12, 1845.—After I had sent off this morning the money which was
required for the housekeeping of to-day, I had again only 16s. 2½d.
left, being only about one-fourth as much as is generally needed for one
day, merely for housekeeping, so that there was now again a fresh call
for trusting in the Lord. In the morning I met again, as usual, with my
dear wife and her sister, for prayer, to ask the Lord for many blessings
in connection with this work, and for means also.</p>
<p>"About one hour after, I received a letter from Devonshire, containing
an order for £22 of which £10 was for the Orphans, £2 for a poor brother
in Bristol, and £10 for myself.—Besides having thus a fresh proof of
the willingness of our Heavenly Father to answer our requests on behalf
of the Orphans, there is this, moreover, to be noticed. For many months
past, the necessities of the poor saints among us have been particularly
laid upon my heart. The word of our Lord: 'Ye have the poor with you
always,' and 'whensoever ye will ye may do them good,' has again and
again stirred me up to prayer on their behalf, and thus it was again in
particular this morning. It was the coldest morning we have had the
whole winter. In my morning<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_90" id="Page_90"></SPAN></span> walk for prayer and meditation I thought
how well I was supplied with coals, nourishing food, and warm clothing,
and how many of the dear children of God might be in need; and I lifted
up my heart to God to give me more means for myself, that I might be
able, by actions, to show more abundant sympathy with the poor believers
in their need; and it was but three hours after when I received this
£10 for myself."</p>
<h4><br/>THE LORD DIRECTING THE STEPS.</h4>
<p>"Feb. 1, 1847.—Before breakfast I took a direction in my usual
morning's walk, in which I had not been for many weeks, feeling drawn in
that direction, just as if God had an intention in leading me in that
way. Returning home I met a Christian gentleman whom formerly I used to
meet almost every morning, but whom I had not met for many weeks,
because I had not been walking in that direction. He stopped me and gave
me £2 for the Orphans. Then I knew why I had been led thus; for there is
not yet enough in hand, to supply the matrons to-morrow evening with the
necessary means for house-keeping during another week.</p>
<p>"Feb. 4.—Yesterday nothing had come in. This morning, just before I was
going to give myself to prayer about the Orphans, a sister in the Lord
sent a sovereign, which she had received, as she writes, 'From a friend
who had met the Orphan Boys, and was particularly pleased with their
neat and orderly<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_91" id="Page_91"></SPAN></span> appearance.' After having received this £1, I prayed
for means for present use, though not confining my prayers to that.
About a quarter of an hour after I had risen from my knees, I received a
Setter, with an order for £5. The donor writes, that it is 'the proceeds
of a strip of land, sold to the railway company.' What various means
does the Lord employ to send us help, in answer to our prayers!"</p>
<h4><br/>CONTINUED TRIALS OF FAITH AND PATIENCE.</h4>
<p>With the enlargement of the work, by which some 330 persons needed to be
provided for, the trials of faith continued. Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"If we formerly had no certain income, so now have we none. We have to
look to God for everything in connection with the work, of which often,
however, the pecuniary necessities are the smallest matter; but to Him
we are enabled to look, and <i>therefore</i> it is, that we are not
disappointed."</p>
<p>"Oct. 7, 1852.—This evening there was only £8 left in hand for the
current expenses for the Orphans. Hitherto we had generally abounded.
But though much had come in, since the commencement of this new period,
yet our expenses had been greater than our income, as every donation
almost of which the disposal was left with me, had been put to the
Building Fund. Thus the balance in hand on May 26, 1852, notwithstanding
the large income since then, was reduced to about £8. I there<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_92" id="Page_92"></SPAN></span>fore gave
myself particularly to prayer for means, that this small sum might be
increased.</p>
<p>"Oct. 9.—This morning Luke vii came in the course of my reading before
breakfast. While reading the account about the Centurion and the raising
from death the widow's son at Nain, I lifted up my heart to the Lord
Jesus thus: 'Lord Jesus, Thou hast the same power now. Thou canst
provide me with means for Thy work in my hands. Be pleased to do so.'
About half an hour afterwards I received £230 15s.</p>
<p>"The joy which such answers to prayer afford, cannot be described. I was
determined to wait upon God only, and not to work an unscriptural
deliverance for myself. I have thousands of pounds for the Building
Fund; but I would not take of this sum because it was once set apart for
that object. There is also a legacy of £100 for the Orphans two months
overdue, in the prospect of the payment of which the heart might be
naturally inclined to use some money of the Building Fund, to be
replaced by the legacy money, when it comes in; but I would not thus
step out of God's way of obtaining help. At the very time when this
donation arrived, I had packed up £100 which I happened to have in hand;
received for the Building Fund, in order to take it to the Bank, as I
was determined not to touch it, but to wait upon God. My soul does
magnify the Lord for His goodness.</p>
<p>"June 13, 1853.—We were now very poor. Not indeed in debt, nor was even
all the money gone;<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_93" id="Page_93"></SPAN></span> for there was still about £12 in hand; but then
there was needed to be bought flour, of which we buy generally 10 sacks
at a time, 300 stones of oatmeal, 4 cwt. of soap, and there were many
little repairs going on in the house, with a number of workmen, besides
the regular current expenses of about £70 per week. Over and above all
this, on Saturday, the day before yesterday, I found that the heating
apparatus needed to be repaired, which would cost in all probability
£25. It was therefore desirable, humanly speaking, to have £100 for
these heavy extra expenses, besides means for the current expenses.</p>
<p>"But I had no human prospect whatever of getting even 100 pence, much
less £100. In addition to this, to-day was Monday, when generally the
income is little. But, in walking to the Orphan-House this morning, and
praying as I went, I particularly told the Lord in prayer, that on this
day, though Monday, He could send me much. And thus it was. I received
this morning £301 for the Lord's service, as might be most needed.—The
joy which I had cannot be described. I walked up and down in my room for
a long time, tears of joy and gratitude to the Lord raining plentifully
over my cheeks, praising and magnifying the Lord for His goodness, and
surrendering myself afresh, with all my heart, to Him for His blessed
service. I scarcely ever felt more the kindness of the Lord in helping
me.</p>
<p>"Nov. 9.—Our need of means is now great, very great. The Lord tries our
faith and patience. This<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_94" id="Page_94"></SPAN></span> afternoon, a brother and sister in the Lord,
from Gloucestershire, called to see me at the New Orphan-House, before
going through the house. After a few minutes I received from the sister
a sovereign, which she had been requested to bring to me for the
Building Fund; and she gave me from herself £1 for my own personal
expenses, and £1 for the Building Fund, and her husband gave me £5 for
the Orphans, and £5 for Foreign Missions.</p>
<p>"Thus the Lord has refreshed my spirit greatly; but I look for more, and
need much more.</p>
<p>"Nov. 12.—This evening, while praying for means, came a little parcel,
containing ten sovereigns, from a Christian lady, living not far from
the New Orphan-House. This was a very great refreshment to my spirit.</p>
<p>"Oct. 17, 1854.—This morning at family prayer, came, in the course of
reading, Exodus v, which shows that, just before the deliverance of the
Israelites out of Egypt, their trials were greater than ever. They had
not only to make the same number of bricks as before, but also to gather
stubble, as no straw was given them any longer. This led me, in
expounding the portion, to observe that even now the children of God are
often in greater trial than ever, just before help and deliverance
comes. Immediately after family prayer it was found, that by the
morning's post not one penny had come in for the work of the Lord in
which I am engaged, though we needed much, and though but very little
had come in during the three previous days. Thus I<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_95" id="Page_95"></SPAN></span> had now to remember
Exodus v, and to practice the truths contained therein. In the course of
the day nothing was received. In the evening I had, as usual, a season
for prayer with my dear wife, respecting the various objects of the
Scriptural Knowledge Institution, and then we left the New Orphan-House
for our home.</p>
<p>"When we arrived at our house, about nine o'clock, we found that £5 and
also 5s. had been sent from Norwich in two Post Office Orders for the
Building Fund, and that £8 3s. 11d. had been sent in for Bibles, Tracts,
and Reports, which had been sold. This called for thanksgiving. But a
little later, between nine and ten o'clock, a Christian gentleman called
and gave me £1 for the Orphans and £200 for foreign missions. He had
received these sums from an aged Christian woman, whose savings as a
servant, during her <span class="smcap">whole</span> life, made up the £200, and who, having
recently had left to her a little annual income of about £30, felt
herself constrained, by the love of Christ, to send the savings of her
whole life for foreign missions. * * *</p>
<p>"Our especial prayer had been again and again, that the Lord would be
pleased to send in means for missionary brethren, as I had reason to
believe they were in much need of help; and only at eight o'clock this
evening I had particularly besought the Lord to send help for this
object. By the last mail I had sent off £40 to British Guiana, to help
seven brethren there in some measure. This amount took the last pound in
hand for this object. How gladly<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_96" id="Page_96"></SPAN></span> would I have sent assistance to other
brethren also, but I had no more. Now I am in some degree supplied for
this object.</p>
<p>"July 12, 1854.—Our means were now again reduced to about £30, as only
about £150 had come in since June 15. In addition to this, we had very
heavy expenses before us. This morning, in reading through the book of
Proverbs, when I came to chapter xxii. 19—'That thy trust may be in the
Lord, &c.,' I said in prayer to Him: 'Lord, I do trust in Thee; but wilt
Thou now be pleased to help me; for I am in need of means for the
current expenses of all the various objects of the Institution.' By the
first delivery of letters I received an order on a London bank for £100,
to be used for all the various objects 'as the present need might
require.'"</p>
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