<h2><SPAN name="chap31"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2>
<p>The more I see of Miss West the more she pleases me. Explain it in terms of
propinquity, or isolation, or whatever you will; I, at least, do not attempt
explanation. I know only that she is a woman and desirable. And I am rather
proud, in a way, to find that I am just a man like any man. The midnight oil,
and the relentless pursuit I have endured in the past from the whole tribe of
women, have not, I am glad to say, utterly spoiled me.</p>
<p>I am obsessed by that phrase—a <i>woman and desirable</i>. It beats in my
brain, in my thought. I go out of my way to steal a glimpse of Miss West
through a cabin door or vista of hall when she does not know I am looking. A
woman is a wonderful thing. A woman’s hair is wonderful. A woman’s
softness is a magic.—Oh, I know them for what they are, and yet this very
knowledge makes them only the more wonderful. I know—I would stake my
soul—that Miss West has considered me as a mate a thousand times to once
that I have so considered her. And yet—she is a woman and desirable.</p>
<p>And I find myself continually reminded of Richard Le Gallienne’s
inimitable quatrain:</p>
<p class="poem">
“Were I a woman, I would all day long<br/>
Sing my own beauty in some holy song,<br/>
Bend low before it, hushed and half afraid,<br/>
And say ‘I am a woman’ all day long.”</p>
<p>Let me advise all philosophers suffering from world-sickness to take a long sea
voyage with a woman like Miss West.</p>
<p>In this narrative I shall call her “Miss West” no more. She has
ceased to be Miss West. She is Margaret. I do not think of her as Miss West. I
think of her as Margaret. It is a pretty word, a woman-word. What poet must
have created it! Margaret! I never tire of it. My tongue is enamoured of it.
Margaret West! What a name to conjure with! A name provocative of dreams and
mighty connotations. The history of our westward-faring race is written in it.
There is pride in it, and dominion, and adventure, and conquest. When I murmur
it I see visions of lean, beaked ships, of winged helmets, and heels iron-shod
of restless men, royal lovers, royal adventurers, royal fighters. Yes, and even
now, in these latter days when the sun consumes us, still we sit in the high
seat of government and command.</p>
<p>Oh—and by the way—she is twenty-four years old. I asked Mr. Pike
the date of the <i>Dixie’s</i> collision with the river steamer in San
Francisco Bay. This occurred in 1901. Margaret was twelve years old at the
time. This is 1913. Blessings on the head of the man who invented arithmetic!
She is twenty-four. Her name is Margaret, and she is desirable.</p>
<p class="center">
* * * * *</p>
<p>There are so many things to tell about. Where and how this mad voyage, with a
mad crew, will end is beyond all surmise. But the <i>Elsinore</i> drives on,
and day by day her history is bloodily written. And while murder is done, and
while the whole floating drama moves toward the bleak southern ocean and the
icy blasts of Cape Horn, I sit in the high place with the masters, unafraid, I
am proud to say, in an ecstasy, I am proud to say, and I murmur over and over
to <i>myself</i>—<i>Margaret</i>, <i>a woman</i>; <i>Margaret</i>, <i>and
desirable</i>.</p>
<p>But to resume. It is the first day of June. Ten days have passed since the
pampero. When the strong back on Number Three hatch was repaired Captain West
came back on the wind, hove to, and rode out the gale. Since then, in calm, and
fog, and damp, and storm, we have won south until to-day we are almost abreast
of the Falklands. The coast of the Argentine lies to the West, below the
sea-line, and some time this morning we crossed the fiftieth parallel of south
latitude. Here begins the passage of Cape Horn, for so it is reckoned by the
navigators—fifty south in the Atlantic to fifty south in the Pacific.</p>
<p>And yet all is well with us in the matter of weather. The <i>Elsinore</i>
slides along with favouring winds. Daily it grows colder. The great cabin stove
roars and is white-hot, and all the connecting doors are open, so that the
whole after region of the ship is warm and comfortable. But on the deck the air
bites, and Margaret and I wear mittens as we promenade the poop or go
for’ard along the repaired bridge to see the chickens on the
’midship-house. The poor, wretched creatures of instinct and climate!
Behold, as they approach the southern mid-winter of the Horn, when they have
need of all their feathers, they proceed to moult, because, forsooth, this is
the summer time in the land they came from. Or is moulting determined by the
time of year they happen to be born? I shall have to look into this. Margaret
will know.</p>
<p>Yesterday ominous preparations were made for the passage of the Horn. All the
braces were taken from the main deck pin-rails and geared and arranged so that
they may be worked from the tops of the houses.</p>
<p>Thus, the fore-braces run to the top of the forecastle, the main-braces to the
top of the ’midship-house, and the mizzen-braces to the poop. It is
evident that they expect our main deck frequently to be filled with water. So
evident is it that a laden ship when in big seas is like a log awash, that fore
and aft, on both sides, along the deck, shoulder-high, life-lines have been
rigged. Also, the two iron doors, on port and starboard, that open from the
cabin directly upon the main deck, have been barricaded and caulked. Not until
we are in the Pacific and flying north will these doors open again.</p>
<p>And while we prepare to battle around the stormiest headland in the world our
situation on board grows darker. This morning Petro Marinkovich, a sailor in
Mr. Mellaire’s watch, was found dead on Number One hatch. The body bore
several knife-wounds and the throat was cut. It was palpably done by some one
or several of the forecastle hands; but not a word can be elicited. Those who
are guilty of it are silent, of course; while others who may chance to know are
afraid to speak.</p>
<p>Before midday the body was overside with the customary sack of coal. Already
the man is a past episode. But the humans for’ard are tense with
expectancy of what is to come. I strolled for’ard this afternoon, and
noted for the first time a distinct hostility toward me. They recognize that I
belong with the after-guard in the high place. Oh, nothing was said; but it was
patent by the way almost every man looked at me, or refused to look at me. Only
Mulligan Jacobs and Charles Davis were outspoken.</p>
<p>“Good riddance,” said Mulligan Jacobs. “The Guinea
didn’t have the spunk of a louse. And he’s better off, ain’t
he? He lived dirty, an’ he died dirty, an’ now he’s over
an’ done with the whole dirty game. There’s men on board that
oughta wish they was as lucky as him. Theirs is still a-coming to
’em.”</p>
<p>“You mean . . . ?” I queried.</p>
<p>“Whatever you want to think I mean,” the twisted wretch grinned
malevolently into my face.</p>
<p>Charles Davis, when I peeped into his iron room, was exuberant.</p>
<p>“A pretty tale for the court in Seattle,” he exulted.
“It’ll only make my case that much stronger. And wait till the
reporters get hold of it! The hell-ship <i>Elsinore</i>! They’ll have
pretty pickin’s!”</p>
<p>“I haven’t seen any hell-ship,” I said coldly.</p>
<p>“You’ve seen my treatment, ain’t you?” he retorted.
“You’ve seen the hell I’ve got, ain’t you?”</p>
<p>“I know you for a cold-blooded murderer,” I answered.</p>
<p>“The court will determine that, sir. All you’ll have to do is to
testify to facts.”</p>
<p>“I’ll testify that had I been in the mate’s place I’d
have hanged you for murder.”</p>
<p>His eyes positively sparkled.</p>
<p>“I’ll ask you to remember this conversation when you’re under
oath, sir,” he cried eagerly.</p>
<p>I confess the man aroused in me a reluctant admiration. I looked about his
mean, iron-walled room. During the pampero the place had been awash. The white
paint was peeling off in huge scabs, and iron-rust was everywhere. The floor
was filthy. The place stank with the stench of his sickness. His pannikin and
unwashed eating-gear from the last meal were scattered on the floor: His
blankets were wet, his clothing was wet. In a corner was a heterogeneous mass
of soggy, dirty garments. He lay in the very bunk in which he had brained
O’Sullivan. He had been months in this vile hole. In order to live he
would have to remain months more in it. And while his rat-like vitality won my
admiration, I loathed and detested him in very nausea.</p>
<p>“Aren’t you afraid?” I demanded. “What makes you think
you will last the voyage? Don’t you know bets are being made that you
won’t?”</p>
<p>So interested was he that he seemed to prick up his ears as he raised on his
elbow.</p>
<p>“I suppose you’re too scared to tell me about them bets,” he
sneered.</p>
<p>“Oh, I’ve bet you’ll last,” I assured him.</p>
<p>“That means there’s others that bet I won’t,” he
rattled on hastily. “An’ that means that there’s men aboard
the <i>Elsinore</i> right now financially interested in my taking-off.”</p>
<p>At this moment the steward, bound aft from the galley, paused in the doorway
and listened, grinning. As for Charles Davis, the man had missed his vocation.
He should have been a land-lawyer, not a sea-lawyer.</p>
<p>“Very well, sir,” he went on. “I’ll have you testify to
that in Seattle, unless you’re lying to a helpless sick man, or unless
you’ll perjure yourself under oath.”</p>
<p>He got what he was seeking, for he stung me to retort:</p>
<p>“Oh, I’ll testify. Though I tell you candidly that I don’t
think I’ll win my bet.”</p>
<p>“You loose ’m bet sure,” the steward broke in, nodding his
head. “That fellow him die damn soon.”</p>
<p>“Bet with’m, sir,” Davis challenged me. “It’s a
straight tip from me, an’ a regular cinch.”</p>
<p>The whole situation was so gruesome and grotesque, and I had been swept into it
so absurdly, that for the moment I did not know what to do or say.</p>
<p>“It’s good money,” Davis urged. “I ain’t
goin’ to die. Look here, steward, how much you want to bet?”</p>
<p>“Five dollar, ten dollar, twenty dollar,” the steward answered,
with a shoulder-shrug that meant that the sum was immaterial.</p>
<p>“Very well then, steward. Mr. Pathurst covers your money, say for twenty.
Is it a go, sir?”</p>
<p>“Why don’t you bet with him yourself?” I demanded.</p>
<p>“Sure I will, sir. Here, you steward, I bet you twenty even I don’t
die.”</p>
<p>The steward shook his head.</p>
<p>“I bet you twenty to ten,” the sick man insisted.
“What’s eatin’ you, anyway?”</p>
<p>“You live, me lose, me pay you,” the steward explained. “You
die, I win, you dead; no pay me.”</p>
<p>Still grinning and shaking his head, he went his way.</p>
<p>“Just the same, sir, it’ll be rich testimony,” Davis
chuckled. “An’ can’t you see the reporters eatin’ it
up?”</p>
<p>The Asiatic clique in the cook’s room has its suspicions about the death
of Marinkovich, but will not voice them. Beyond shakings of heads and dark
mutterings, I can get nothing out of Wada or the steward. When I talked with
the sail-maker, he complained that his injured hand was hurting him and that he
would be glad when he could get to the surgeons in Seattle. As for the murder,
when pressed by me, he gave me to understand that it was no affair of the
Japanese or Chinese on board, and that he was a Japanese.</p>
<p>But Louis, the Chinese half-caste with the Oxford accent, was more frank. I
caught him aft from the galley on a trip to the lazarette for provisions.</p>
<p>“We are of a different race, sir, from these men,” he said;
“and our safest policy is to leave them alone. We have talked it over,
and we have nothing to say, sir, nothing whatever to say. Consider my position.
I work for’ard in the galley; I am in constant contact with the sailors;
I even sleep in their section of the ship; and I am one man against many. The
only other countryman I have on board is the steward, and he sleeps aft. Your
servant and the two sail-makers are Japanese. They are only remotely kin to us,
though we’ve agreed to stand together and apart from whatever
happens.”</p>
<p>“There is Shorty,” I said, remembering Mr. Pike’s diagnosis
of his mixed nationality.</p>
<p>“But we do not recognize him, sir,” Louis answered suavely.
“He is Portuguese; he is Malay; he is Japanese, true; but he is a
mongrel, sir, a mongrel and a bastard. Also, he is a fool. And please, sir,
remember that we are very few, and that our position compels us to
neutrality.”</p>
<p>“But your outlook is gloomy,” I persisted. “How do you think
it will end?”</p>
<p>“We shall arrive in Seattle most probably, some of us. But I can tell you
this, sir: I have lived a long life on the sea, but I have never seen a crew
like this. There are few sailors in it; there are bad men in it; and the rest
are fools and worse. You will notice I mention no names, sir; but there are men
on board whom I do not care to antagonize. I am just Louis, the cook. I do my
work to the best of my ability, and that is all, sir.”</p>
<p>“And will Charles Davis arrive in Seattle?” I asked, changing the
topic in acknowledgment of his right to be reticent.</p>
<p>“No, I do not think so, sir,” he answered, although his eyes
thanked me for my courtesy. “The steward tells me you have bet that he
will. I think, sir, it is a poor bet. We are about to go around the Horn. I
have been around it many times. This is midwinter, and we are going from east
to west. Davis’ room will be awash for weeks. It will never be dry. A
strong healthy man confined in it could well die of the hardship. And Davis is
far from well. In short, sir, I know his condition, and he is in a shocking
state. Surgeons might prolong his life, but here in a wind-jammer it is
shortened very rapidly. I have seen many men die at sea. I know, sir. Thank
you, sir.”</p>
<p>And the Eurasian Chinese-Englishman bowed himself away.</p>
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