<h3>Chapter 12</h3>
<p>Anna and Vronsky had long been exchanging glances, regretting their
friend’s flow of cleverness. At last Vronsky, without waiting for the
artist, walked away to another small picture.</p>
<p>“Oh, how exquisite! What a lovely thing! A gem! How exquisite!”
they cried with one voice.</p>
<p>“What is it they’re so pleased with?” thought Mihailov. He
had positively forgotten that picture he had painted three years ago. He had
forgotten all the agonies and the ecstasies he had lived through with that
picture when for several months it had been the one thought haunting him day
and night. He had forgotten, as he always forgot, the pictures he had finished.
He did not even like to look at it, and had only brought it out because he was
expecting an Englishman who wanted to buy it.</p>
<p>“Oh, that’s only an old study,” he said.</p>
<p>“How fine!” said Golenishtchev, he too, with unmistakable
sincerity, falling under the spell of the picture.</p>
<p>Two boys were angling in the shade of a willow-tree. The elder had just dropped
in the hook, and was carefully pulling the float from behind a bush, entirely
absorbed in what he was doing. The other, a little younger, was lying in the
grass leaning on his elbows, with his tangled, flaxen head in his hands,
staring at the water with his dreamy blue eyes. What was he thinking of?</p>
<p>The enthusiasm over this picture stirred some of the old feeling for it in
Mihailov, but he feared and disliked this waste of feeling for things past, and
so, even though this praise was grateful to him, he tried to draw his visitors
away to a third picture.</p>
<p>But Vronsky asked whether the picture was for sale. To Mihailov at that moment,
excited by visitors, it was extremely distasteful to speak of money matters.</p>
<p>“It is put up there to be sold,” he answered, scowling gloomily.</p>
<p>When the visitors had gone, Mihailov sat down opposite the picture of Pilate
and Christ, and in his mind went over what had been said, and what, though not
said, had been implied by those visitors. And, strange to say, what had had
such weight with him, while they were there and while he mentally put himself
at their point of view, suddenly lost all importance for him. He began to look
at his picture with all his own full artist vision, and was soon in that mood
of conviction of the perfectibility, and so of the significance, of his
picture—a conviction essential to the most intense fervor, excluding all
other interests—in which alone he could work.</p>
<p>Christ’s foreshortened leg was not right, though. He took his palette and
began to work. As he corrected the leg he looked continually at the figure of
John in the background, which his visitors had not even noticed, but which he
knew was beyond perfection. When he had finished the leg he wanted to touch
that figure, but he felt too much excited for it. He was equally unable to work
when he was cold and when he was too much affected and saw everything too much.
There was only one stage in the transition from coldness to inspiration, at
which work was possible. Today he was too much agitated. He would have covered
the picture, but he stopped, holding the cloth in his hand, and, smiling
blissfully, gazed a long while at the figure of John. At last, as it were
regretfully tearing himself away, he dropped the cloth, and, exhausted but
happy, went home.</p>
<p>Vronsky, Anna, and Golenishtchev, on their way home, were particularly lively
and cheerful. They talked of Mihailov and his pictures. The word <i>talent</i>,
by which they meant an inborn, almost physical, aptitude apart from brain and
heart, and in which they tried to find an expression for all the artist had
gained from life, recurred particularly often in their talk, as though it were
necessary for them to sum up what they had no conception of, though they wanted
to talk of it. They said that there was no denying his talent, but that his
talent could not develop for want of education—the common defect of our
Russian artists. But the picture of the boys had imprinted itself on their
memories, and they were continually coming back to it. “What an exquisite
thing! How he has succeeded in it, and how simply! He doesn’t even
comprehend how good it is. Yes, I mustn’t let it slip; I must buy
it,” said Vronsky.</p>
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