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<h3> CHAPTER 68 </h3>
<p>Lighted rooms, bright fires, cheerful faces, the music of glad voices,
words of love and welcome, warm hearts, and tears of happiness—what a
change is this! But it is to such delights that Kit is hastening.
They are awaiting him, he knows. He fears he will die of joy, before
he gets among them.</p>
<p>They have prepared him for this, all day. He is not to be carried off
to-morrow with the rest, they tell him first. By degrees they let him
know that doubts have arisen, that inquiries are to be made, and
perhaps he may be pardoned after all. At last, the evening being come,
they bring him to a room where some gentlemen are assembled. Foremost
among them is his good old master, who comes and takes him by the hand.
He hears that his innocence is established, and that he is pardoned.
He cannot see the speaker, but he turns towards the voice, and in
trying to answer, falls down insensible.</p>
<p>They recover him again, and tell him he must be composed, and bear this
like a man. Somebody says he must think of his poor mother. It is
because he does think of her so much, that the happy news had
overpowered him. They crowd about him, and tell him that the truth has
gone abroad, and that all the town and country ring with sympathy for
his misfortunes. He has no ears for this. His thoughts, as yet, have
no wider range than home. Does she know it? what did she say? who
told her? He can speak of nothing else.</p>
<p>They make him drink a little wine, and talk kindly to him for a while,
until he is more collected, and can listen, and thank them. He is free
to go. Mr Garland thinks, if he feels better, it is time they went
away. The gentlemen cluster round him, and shake hands with him. He
feels very grateful to them for the interest they have in him, and for
the kind promises they make; but the power of speech is gone again, and
he has much ado to keep his feet, even though leaning on his master's
arm.</p>
<p>As they come through the dismal passages, some officers of the jail who
are in waiting there, congratulate him, in their rough way, on his
release. The newsmonger is of the number, but his manner is not quite
hearty—there is something of surliness in his compliments. He looks
upon Kit as an intruder, as one who has obtained admission to that
place on false pretences, who has enjoyed a privilege without being
duly qualified. He may be a very good sort of young man, he thinks,
but he has no business there, and the sooner he is gone, the better.</p>
<p>The last door shuts behind them. They have passed the outer wall, and
stand in the open air—in the street he has so often pictured to
himself when hemmed in by the gloomy stones, and which has been in all
his dreams. It seems wider and more busy than it used to be. The
night is bad, and yet how cheerful and gay in his eyes! One of the
gentlemen, in taking leave of him, pressed some money into his hand.
He has not counted it; but when they have gone a few paces beyond the
box for poor Prisoners, he hastily returns and drops it in.</p>
<p>Mr Garland has a coach waiting in a neighbouring street, and, taking
Kit inside with him, bids the man drive home. At first, they can only
travel at a foot pace, and then with torches going on before, because
of the heavy fog. But, as they get farther from the river, and leave
the closer portions of the town behind, they are able to dispense with
this precaution and to proceed at a brisker rate. On the road, hard
galloping would be too slow for Kit; but, when they are drawing near
their journey's end, he begs they may go more slowly, and, when the
house appears in sight, that they may stop—only for a minute or two,
to give him time to breathe.</p>
<p>But there is no stopping then, for the old gentleman speaks stoutly to
him, the horses mend their pace, and they are already at the
garden-gate. Next minute, they are at the door. There is a noise of
tongues, and tread of feet, inside. It opens. Kit rushes in, and
finds his mother clinging round his neck.</p>
<p>And there, too, is the ever faithful Barbara's mother, still holding
the baby as if she had never put it down since that sad day when they
little hoped to have such joy as this—there she is, Heaven bless her,
crying her eyes out, and sobbing as never woman sobbed before; and
there is little Barbara—poor little Barbara, so much thinner and so
much paler, and yet so very pretty—trembling like a leaf and
supporting herself against the wall; and there is Mrs Garland, neater
and nicer than ever, fainting away stone dead with nobody to help her;
and there is Mr Abel, violently blowing his nose, and wanting to
embrace everybody; and there is the single gentleman hovering round
them all, and constant to nothing for an instant; and there is that
good, dear, thoughtful little Jacob, sitting all alone by himself on
the bottom stair, with his hands on his knees like an old man, roaring
fearfully without giving any trouble to anybody; and each and all of
them are for the time clean out of their wits, and do jointly and
severally commit all manner of follies.</p>
<p>And even when the rest have in some measure come to themselves again,
and can find words and smiles, Barbara—that soft-hearted, gentle,
foolish little Barbara—is suddenly missed, and found to be in a swoon
by herself in the back parlour, from which swoon she falls into
hysterics, and from which hysterics into a swoon again, and is, indeed,
so bad, that despite a mortal quantity of vinegar and cold water she is
hardly a bit better at last than she was at first. Then, Kit's mother
comes in and says, will he come and speak to her; and Kit says 'Yes,'
and goes; and he says in a kind voice 'Barbara!' and Barbara's mother
tells her that 'it's only Kit;' and Barbara says (with her eyes closed
all the time) 'Oh! but is it him indeed?' and Barbara's mother says 'To
be sure it is, my dear; there's nothing the matter now.' And in
further assurance that he's safe and sound, Kit speaks to her again;
and then Barbara goes off into another fit of laughter, and then into
another fit of crying; and then Barbara's mother and Kit's mother nod
to each other and pretend to scold her—but only to bring her to
herself the faster, bless you!—and being experienced matrons, and
acute at perceiving the first dawning symptoms of recovery, they
comfort Kit with the assurance that 'she'll do now,' and so dismiss him
to the place from whence he came.</p>
<p>Well! In that place (which is the next room) there are decanters of
wine, and all that sort of thing, set out as grand as if Kit and his
friends were first-rate company; and there is little Jacob, walking, as
the popular phrase is, into a home-made plum-cake, at a most surprising
pace, and keeping his eye on the figs and oranges which are to follow,
and making the best use of his time, you may believe. Kit no sooner
comes in, than that single gentleman (never was such a busy gentleman)
charges all the glasses—bumpers—and drinks his health, and tells him
he shall never want a friend while he lives; and so does Mr Garland,
and so does Mrs Garland, and so does Mr Abel. But even this honour and
distinction is not all, for the single gentleman forthwith pulls out of
his pocket a massive silver watch—going hard, and right to half a
second—and upon the back of this watch is engraved Kit's name, with
flourishes all over; and in short it is Kit's watch, bought expressly
for him, and presented to him on the spot. You may rest assured that
Mr and Mrs Garland can't help hinting about their present, in store,
and that Mr Abel tells outright that he has his; and that Kit is the
happiest of the happy.</p>
<p>There is one friend he has not seen yet, and as he cannot be
conveniently introduced into the family circle, by reason of his being
an iron-shod quadruped, Kit takes the first opportunity of slipping
away and hurrying to the stable. The moment he lays his hand upon the
latch, the pony neighs the loudest pony's greeting; before he has
crossed the threshold, the pony is capering about his loose box (for he
brooks not the indignity of a halter), mad to give him welcome; and
when Kit goes up to caress and pat him, the pony rubs his nose against
his coat, and fondles him more lovingly than ever pony fondled man. It
is the crowning circumstance of his earnest, heartfelt reception; and
Kit fairly puts his arm round Whisker's neck and hugs him.</p>
<p>But how comes Barbara to trip in there? and how smart she is again!
she has been at her glass since she recovered. How comes Barbara in
the stable, of all places in the world? Why, since Kit has been away,
the pony would take his food from nobody but her, and Barbara, you see,
not dreaming that Christopher was there, and just looking in, to see
that everything was right, has come upon him unawares. Blushing little
Barbara!</p>
<p>It may be that Kit has caressed the pony enough; it may be that there
are even better things to caress than ponies. He leaves him for
Barbara at any rate, and hopes she is better. Yes. Barbara is a great
deal better. She is afraid—and here Barbara looks down and blushes
more—that he must have thought her very foolish. 'Not at all,' says
Kit. Barbara is glad of that, and coughs—Hem!—just the slightest
cough possible—not more than that.</p>
<p>What a discreet pony when he chooses! He is as quiet now as if he were
of marble. He has a very knowing look, but that he always has. 'We
have hardly had time to shake hands, Barbara,' says Kit. Barbara gives
him hers. Why, she is trembling now! Foolish, fluttering Barbara!</p>
<p>Arm's length? The length of an arm is not much. Barbara's was not a
long arm, by any means, and besides, she didn't hold it out straight,
but bent a little. Kit was so near her when they shook hands, that he
could see a small tiny tear, yet trembling on an eyelash. It was
natural that he should look at it, unknown to Barbara. It was natural
that Barbara should raise her eyes unconsciously, and find him out.
Was it natural that at that instant, without any previous impulse or
design, Kit should kiss Barbara? He did it, whether or no. Barbara
said 'for shame,' but let him do it too—twice. He might have done it
thrice, but the pony kicked up his heels and shook his head, as if he
were suddenly taken with convulsions of delight, and Barbara being
frightened, ran away—not straight to where her mother and Kit's mother
were, though, lest they should see how red her cheeks were, and should
ask her why. Sly little Barbara!</p>
<p>When the first transports of the whole party had subsided, and Kit and
his mother, and Barbara and her mother, with little Jacob and the baby
to boot, had had their suppers together—which there was no hurrying
over, for they were going to stop there all night—Mr Garland called
Kit to him, and taking him into a room where they could be alone, told
him that he had something yet to say, which would surprise him greatly.
Kit looked so anxious and turned so pale on hearing this, that the old
gentleman hastened to add, he would be agreeably surprised; and asked
him if he would be ready next morning for a journey.</p>
<p>'For a journey, sir!' cried Kit.</p>
<p>'In company with me and my friend in the next room. Can you guess its
purpose?'</p>
<p>Kit turned paler yet, and shook his head.</p>
<p>'Oh yes. I think you do already,' said his master. 'Try.'</p>
<p>Kit murmured something rather rambling and unintelligible, but he
plainly pronounced the words 'Miss Nell,' three or four times—shaking
his head while he did so, as if he would add that there was no hope of
that.</p>
<p>But Mr Garland, instead of saying 'Try again,' as Kit had made sure he
would, told him very seriously, that he had guessed right.</p>
<p>'The place of their retreat is indeed discovered,' he said, 'at last.
And that is our journey's end.'</p>
<p>Kit faltered out such questions as, where was it, and how had it been
found, and how long since, and was she well and happy?</p>
<p>'Happy she is, beyond all doubt,' said Mr Garland. 'And well, I—I
trust she will be soon. She has been weak and ailing, as I learn, but
she was better when I heard this morning, and they were full of hope.
Sit you down, and you shall hear the rest.'</p>
<p>Scarcely venturing to draw his breath, Kit did as he was told. Mr
Garland then related to him, how he had a brother (of whom he would
remember to have heard him speak, and whose picture, taken when he was
a young man, hung in the best room), and how this brother lived a long
way off, in a country-place, with an old clergyman who had been his
early friend. How, although they loved each other as brothers should,
they had not met for many years, but had communicated by letter from
time to time, always looking forward to some period when they would
take each other by the hand once more, and still letting the Present
time steal on, as it was the habit for men to do, and suffering the
Future to melt into the Past. How this brother, whose temper was very
mild and quiet and retiring—such as Mr Abel's—was greatly beloved by
the simple people among whom he dwelt, who quite revered the Bachelor
(for so they called him), and had every one experienced his charity and
benevolence. How even those slight circumstances had come to his
knowledge, very slowly and in course of years, for the Bachelor was one
of those whose goodness shuns the light, and who have more pleasure in
discovering and extolling the good deeds of others, than in trumpeting
their own, be they never so commendable. How, for that reason, he
seldom told them of his village friends; but how, for all that, his
mind had become so full of two among them—a child and an old man, to
whom he had been very kind—that, in a letter received a few days
before, he had dwelt upon them from first to last, and had told such a
tale of their wandering, and mutual love, that few could read it
without being moved to tears. How he, the recipient of that letter,
was directly led to the belief that these must be the very wanderers
for whom so much search had been made, and whom Heaven had directed to
his brother's care. How he had written for such further information as
would put the fact beyond all doubt; how it had that morning arrived;
had confirmed his first impression into a certainty; and was the
immediate cause of that journey being planned, which they were to take
to-morrow.</p>
<p>'In the meantime,' said the old gentleman rising, and laying his hand
on Kit's shoulder, 'you have a great need of rest; for such a day as
this would wear out the strongest man. Good night, and Heaven send our
journey may have a prosperous ending!'</p>
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