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<h3> CHAPTER 46 </h3>
<p>It was the poor schoolmaster. No other than the poor schoolmaster.
Scarcely less moved and surprised by the sight of the child than she
had been on recognising him, he stood, for a moment, silent and
confounded by this unexpected apparition, without even the presence of
mind to raise her from the ground.</p>
<p>But, quickly recovering his self-possession, he threw down his stick
and book, and dropping on one knee beside her, endeavoured, by such
simple means as occurred to him, to restore her to herself; while her
grandfather, standing idly by, wrung his hands, and implored her with
many endearing expressions to speak to him, were it only a word.</p>
<p>'She is quite exhausted,' said the schoolmaster, glancing upward into
his face. 'You have taxed her powers too far, friend.'</p>
<p>'She is perishing of want,' rejoined the old man. 'I never thought how
weak and ill she was, till now.'</p>
<p>Casting a look upon him, half-reproachful and half-compassionate, the
schoolmaster took the child in his arms, and, bidding the old man
gather up her little basket and follow him directly, bore her away at
his utmost speed.</p>
<p>There was a small inn within sight, to which, it would seem, he had
been directing his steps when so unexpectedly overtaken. Towards this
place he hurried with his unconscious burden, and rushing into the
kitchen, and calling upon the company there assembled to make way for
God's sake, deposited it on a chair before the fire.</p>
<p>The company, who rose in confusion on the schoolmaster's entrance, did
as people usually do under such circumstances. Everybody called for
his or her favourite remedy, which nobody brought; each cried for more
air, at the same time carefully excluding what air there was, by
closing round the object of sympathy; and all wondered why somebody
else didn't do what it never appeared to occur to them might be done by
themselves.</p>
<p>The landlady, however, who possessed more readiness and activity than
any of them, and who had withal a quicker perception of the merits of
the case, soon came running in, with a little hot brandy and water,
followed by her servant-girl, carrying vinegar, hartshorn,
smelling-salts, and such other restoratives; which, being duly
administered, recovered the child so far as to enable her to thank them
in a faint voice, and to extend her hand to the poor schoolmaster, who
stood, with an anxious face, hard by. Without suffering her to speak
another word, or so much as to stir a finger any more, the women
straightway carried her off to bed; and, having covered her up warm,
bathed her cold feet, and wrapped them in flannel, they despatched a
messenger for the doctor.</p>
<p>The doctor, who was a red-nosed gentleman with a great bunch of seals
dangling below a waistcoat of ribbed black satin, arrived with all
speed, and taking his seat by the bedside of poor Nell, drew out his
watch, and felt her pulse. Then he looked at her tongue, then he felt
her pulse again, and while he did so, he eyed the half-emptied
wine-glass as if in profound abstraction.</p>
<p>'I should give her,' said the doctor at length, 'a tea-spoonful, every
now and then, of hot brandy and water.'</p>
<p>'Why, that's exactly what we've done, sir!' said the delighted landlady.</p>
<p>'I should also,' observed the doctor, who had passed the foot-bath on
the stairs, 'I should also,' said the doctor, in the voice of an
oracle, 'put her feet in hot water, and wrap them up in flannel. I
should likewise,' said the doctor with increased solemnity, 'give her
something light for supper—the wing of a roasted fowl now—'</p>
<p>'Why, goodness gracious me, sir, it's cooking at the kitchen fire this
instant!' cried the landlady. And so indeed it was, for the
schoolmaster had ordered it to be put down, and it was getting on so
well that the doctor might have smelt it if he had tried; perhaps he
did.</p>
<p>'You may then,' said the doctor, rising gravely, 'give her a glass of
hot mulled port wine, if she likes wine—'</p>
<p>'And a toast, Sir?' suggested the landlady. 'Ay,' said the doctor, in
the tone of a man who makes a dignified concession. 'And a toast—of
bread. But be very particular to make it of bread, if you please,
ma'am.'</p>
<p>With which parting injunction, slowly and portentously delivered, the
doctor departed, leaving the whole house in admiration of that wisdom
which tallied so closely with their own. Everybody said he was a very
shrewd doctor indeed, and knew perfectly what people's constitutions
were; which there appears some reason to suppose he did.</p>
<p>While her supper was preparing, the child fell into a refreshing sleep,
from which they were obliged to rouse her when it was ready. As she
evinced extraordinary uneasiness on learning that her grandfather was
below stairs, and as she was greatly troubled at the thought of their
being apart, he took his supper with her. Finding her still very
restless on this head, they made him up a bed in an inner room, to
which he presently retired. The key of this chamber happened by good
fortune to be on that side of the door which was in Nell's room; she
turned it on him when the landlady had withdrawn, and crept to bed
again with a thankful heart.</p>
<p>The schoolmaster sat for a long time smoking his pipe by the kitchen
fire, which was now deserted, thinking, with a very happy face, on the
fortunate chance which had brought him so opportunely to the child's
assistance, and parrying, as well as in his simple way he could, the
inquisitive cross-examination of the landlady, who had a great
curiosity to be made acquainted with every particular of Nell's life
and history. The poor schoolmaster was so open-hearted, and so little
versed in the most ordinary cunning or deceit, that she could not have
failed to succeed in the first five minutes, but that he happened to be
unacquainted with what she wished to know; and so he told her. The
landlady, by no means satisfied with this assurance, which she
considered an ingenious evasion of the question, rejoined that he had
his reasons of course. Heaven forbid that she should wish to pry into
the affairs of her customers, which indeed were no business of hers,
who had so many of her own. She had merely asked a civil question, and
to be sure she knew it would meet with a civil answer. She was quite
satisfied—quite. She had rather perhaps that he would have said at
once that he didn't choose to be communicative, because that would have
been plain and intelligible. However, she had no right to be offended
of course. He was the best judge, and had a perfect right to say what
he pleased; nobody could dispute that for a moment. Oh dear, no!</p>
<p>'I assure you, my good lady,' said the mild schoolmaster, 'that I have
told you the plain truth. As I hope to be saved, I have told you the
truth.'</p>
<p>'Why then, I do believe you are in earnest,' rejoined the landlady,
with ready good-humour, 'and I'm very sorry I have teazed you. But
curiosity you know is the curse of our sex, and that's the fact.' The
landlord scratched his head, as if he thought the curse sometimes
involved the other sex likewise; but he was prevented from making any
remark to that effect, if he had it in contemplation to do so, by the
schoolmaster's rejoinder.</p>
<p>'You should question me for half-a-dozen hours at a sitting, and
welcome, and I would answer you patiently for the kindness of heart you
have shown to-night, if I could,' he said. 'As it is, please to take
care of her in the morning, and let me know early how she is; and to
understand that I am paymaster for the three.'</p>
<p>So, parting with them on most friendly terms (not the less cordial
perhaps for this last direction), the schoolmaster went to his bed, and
the host and hostess to theirs.</p>
<p>The report in the morning was, that the child was better, but was
extremely weak, and would at least require a day's rest, and careful
nursing, before she could proceed upon her journey. The schoolmaster
received this communication with perfect cheerfulness, observing that
he had a day to spare—two days for that matter—and could very well
afford to wait. As the patient was to sit up in the evening, he
appointed to visit her in her room at a certain hour, and rambling out
with his book, did not return until the hour arrived.</p>
<p>Nell could not help weeping when they were left alone; whereat, and at
sight of her pale face and wasted figure, the simple schoolmaster shed
a few tears himself, at the same time showing in very energetic
language how foolish it was to do so, and how very easily it could be
avoided, if one tried.</p>
<p>'It makes me unhappy even in the midst of all this kindness' said the
child, 'to think that we should be a burden upon you. How can I ever
thank you? If I had not met you so far from home, I must have died,
and he would have been left alone.'</p>
<p>'We'll not talk about dying,' said the schoolmaster; 'and as to
burdens, I have made my fortune since you slept at my cottage.'</p>
<p>'Indeed!' cried the child joyfully.</p>
<p>'Oh yes,' returned her friend. 'I have been appointed clerk and
schoolmaster to a village a long way from here—and a long way from the
old one as you may suppose—at five-and-thirty pounds a year.
Five-and-thirty pounds!'</p>
<p>'I am very glad,' said the child, 'so very, very glad.'</p>
<p>'I am on my way there now,' resumed the schoolmaster. 'They allowed me
the stage-coach-hire—outside stage-coach-hire all the way. Bless you,
they grudge me nothing. But as the time at which I am expected there,
left me ample leisure, I determined to walk instead. How glad I am, to
think I did so!'</p>
<p>'How glad should we be!'</p>
<p>'Yes, yes,' said the schoolmaster, moving restlessly in his chair,
'certainly, that's very true. But you—where are you going, where are
you coming from, what have you been doing since you left me, what had
you been doing before? Now, tell me—do tell me. I know very little
of the world, and perhaps you are better fitted to advise me in its
affairs than I am qualified to give advice to you; but I am very
sincere, and I have a reason (you have not forgotten it) for loving
you. I have felt since that time as if my love for him who died, had
been transferred to you who stood beside his bed. If this,' he added,
looking upwards, 'is the beautiful creation that springs from ashes,
let its peace prosper with me, as I deal tenderly and compassionately
by this young child!'</p>
<p>The plain, frank kindness of the honest schoolmaster, the affectionate
earnestness of his speech and manner, the truth which was stamped upon
his every word and look, gave the child a confidence in him, which the
utmost arts of treachery and dissimulation could never have awakened in
her breast. She told him all—that they had no friend or
relative—that she had fled with the old man, to save him from a
madhouse and all the miseries he dreaded—that she was flying now, to
save him from himself—and that she sought an asylum in some remote
and primitive place, where the temptation before which he fell would
never enter, and her late sorrows and distresses could have no place.</p>
<p>The schoolmaster heard her with astonishment. 'This child!'—he
thought—'Has this child heroically persevered under all doubts and
dangers, struggled with poverty and suffering, upheld and sustained by
strong affection and the consciousness of rectitude alone! And yet the
world is full of such heroism. Have I yet to learn that the hardest
and best-borne trials are those which are never chronicled in any
earthly record, and are suffered every day! And should I be surprised
to hear the story of this child!'</p>
<p>What more he thought or said, matters not. It was concluded that Nell
and her grandfather should accompany him to the village whither he was
bound, and that he should endeavour to find them some humble occupation
by which they could subsist. 'We shall be sure to succeed,' said the
schoolmaster, heartily. 'The cause is too good a one to fail.'</p>
<p>They arranged to proceed upon their journey next evening, as a
stage-waggon, which travelled for some distance on the same road as
they must take, would stop at the inn to change horses, and the driver
for a small gratuity would give Nell a place inside. A bargain was
soon struck when the waggon came; and in due time it rolled away; with
the child comfortably bestowed among the softer packages, her
grandfather and the schoolmaster walking on beside the driver, and the
landlady and all the good folks of the inn screaming out their good
wishes and farewells.</p>
<p>What a soothing, luxurious, drowsy way of travelling, to lie inside
that slowly-moving mountain, listening to the tinkling of the horses'
bells, the occasional smacking of the carter's whip, the smooth rolling
of the great broad wheels, the rattle of the harness, the cheery
good-nights of passing travellers jogging past on little short-stepped
horses—all made pleasantly indistinct by the thick awning, which
seemed made for lazy listening under, till one fell asleep! The very
going to sleep, still with an indistinct idea, as the head jogged to
and fro upon the pillow, of moving onward with no trouble or fatigue,
and hearing all these sounds like dreamy music, lulling to the
senses—and the slow waking up, and finding one's self staring out
through the breezy curtain half-opened in the front, far up into the
cold bright sky with its countless stars, and downward at the driver's
lantern dancing on like its namesake Jack of the swamps and marshes,
and sideways at the dark grim trees, and forward at the long bare road
rising up, up, up, until it stopped abruptly at a sharp high ridge as
if there were no more road, and all beyond was sky—and the stopping at
the inn to bait, and being helped out, and going into a room with fire
and candles, and winking very much, and being agreeably reminded that
the night was cold, and anxious for very comfort's sake to think it
colder than it was!—What a delicious journey was that journey in the
waggon.</p>
<p>Then the going on again—so fresh at first, and shortly afterwards so
sleepy. The waking from a sound nap as the mail came dashing past like
a highway comet, with gleaming lamps and rattling hoofs, and visions of
a guard behind, standing up to keep his feet warm, and of a gentleman
in a fur cap opening his eyes and looking wild and stupefied—the
stopping at the turnpike where the man was gone to bed, and knocking at
the door until he answered with a smothered shout from under the
bed-clothes in the little room above, where the faint light was
burning, and presently came down, night-capped and shivering, to throw
the gate wide open, and wish all waggons off the road except by day.
The cold sharp interval between night and morning—the distant streak
of light widening and spreading, and turning from grey to white, and
from white to yellow, and from yellow to burning red—the presence of
day, with all its cheerfulness and life—men and horses at the
plough—birds in the trees and hedges, and boys in solitary fields,
frightening them away with rattles. The coming to a town—people busy
in the markets; light carts and chaises round the tavern yard;
tradesmen standing at their doors; men running horses up and down the
street for sale; pigs plunging and grunting in the dirty distance,
getting off with long strings at their legs, running into clean
chemists' shops and being dislodged with brooms by 'prentices; the
night coach changing horses—the passengers cheerless, cold, ugly, and
discontented, with three months' growth of hair in one night—the
coachman fresh as from a band-box, and exquisitely beautiful by
contrast:—so much bustle, so many things in motion, such a variety of
incidents—when was there a journey with so many delights as that
journey in the waggon!</p>
<p>Sometimes walking for a mile or two while her grandfather rode inside,
and sometimes even prevailing upon the schoolmaster to take her place
and lie down to rest, Nell travelled on very happily until they came to
a large town, where the waggon stopped, and where they spent a night.
They passed a large church; and in the streets were a number of old
houses, built of a kind of earth or plaster, crossed and re-crossed in
a great many directions with black beams, which gave them a remarkable
and very ancient look. The doors, too, were arched and low, some with
oaken portals and quaint benches, where the former inhabitants had sat
on summer evenings. The windows were latticed in little diamond panes,
that seemed to wink and blink upon the passengers as if they were dim
of sight. They had long since got clear of the smoke and furnaces,
except in one or two solitary instances, where a factory planted among
fields withered the space about it, like a burning mountain. When they
had passed through this town, they entered again upon the country, and
began to draw near their place of destination.</p>
<p>It was not so near, however, but that they spent another night upon the
road; not that their doing so was quite an act of necessity, but that
the schoolmaster, when they approached within a few miles of his
village, had a fidgety sense of his dignity as the new clerk, and was
unwilling to make his entry in dusty shoes, and travel-disordered
dress. It was a fine, clear, autumn morning, when they came upon the
scene of his promotion, and stopped to contemplate its beauties.</p>
<p>'See—here's the church!' cried the delighted schoolmaster in a low
voice; 'and that old building close beside it, is the schoolhouse, I'll
be sworn. Five-and-thirty pounds a-year in this beautiful place!'</p>
<p>They admired everything—the old grey porch, the mullioned windows, the
venerable gravestones dotting the green churchyard, the ancient tower,
the very weathercock; the brown thatched roofs of cottage, barn, and
homestead, peeping from among the trees; the stream that rippled by the
distant water-mill; the blue Welsh mountains far away. It was for such
a spot the child had wearied in the dense, dark, miserable haunts of
labour. Upon her bed of ashes, and amidst the squalid horrors through
which they had forced their way, visions of such scenes—beautiful
indeed, but not more beautiful than this sweet reality—had been always
present to her mind. They had seemed to melt into a dim and airy
distance, as the prospect of ever beholding them again grew fainter;
but, as they receded, she had loved and panted for them more.</p>
<p>'I must leave you somewhere for a few minutes,' said the schoolmaster,
at length breaking the silence into which they had fallen in their
gladness. 'I have a letter to present, and inquiries to make, you
know. Where shall I take you? To the little inn yonder?'</p>
<p>'Let us wait here,' rejoined Nell. 'The gate is open. We will sit in
the church porch till you come back.'</p>
<p>'A good place too,' said the schoolmaster, leading the way towards it,
disencumbering himself of his portmanteau, and placing it on the stone
seat. 'Be sure that I come back with good news, and am not long gone!'</p>
<p>So, the happy schoolmaster put on a bran-new pair of gloves which he
had carried in a little parcel in his pocket all the way, and hurried
off, full of ardour and excitement.</p>
<p>The child watched him from the porch until the intervening foliage hid
him from her view, and then stepped softly out into the old
churchyard—so solemn and quiet that every rustle of her dress upon the
fallen leaves, which strewed the path and made her footsteps noiseless,
seemed an invasion of its silence. It was a very aged, ghostly place;
the church had been built many hundreds of years ago, and had once had
a convent or monastery attached; for arches in ruins, remains of oriel
windows, and fragments of blackened walls, were yet standing-, while
other portions of the old building, which had crumbled away and fallen
down, were mingled with the churchyard earth and overgrown with grass,
as if they too claimed a burying-place and sought to mix their ashes
with the dust of men. Hard by these gravestones of dead years, and
forming a part of the ruin which some pains had been taken to render
habitable in modern times, were two small dwellings with sunken windows
and oaken doors, fast hastening to decay, empty and desolate.</p>
<p>Upon these tenements, the attention of the child became exclusively
riveted. She knew not why. The church, the ruin, the antiquated
graves, had equal claims at least upon a stranger's thoughts, but from
the moment when her eyes first rested on these two dwellings, she could
turn to nothing else. Even when she had made the circuit of the
enclosure, and, returning to the porch, sat pensively waiting for their
friend, she took her station where she could still look upon them, and
felt as if fascinated towards that spot.</p>
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