<h2>VIII</h2></div>
<p>“You’re blaming me,” said Mark, when
he and Joel were puffing at their pipes,
“for leaving my ship.”</p>
<p>Joel said slowly: “No. But I do not understand
it.”</p>
<p>Mark laughed, a soft and throaty laugh.
“You would not, Joel. You would not. For
you never felt an overwhelming notion that you
must dance in the moon upon the sand.
You’ve never felt that, Joel; and—I have.”</p>
<p>“I’m not a hand for dancing,” said Joel.</p>
<p>Mark seemed to forget that his brother sat
beside him. His eyes became misty and
thoughtful, as though he were living over again
the days of which he spoke. “Mind, Joel,” he
said, “there’s a pagan in every man of us. And
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there’s two pagans in some of us. And I’m
minded, Joel, that there are three of them in
me. ’Twas so, that night.”</p>
<p>“It was night when you left the ship?”</p>
<p>“Aye, night. Night, and the moon; and it
may have been that I had been drinking a drop
or two. Also, as you shall see, I was not well.
I tell these things, not by way of excuse and
palliation; but only so that you may understand.
D’ye see? I was three pagans in one
body, and that body witched by moon, and
twisted by drink, and trembling with fever.
And so it was I went ashore, and flung my men
behind me, and went off, dancing, along the
hard sand.</p>
<p>“That was a night, Joel. A slow-winded,
warm, trembling night when there was a song in
the very air. The wind tingled on your throat
like a woman’s finger tips; and the sea was singing
at the one side, and the wind in the palms on
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the other. And ahead of me, the wild, discordant
chanting of the Islanders about their fires....
That singing it was that got me by the
throat, and led me. I twirled around and
around, very solemnly, by myself in the moonlight
on the sand; and all the time I went onward
toward the fires....</p>
<p>“I remember, when I came in sight of the
fires, I threw away my coat and ran in among
them. And they scattered, and yelled their
harsh, meaningless, throaty yells. And they
hid in the bush to stare at me by the fire....
They hid in the rank, thick grasses. All except
one, Joel.”</p>
<p>Joel, listening, watched his brother and saw
through his brother’s eyes; for he knew, for all
his slow blood, the witchery of those warm,
southern nights.</p>
<p>“The moon was on her,” said Mark. “The
moon was on her, and there was a red blossom
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in her hair, and some strings of things that
clothed her. A little brown girl, with eyes like
the eyes of a deer. And—not afraid of me.
That was the thing that got me, Joel. She
stood in my path, met me, watched me; and
her eyes were not afraid....</p>
<p>“She was very little. She was only a child.
I suppose we would call her sixteen or seventeen
years old. But they ripen quickly, Joel—these
Island children. Her little shoulders were as
smooth and soft.... You could not even mark
the ridge of her collar bones, she was fleshed so
sweetly. She stood, and watched me; and the
others crept out of the grasses, at last, and stood
about us. And then this little brown girl held
up her hand to me, and pointed me out to the
others, and said something. I did not know
what it was that she said; but I know now.
She said that I was sick.</p>
<p>“I did not know then that I was sick. When
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she lifted her hand to me, I caught it; and I began
to lead her in a wild dance, in the moonlight,
about their dying fires. I could see them,
in the shadows, their eyeballs shining as they
watched us.... And they seemed, after a little,
to move about in a misty, inhuman fashion;
and they twisted into strange, cloud-like shapes.
And I stopped to laugh at them, and my head
dropped down before I could catch it and struck
against the earth, and the earth forsook me,
Joel, and left me swimming in nothing at
all....</p>
<p>“My memory was a long time in coming back
to me, Joel. It would peep out at me like a
timid child, hiding among the trees. I would
see it for an instant; then ’twould be gone.
But I know it must have been many days that I
was on the island there. And I knew, after
a time, that I was most extremely sick; and the
little brown girl put cool leaves on my head,
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and gave me strange brews to drink, and rubbed
and patted my chest and my body with her
hands in a fashion that was immensely comfortable
and strengthening. And I twisted on a
bed of coarse grass.... And I remember singing,
at times....”</p>
<p>He looked toward Joel, eyes suddenly flaming.
“Eh, Joel, I tell you I was not three
pagans, but six, in those days. The thing’s
clear beyond your guessing, Joel. But it was
big. An immense thing. I was back at the beginning
of the world, with food, and drink, and
my woman.... It was big, I tell you. Big!”</p>
<p>His eyes clouded—he fell silent, and so at
last went on again. “I was asleep one night,
tossing in my sleep. And something woke me.
And I laid my hand on the spot beside me where
the little brown girl used to lie, and she was
gone. So I got up, unsteadily. There were
rifles snapping in the night; and there were
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screams. And I heard a white man’s black
curse; and the slap of a blow of flesh on flesh.
And the screams.</p>
<p>“So I went that way; and the sounds retreated
before me, until I came out, unsteadily,
upon the open beach. There was no moon, that
night; and the water of the lagoon was shot
with fire. And there was a boat, pulling away
from the beach, with screaming in it.</p>
<p>“I swam after the boat for a long time, for I
thought I had heard the voice of the little brown
girl. The water was full of fire. When I
lifted my arms, the fire ran down them in
streams and drops. And sometimes I forgot
what I was about, and stopped to laugh at these
drops of fire. But in the end, I always swam
on. I remember once I thought the little brown
girl swam beside me, and I tried to throw my
arm about her, and she wrenched away, and she
burned me like a brand. I found, afterwards,
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what that was. My breast and sides were
rasped and raw where a shark’s rough skin had
scraped them. I’ve wondered, Joel, why the
beast did not take me....</p>
<p>“But he did not; for I bumped at last into
the boat, and climbed into it, and it was empty.
But I saw a rope at the end of it, and I pulled
the rope, and came to the schooner’s stern, and
climbed aboard her.”</p>
<p>His voice was ringing, exultantly and
proudly. “I swung aboard,” he said. “And
I stumbled over fighting bodies on the deck,
astern there. And some one cried out, in the
waist of her; and I knew it was the little brown
girl. So I left those struggling bodies at the
stern, for they were not my concern; and I went
forward to the waist. And I found her there.</p>
<p>“A fat man had her. She was fighting him;
and he did not see me. And I put my fingers
quietly into his neck, from behind; and when he
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no longer kicked back at me, and no longer tore
at my fingers with his, I dropped him over the
side. I saw a fiery streak in the water where I
dropped him. That shark was not so squeamish
as the one I had—embraced. It may have
been the other was embarrassed at my ways,
Joel. D’ye think that might have been the
way of it?”</p>
<p>Joel’s knuckles were white, where his hand
rested on his knee. Mark saw, and laughed
softly. “There’s blood in you, after all, boy,”
he applauded. “I’ve hopes for you.”</p>
<p>Joel said slowly: “What then? What
then, Mark?”</p>
<p>Mark laughed. “Well, that was a very
funny thing,” he said. “You see, the other two
men, they were busy, astern, with their own concerns.
And when I had comforted the little
brown girl, and sat down on the deck to laugh
at the folly of it all, she slipped away from me,
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and went aft, and got all their rifles. She
brought them to me. She seemed to expect
things of me. So I, still laughing, for the fever
was on me; I took the rifles and threw them,
all but one, over the side. And I went down
into the cabin, with the little brown girl, and
went to bed; and she sat beside me, with the
rifle, and a lamp hanging above the door....</p>
<p>“And that was all that happened, until I
woke one morning and saw her there, and wondered
where I was. And my head was clear
again. She made me understand that the men
had sought to come at me, but had feared the
rifle in her hands....</p>
<p>“And we were in the open sea, as I could feel
by the labor of the schooner underfoot. So I
took the rifle in the crook of my arm, and with
the little brown girl at my heel, I went up on
deck. And we made a treaty.”</p>
<p>He fell silent for a moment, and Joel
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watched him, and waited. And at last, Mark
went on.</p>
<p>“I had been more than a month on the island,”
he said. “The <i>Nathan Ross</i> had gone.
This schooner was a pearler, and they had the
location of a bed of shell. They had been
waiting till another schooner should leave the
place, to leave their own way clear. And when
that time came, they went ashore to get the
brown women for companions on that cruise.
And they made the mistake of picking up my
little brown girl, when she ran out of the hut.
And so brought me down upon them.</p>
<p>“There were two of them left; two whites,
and three black men forward, who were of no
account. And the other two women. These
other two were chattering together, on the deck
astern, when I appeared. They seemed content
enough....</p>
<p>“The men were not happy. There was a
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large man with slanting eyes. There was Oriental
blood in him. You could see that. He
called himself Quint. But his eyes were Jap,
or Chinese; and he had their calm, blank screen
across his countenance, to hide what may have
been his thoughts. Quint, he called himself.
And he was a big man, and very much of a man
in his own way, Joel.</p>
<p>“The other was little, and he walked with a
slink and a grin. His name was Fetcher. And
he was oily in his speech.</p>
<p>“When they saw me, they studied me for a
considerable time without speech. And I stood
there, with the rifle in my arm, and laughed at
them. And at last, Quint said calmly:</p>
<p>“‘You took Farrell.’</p>
<p>“‘The fat man?’ I asked him. He nodded.
‘Yes,’ I said. ‘He took my girl, and so I
dropped him into the water, and a friend met
him there and hurried him away.’
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_102' name='page_102'></SPAN>102</span></p>
<p>“‘Your girl?’ he echoed, in a nasty way.
‘You’re that, then?’</p>
<p>“‘Am I?’ I asked, and shifted the rifle a
thought to the fore. And his eyes held mine
for a space, and then he shook his head.</p>
<p>“‘I see that I was mistaken,’ he said.</p>
<p>“‘Your sight is good,’ I told him. ‘Now—what
is this? Tell me.’</p>
<p>“He told me, evenly and without malice.
They had a line on the pearls; there were
enough for three. I was welcome. And at the
end, I nodded my consent. The <i>Nathan Ross</i>
was gone. Furthermore, there were nine pagans
in me now; and the prospect of looting
some still lagoon, in company with these two
rats, had a wild flavor about it that caught me.
My blood was burning; and the sun was hot.
Also, they had liquor aboard her. Liquor, and
loot, and the three women. Pagan, Joel. Pagan!
But wild and red and raw. There’s a
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_103' name='page_103'></SPAN>103</span>
glory about such things.... Songs are made
of them.... There was no handshaking; but
we made alliance, and crowded on sail, and
went on our way.”</p>
<p>He stopped short, laughed, filled his pipe
again, watched Joel. “You’re shocked with
me, boy. I can see it,” he taunted mockingly.
Joel shook his head. “Will you hear the rest?”
Mark asked; and Joel nodded. Mark lighted
his pipe, laughed.... His fingers thrummed
on the desk beside him.</p>
<p>“We were a week on the way,” he said.
“And all pagan, every minute of the week.
Days when we fought a storm—as bad as I’ve
ever seen, Joel. We fought it, holding to the
ropes with our teeth, bare to the waist, with the
wind scourging us. It tore at us, and lashed at
us.... And we drove the three black men
with knives to their work. And the three
women stayed below, except my little brown
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_104' name='page_104'></SPAN>104</span>
girl. She came up, now and then, with dry
clothes for me.... And I had to drive her to
shelter....</p>
<p>“And when there was not the storm, there
was liquor; and they had cards. We staked
our shares in the catch that was to come....
Hour on hour, dealing, and playing with few
words; and our eyes burned hollow in their sockets,
and Quint’s thin mouth twisted and writhed
all the time like a worm on a pin. He was a
nervous man, for all his calm. A very nervous
man....</p>
<p>“The fifth day, one of the blacks stumbled
in Quint’s path, on deck. Quint had been losing,
at the cards. He slid a knife from his
sleeve into the man’s ribs, and tipped the black
over the rail without a word. I was twenty
feet away, and it was done before I could catch
breath. I shouted; and Quint turned and
looked at me, and he smiled.
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_105' name='page_105'></SPAN>105</span></p>
<p>“‘What is it?’ he asked. ‘Have you objections
to present?’ And the smeared blade in
his hand, and the bubbles still rising, overside.
I was afraid of the man, Joel. I tell you I was
afraid. The only time. Fear’s a pagan joy,
boy. It was like a new drink to me. I nursed
it, eating it. And I shook my head, humble.</p>
<p>“‘No objections,’ I said, to Quint. ‘’Tis
your affair.’</p>
<p>“‘That was my thought,’ he agreed, and
passed me, and went astern. I stood aside to
let him pass, and trembled, and laughed for the
joy of my fear.</p>
<p>“And then we came to the lagoon, and the
blacks began to dive. Only the two we had;
and there was no sign of Islanders, ashore.
But the water was shallow, and we worked the
men with knives, and they got pearls. Sometimes
one or two in a day; sometimes a dozen.
Do you know pearls, Joel? They’re sweet as a
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woman’s skin. I had never seen them, before.
And we all went a little mad over them....</p>
<p>“They made Fetcher hysterical. He laughed
too much. They made Quint morose. They
made me tremble....”</p>
<p>He wiped his hand across his eyes, as though
the memory wearied him; and he moved his
great shoulders, and looked at Joel, and
laughed. “But it could not last, in that fashion,”
he said. “It might have been anything.
It turned out to be the women. I said they
seemed content. They did. But that may be
the way of the blacks. They have a happy
habit of life; they laugh easily....</p>
<p>“At any rate, we found one morning that
Quint’s girl was gone. She was not on the
schooner; and ashore, we found her tracks in
the sand. She had gone into the trees. And
we beat the island, and we did not find her.
And Quint sweated. All that day.
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_107' name='page_107'></SPAN>107</span></p>
<p>“That night, he looked at my little brown
girl, and touched her shoulder. I was across
the deck, the girl coming to me with food. I
said to him: ‘No. She’s mine, Quint.’ And
he looked at me, and I beat him with my eyes.
And as his turned from mine, Fetcher and his
woman came on deck, and Quint tapped
Fetcher, and said to him: ‘What will you take
for her?’</p>
<p>“Fetcher laughed at him; and Quint scowled.
And I—for I was minded to see sport, came
across to them and said: ‘Play for her.
Play for her!’</p>
<p>“Fetcher was willing; because he had the
blood that gambles anything. Quint was willing,
because he was the better player. They
sat down to the game, in the cabin, after supper.
Poker. Cold hands. Nine of them.
Winner of five to win....</p>
<p>“Fetcher got two, lost four, got two more. I
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_108' name='page_108'></SPAN>108</span>
was dealing. Card by card, face upward. I
remember those hands. And my little brown
girl, and the other, watching from the corner.</p>
<p>“The hands on the table grew, card by card.
Fetcher got an ace, Quint a deuce. Fetcher a
queen, Quint a seven. Fetcher a jack, Quint a
six. Fetcher a ten, Quint a ten. Only the
last card to come to each. If Fetcher paired
any card, he would win. His card came first.
It was a seven. He was ace, queen high.
Quint had deuce, six, seven, ten. He had to
get a pair to win....</p>
<p>“I saw Quint’s hand stir, beneath the table;
and I glimpsed a knife in it. But before I
could speak, or stir, Fetcher dropped his own
hand to his trouser leg, and I knew he kept a
blade there.... So I laughed, and dealt
Quint’s last card....</p>
<p>“A deuce. He had a pair, enough to
win....
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_109' name='page_109'></SPAN>109</span></p>
<p>“He leaned back, laughing grimly; and
Fetcher’s knife went in beneath the left side of
his jaw, where the jugular lies. Quint looked
surprised, and got up out of his chair and lay
down quietly across the table. I heard the
bubbling of his last breath.... Then Fetcher
laughed, and called his woman, and they took
Quint on deck and tipped him overside. The
knife had been well thrown. Fetcher had
barely moved his wrist.... I was much impressed
with the little man, and told my brown
girl so. But she was frightened, and I comforted
her.”</p>
<p>He was silent again for a time, pressing the
hot ashes in his pipe with his thumb. The
water slapped the broad stern of the ship beneath
them, and Joel’s pipe was gurgling.
There was no other sound. Little Priss, nails
biting her palms, thought she would stream if
the silence held an instant more....
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_110' name='page_110'></SPAN>110</span></p>
<p>But Mark laughed softly, and went on.</p>
<p>“Fetcher and I worked smoothly together,”
he said. “The little man was very pleasant
and affable; and I met him half way. The
blacks brought up the shells, and we idled
through the days, and played cards at night.
We divided the take, each day; so our stakes
ran fairly high. But luck has a way of balancing.
On the day when we saw the end in sight,
we were fairly even....</p>
<p>“Fetcher, and the blacks and I went ashore to
get fruit from the trees there. Plenty of it
everywhere; and we were running short. We
went into the brush together, very pleasantly;
and he fell a little behind. I looked back, and
his knife brushed my neck and quivered in a
tree a yard beyond me. So I went back and
took him in my hands. He had another knife—the
little man fairly bristled with them. But
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it struck a rib, and before he could use it again,
his neck snapped.</p>
<p>“So that I was alone on the schooner, with
the two blacks, and Fetcher’s woman, and the
little brown girl.</p>
<p>“Fetcher’s woman went ashore to find him
and never came back. And I decided it was
time for me to go away from that place. The
pagans were dying in me. I did not like that
quiet little island any more.</p>
<p>“But the next morning, when I looked out
beyond the lagoon, another schooner was coming
in. So I was uncomfortable with Fetcher’s
pearls, as well as mine, in my pocket. There
are some hard men in these seas, Joel; and I
knew none of them would treasure me above my
pearls. So I planned a story of misfortune, and
I went ashore to hide my pearls under a rock.</p>
<p>“The blacks had brought me ashore. I went
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_112' name='page_112'></SPAN>112</span>
out of their sight to do what I had to do; and
when I came back, after hiding the pearls, I saw
them rowing very swiftly toward the schooner.
And they looked back at me in a fearful way.
I wondered why; and then four black men came
down on me from behind, with knives and clubs.</p>
<p>“I had a very hard day, that day. They
hunted me back and forth through the island—I
had not even a knife with me—and I met them
here and there, and suffered certain contusions
and bruises and minor cuts. Also, I grew very
tired of killing them. They were wiry, but
they were small, and died easily. So I was
glad, when from a point where they had cornered
me I saw the little brown girl rowing the
big boat toward me.</p>
<p>“She was alone. The blacks were afraid to
come, I thought. But I found afterward that
this was not true. They could not come; for
they had tried to seize the schooner and go
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_113' name='page_113'></SPAN>113</span>
quickly away from that place, and the little
brown girl had drilled them both. She had a
knack with the rifle....</p>
<p>“I waded to meet the boat, and she tossed
me the gun. I held them off for a little, while
we drew away from the shore. But when we
were thirty or forty yards off, I heard rifles from
the other schooner, firing past us at the blacks
in the bush; and the girl stopped rowing. So
I turned around and saw that one of the balls
from the other schooner had struck her in the
back. So I sat there, in the sun, drifting with
the wind, and held her in my arms till she
coughed and died.</p>
<p>“Then I went out to the other schooner and
told them they were bad marksmen. They had
only been passing by, for copra; and the story
I told them was a shocking one. They were
much impressed, and they seemed glad to get
away. But the blacks were still on shore, so
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name='page_114' name='page_114'></SPAN>114</span>
that I could not go back for the pearls; and I
worked the schooner out by myself, and shaped
a course....</p>
<p>“I came to Tubuai, alone thus, a day before
you, Joel.”</p>
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