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<h3> CHAPTER 5 </h3>
<h3> The Princess Lets Well Alone </h3>
<p>When she woke the next morning, the first thing she heard was the rain
still falling. Indeed, this day was so like the last that it would
have been difficult to tell where was the use of It. The first thing
she thought of, however, was not the rain, but the lady in the tower;
and the first question that occupied her thoughts was whether she
should not ask the nurse to fulfil her promise this very morning, and
go with her to find her grandmother as soon as she had had her
breakfast. But she came to the conclusion that perhaps the lady would
not be pleased if she took anyone to see her without first asking
leave; especially as it was pretty evident, seeing she lived on
pigeons' eggs, and cooked them herself, that she did not want the
household to know she was there. So the princess resolved to take the
first opportunity of running up alone and asking whether she might
bring her nurse. She believed the fact that she could not otherwise
convince her she was telling the truth would have much weight with her
grandmother.</p>
<p>The princess and her nurse were the best of friends all dressing-time,
and the princess in consequence ate an enormous little breakfast.</p>
<p>'I wonder, Lootie'—that was her pet name for her nurse—'what pigeons'
eggs taste like?' she said, as she was eating her egg—not quite a
common one, for they always picked out the pinky ones for her.</p>
<p>'We'll get you a pigeon's egg, and you shall judge for yourself,' said
the nurse.</p>
<p>'Oh, no, no!' returned Irene, suddenly reflecting they might disturb
the old lady in getting it, and that even if they did not, she would
have one less in consequence.</p>
<p>'What a strange creature you are,' said the nurse—'first to want a
thing and then to refuse it!'</p>
<p>But she did not say it crossly, and the princess never minded any
remarks that were not unfriendly.</p>
<p>'Well, you see, Lootie, there are reasons,' she returned, and said no
more, for she did not want to bring up the subject of their former
strife, lest her nurse should offer to go before she had had her
grandmother's permission to bring her. Of course she could refuse to
take her, but then she would believe her less than ever.</p>
<p>Now the nurse, as she said herself afterwards, could not be every
moment in the room; and as never before yesterday had the princess
given her the smallest reason for anxiety, it had not yet come into her
head to watch her more closely. So she soon gave her a chance, and,
the very first that offered, Irene was off and up the stairs again.</p>
<p>This day's adventure, however, did not turn out like yesterday's,
although it began like it; and indeed to-day is very seldom like
yesterday, if people would note the differences—even when it rains.
The princess ran through passage after passage, and could not find the
stair of the tower. My own suspicion is that she had not gone up high
enough, and was searching on the second instead of the third floor.
When she turned to go back, she failed equally in her search after the
stair. She was lost once more.</p>
<p>Something made it even worse to bear this time, and it was no wonder
that she cried again. Suddenly it occurred to her that it was after
having cried before that she had found her grandmother's stair. She
got up at once, wiped her eyes, and started upon a fresh quest.</p>
<p>This time, although she did not find what she hoped, she found what was
next best: she did not come on a stair that went up, but she came upon
one that went down. It was evidently not the stair she had come up,
yet it was a good deal better than none; so down she went, and was
singing merrily before she reached the bottom. There, to her surprise,
she found herself in the kitchen. Although she was not allowed to go
there alone, her nurse had often taken her, and she was a great
favourite with the servants. So there was a general rush at her the
moment she appeared, for every one wanted to have her; and the report
of where she was soon reached the nurse's ears. She came at once to
fetch her; but she never suspected how she had got there, and the
princess kept her own counsel.</p>
<p>Her failure to find the old lady not only disappointed her, but made
her very thoughtful. Sometimes she came almost to the nurse's opinion
that she had dreamed all about her; but that fancy never lasted very
long. She wondered much whether she should ever see her again, and
thought it very sad not to have been able to find her when she
particularly wanted her. She resolved to say nothing more to her nurse
on the subject, seeing it was so little in her power to prove her words.</p>
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