<h2>CHAPTER XVIII</h2>
<p>The twelve years, continued Mrs. Dean, following that dismal
period were the happiest of my life: my greatest troubles in
their passage rose from our little lady’s trifling
illnesses, which she had to experience in common with all
children, rich and poor. For the rest, after the first six
months, she grew like a larch, and could walk and talk too, in
her own way, before the heath blossomed a second time over Mrs.
Linton’s dust. She was the most winning thing that
ever brought sunshine into a desolate house: a real beauty in
face, with the Earnshaws’ handsome dark eyes, but the
Lintons’ fair skin and small features, and yellow curling
hair. Her spirit was high, though not rough, and qualified
by a heart sensitive and lively to excess in its
affections. That capacity for intense attachments reminded
me of her mother: still she did not resemble her: for she could
be soft and mild as a dove, and she had a gentle voice and
pensive expression: her anger was never furious; her love never
fierce: it was deep and tender. However, it must be
acknowledged, she had faults to foil her gifts. A
propensity to be saucy was one; and a perverse will, that
indulged children invariably acquire, whether they be good
tempered or cross. If a servant chanced to vex her, it was
always—‘I shall tell papa!’ And if he
reproved her, even by a look, you would have thought it a
heart-breaking business: I don’t believe he ever did speak
a harsh word to her. He took her education entirely on
himself, and made it an amusement. Fortunately, curiosity
and a quick intellect made her an apt scholar: she learned
rapidly and eagerly, and did honour to his teaching.</p>
<p>Till she reached the age of thirteen she had not once been
beyond the range of the park by herself. Mr. Linton would
take her with him a mile or so outside, on rare occasions; but he
trusted her to no one else. Gimmerton was an unsubstantial
name in her ears; the chapel, the only building she had
approached or entered, except her own home. Wuthering
Heights and Mr. Heathcliff did not exist for her: she was a
perfect recluse; and, apparently, perfectly contented.
Sometimes, indeed, while surveying the country from her nursery
window, she would observe—</p>
<p>‘Ellen, how long will it be before I can walk to the top
of those hills? I wonder what lies on the other
side—is it the sea?’</p>
<p>‘No, Miss Cathy,’ I would answer; ‘it is
hills again, just like these.’</p>
<p>‘And what are those golden rocks like when you stand
under them?’ she once asked.</p>
<p>The abrupt descent of Penistone Crags particularly attracted
her notice; especially when the setting sun shone on it and the
topmost heights, and the whole extent of landscape besides lay in
shadow. I explained that they were bare masses of stone,
with hardly enough earth in their clefts to nourish a stunted
tree.</p>
<p>‘And why are they bright so long after it is evening
here?’ she pursued.</p>
<p>‘Because they are a great deal higher up than we
are,’ replied I; ‘you could not climb them, they are
too high and steep. In winter the frost is always there
before it comes to us; and deep into summer I have found snow
under that black hollow on the north-east side!’</p>
<p>‘Oh, you have been on them!’ she cried
gleefully. ‘Then I can go, too, when I am a
woman. Has papa been, Ellen?’</p>
<p>‘Papa would tell you, Miss,’ I answered, hastily,
‘that they are not worth the trouble of visiting. The
moors, where you ramble with him, are much nicer; and Thrushcross
Park is the finest place in the world.’</p>
<p>‘But I know the park, and I don’t know
those,’ she murmured to herself. ‘And I should
delight to look round me from the brow of that tallest point: my
little pony Minny shall take me some time.’</p>
<p>One of the maids mentioning the Fairy Cave, quite turned her
head with a desire to fulfil this project: she teased Mr. Linton
about it; and he promised she should have the journey when she
got older. But Miss Catherine measured her age by months,
and, ‘Now, am I old enough to go to Penistone Crags?’
was the constant question in her mouth. The road thither
wound close by Wuthering Heights. Edgar had not the heart
to pass it; so she received as constantly the answer, ‘Not
yet, love: not yet.’</p>
<p>I said Mrs. Heathcliff lived above a dozen years after
quitting her husband. Her family were of a delicate
constitution: she and Edgar both lacked the ruddy health that you
will generally meet in these parts. What her last illness
was, I am not certain: I conjecture, they died of the same thing,
a kind of fever, slow at its commencement, but incurable, and
rapidly consuming life towards the close. She wrote to
inform her brother of the probable conclusion of a
four-months’ indisposition under which she had suffered,
and entreated him to come to her, if possible; for she had much
to settle, and she wished to bid him adieu, and deliver Linton
safely into his hands. Her hope was that Linton might be
left with him, as he had been with her: his father, she would
fain convince herself, had no desire to assume the burden of his
maintenance or education. My master hesitated not a moment
in complying with her request: reluctant as he was to leave home
at ordinary calls, he flew to answer this; commanding Catherine
to my peculiar vigilance, in his absence, with reiterated orders
that she must not wander out of the park, even under my escort he
did not calculate on her going unaccompanied.</p>
<p>He was away three weeks. The first day or two my charge
sat in a corner of the library, too sad for either reading or
playing: in that quiet state she caused me little trouble; but it
was succeeded by an interval of impatient, fretful weariness; and
being too busy, and too old then, to run up and down amusing her,
I hit on a method by which she might entertain herself. I
used to send her on her travels round the grounds—now on
foot, and now on a pony; indulging her with a patient audience of
all her real and imaginary adventures when she returned.</p>
<p>The summer shone in full prime; and she took such a taste for
this solitary rambling that she often contrived to remain out
from breakfast till tea; and then the evenings were spent in
recounting her fanciful tales. I did not fear her breaking
bounds; because the gates were generally locked, and I thought
she would scarcely venture forth alone, if they had stood wide
open. Unluckily, my confidence proved misplaced.
Catherine came to me, one morning, at eight o’clock, and
said she was that day an Arabian merchant, going to cross the
Desert with his caravan; and I must give her plenty of provision
for herself and beasts: a horse, and three camels, personated by
a large hound and a couple of pointers. I got together good
store of dainties, and slung them in a basket on one side of the
saddle; and she sprang up as gay as a fairy, sheltered by her
wide-brimmed hat and gauze veil from the July sun, and trotted
off with a merry laugh, mocking my cautious counsel to avoid
galloping, and come back early. The naughty thing never
made her appearance at tea. One traveller, the hound, being
an old dog and fond of its ease, returned; but neither Cathy, nor
the pony, nor the two pointers were visible in any direction: I
despatched emissaries down this path, and that path, and at last
went wandering in search of her myself. There was a
labourer working at a fence round a plantation, on the borders of
the grounds. I inquired of him if he had seen our young
lady.</p>
<p>‘I saw her at morn,’ he replied: ‘she would
have me to cut her a hazel switch, and then she leapt her
Galloway over the hedge yonder, where it is lowest, and galloped
out of sight.’</p>
<p>You may guess how I felt at hearing this news. It struck
me directly she must have started for Penistone Crags.
‘What will become of her?’ I ejaculated, pushing
through a gap which the man was repairing, and making straight to
the high-road. I walked as if for a wager, mile after mile,
till a turn brought me in view of the Heights; but no Catherine
could I detect, far or near. The Crags lie about a mile and
a half beyond Mr. Heathcliff’s place, and that is four from
the Grange, so I began to fear night would fall ere I could reach
them. ‘And what if she should have slipped in
clambering among them,’ I reflected, ‘and been
killed, or broken some of her bones?’ My suspense was
truly painful; and, at first, it gave me delightful relief to
observe, in hurrying by the farmhouse, Charlie, the fiercest of
the pointers, lying under a window, with swelled head and
bleeding ear. I opened the wicket and ran to the door,
knocking vehemently for admittance. A woman whom I knew,
and who formerly lived at Gimmerton, answered: she had been
servant there since the death of Mr. Earnshaw.</p>
<p>‘Ah,’ said she, ‘you are come a-seeking your
little mistress! Don’t be frightened.
She’s here safe: but I’m glad it isn’t the
master.’</p>
<p>‘He is not at home then, is he?’ I panted, quite
breathless with quick walking and alarm.</p>
<p>‘No, no,’ she replied: ‘both he and Joseph
are off, and I think they won’t return this hour or
more. Step in and rest you a bit.’</p>
<p>I entered, and beheld my stray lamb seated on the hearth,
rocking herself in a little chair that had been her
mother’s when a child. Her hat was hung against the
wall, and she seemed perfectly at home, laughing and chattering,
in the best spirits imaginable, to Hareton—now a great,
strong lad of eighteen—who stared at her with considerable
curiosity and astonishment: comprehending precious little of the
fluent succession of remarks and questions which her tongue never
ceased pouring forth.</p>
<p>‘Very well, Miss!’ I exclaimed, concealing my joy
under an angry countenance. ‘This is your last ride,
till papa comes back. I’ll not trust you over the
threshold again, you naughty, naughty girl!’</p>
<p>‘Aha, Ellen!’ she cried, gaily, jumping up and
running to my side. ‘I shall have a pretty story to
tell to-night; and so you’ve found me out. Have you
ever been here in your life before?’</p>
<p>‘Put that hat on, and home at once,’ said I.
‘I’m dreadfully grieved at you, Miss Cathy:
you’ve done extremely wrong! It’s no use
pouting and crying: that won’t repay the trouble I’ve
had, scouring the country after you. To think how Mr.
Linton charged me to keep you in; and you stealing off so!
It shows you are a cunning little fox, and nobody will put faith
in you any more.’</p>
<p>‘What have I done?’ sobbed she, instantly
checked. ‘Papa charged me nothing: he’ll not
scold me, Ellen—he’s never cross, like
you!’</p>
<p>‘Come, come!’ I repeated. ‘I’ll
tie the riband. Now, let us have no petulance. Oh,
for shame! You thirteen years old, and such a
baby!’</p>
<p>This exclamation was caused by her pushing the hat from her
head, and retreating to the chimney out of my reach.</p>
<p>‘Nay,’ said the servant, ‘don’t be
hard on the bonny lass, Mrs. Dean. We made her stop:
she’d fain have ridden forwards, afeard you should be
uneasy. Hareton offered to go with her, and I thought he
should: it’s a wild road over the hills.’</p>
<p>Hareton, during the discussion, stood with his hands in his
pockets, too awkward to speak; though he looked as if he did not
relish my intrusion.</p>
<p>‘How long am I to wait?’ I continued, disregarding
the woman’s interference. ‘It will be dark in
ten minutes. Where is the pony, Miss Cathy? And where
is Phoenix? I shall leave you, unless you be quick; so
please yourself.’</p>
<p>‘The pony is in the yard,’ she replied, ‘and
Phoenix is shut in there. He’s bitten—and so is
Charlie. I was going to tell you all about it; but you are
in a bad temper, and don’t deserve to hear.’</p>
<p>I picked up her hat, and approached to reinstate it; but
perceiving that the people of the house took her part, she
commenced capering round the room; and on my giving chase, ran
like a mouse over and under and behind the furniture, rendering
it ridiculous for me to pursue. Hareton and the woman
laughed, and she joined them, and waxed more impertinent still;
till I cried, in great irritation,—‘Well, Miss Cathy,
if you were aware whose house this is you’d be glad enough
to get out.’</p>
<p>‘It’s <i>your</i> father’s, isn’t
it?’ said she, turning to Hareton.</p>
<p>‘Nay,’ he replied, looking down, and blushing
bashfully.</p>
<p>He could not stand a steady gaze from her eyes, though they
were just his own.</p>
<p>‘Whose then—your master’s?’ she
asked.</p>
<p>He coloured deeper, with a different feeling, muttered an
oath, and turned away.</p>
<p>‘Who is his master?’ continued the tiresome girl,
appealing to me. ‘He talked about “our
house,” and “our folk.” I thought he had
been the owner’s son. And he never said Miss: he
should have done, shouldn’t he, if he’s a
servant?’</p>
<p>Hareton grew black as a thunder-cloud at this childish
speech. I silently shook my questioner, and at last
succeeded in equipping her for departure.</p>
<p>‘Now, get my horse,’ she said, addressing her
unknown kinsman as she would one of the stable-boys at the
Grange. ‘And you may come with me. I want to
see where the goblin-hunter rises in the marsh, and to hear about
the <i>fairishes</i>, as you call them: but make haste!
What’s the matter? Get my horse, I say.’</p>
<p>‘I’ll see thee damned before I be <i>thy</i>
servant!’ growled the lad.</p>
<p>‘You’ll see me <i>what</i>!’ asked Catherine
in surprise.</p>
<p>‘Damned—thou saucy witch!’ he replied.</p>
<p>‘There, Miss Cathy! you see you have got into pretty
company,’ I interposed. ‘Nice words to be used
to a young lady! Pray don’t begin to dispute with
him. Come, let us seek for Minny ourselves, and
begone.’</p>
<p>‘But, Ellen,’ cried she, staring fixed in
astonishment, ‘how dare he speak so to me?
Mustn’t he be made to do as I ask him? You wicked
creature, I shall tell papa what you said.—Now,
then!’</p>
<p>Hareton did not appear to feel this threat; so the tears
sprang into her eyes with indignation. ‘You bring the
pony,’ she exclaimed, turning to the woman, ‘and let
my dog free this moment!’</p>
<p>‘Softly, Miss,’ answered she addressed;
‘you’ll lose nothing by being civil. Though Mr.
Hareton, there, be not the master’s son, he’s your
cousin: and I was never hired to serve you.’</p>
<p>‘<i>He</i> my cousin!’ cried Cathy, with a
scornful laugh.</p>
<p>‘Yes, indeed,’ responded her reprover.</p>
<p>‘Oh, Ellen! don’t let them say such things,’
she pursued in great trouble. ‘Papa is gone to fetch
my cousin from London: my cousin is a gentleman’s
son. That my—’ she stopped, and wept outright;
upset at the bare notion of relationship with such a clown.</p>
<p>‘Hush, hush!’ I whispered; ‘people can have
many cousins and of all sorts, Miss Cathy, without being any the
worse for it; only they needn’t keep their company, if they
be disagreeable and bad.’</p>
<p>‘He’s not—he’s not my cousin,
Ellen!’ she went on, gathering fresh grief from reflection,
and flinging herself into my arms for refuge from the idea.</p>
<p>I was much vexed at her and the servant for their mutual
revelations; having no doubt of Linton’s approaching
arrival, communicated by the former, being reported to Mr.
Heathcliff; and feeling as confident that Catherine’s first
thought on her father’s return would be to seek an
explanation of the latter’s assertion concerning her
rude-bred kindred. Hareton, recovering from his disgust at
being taken for a servant, seemed moved by her distress; and,
having fetched the pony round to the door, he took, to propitiate
her, a fine crooked-legged terrier whelp from the kennel, and
putting it into her hand, bid her whist! for he meant
nought. Pausing in her lamentations, she surveyed him with
a glance of awe and horror, then burst forth anew.</p>
<p>I could scarcely refrain from smiling at this antipathy to the
poor fellow; who was a well-made, athletic youth, good-looking in
features, and stout and healthy, but attired in garments
befitting his daily occupations of working on the farm and
lounging among the moors after rabbits and game. Still, I
thought I could detect in his physiognomy a mind owning better
qualities than his father ever possessed. Good things lost
amid a wilderness of weeds, to be sure, whose rankness far
over-topped their neglected growth; yet, notwithstanding,
evidence of a wealthy soil, that might yield luxuriant crops
under other and favourable circumstances. Mr. Heathcliff, I
believe, had not treated him physically ill; thanks to his
fearless nature, which offered no temptation to that course of
oppression: he had none of the timid susceptibility that would
have given zest to ill-treatment, in Heathcliff’s
judgment. He appeared to have bent his malevolence on
making him a brute: he was never taught to read or write; never
rebuked for any bad habit which did not annoy his keeper; never
led a single step towards virtue, or guarded by a single precept
against vice. And from what I heard, Joseph contributed
much to his deterioration, by a narrow-minded partiality which
prompted him to flatter and pet him, as a boy, because he was the
head of the old family. And as he had been in the habit of
accusing Catherine Earnshaw and Heathcliff, when children, of
putting the master past his patience, and compelling him to seek
solace in drink by what he termed their ‘offald
ways,’ so at present he laid the whole burden of
Hareton’s faults on the shoulders of the usurper of his
property. If the lad swore, he wouldn’t correct him:
nor however culpably he behaved. It gave Joseph
satisfaction, apparently, to watch him go the worst lengths: he
allowed that the lad was ruined: that his soul was abandoned to
perdition; but then he reflected that Heathcliff must answer for
it. Hareton’s blood would be required at his hands;
and there lay immense consolation in that thought. Joseph
had instilled into him a pride of name, and of his lineage; he
would, had he dared, have fostered hate between him and the
present owner of the Heights: but his dread of that owner
amounted to superstition; and he confined his feelings regarding
him to muttered innuendoes and private comminations. I
don’t pretend to be intimately acquainted with the mode of
living customary in those days at Wuthering Heights: I only speak
from hearsay; for I saw little. The villagers affirmed Mr.
Heathcliff was <i>near</i>, and a cruel hard landlord to his
tenants; but the house, inside, had regained its ancient aspect
of comfort under female management, and the scenes of riot common
in Hindley’s time were not now enacted within its
walls. The master was too gloomy to seek companionship with
any people, good or bad; and he is yet.</p>
<p>This, however, is not making progress with my story.
Miss Cathy rejected the peace-offering of the terrier, and
demanded her own dogs, Charlie and Phoenix. They came
limping and hanging their heads; and we set out for home, sadly
out of sorts, every one of us. I could not wring from my
little lady how she had spent the day; except that, as I
supposed, the goal of her pilgrimage was Penistone Crags; and she
arrived without adventure to the gate of the farm-house, when
Hareton happened to issue forth, attended by some canine
followers, who attacked her train. They had a smart battle,
before their owners could separate them: that formed an
introduction. Catherine told Hareton who she was, and where
she was going; and asked him to show her the way: finally,
beguiling him to accompany her. He opened the mysteries of
the Fairy Cave, and twenty other queer places. But, being
in disgrace, I was not favoured with a description of the
interesting objects she saw. I could gather, however, that
her guide had been a favourite till she hurt his feelings by
addressing him as a servant; and Heathcliff’s housekeeper
hurt hers by calling him her cousin. Then the language he
had held to her rankled in her heart; she who was always
‘love,’ and ‘darling,’ and
‘queen,’ and ‘angel,’ with everybody at
the Grange, to be insulted so shockingly by a stranger! She
did not comprehend it; and hard work I had to obtain a promise
that she would not lay the grievance before her father. I
explained how he objected to the whole household at the Heights,
and how sorry he would be to find she had been there; but I
insisted most on the fact, that if she revealed my negligence of
his orders, he would perhaps be so angry that I should have to
leave; and Cathy couldn’t bear that prospect: she pledged
her word, and kept it for my sake. After all, she was a
sweet little girl.</p>
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