<h2>CHAPTER XI</h2>
<p>Sometimes, while meditating on these things in solitude,
I’ve got up in a sudden terror, and put on my bonnet to go
see how all was at the farm. I’ve persuaded my
conscience that it was a duty to warn him how people talked
regarding his ways; and then I’ve recollected his confirmed
bad habits, and, hopeless of benefiting him, have flinched from
re-entering the dismal house, doubting if I could bear to be
taken at my word.</p>
<p>One time I passed the old gate, going out of my way, on a
journey to Gimmerton. It was about the period that my
narrative has reached: a bright frosty afternoon; the ground
bare, and the road hard and dry. I came to a stone where
the highway branches off on to the moor at your left hand; a
rough sand-pillar, with the letters W. H. cut on its north side,
on the east, G., and on the south-west, T. G. It serves as
a guide-post to the Grange, the Heights, and village. The
sun shone yellow on its grey head, reminding me of summer; and I
cannot say why, but all at once a gush of child’s
sensations flowed into my heart. Hindley and I held it a
favourite spot twenty years before. I gazed long at the
weather-worn block; and, stooping down, perceived a hole near the
bottom still full of snail-shells and pebbles, which we were fond
of storing there with more perishable things; and, as fresh as
reality, it appeared that I beheld my early playmate seated on
the withered turf: his dark, square head bent forward, and his
little hand scooping out the earth with a piece of slate.
‘Poor Hindley!’ I exclaimed, involuntarily. I
started: my bodily eye was cheated into a momentary belief that
the child lifted its face and stared straight into mine! It
vanished in a twinkling; but immediately I felt an irresistible
yearning to be at the Heights. Superstition urged me to
comply with this impulse: supposing he should be dead! I
thought—or should die soon!—supposing it were a sign
of death! The nearer I got to the house the more agitated I
grew; and on catching sight of it I trembled in every limb.
The apparition had outstripped me: it stood looking through the
gate. That was my first idea on observing an elf-locked,
brown-eyed boy setting his ruddy countenance against the
bars. Further reflection suggested this must be Hareton,
<i>my</i> Hareton, not altered greatly since I left him, ten
months since.</p>
<p>‘God bless thee, darling!’ I cried, forgetting
instantaneously my foolish fears. ‘Hareton,
it’s Nelly! Nelly, thy nurse.’</p>
<p>He retreated out of arm’s length, and picked up a large
flint.</p>
<p>‘I am come to see thy father, Hareton,’ I added,
guessing from the action that Nelly, if she lived in his memory
at all, was not recognised as one with me.</p>
<p>He raised his missile to hurl it; I commenced a soothing
speech, but could not stay his hand: the stone struck my bonnet;
and then ensued, from the stammering lips of the little fellow, a
string of curses, which, whether he comprehended them or not,
were delivered with practised emphasis, and distorted his baby
features into a shocking expression of malignity. You may
be certain this grieved more than angered me. Fit to cry, I
took an orange from my pocket, and offered it to propitiate
him. He hesitated, and then snatched it from my hold; as if
he fancied I only intended to tempt and disappoint him. I
showed another, keeping it out of his reach.</p>
<p>‘Who has taught you those fine words, my bairn?’ I
inquired. ‘The curate?’</p>
<p>‘Damn the curate, and thee! Gie me that,’ he
replied.</p>
<p>‘Tell us where you got your lessons, and you shall have
it,’ said I. ‘Who’s your
master?’</p>
<p>‘Devil daddy,’ was his answer.</p>
<p>‘And what do you learn from daddy?’ I
continued.</p>
<p>He jumped at the fruit; I raised it higher. ‘What
does he teach you?’ I asked.</p>
<p>‘Naught,’ said he, ‘but to keep out of his
gait. Daddy cannot bide me, because I swear at
him.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! and the devil teaches you to swear at daddy?’
I observed.</p>
<p>‘Ay—nay,’ he drawled.</p>
<p>‘Who, then?’</p>
<p>‘Heathcliff.’</p>
<p>‘I asked if he liked Mr. Heathcliff.’</p>
<p>‘Ay!’ he answered again.</p>
<p>Desiring to have his reasons for liking him, I could only
gather the sentences—‘I known’t: he pays dad
back what he gies to me—he curses daddy for cursing
me. He says I mun do as I will.’</p>
<p>‘And the curate does not teach you to read and write,
then?’ I pursued.</p>
<p>‘No, I was told the curate should have his—teeth
dashed down his—throat, if he stepped over the
threshold—Heathcliff had promised that!’</p>
<p>I put the orange in his hand, and bade him tell his father
that a woman called Nelly Dean was waiting to speak with him, by
the garden gate. He went up the walk, and entered the
house; but, instead of Hindley, Heathcliff appeared on the
door-stones; and I turned directly and ran down the road as hard
as ever I could race, making no halt till I gained the
guide-post, and feeling as scared as if I had raised a
goblin. This is not much connected with Miss
Isabella’s affair: except that it urged me to resolve
further on mounting vigilant guard, and doing my utmost to check
the spread of such bad influence at the Grange: even though I
should wake a domestic storm, by thwarting Mrs. Linton’s
pleasure.</p>
<p>The next time Heathcliff came my young lady chanced to be
feeding some pigeons in the court. She had never spoken a
word to her sister-in-law for three days; but she had likewise
dropped her fretful complaining, and we found it a great
comfort. Heathcliff had not the habit of bestowing a single
unnecessary civility on Miss Linton, I knew. Now, as soon
as he beheld her, his first precaution was to take a sweeping
survey of the house-front. I was standing by the
kitchen-window, but I drew out of sight. He then stepped
across the pavement to her, and said something: she seemed
embarrassed, and desirous of getting away; to prevent it, he laid
his hand on her arm. She averted her face: he apparently
put some question which she had no mind to answer. There
was another rapid glance at the house, and supposing himself
unseen, the scoundrel had the impudence to embrace her.</p>
<p>‘Judas! Traitor!’ I ejaculated.
‘You are a hypocrite, too, are you? A deliberate
deceiver.’</p>
<p>‘Who is, Nelly?’ said Catherine’s voice at
my elbow: I had been over-intent on watching the pair outside to
mark her entrance.</p>
<p>‘Your worthless friend!’ I answered, warmly:
‘the sneaking rascal yonder. Ah, he has caught a
glimpse of us—he is coming in! I wonder will he have
the heart to find a plausible excuse for making love to Miss,
when he told you he hated her?’</p>
<p>Mrs. Linton saw Isabella tear herself free, and run into the
garden; and a minute after, Heathcliff opened the door. I
couldn’t withhold giving some loose to my indignation; but
Catherine angrily insisted on silence, and threatened to order me
out of the kitchen, if I dared to be so presumptuous as to put in
my insolent tongue.</p>
<p>‘To hear you, people might think you were the
mistress!’ she cried. ‘You want setting down in
your right place! Heathcliff, what are you about, raising
this stir? I said you must let Isabella alone!—I beg
you will, unless you are tired of being received here, and wish
Linton to draw the bolts against you!’</p>
<p>‘God forbid that he should try!’ answered the
black villain. I detested him just then. ‘God
keep him meek and patient! Every day I grow madder after
sending him to heaven!’</p>
<p>‘Hush!’ said Catherine, shutting the inner
door! ‘Don’t vex me. Why have you
disregarded my request? Did she come across you on
purpose?’</p>
<p>‘What is it to you?’ he growled. ‘I
have a right to kiss her, if she chooses; and you have no right
to object. I am not <i>your</i> husband: <i>you</i>
needn’t be jealous of me!’</p>
<p>‘I’m not jealous of you,’ replied the
mistress; ‘I’m jealous for you. Clear your
face: you sha’n’t scowl at me! If you like
Isabella, you shall marry her. But do you like her?
Tell the truth, Heathcliff! There, you won’t
answer. I’m certain you don’t.’</p>
<p>‘And would Mr. Linton approve of his sister marrying
that man?’ I inquired.</p>
<p>‘Mr. Linton should approve,’ returned my lady,
decisively.</p>
<p>‘He might spare himself the trouble,’ said
Heathcliff: ‘I could do as well without his
approbation. And as to you, Catherine, I have a mind to
speak a few words now, while we are at it. I want you to be
aware that I <i>know</i> you have treated me
infernally—infernally! Do you hear? And if you
flatter yourself that I don’t perceive it, you are a fool;
and if you think I can be consoled by sweet words, you are an
idiot: and if you fancy I’ll suffer unrevenged, I’ll
convince you of the contrary, in a very little while!
Meantime, thank you for telling me your sister-in-law’s
secret: I swear I’ll make the most of it. And stand
you aside!’</p>
<p>‘What new phase of his character is this?’
exclaimed Mrs. Linton, in amazement. ‘I’ve
treated you infernally—and you’ll take your
revenge! How will you take it, ungrateful brute? How
have I treated you infernally?’</p>
<p>‘I seek no revenge on you,’ replied Heathcliff,
less vehemently. ‘That’s not the plan.
The tyrant grinds down his slaves and they don’t turn
against him; they crush those beneath them. You are welcome
to torture me to death for your amusement, only allow me to amuse
myself a little in the same style, and refrain from insult as
much as you are able. Having levelled my palace,
don’t erect a hovel and complacently admire your own
charity in giving me that for a home. If I imagined you
really wished me to marry Isabel, I’d cut my
throat!’</p>
<p>‘Oh, the evil is that I am <i>not</i> jealous, is
it?’ cried Catherine. ‘Well, I won’t
repeat my offer of a wife: it is as bad as offering Satan a lost
soul. Your bliss lies, like his, in inflicting
misery. You prove it. Edgar is restored from the
ill-temper he gave way to at your coming; I begin to be secure
and tranquil; and you, restless to know us at peace, appear
resolved on exciting a quarrel. Quarrel with Edgar, if you
please, Heathcliff, and deceive his sister: you’ll hit on
exactly the most efficient method of revenging yourself on
me.’</p>
<p>The conversation ceased. Mrs. Linton sat down by the
fire, flushed and gloomy. The spirit which served her was
growing intractable: she could neither lay nor control it.
He stood on the hearth with folded arms, brooding on his evil
thoughts; and in this position I left them to seek the master,
who was wondering what kept Catherine below so long.</p>
<p>‘Ellen,’ said he, when I entered, ‘have you
seen your mistress?’</p>
<p>‘Yes; she’s in the kitchen, sir,’ I
answered. ‘She’s sadly put out by Mr.
Heathcliff’s behaviour: and, indeed, I do think it’s
time to arrange his visits on another footing.
There’s harm in being too soft, and now it’s come to
this—.’ And I related the scene in the court,
and, as near as I dared, the whole subsequent dispute. I
fancied it could not be very prejudicial to Mrs. Linton; unless
she made it so afterwards, by assuming the defensive for her
guest. Edgar Linton had difficulty in hearing me to the
close. His first words revealed that he did not clear his
wife of blame.</p>
<p>‘This is insufferable!’ he exclaimed.
‘It is disgraceful that she should own him for a friend,
and force his company on me! Call me two men out of the
hall, Ellen. Catherine shall linger no longer to argue with
the low ruffian—I have humoured her enough.’</p>
<p>He descended, and bidding the servants wait in the passage,
went, followed by me, to the kitchen. Its occupants had
recommenced their angry discussion: Mrs. Linton, at least, was
scolding with renewed vigour; Heathcliff had moved to the window,
and hung his head, somewhat cowed by her violent rating
apparently. He saw the master first, and made a hasty
motion that she should be silent; which she obeyed, abruptly, on
discovering the reason of his intimation.</p>
<p>‘How is this?’ said Linton, addressing her;
‘what notion of propriety must you have to remain here,
after the language which has been held to you by that
blackguard? I suppose, because it is his ordinary talk you
think nothing of it: you are habituated to his baseness, and,
perhaps, imagine I can get used to it too!’</p>
<p>‘Have you been listening at the door, Edgar?’
asked the mistress, in a tone particularly calculated to provoke
her husband, implying both carelessness and contempt of his
irritation. Heathcliff, who had raised his eyes at the
former speech, gave a sneering laugh at the latter; on purpose,
it seemed, to draw Mr. Linton’s attention to him. He
succeeded; but Edgar did not mean to entertain him with any high
flights of passion.</p>
<p>‘I’ve been so far forbearing with you, sir,’
he said quietly; ‘not that I was ignorant of your
miserable, degraded character, but I felt you were only partly
responsible for that; and Catherine wishing to keep up your
acquaintance, I acquiesced—foolishly. Your presence
is a moral poison that would contaminate the most virtuous: for
that cause, and to prevent worse consequences, I shall deny you
hereafter admission into this house, and give notice now that I
require your instant departure. Three minutes’ delay
will render it involuntary and ignominious.</p>
<p>Heathcliff measured the height and breadth of the speaker with
an eye full of derision.</p>
<p>‘Cathy, this lamb of yours threatens like a bull!’
he said. ‘It is in danger of splitting its skull
against my knuckles. By God! Mr. Linton, I’m
mortally sorry that you are not worth knocking down!’</p>
<p>My master glanced towards the passage, and signed me to fetch
the men: he had no intention of hazarding a personal
encounter. I obeyed the hint; but Mrs. Linton, suspecting
something, followed; and when I attempted to call them, she
pulled me back, slammed the door to, and locked it.</p>
<p>‘Fair means!’ she said, in answer to her
husband’s look of angry surprise. ‘If you have
not courage to attack him, make an apology, or allow yourself to
be beaten. It will correct you of feigning more valour than
you possess. No, I’ll swallow the key before you
shall get it! I’m delightfully rewarded for my
kindness to each! After constant indulgence of one’s
weak nature, and the other’s bad one, I earn for thanks two
samples of blind ingratitude, stupid to absurdity! Edgar, I
was defending you and yours; and I wish Heathcliff may flog you
sick, for daring to think an evil thought of me!’</p>
<p>It did not need the medium of a flogging to produce that
effect on the master. He tried to wrest the key from
Catherine’s grasp, and for safety she flung it into the
hottest part of the fire; whereupon Mr. Edgar was taken with a
nervous trembling, and his countenance grew deadly pale.
For his life he could not avert that excess of emotion: mingled
anguish and humiliation overcame him completely. He leant
on the back of a chair, and covered his face.</p>
<p>‘Oh, heavens! In old days this would win you
knighthood!’ exclaimed Mrs. Linton. ‘We are
vanquished! we are vanquished! Heathcliff would as soon
lift a finger at you as the king would march his army against a
colony of mice. Cheer up! you sha’n’t be
hurt! Your type is not a lamb, it’s a sucking
leveret.’</p>
<p>‘I wish you joy of the milk-blooded coward,
Cathy!’ said her friend. ‘I compliment you on
your taste. And that is the slavering, shivering thing you
preferred to me! I would not strike him with my fist, but
I’d kick him with my foot, and experience considerable
satisfaction. Is he weeping, or is he going to faint for
fear?’</p>
<p>The fellow approached and gave the chair on which Linton
rested a push. He’d better have kept his distance: my
master quickly sprang erect, and struck him full on the throat a
blow that would have levelled a slighter man. It took his
breath for a minute; and while he choked, Mr. Linton walked out
by the back door into the yard, and from thence to the front
entrance.</p>
<p>‘There! you’ve done with coming here,’ cried
Catherine. ‘Get away, now; he’ll return with a
brace of pistols and half-a-dozen assistants. If he did
overhear us, of course he’d never forgive you.
You’ve played me an ill turn, Heathcliff! But
go—make haste! I’d rather see Edgar at bay than
you.’</p>
<p>‘Do you suppose I’m going with that blow burning
in my gullet?’ he thundered. ‘By hell,
no! I’ll crush his ribs in like a rotten hazel-nut
before I cross the threshold! If I don’t floor him
now, I shall murder him some time; so, as you value his
existence, let me get at him!’</p>
<p>‘He is not coming,’ I interposed, framing a bit of
a lie. ‘There’s the coachman and the two
gardeners; you’ll surely not wait to be thrust into the
road by them! Each has a bludgeon; and master will, very
likely, be watching from the parlour-windows to see that they
fulfil his orders.’</p>
<p>The gardeners and coachman were there: but Linton was with
them. They had already entered the court. Heathcliff,
on the second thoughts, resolved to avoid a struggle against
three underlings: he seized the poker, smashed the lock from the
inner door, and made his escape as they tramped in.</p>
<p>Mrs. Linton, who was very much excited, bade me accompany her
up-stairs. She did not know my share in contributing to the
disturbance, and I was anxious to keep her in ignorance.</p>
<p>‘I’m nearly distracted, Nelly!’ she
exclaimed, throwing herself on the sofa. ‘A thousand
smiths’ hammers are beating in my head! Tell Isabella
to shun me; this uproar is owing to her; and should she or any
one else aggravate my anger at present, I shall get wild.
And, Nelly, say to Edgar, if you see him again to-night, that
I’m in danger of being seriously ill. I wish it may
prove true. He has startled and distressed me
shockingly! I want to frighten him. Besides, he might
come and begin a string of abuse or complainings; I’m
certain I should recriminate, and God knows where we should
end! Will you do so, my good Nelly? You are aware
that I am no way blamable in this matter. What possessed
him to turn listener? Heathcliff’s talk was
outrageous, after you left us; but I could soon have diverted him
from Isabella, and the rest meant nothing. Now all is
dashed wrong; by the fool’s craving to hear evil of self,
that haunts some people like a demon! Had Edgar never
gathered our conversation, he would never have been the worse for
it. Really, when he opened on me in that unreasonable tone
of displeasure after I had scolded Heathcliff till I was hoarse
for him, I did not care hardly what they did to each other;
especially as I felt that, however the scene closed, we should
all be driven asunder for nobody knows how long! Well, if I
cannot keep Heathcliff for my friend—if Edgar will be mean
and jealous, I’ll try to break their hearts by breaking my
own. That will be a prompt way of finishing all, when I am
pushed to extremity! But it’s a deed to be reserved
for a forlorn hope; I’d not take Linton by surprise with
it. To this point he has been discreet in dreading to
provoke me; you must represent the peril of quitting that policy,
and remind him of my passionate temper, verging, when kindled, on
frenzy. I wish you could dismiss that apathy out of that
countenance, and look rather more anxious about me.’</p>
<p>The stolidity with which I received these instructions was, no
doubt, rather exasperating: for they were delivered in perfect
sincerity; but I believed a person who could plan the turning of
her fits of passion to account, beforehand, might, by exerting
her will, manage to control herself tolerably, even while under
their influence; and I did not wish to ‘frighten’ her
husband, as she said, and multiply his annoyances for the purpose
of serving her selfishness. Therefore I said nothing when I
met the master coming towards the parlour; but I took the liberty
of turning back to listen whether they would resume their quarrel
together. He began to speak first.</p>
<p>‘Remain where you are, Catherine,’ he said;
without any anger in his voice, but with much sorrowful
despondency. ‘I shall not stay. I am neither
come to wrangle nor be reconciled; but I wish just to learn
whether, after this evening’s events, you intend to
continue your intimacy with—’</p>
<p>‘Oh, for mercy’s sake,’ interrupted the
mistress, stamping her foot, ‘for mercy’s sake, let
us hear no more of it now! Your cold blood cannot be worked
into a fever: your veins are full of ice-water; but mine are
boiling, and the sight of such chillness makes them
dance.’</p>
<p>‘To get rid of me, answer my question,’ persevered
Mr. Linton. ‘You must answer it; and that violence
does not alarm me. I have found that you can be as stoical
as anyone, when you please. Will you give up Heathcliff
hereafter, or will you give up me? It is impossible for you
to be <i>my</i> friend and <i>his</i> at the same time; and I
absolutely <i>require</i> to know which you choose.’</p>
<p>‘I require to be let alone!’ exclaimed Catherine,
furiously. ‘I demand it! Don’t you see I
can scarcely stand? Edgar, you—you leave
me!’</p>
<p>She rang the bell till it broke with a twang; I entered
leisurely. It was enough to try the temper of a saint, such
senseless, wicked rages! There she lay dashing her head
against the arm of the sofa, and grinding her teeth, so that you
might fancy she would crash them to splinters! Mr. Linton
stood looking at her in sudden compunction and fear. He
told me to fetch some water. She had no breath for
speaking. I brought a glass full; and as she would not
drink, I sprinkled it on her face. In a few seconds she
stretched herself out stiff, and turned up her eyes, while her
cheeks, at once blanched and livid, assumed the aspect of
death. Linton looked terrified.</p>
<p>‘There is nothing in the world the matter,’ I
whispered. I did not want him to yield, though I could not
help being afraid in my heart.</p>
<p>‘She has blood on her lips!’ he said,
shuddering.</p>
<p>‘Never mind!’ I answered, tartly. And I told
him how she had resolved, previous to his coming, on exhibiting a
fit of frenzy. I incautiously gave the account aloud, and
she heard me; for she started up—her hair flying over her
shoulders, her eyes flashing, the muscles of her neck and arms
standing out preternaturally. I made up my mind for broken
bones, at least; but she only glared about her for an instant,
and then rushed from the room. The master directed me to
follow; I did, to her chamber-door: she hindered me from going
further by securing it against me.</p>
<p>As she never offered to descend to breakfast next morning, I
went to ask whether she would have some carried up.
‘No!’ she replied, peremptorily. The same
question was repeated at dinner and tea; and again on the morrow
after, and received the same answer. Mr. Linton, on his
part, spent his time in the library, and did not inquire
concerning his wife’s occupations. Isabella and he
had had an hour’s interview, during which he tried to
elicit from her some sentiment of proper horror for
Heathcliff’s advances: but he could make nothing of her
evasive replies, and was obliged to close the examination
unsatisfactorily; adding, however, a solemn warning, that if she
were so insane as to encourage that worthless suitor, it would
dissolve all bonds of relationship between herself and him.</p>
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