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<h3>CHAPTER XVII Atonement.</h3> Merlin waited a while in the hall, until he heard the noise of the shrieking crowd gradually die away in the distance, then with a grunt of satisfaction he one more mounted the stairs. All these events outside had occurred during a very few minutes, and Madame D�roul�de and Anne Mie had been too anxious as to what was happening in the streets, to take any notice of Juliette. They had not dared to step out on to the balcony to see what was going on, and, therefore, did not understand what the reopening and shutting of the front door had meant. The next instant, however, Merlin's heavy, slouching footsteps on the stairs had caused Anne Mie to look round in alarm. "It is only the soldiers come back for me," said Juliette quietly. "For you?" "Yes; they are coming to take me away. I suppose they did not wish to do it in the presence of Mr. D�roul�de, for fear ..." She had no time to say more. Anne Mie was still looking at her in awed and mute surprise, when Merlin entered the room. In his hand he held a leather case, all torn, and split at one end, and a few tiny scraps of half-charred paper. He walked straight up to Juliette, and roughly thrust the case and papers into her face. "These are yours?" he said roughly. "Yes." "I suppose you know where they were found?" She nodded quietly in reply. "What were these papers which you burnt?" "Love letters." "You lie!" She shrugged her shoulders. "As you please," she said curtly. "What were these papers?" he repeated, with a loud obscene oath which, however, had not the power to disturb the young girl's serenity. "I have told you," she said: "love letters, which I wished to burn." "Who was your lover?" he asked. Then as she did not reply he indicated the street, where cries of "D�roul�de! Vive D�roul�de!" still echoed from afar. "Were the letters from him?" "No." "You had more than one lover, then?" He laughed, and a hideous leer seemed further to distort his ugly countenance. He thrust his face quite close to hers, and she closed her eyes, sick with the horror of this contact with the degraded wretch. Even Anne Mie had uttered a cry of sympathy at sight of this evil-smelling, squalid creature torturing, with his close proximity, the beautiful, refined girl before him. With a rough gesture he put his clawlike hand under her delicate chin, forcing her to turn round and to look at him. She shuddered at the loathsome touch, but her quietude never forsook her for a moment. It was into the power of wretches such as this man, that she had wilfully delivered the man she loved. This brutish creature's familiarity put the finishing touch to her own degradation, but it gave her the courage to carry through her purpose to the end. "You had more than one lover, then?" said Merlin, with a laugh which would have pleased the devil himself. "And you wished to send one of them to the guillotine in order to make way for the other? Was that it?" "Was that it?" he repeated, suddenly seizing one of her wrists, and giving it as savage twist, so that she almost screamed with the pain. "Yes," she replied firmly. "Do you know that you brought me here on a fool's errand?" he asked viciously; "that the Citizen-Deputy D�roul�de cannot be sent to the guillotine on mere suspicion, eh? Did you know that, when you wrote out that denunciation?" "No; I did not know." "You thought we could arrest him on mere suspicion?" "Yes." "You knew he was Innocent?" "I knew it." "Why did you burn your love letters?" "I was afraid that they would be found, and would be brought under the notice of the Citizen-Deputy." "A splendid combination, ma foi! " said Merlin, with an oath, as he turned to the two other women, who sat pale and shrinking in a corner of the room, not understanding what was going on, not knowing what to think or what to believe. They had known nothing of D�roul�de's plans for the escape of Marie Antoinette, they didn't know what the letter-case had contained, and yet they both vaguely felt that the beautiful girl, who stood up so calmly before the loathsome Terrorist, was not a wanton, as she tried to make out, but only misguided, mad perhaps—perhaps a martyr. "Did you know anything of this?" queried Merlin roughly from trembling Anne Mie. "Nothing," she replied. "No one knew anything of my private affairs or of my private correspondence," said Juliette coldly; "as you say, it was a splendid combination. I had hoped that it would succeed. But I understand now that Citizen-Deputy D�roul�de is a personage of too much importance to be brought to trial on mere suspicion, and my denunciation of him was not based on facts." "And do you know, my fine aristocrat," sneered Merlin viciously, "that it is not wise either to fool the Committee of Public Safety, or to denounce without cause one of the representatives of the people?" "I know," she rejoined quietly, "that you, Citizen Merlin, are determined that someone shall pay for this day's blunder. You dare not now attack the Citizen-Deputy, and so you must be content with me." "Enough of this talk now; I have no time to bandy words with aristos," he said roughly. "Come now, follow the men quietly. Resistance would only aggravate your case." "I am quite prepared to follow you. May I speak two words to my friends before I go?" "No." "I may never be able to speak to them again." "I have said No, and I mean No. Now then, forward. March! I have wasted too much time already." Juliette was too proud to insist any further. She had hoped, by one word, to soften Madame D�roul�de's and Anne Mie's heart towards her. She did not know whether they believed that miserable lie which she had been telling to Merlin; she only guessed that for the moment they still thought her the betrayer of Paul D�roul�de. But that one word was not to be spoken. She would have to go forth to her certain trial, to her probable death, under the awful cloud, which she herself had brought over her own life. She turned quietly, and walked towards the door, where the two men already stood at attention. Then it was that some heaven-born instinct seemed suddenly to guide Anne Mie. The crippled girl was face to face with a psychological problem, which in itself was far beyond her comprehension, but vaguely she felt that it was a problem. Something in Juliette's face had already caused her to bitterly repent her action towards her, and now, as this beautiful, refined woman was about to pass from under the shelter of this roof, to the cruel publicity and terrible torture of that awful revolutionary tribunal, Anne Mie's whole heart went out to her in boundless sympathy. Before Merlin or the men could prevent her, she had run up to Juliette, taken her hand, which hung listless and cold, and kissed it tenderly. Juliette seemed to wake as if from a dream. She looked down at Anne Mie with a glance of hope, almost of joy, and whispered: "It was an oath—I swore it to my father and my dead brother. Tell him." Anne Mie could only nod; she could not speak, for her tears were choking her. "But I'll atone—with my life. Tell him," whispered Juliette. "Now then," shouted Merlin, "out of the way, hunchback, unless you want to come along too." "Forgive me," said Anne Mie through her tears. Then the men pushed her roughly aside. But at the door Juliette turned to her once more, and said: "P�tronelle—take care of her ..." And with a firm step she followed the soldiers out of the room. Presently the front door was heard to open, then to shut with a loud bang, and the house in the Rue Ecole de M�decine was left in silence. <h3>CHAPTER XVIII In the Luxembourg prison.</h3> Juliette was alone at last—that is to say, comparatively alone, for there were too many aristocrats, too many criminels and traitors, in the prisons of Paris now, to allow of any seclusion of those who were about to be tried, condemned, and guillotined. The young girl had been marched through the crowded streets of Paris, followed by a jeering mob, who readily recognised in the gentle, high-bred girl the obvious prey, which the Committee of Public Safety was wont, from time to time to throw to the hungry hydra-headed dog of the Revolution. Lately the squalid spectators of the noisome spectacle on the Place de la Guillotine had had few of these very welcome sights: an aristocrat —a real, elegant, refined woman, with white hands and proud, pale face—mounting the steps of the same scaffold on which perished the vilest criminals and most degraded brutes. Madame Guillotine was, above all, catholic in her tastes, her gaunt arms, painted blood red, were open alike to the murderer and the thief, the aristocrats of ancient lineage, and the proletariat from the gutter. But lately the executions had been almost exclusively of a political character. The Girondins were fighting their last upon the bloody arena of the Revolution. One by one they fell still fighting, still preaching moderation, still foretelling disaster and appealing to that people, whom they had roused from one slavery, in order to throw it headlong under a tyrannical yoke more brutish, more absolute than before. There were twelve prisons in Paris then, and forty thousand in France, and they were all full. An entire army went round the country recruiting prisoners. There was no room for separate cells, no room for privacy, no cause or desire for the most elementary sense of delicacy. Women, men, children—all were herded together, for one day, perhaps two, and a night or so, and then death would obliterate the petty annoyances, the womanly blushes caused by this sordid propinquity. Death levelled all, erased everything. When Marie Antoinette mounted the guillotine she had forgotten that for six weeks she practically lived day and night in the immediate companionship of a set of degraded soldiery. Juliette, as she marched through the streets between two men of the National Guard, and followed by Merlin, was hooted and jeered at, insulted, pelted with mud. One woman tried to push past the soldiers, and to strike her in the face—a woman! not thirty!—and who was dragging a pale, squalid little boy by the hand. "Crache donc sur l'aristo, voyons! " the woman said to this poor, miserable little scrap of humanity as the soldiers pushed her roughly aside. "Spit on the aristocrat!" And the child tortured its own small, parched mouth so that, in obedience to its mother, it might defile and bespatter a beautiful, innocent girl. The soldiers laughed, and improved the occasion with another insulting jest. Even Merlin forgot his vexation, delighted at the incident. But Juliette had seen nothing of it all. She was walking as in a dream. The mob did not exist for her; she heard neither insult nor vituperation. She did not see the evil, dirty faces pushed now and then quite close to her; she did not feel the rough hands of the soldiers jostling her through the crowd: she had gone back to her own world of romance, where she dwelt alone now with the man she loved. Instead of the squalid houses of Paris, with their eternal device of Fraternity and Equality, there were beautiful trees and shrubs of laurel and of roses around her, making the air fragrant with their soft, intoxicating perfumes; sweet voices from the land of dreams filled the atmosphere with their tender murmur, whilst overhead a cloudless sky illumined this earthly paradise. She was happy—supremely, completely happy. She had saved him from the consequences of her own iniquitous crime, and she was about to give her life for him, so that his safety might be more completely assured. Her love for him he would never know; now he knew only her crime, but presently, when she would be convicted and condemned, confronted with a few scraps of burned paper and a torn letter-case, then he would know that she had stood her trial, self-accused, and meant to die for him. Therfore the past few moments were now wholly hers. She had the rights to dwell on those few happy seconds when she listened to the avowal of his love. It was ethereal, and perhaps not altogether human, but it was hers. She had been his divinity, his madonna; he had loved in her that, which was her truer, her better self. What was base in her was not truly her. That awful oath, sworn so solemnly, had been her relentless tyrant; and her religion—a religion of superstition and of false ideals—had blinded her, and dragged her into crime. She had arrogated to herself that which was God's alone—"Vengeance!" which is not for man. That through it all she should have known love, and learned its tender secrets, was more than she deserved. That she should have felt his burning kisses on her hand was heavenly compensation for all she would have to suffer. And so she allowed them to drag her through the sansculotte mob of Paris, who would have torn her to pieces then and there, so as not to delay the pleasure of seeing her die. They took her to the Luxembourg, once the palace of the Medici, the home of proud "Monsieur" in the days of the Great Monarch, now a loathsome, overfilled prison. It was then six o'clock in the afternoon, drawing towards the close of this memorable day. She was handed over to the governor of the prison, a short, thick-set man in black trousers and black-shag woollen shirt, and wearing a dirty red cap, with tricolour rosette on the side of his unkempt head. He eyed her up and down as she passed under the narrow doorway, then murmured one swift query to Merlin: "Dangerous?" "Yes," replied Merlin laconically. "You understand," added the governor; "we are so crowded. We ought to know if individual attention is required." "Certainly," said Merlin, "you will be personally responsible for this prisoner to the Committee of Public Safety." "Any visitors allowed?" "Certainly not, without the special permission of the Public Prosecutor." Juliette heard this brief exchange of words over her future fate. No visitor would be allowed to see her. Well, perhaps that would be best. She would have been afraid to meet D�roul�de again, afraid to read in his eyes that story of his dead love, which alone might have destroyed her present happiness. And she wished to see no one. She had a memory to dwell on—a short, heavenly memory. It consisted of a few words, a kiss—the last one— on her hand, and that passionate murmur which had escaped from his lips when he knelt at her feet: "Juliette!" <div style="break-after:column;"></div>

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