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<h3> XVIII </h3>
<p>He did not turn toward Marie-Anne when he had lighted the first of the
great brass lamps hanging at the side of the bateau. He went to the
second, and struck another match, and flooded the cabin with light.</p>
<p>She still stood silhouetted against the darkness beyond the cabin door
when he faced her. She was watching him, her eyes intent, her face a
little pale, he thought. Then he smiled and nodded. He could not see a
great change in her since this afternoon, except that there seemed to
be a little more fire in the glow of her eyes. They were looking at him
steadily as she smiled and nodded, wide, beautiful eyes in which there
was surely no revelation of shame or regret, and no very clear evidence
of unhappiness. David stared, and his tongue clove to the roof of his
mouth.</p>
<p>"Why is it that you sit in darkness?" she asked, stepping within and
closing the door. "Did you not expect me to return and apologize for
leaving you so suddenly this afternoon? It was impolite. Afterward I
was ashamed. But I was excited, M'sieu David. I—"</p>
<p>"Of course," he hurried to interrupt her. "I understand. St. Pierre is
a lucky man. I congratulate you—as well as him. He is splendid, a man
in whom you can place great faith and confidence."</p>
<p>"He scolded me for running away from you as I did, M'sieu David. He
said I should have shown better courtesy than to leave like that one
who was a guest in our—home. So I have returned, like a good child, to
make amends."</p>
<p>"It was not necessary."</p>
<p>"But you were lonesome and in darkness!"</p>
<p>He nodded. "Yes."</p>
<p>"And besides," she added, so quietly and calmly that he was amazed,
"you know my sleeping apartment is also on the bateau. And St. Pierre
made me promise to say good night to you."</p>
<p>"It is an imposition," cried David, the blood rushing to his face. "You
have given up all this to me! Why not let me go into that little room
forward, or sleep on the raft and you and St. Pierre—"</p>
<p>"St. Pierre would not leave the raft," replied Marie-Anne, turning from
him toward the table on which were the books and magazines and her
work-basket. "And I like my little room forward."</p>
<p>"St. Pierre—"</p>
<p>He stopped himself. He could see a sudden color deepening in the cheek
of St. Pierre's wife as she made pretense of looking for something in
her basket. He felt that if he went on he would blunder, if he had not
already blundered. He was uncomfortable, for he believed he had guessed
the truth. It was not quite reasonable to expect that Marie-Anne would
come to him like this on the first night of St. Pierre's homecoming.
Something had happened over in the little cabin on the raft, he told
himself. Perhaps there had been a quarrel—at least ironical
implications on St. Pierre's part. And his sympathy was with St. Pierre.</p>
<p>He caught suddenly a little tremble at the corner of Marie-Anne's mouth
as her face was turned partly from him, and he stepped to the opposite
side of the table so he could look at her fairly. If there had been
unpleasantness in the cabin on the raft, St. Pierre's wife in no way
gave evidence of it. The color had deepened to almost a blush in her
cheeks, but it was not on account of embarrassment, for one who is
embarrassed is not usually amused, and as she looked up at him her eyes
were filled with the flash of laughter which he had caught her lips
struggling to restrain. Then, finding a bit of lace work with the
needles meshed in it, she seated herself, and again he was looking down
on the droop of her long lashes and the seductive glow of her lustrous
hair. Yesterday, in a moment of irresistible impulse, he had told her
how lovely it was as she had dressed it, a bewitching crown of
interwoven coils, not drawn tightly, but crumpled and soft, as if the
mass of tresses were openly rebelling at closer confinement. She had
told him the effect was entirely accidental, largely due to
carelessness and haste in dressing it. Accidental or otherwise, it was
the same tonight, and in the heart of it were the drooping red petals
of a flower she had gathered with him early that afternoon.</p>
<p>"St. Pierre brought me over," she said in a calmly matter-of-fact
voice, as though she had expected David to know that from the
beginning. "He is ashore talking over important matters with Bateese. I
am sure he will drop in and say good night before he returns to the
raft. He asked me to wait for him—here." She raised her eyes, so clear
and untroubled, so quietly unembarrassed under his gaze, that he would
have staked his life she had no suspicion of the confessions which St.
Pierre had revealed to him.</p>
<p>"Do you care? Would you rather put out the lights and go to bed?"</p>
<p>He shook his head. "No. I am glad. I was beastly lonesome. I had an
idea—"</p>
<p>He was on the point of blundering again when he caught himself. The
effect of her so near him was more than ever disturbing, in spite of
St. Pierre. Her eyes, clear and steady, yet soft as velvet when they
looked at him, made his tongue and his thoughts dangerously uncertain.</p>
<p>"You had an idea, M'sieu David?"</p>
<p>"That you would have no desire to see me again after my talk with St.
Pierre," he said. "Did he tell you about it?"</p>
<p>"He said you were very fine, M'sieu David—and that he liked you."</p>
<p>"And he told you it is determined that I shall fight Bateese in the
morning?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>The one word was spoken with a quiet lack of excitement, even of
interest—it seemed to belie some of the things St. Pierre had told
him, and he could scarcely believe, looking at her now, that she had
entreated her husband to prevent the encounter, or that she had
betrayed any unusual emotion in the matter at all.</p>
<p>"I was afraid you would object," he could not keep from saying. "It
does not seem nice to pull off such a thing as that, when there is a
lady about—"</p>
<p>"Or LADIES." She caught him up quickly, and he saw a sudden little
tightening of her pretty mouth as she turned her eyes to the bit of
lace work again. "But I do not object, because what St. Pierre says is
right—must be right."</p>
<p>And the softness, he thought, went altogether out of the curve of her
lips for an instant. In a flash their momentary betrayal of vexation
was gone, and St. Pierre's wife had replaced the work-basket on the
table and was on her feet, smiling at him. There was something of wild
daring in her eyes, something that made him think of the glory of
adventure he had seen flaming in her face the night they had run the
rapids of the Holy Ghost.</p>
<p>"Tomorrow will be very unpleasant, M'sieu David," she cried softly.
"Bateese will beat you—terribly. Tonight we must think of things more
agreeable."</p>
<p>He had never seen her more radiant than when she turned toward the
piano. What the deuce did it mean? Had St. Pierre been making a fool of
him? She actually appeared unable to restrain her elation at the
thought that Bateese would surely beat him up! He stood without moving
and made no effort to answer her. Just before they had started on that
thrilling adventure into the forest, which had ended with his carrying
her in his arms, she had gone to the piano and had played for him. Now
her fingers touched softly the same notes. A little humming trill came
in her throat, and it seemed to David that she was deliberately
recalling his thoughts to the things that had happened before the
coming of St. Pierre. He had not lighted the lamp over the piano, and
for a flash her dark eyes smiled at him out of the half shadow. After a
moment she began to sing.</p>
<p>Her voice was low and without effort, untrained, and subdued as if
conscious and afraid of its limitations, yet so exquisitely sweet that
to David it was a new and still more wonderful revelation of St.
Pierre's wife. He drew nearer, until he stood close at her side, the
dark luster of her hair almost touching his arm, her partly upturned
face a bewitching profile in the shadows.</p>
<p>Her voice grew lower, almost a whisper in its melody, as if meant for
him alone. Many times he had heard the Canadian Boat Song, but never as
its words came now from the lips of Marie-Anne Boulain.</p>
<p class="poem">
"Faintly as tolls the evening chime,<br/>
Our voices keep tune, and our oars keep time.<br/>
Soon as the woods on shore look dim,<br/>
We'll sing at St. Ann's our parting hymn;<br/>
Row, brothers, row, the stream runs fast,<br/>
The rapids are near, and the daylight's past."<br/></p>
<p>She paused. And David, staring down at her shining head, did not speak.
Her fingers trembled over the keys, he could see dimly the shadow of
her long lashes, and the spirit-like scent of crushed violets rose to
him from the soft lace about her throat and her hair.</p>
<p>"It is your music," he whispered. "I have never heard the Boat Song
like that!"</p>
<p>He tried to drag his eyes from her face and hair, sensing that he was a
near-criminal, fighting a mighty impulse. The notes under her fingers
changed, and again—by chance or design—she was stabbing at him;
bringing him face to face with the weakness of his flesh, the iniquity
of his desire to reach out his arms and crumple her in them. Yet she
did not look up, she did not see him, as she began to sing "Ave Maria."</p>
<p class="poem">
"Ave, Maria, hear my cry!<br/>
O, guide my path where no harm, no harm is nigh—"<br/></p>
<p>As she went on, he knew she had forgotten to think of him. With the
reverence of a prayer the holy words came from her lips, slowly,
softly, trembling with a pathos and sweetness that told David they came
not alone from the lips, but from the very soul of St. Pierre's wife.
And then—</p>
<p class="poem">
"Oh, Mother, hear me where thou art,<br/>
And guard and guide my aching heart, my aching heart!"<br/></p>
<p>The last words drifted away into a whisper, and David was glad that he
was not looking into the face of St. Pierre's wife, for there must have
been something there now which it would have been sacrilege for him to
stare at, as he was staring at her hair.</p>
<p>No sound of opening door had come from behind them. Yet St. Pierre had
opened it and stood there, watching them with a curious humor in eyes
that seemed still to hold a glitter of the fire that had leaped from
the half-breed's flaming birch logs. His voice was a shock to Carrigan.</p>
<p>"PESTE, but you are a gloomy pair!" he boomed. "Why no light over there
in the corner, and why sing that death-song to chase away the devil
when there is no devil near?"</p>
<p>Guilt was in David's heart, but there was no sting of venom in St.
Pierre's words, and he was laughing at them now, as though what he saw
were a pretty joke and amused him.</p>
<p>"Late hours and shady bowers! I say it should be a love song or
something livelier," he cried, closing the door behind him and coming
toward them. "Why not En Roulant ma Boule, my sweet Jeanne? You know
that is my favorite."</p>
<p>He suddenly interrupted himself, and his voice rolled out in a wild
chant that rocked the cabin.</p>
<p class="poem">
"The wind is fresh, the wind is free,<br/>
En roulant ma boule! The wind is fresh—my love waits me,<br/>
Rouli, roulant, ma boule roulant!<br/>
Behind our house a spring you see,<br/>
In it three ducks swim merrily,<br/>
And hunting, the Prince's son went he,<br/>
With a silver gun right fair to see—"<br/></p>
<p>David was conscious that St. Pierre's wife had risen to her feet, and
now she came out of shadow into light, and he was amazed to see that
she was laughing back at St. Pierre, and that her two fore-fingers were
thrust in her ears to keep out the bellow of her husband's voice. She
was not at all discomfited by his unexpected appearance, but rather
seemed to join in the humor of the thing with St. Pierre, though he
fancied he could see something in her face that was forced and uneasy.
He believed that under the surface of her composure she was suffering a
distress which she did not reveal.</p>
<p>St. Pierre advanced and carelessly patted her shoulder with one of his
big hands, while he spoke to David.</p>
<p>"Has she not the sweetest voice in the world, m'sieu? Did you ever hear
a sweeter or as sweet? I say it is enough to get down into the soul of
a man, unless he is already half dead! That voice—"</p>
<p>He caught Marie-Anne's eyes. Her cheeks were flaming. Her look, for an
instant, flashed lightning as she halted him.</p>
<p>"Ma foi, I speak it from the heart," he persisted, with a shrug of his
shoulders. "Am I not right, M'sieu Carrigan? Did you ever hear a
sweeter voice?"</p>
<p>"It is wonderful," agreed David, wondering if he was hazarding too much.</p>
<p>"Good! It fills me with happiness to know I am right. And now, cherie,
good-night! I must return to the raft."</p>
<p>A shadow of vexation crossed Marie-Anne's face. "You seem in great
haste."</p>
<p>"Plagues and pests! You are right, Pretty Voice! I am most anxious to
get back to my troubles there, and you—"</p>
<p>"Will also bid M'sieu Carrigan good-night," she quickly interrupted
him. "You will at least see me to my room, St. Pierre, and safely put
away for the night."</p>
<p>She held out her hand to David. There was not a tremor in it as it lay
for an instant soft and warm in his own. She made no effort to withdraw
it quickly, nor did her eyes hide their softness as they looked into
his own.</p>
<p>Mutely David stood as they went out. He heard St. Pierre's loud voice
rumbling about the darkness of the night. He heard them pass along the
side of the bateau forward, and half a minute later he knew that St.
Pierre was getting into his canoe. The dip of a paddle came to him.</p>
<p>For a space there was silence, and then, from far out in the black
shadow of the river, rolled back the great voice of St. Pierre Boulain
singing the wild river chant, "En Roulant ma Boule."</p>
<p>At the open window he listened. It seemed to him that from far over the
river, where the giant raft lay, there came a faint answer to the words
of the song,</p>
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