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<h2> Chapter 52 </h2>
<p>Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter as
soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in possession of it than,
hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to be
interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches and prepared to be happy;
for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not contain a
denial.</p>
<p>"Gracechurch street, Sept. 6.</p>
<p>"MY DEAR NIECE,</p>
<p>"I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole morning to
answering it, as I foresee that a <i>little</i> writing will not comprise
what I have to tell you. I must confess myself surprised by your
application; I did not expect it from <i>you</i>. Don't think me angry,
however, for I only mean to let you know that I had not imagined such
inquiries to be necessary on <i>your</i> side. If you do not choose to
understand me, forgive my impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised as
I am—and nothing but the belief of your being a party concerned
would have allowed him to act as he has done. But if you are really
innocent and ignorant, I must be more explicit.</p>
<p>"On the very day of my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most
unexpected visitor. Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with him several
hours. It was all over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so
dreadfully racked as <i>yours</i> seems to have been. He came to tell Mr.
Gardiner that he had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and
that he had seen and talked with them both; Wickham repeatedly, Lydia
once. From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after
ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for them. The
motive professed was his conviction of its being owing to himself that
Wickham's worthlessness had not been so well known as to make it
impossible for any young woman of character to love or confide in him. He
generously imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and confessed that he
had before thought it beneath him to lay his private actions open to the
world. His character was to speak for itself. He called it, therefore, his
duty to step forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil which had been
brought on by himself. If he <i>had another</i> motive, I am sure it would
never disgrace him. He had been some days in town, before he was able to
discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which was more
than <i>we</i> had; and the consciousness of this was another reason for
his resolving to follow us.</p>
<p>"There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago governess
to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge on some cause of
disapprobation, though he did not say what. She then took a large house in
Edward-street, and has since maintained herself by letting lodgings. This
Mrs. Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he went
to her for intelligence of him as soon as he got to town. But it was two
or three days before he could get from her what he wanted. She would not
betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery and corruption, for she
really did know where her friend was to be found. Wickham indeed had gone
to her on their first arrival in London, and had she been able to receive
them into her house, they would have taken up their abode with her. At
length, however, our kind friend procured the wished-for direction. They
were in —— street. He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on
seeing Lydia. His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to
persuade her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her
friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her, offering his
assistance, as far as it would go. But he found Lydia absolutely resolved
on remaining where she was. She cared for none of her friends; she wanted
no help of his; she would not hear of leaving Wickham. She was sure they
should be married some time or other, and it did not much signify when.
Since such were her feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and
expedite a marriage, which, in his very first conversation with Wickham,
he easily learnt had never been <i>his</i> design. He confessed himself
obliged to leave the regiment, on account of some debts of honour, which
were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill-consequences of
Lydia's flight on her own folly alone. He meant to resign his commission
immediately; and as to his future situation, he could conjecture very
little about it. He must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and he
knew he should have nothing to live on.</p>
<p>"Mr. Darcy asked him why he had not married your sister at once. Though
Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have been able to do
something for him, and his situation must have been benefited by marriage.
But he found, in reply to this question, that Wickham still cherished the
hope of more effectually making his fortune by marriage in some other
country. Under such circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof
against the temptation of immediate relief.</p>
<p>"They met several times, for there was much to be discussed. Wickham of
course wanted more than he could get; but at length was reduced to be
reasonable.</p>
<p>"Every thing being settled between <i>them</i>, Mr. Darcy's next step was
to make your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch
street the evening before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not be seen,
and Mr. Darcy found, on further inquiry, that your father was still with
him, but would quit town the next morning. He did not judge your father to
be a person whom he could so properly consult as your uncle, and therefore
readily postponed seeing him till after the departure of the former. He
did not leave his name, and till the next day it was only known that a
gentleman had called on business.</p>
<p>"On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your uncle at home, and,
as I said before, they had a great deal of talk together.</p>
<p>"They met again on Sunday, and then <i>I</i> saw him too. It was not all
settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express was sent off to
Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I fancy, Lizzy, that
obstinacy is the real defect of his character, after all. He has been
accused of many faults at different times, but <i>this</i> is the true
one. Nothing was to be done that he did not do himself; though I am sure
(and I do not speak it to be thanked, therefore say nothing about it),
your uncle would most readily have settled the whole.</p>
<p>"They battled it together for a long time, which was more than either the
gentleman or lady concerned in it deserved. But at last your uncle was
forced to yield, and instead of being allowed to be of use to his niece,
was forced to put up with only having the probable credit of it, which
went sorely against the grain; and I really believe your letter this
morning gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation that
would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where it was
due. But, Lizzy, this must go no farther than yourself, or Jane at most.</p>
<p>"You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the young people.
His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to considerably more than
a thousand pounds, another thousand in addition to her own settled upon <i>her</i>,
and his commission purchased. The reason why all this was to be done by
him alone, was such as I have given above. It was owing to him, to his
reserve and want of proper consideration, that Wickham's character had
been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had been received and
noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth in <i>this</i>; though I
doubt whether <i>his</i> reserve, or <i>anybody's</i> reserve, can be
answerable for the event. But in spite of all this fine talking, my dear
Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured that your uncle would never have
yielded, if we had not given him credit for <i>another interest</i> in the
affair.</p>
<p>"When all this was resolved on, he returned again to his friends, who were
still staying at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London
once more when the wedding took place, and all money matters were then to
receive the last finish.</p>
<p>"I believe I have now told you every thing. It is a relation which you
tell me is to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not afford
you any displeasure. Lydia came to us; and Wickham had constant admission
to the house. <i>He</i> was exactly what he had been, when I knew him in
Hertfordshire; but I would not tell you how little I was satisfied with
her behaviour while she staid with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane's
letter last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a
piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you can give you no fresh
pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious manner, representing
to her all the wickedness of what she had done, and all the unhappiness
she had brought on her family. If she heard me, it was by good luck, for I
am sure she did not listen. I was sometimes quite provoked, but then I
recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for their sakes had patience
with her.</p>
<p>"Mr. Darcy was punctual in his return, and as Lydia informed you, attended
the wedding. He dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again on
Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my dear Lizzy, if I
take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold enough to say
before) how much I like him. His behaviour to us has, in every respect,
been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire. His understanding and
opinions all please me; he wants nothing but a little more liveliness, and
<i>that</i>, if he marry <i>prudently</i>, his wife may teach him. I
thought him very sly;—he hardly ever mentioned your name. But
slyness seems the fashion.</p>
<p>"Pray forgive me if I have been very presuming, or at least do not punish
me so far as to exclude me from P. I shall never be quite happy till I
have been all round the park. A low phaeton, with a nice little pair of
ponies, would be the very thing.</p>
<p>"But I must write no more. The children have been wanting me this half
hour.</p>
<p>"Yours, very sincerely,</p>
<p>"M. GARDINER."</p>
<p>The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits, in
which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the
greatest share. The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had
produced of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her sister's
match, which she had feared to encourage as an exertion of goodness too
great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be just, from the
pain of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest extent to be true!
He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken on himself all the
trouble and mortification attendant on such a research; in which
supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he must abominate and
despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently meet, reason with,
persuade, and finally bribe, the man whom he always most wished to avoid,
and whose very name it was punishment to him to pronounce. He had done all
this for a girl whom he could neither regard nor esteem. Her heart did
whisper that he had done it for her. But it was a hope shortly checked by
other considerations, and she soon felt that even her vanity was
insufficient, when required to depend on his affection for her—for a
woman who had already refused him—as able to overcome a sentiment so
natural as abhorrence against relationship with Wickham. Brother-in-law of
Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from the connection. He had, to
be sure, done much. She was ashamed to think how much. But he had given a
reason for his interference, which asked no extraordinary stretch of
belief. It was reasonable that he should feel he had been wrong; he had
liberality, and he had the means of exercising it; and though she would
not place herself as his principal inducement, she could, perhaps, believe
that remaining partiality for her might assist his endeavours in a cause
where her peace of mind must be materially concerned. It was painful,
exceedingly painful, to know that they were under obligations to a person
who could never receive a return. They owed the restoration of Lydia, her
character, every thing, to him. Oh! how heartily did she grieve over every
ungracious sensation she had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had
ever directed towards him. For herself she was humbled; but she was proud
of him. Proud that in a cause of compassion and honour, he had been able
to get the better of himself. She read over her aunt's commendation of him
again and again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even
sensible of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how
steadfastly both she and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and
confidence subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.</p>
<p>She was roused from her seat, and her reflections, by some one's approach;
and before she could strike into another path, she was overtaken by
Wickham.</p>
<p>"I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?" said he,
as he joined her.</p>
<p>"You certainly do," she replied with a smile; "but it does not follow that
the interruption must be unwelcome."</p>
<p>"I should be sorry indeed, if it were. We were always good friends; and
now we are better."</p>
<p>"True. Are the others coming out?"</p>
<p>"I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to
Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and aunt, that you
have actually seen Pemberley."</p>
<p>She replied in the affirmative.</p>
<p>"I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much
for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the
old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of me.
But of course she did not mention my name to you."</p>
<p>"Yes, she did."</p>
<p>"And what did she say?"</p>
<p>"That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had—not turned
out well. At such a distance as <i>that</i>, you know, things are
strangely misrepresented."</p>
<p>"Certainly," he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had silenced
him; but he soon afterwards said:</p>
<p>"I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other
several times. I wonder what he can be doing there."</p>
<p>"Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh," said Elizabeth.
"It must be something particular, to take him there at this time of year."</p>
<p>"Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I
understood from the Gardiners that you had."</p>
<p>"Yes; he introduced us to his sister."</p>
<p>"And do you like her?"</p>
<p>"Very much."</p>
<p>"I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year or
two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad you
liked her. I hope she will turn out well."</p>
<p>"I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age."</p>
<p>"Did you go by the village of Kympton?"</p>
<p>"I do not recollect that we did."</p>
<p>"I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most
delightful place!—Excellent Parsonage House! It would have suited me
in every respect."</p>
<p>"How should you have liked making sermons?"</p>
<p>"Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my duty, and the
exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought not to repine;—but,
to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! The quiet, the
retirement of such a life would have answered all my ideas of happiness!
But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the circumstance,
when you were in Kent?"</p>
<p>"I have heard from authority, which I thought <i>as good</i>, that it was
left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron."</p>
<p>"You have. Yes, there was something in <i>that</i>; I told you so from the
first, you may remember."</p>
<p>"I <i>did</i> hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making was not
so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually
declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business had
been compromised accordingly."</p>
<p>"You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember what
I told you on that point, when first we talked of it."</p>
<p>They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast to
get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister's sake, to provoke him, she
only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile:</p>
<p>"Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not let us
quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one mind."</p>
<p>She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though he
hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.</p>
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<h2> Chapter 53 </h2>
<p>Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation that he
never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear sister Elizabeth, by
introducing the subject of it; and she was pleased to find that she had
said enough to keep him quiet.</p>
<p>The day of his and Lydia's departure soon came, and Mrs. Bennet was forced
to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no means entered into
her scheme of their all going to Newcastle, was likely to continue at
least a twelvemonth.</p>
<p>"Oh! my dear Lydia," she cried, "when shall we meet again?"</p>
<p>"Oh, lord! I don't know. Not these two or three years, perhaps."</p>
<p>"Write to me very often, my dear."</p>
<p>"As often as I can. But you know married women have never much time for
writing. My sisters may write to <i>me</i>. They will have nothing else to
do."</p>
<p>Mr. Wickham's adieus were much more affectionate than his wife's. He
smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things.</p>
<p>"He is as fine a fellow," said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of the
house, "as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and makes love to us all. I
am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even Sir William Lucas himself to
produce a more valuable son-in-law."</p>
<p>The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several days.</p>
<p>"I often think," said she, "that there is nothing so bad as parting with
one's friends. One seems so forlorn without them."</p>
<p>"This is the consequence, you see, Madam, of marrying a daughter," said
Elizabeth. "It must make you better satisfied that your other four are
single."</p>
<p>"It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is married, but
only because her husband's regiment happens to be so far off. If that had
been nearer, she would not have gone so soon."</p>
<p>But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into was shortly
relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of hope, by an
article of news which then began to be in circulation. The housekeeper at
Netherfield had received orders to prepare for the arrival of her master,
who was coming down in a day or two, to shoot there for several weeks.
Mrs. Bennet was quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and smiled and
shook her head by turns.</p>
<p>"Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister," (for Mrs.
Phillips first brought her the news). "Well, so much the better. Not that
I care about it, though. He is nothing to us, you know, and I am sure <i>I</i>
never want to see him again. But, however, he is very welcome to come to
Netherfield, if he likes it. And who knows what <i>may</i> happen? But
that is nothing to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to
mention a word about it. And so, is it quite certain he is coming?"</p>
<p>"You may depend on it," replied the other, "for Mrs. Nicholls was in
Meryton last night; I saw her passing by, and went out myself on purpose
to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was certain true. He
comes down on Thursday at the latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was
going to the butcher's, she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on
Wednesday, and she has got three couple of ducks just fit to be killed."</p>
<p>Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming without changing
colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his name to Elizabeth;
but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said:</p>
<p>"I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the present
report; and I know I appeared distressed. But don't imagine it was from
any silly cause. I was only confused for the moment, because I felt that I
<i>should</i> be looked at. I do assure you that the news does not affect
me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes
alone; because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of <i>myself</i>,
but I dread other people's remarks."</p>
<p>Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him in
Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming there with no
other view than what was acknowledged; but she still thought him partial
to Jane, and she wavered as to the greater probability of his coming there
<i>with</i> his friend's permission, or being bold enough to come without
it.</p>
<p>"Yet it is hard," she sometimes thought, "that this poor man cannot come
to a house which he has legally hired, without raising all this
speculation! I <i>will</i> leave him to himself."</p>
<p>In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be her
feelings in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could easily
perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were more disturbed,
more unequal, than she had often seen them.</p>
<p>The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their parents,
about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again.</p>
<p>"As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear," said Mrs. Bennet, "you will
wait on him of course."</p>
<p>"No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised, if I
went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it ended in
nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool's errand again."</p>
<p>His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an attention
would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his returning to
Netherfield.</p>
<p>"'Tis an etiquette I despise," said he. "If he wants our society, let him
seek it. He knows where we live. I will not spend my hours in running
after my neighbours every time they go away and come back again."</p>
<p>"Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do not wait
on him. But, however, that shan't prevent my asking him to dine here, I am
determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings soon. That will make
thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room at table for him."</p>
<p>Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her husband's
incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that her neighbours
might all see Mr. Bingley, in consequence of it, before <i>they</i> did.
As the day of his arrival drew near,—</p>
<p>"I begin to be sorry that he comes at all," said Jane to her sister. "It
would be nothing; I could see him with perfect indifference, but I can
hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually talked of. My mother means well;
but she does not know, no one can know, how much I suffer from what she
says. Happy shall I be, when his stay at Netherfield is over!"</p>
<p>"I wish I could say anything to comfort you," replied Elizabeth; "but it
is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the usual satisfaction of
preaching patience to a sufferer is denied me, because you have always so
much."</p>
<p>Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of servants,
contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the period of anxiety
and fretfulness on her side might be as long as it could. She counted the
days that must intervene before their invitation could be sent; hopeless
of seeing him before. But on the third morning after his arrival in
Hertfordshire, she saw him, from her dressing-room window, enter the
paddock and ride towards the house.</p>
<p>Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane resolutely
kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy her mother, went to
the window—she looked,—she saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat
down again by her sister.</p>
<p>"There is a gentleman with him, mamma," said Kitty; "who can it be?"</p>
<p>"Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do not know."</p>
<p>"La!" replied Kitty, "it looks just like that man that used to be with him
before. Mr. what's-his-name. That tall, proud man."</p>
<p>"Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!—and so it does, I vow. Well, any friend
of Mr. Bingley's will always be welcome here, to be sure; but else I must
say that I hate the very sight of him."</p>
<p>Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but little of
their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the awkwardness which
must attend her sister, in seeing him almost for the first time after
receiving his explanatory letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable enough.
Each felt for the other, and of course for themselves; and their mother
talked on, of her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be civil to
him only as Mr. Bingley's friend, without being heard by either of them.
But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be suspected by
Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to shew Mrs. Gardiner's
letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment towards him. To Jane, he
could be only a man whose proposals she had refused, and whose merit she
had undervalued; but to her own more extensive information, he was the
person to whom the whole family were indebted for the first of benefits,
and whom she regarded herself with an interest, if not quite so tender, at
least as reasonable and just as what Jane felt for Bingley. Her
astonishment at his coming—at his coming to Netherfield, to
Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, was almost equal to what she
had known on first witnessing his altered behaviour in Derbyshire.</p>
<p>The colour which had been driven from her face, returned for half a minute
with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added lustre to her eyes,
as she thought for that space of time that his affection and wishes must
still be unshaken. But she would not be secure.</p>
<p>"Let me first see how he behaves," said she; "it will then be early enough
for expectation."</p>
<p>She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without daring to
lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the face of her
sister as the servant was approaching the door. Jane looked a little paler
than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the
gentlemen's appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with
tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from any
symptom of resentment or any unnecessary complaisance.</p>
<p>Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat down
again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not often command. She
had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He looked serious, as usual; and,
she thought, more as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as
she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps he could not in her mother's
presence be what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but
not an improbable, conjecture.</p>
<p>Bingley, she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short period
saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was received by Mrs.
Bennet with a degree of civility which made her two daughters ashamed,
especially when contrasted with the cold and ceremonious politeness of her
curtsey and address to his friend.</p>
<p>Elizabeth, particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the latter the
preservation of her favourite daughter from irremediable infamy, was hurt
and distressed to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill applied.</p>
<p>Darcy, after inquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did, a question
which she could not answer without confusion, said scarcely anything. He
was not seated by her; perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but it
had not been so in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends, when he
could not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed without bringing the
sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist the impulse of
curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often found him looking
at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no object but the ground. More
thoughtfulness and less anxiety to please, than when they last met, were
plainly expressed. She was disappointed, and angry with herself for being
so.</p>
<p>"Could I expect it to be otherwise!" said she. "Yet why did he come?"</p>
<p>She was in no humour for conversation with anyone but himself; and to him
she had hardly courage to speak.</p>
<p>She inquired after his sister, but could do no more.</p>
<p>"It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away," said Mrs. Bennet.</p>
<p>He readily agreed to it.</p>
<p>"I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People <i>did</i>
say you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas; but, however, I
hope it is not true. A great many changes have happened in the
neighbourhood, since you went away. Miss Lucas is married and settled. And
one of my own daughters. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must
have seen it in the papers. It was in The Times and The Courier, I know;
though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, 'Lately,
George Wickham, Esq. to Miss Lydia Bennet,' without there being a syllable
said of her father, or the place where she lived, or anything. It was my
brother Gardiner's drawing up too, and I wonder how he came to make such
an awkward business of it. Did you see it?"</p>
<p>Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations. Elizabeth dared
not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked, therefore, she could not tell.</p>
<p>"It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well married,"
continued her mother, "but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it is very hard
to have her taken such a way from me. They are gone down to Newcastle, a
place quite northward, it seems, and there they are to stay I do not know
how long. His regiment is there; for I suppose you have heard of his
leaving the ——shire, and of his being gone into the regulars.
Thank Heaven! he has <i>some</i> friends, though perhaps not so many as he
deserves."</p>
<p>Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such misery
of shame, that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew from her, however,
the exertion of speaking, which nothing else had so effectually done
before; and she asked Bingley whether he meant to make any stay in the
country at present. A few weeks, he believed.</p>
<p>"When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley," said her mother,
"I beg you will come here, and shoot as many as you please on Mr. Bennet's
manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy to oblige you, and will save all
the best of the covies for you."</p>
<p>Elizabeth's misery increased, at such unnecessary, such officious
attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present as had
flattered them a year ago, every thing, she was persuaded, would be
hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant, she felt that
years of happiness could not make Jane or herself amends for moments of
such painful confusion.</p>
<p>"The first wish of my heart," said she to herself, "is never more to be in
company with either of them. Their society can afford no pleasure that
will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me never see either one or
the other again!"</p>
<p>Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no
compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from observing how
much the beauty of her sister re-kindled the admiration of her former
lover. When first he came in, he had spoken to her but little; but every
five minutes seemed to be giving her more of his attention. He found her
as handsome as she had been last year; as good natured, and as unaffected,
though not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no difference should be
perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded that she talked as much
as ever. But her mind was so busily engaged, that she did not always know
when she was silent.</p>
<p>When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of her
intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine at Longbourn
in a few days time.</p>
<p>"You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley," she added, "for when you
went to town last winter, you promised to take a family dinner with us, as
soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you see; and I assure you, I was
very much disappointed that you did not come back and keep your
engagement."</p>
<p>Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said something of
his concern at having been prevented by business. They then went away.</p>
<p>Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and dine there
that day; but, though she always kept a very good table, she did not think
anything less than two courses could be good enough for a man on whom she
had such anxious designs, or satisfy the appetite and pride of one who had
ten thousand a year.</p>
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