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<p>The more Kate realised that she was in the position of a bad woman, the
more she struggled to be a good one. She flew to religion as a refuge.
There was no belief in her religion, no faith, no creed, no mystical
transports, but only fear, and shame, and contrition. It was fervent
enough, nevertheless. On Sunday morning she went to The Christians, on
Sunday afternoon to church, on Sunday evening to the Wesleyan chapel, and
on Wednesday night to the mission-house of the Primitives. Her catholicity
did not please her father. He looked into her quivering face, and asked if
she had broken any commandment in secret. She turned pale, and answered
"No."</p>
<p>Pete followed her wherever she went, and, seeing this, some of the baser
sort among the religious people began to follow him. They abused each
other badly in their efforts to lay hold of his money-bags. "You'll never
go over to yonder lot," said one. "They're holding to election—a
soul-destroying doctrine." "A respectable man can't join himself to
Cowley's gang," said another. "They're denying original sin, and aren't a
ha'p'orth better than infidels."</p>
<p>Pete took the measure of them all, down to the watch-pockets of their
waistcoats.</p>
<p>"You remind me," said he, "when you're a-gate on your doctrines, of the
Kaffirs out at Kimberley. If one of them found an ould hat in the compound
that some white man had thrown away, they'd light a camp-fire after dark,
and hould a reg'lar Tynwald Coort on it. There they'd be squatting round
on their haunches, with nothing to be seen of them but their eyes and
their teeth, and there'd be as many questions as the Catechism. '<i>Who</i>
found it!' says one. '<i>Where</i> did he find it?' says another. 'If <i>he</i>
hadn't found it, who else would have found it?' That's how they'd be going
till two in the morning, and the fire dead out, and the lot of them
squealing away same as monkeys in the dark. And all about an ould hat with
a hole in it, not worth a ha'penny piece."</p>
<p>"Blasphemy," they cried. "But still and for all, you give to the widow and
lend to the Lord—you practise the religion you don't believe in,
Cap'n Quilliam."</p>
<p>"There's a pair of us, then." said Pete, "for you believe in the religion
you don't practise."</p>
<p>But C�sar got Pete at last, in spite of his scepticism. The time came for
the annual camp-meeting. Kate went off to it, and Pete followed like a big
dog at her heels. The company assembled at Sulby Bridge, and marched
through the village to a revival chorus. They stopped at a field of
C�sar's in the glen—it was last year's Melliah field—and C�sar
mounted a cart which had been left there to serve as a pulpit. Then they
sang again, and, breaking up into many companies, went off into little
circles that were like gorse rings on the mountains. After that they
reassembled to the strains of another chorus, and gathered afresh about
the cart for C�sar's sermon.</p>
<p>It dealt with the duty of sinless perfection. There were evil men and
happy sinners in the island these days, who were telling them it was not
good to be faultless in this life, because virtue begot pride, and pride
was a deadly sin. There were others who were saying that because a man
must repent in order to be saved, to repent he had to sin. Doctrines of
the devil—don't listen to them. Could a man in the household of
faith live one second without committing sin? Of course he could. One
minute? Certainly. One hour? No doubt of it. Then, if a man could live one
hour without sin, he could live one day, one week, one month, one year—nay,
a whole lifetime.</p>
<p>In getting thus far, C�sar had worked himself into a perspiration, and he
took off his coat, hung it over the cartwheel, and went on in his
shirt-sleeves. Let them make no excuses for backsliders. It was a trick of
the devil to deal with you, and forget to pay strap (the price). It was an
old rule and a good one that, if any were guilty of the sins of the flesh,
they should be openly punished in this world, that their sins might not be
counted against them in the day of the Lord.</p>
<p>C�sar threw off his waistcoat and finished with a passionate exhortation,
calling upon his hearers to deliver themselves of secret sins. If oratory
is to be judged of by its effects, C�sar's sermon was a great oration. It
began amid the silence of his own followers, and the <i>tschts</i> and <i>pshaws</i>
of a little group of his enemies, who lounged on the outside of the crowd
to cast ridicule on the "swaddler" and the "publican preacher." But it
ended amid loud exclamations of praise and supplications from all his
hearers, sighing and groaning, and the bodily clutching of one another by
the arm in paroxysms of fear and rapture.</p>
<p>When C�sar's voice died down like a wave of the sea, somebody leapt up
from the grass to pray. And before the first prayer had ended, a second
was begun. Meantime the penitents had begun to move inward through the
throng, and they fell weeping and moaning on their knees about the cart.
Kate was among them, and, when she took her place, Pete still held by her
side A strong shuddering passed over her shoulders, and her wet eyes were
on the grass. Pete took her hand, and feeling how it trembled, his own
eyes also filled. Above their heads C�sar was towering with fiery eyes and
face aflame. In a momentary pause between two prayers, he tossed his voice
up in a hymn. The people joined him at the second bar, and then the
wailing of the penitents was drowned in a general shout of the revival
tune—</p>
<p>"If some poor wandering child of Thine<br/>
Have spurned to-day the voice divine,<br/>
Now, Lord, the gracious work begin,<br/>
Let him no more lie down in sin."<br/></p>
<p>Kate sobbed aloud—poor vessel of human passions tossed about,
tormented by the fire that was consuming her.</p>
<p>As the penitents grew calmer, they rose one by one to give their
experience of Satan and salvation. At length C�sar seized his opportunity
and said, "And now Brother Quilliam will give us his experience."</p>
<p>Pete rose from Kate's side with tearful eyes amid a babel of jubilation,
most of it facetious. "Be of good cheer, Peter, be not afraid."</p>
<p>"I've not much to tell," said Pete—"only a story of backsliding.
Before I earned enough to carry me up country, I worked a month at Cape
Town with the boats. My master was a pious old Dutchman getting the name
of Jan. One Saturday night a big ship lost her anchor outside, and on
Sunday morning forty pounds was offered for finding it. All the boatmen
went out except Jan. 'Six days shalt thou labour,' says he, 'but the
seventh is the Sabbath.'"</p>
<p>Pete's address was here punctuated by loud cries of thanksgiving.</p>
<p>"All day long he was seeing the boats beating up the bay, so, to keep out
of temptation, he was going up to the bedroom and pulling the blind and
getting down on his knees and wrastling like mad. And something out of
heaven was saying to him, 'It's the Lord's day, Jannie; they'll not get a
ha'p'orth.' Neither did they; but when Jan's watch said twelve o'clock
midnight the pair of us were going off like rockets. Well, we hadn't been
ten minutes on the water before our grapplings had hould of that anchor."</p>
<p>There were loud cries of "Glory!"</p>
<p>"Jan was shouting, 'The Lord has put us atop of it as straight as the lid
of a taypot!'"</p>
<p>Great cries of "Hallelujah!"</p>
<p>"But when we came ashore we found Jan's watch was twenty minutes fast, and
that was the end of the ould man's religion."</p>
<p>That day the word went round that both Pete and Kate had been converted.
Their names were entered in Class, and they received their quarterly
tickets.</p>
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