<h1>Chapter XVI.</h1>
<p>Sybil was right when she said the family politics
at the Wyndhams’ were disturbed. Indeed the
disturbance was so great that Mrs. Wyndham was dressed
and down-stairs before twelve o’clock, which
had never before occurred in the memory of the oldest
servant.</p>
<p>“It is too perfectly exciting, my dears,”
she exclaimed as Joe and Sybil entered the room, followed–at
a respectful distance by Ronald. “I can’t
stand it one minute longer! How do you do, Mr. Surbiton?”</p>
<p>“What is the latest news?” asked Sybil.</p>
<p>“I have not heard anything for ever so long.
Sam has gone round to see– perhaps he will be back
soon. I do wish we had ‘tickers’ here in
the house, as they do in New York; it <i>is</i>
such fun watching when anything is going on.”</p>
<p>She walked about the room as she talked, touching
a book on one table and a photograph on another, in
a state of great excitement. Ronald watched her in
some surprise; it seemed odd to him that any one should
take so much interest in a mere election. Joe and
Sybil, who knew her better, made themselves at home.</p>
<p>It appeared that although Sam had gone to make inquiries,
it was very improbable that anything would be known
until late in the afternoon. There was to be a contest
of some sort, but whether it would end in a single
day, or whether Ballymolloy and his men intended to
prolong the struggle for their own ends, remained
to be seen.</p>
<p>Meanwhile Mrs. Wyndham walked about her drawing-room
descanting upon the iniquities of political life,
with an animation that delighted Joe and amused Ronald.</p>
<p>“Well, there is nothing for it, you see,”
she said at last. “Sam evidently does not mean
to come home, and you must just stay here and have
some lunch until he does.”</p>
<p>The three agreed, nothing loath to enjoying one another’s
company. There is nothing like a day spent together
in waiting for an event, to bring out the characteristics
of individuals. Mrs. Wyndham fretted and talked, and
fretted again. Joe grew silent, pale, and anxious as
the morning passed, while Sybil and Ronald seemed
to enjoy themselves extremely, and talked without
ceasing. Outside the snow fell thick and fast as ever,
and the drifts rose higher and higher.</p>
<p>“I do wish Sam would come back,” exclaimed
Mrs. Wyndham at last, as she threw herself into an
easy-chair, and looked at the clock.</p>
<p>But Sam did not come, nevertheless, and Joe sat quietly
by the fire, wishing she were alone, and yet unwilling
to leave the house where she hoped to have the earliest
information.</p>
<p>The two who seemed rapidly growing indifferent to
the issue of the election were Sybil and Ronald, who
sat together with a huge portfolio of photographs
and sketches between them, laughing and talking pleasantly
enough. Joe did not hear a word of their conversation,
and Mrs. Wyndham paid little attention to it, though
her practiced ears could have heard it all if need
be, while she herself was profoundly occupied with
some one else.</p>
<p>The four had a somewhat dreary meal together, and
Ronald was told to go into Sam’s study and smoke
if he liked, while Mrs. Wyndham led Joe and Sybil
away to look at a quantity of new things that had just
come from Paris. Ronald did as he was bid and settled
himself for an hour, with a plentiful supply of newspapers
and railroad literature.</p>
<p>It was past three o’clock when Sam Wyndham entered
the room, his face wet with the snowflakes and red
with excitement.</p>
<p>“Hollo!” he exclaimed, seeing Ronald comfortably
ensconced in his favorite easy-chair. “How are
you?”</p>
<p>“Excuse me,” said Ronald, rising quickly.
“They told me to come in here after lunch, and
so I was waiting until I was sent for, or told to come
out.”</p>
<p>“Very glad to see you, any way,” said
Sam cordially. “Well, I have been to hear about
an election–a friend of ours got put up for senator.
But I don’t expect that interests you much?”</p>
<p>“On the contrary,” said Ronald, “I
have heard it so much talked of that I am as much
interested as anybody. Is it all over?”</p>
<p>“Oh yes, and a pretty queer business it was.
Well, our friend is not elected, anyway”–</p>
<p>“Has Mr. Harrington been defeated?” asked
Ronald quickly.</p>
<p>“It’s my belief he has been sold,”
said Sam. “But as I am a Republican myself and
a friend of Jobbins, more or less, I don’t suppose
I feel so very bad about it, after all. But I don’t
know how my wife will take it, I’m sure,”
said Sam presently. “I expect we had better go
and tell her, right off.”</p>
<p>“Then he has really lost the election?”
inquired Ronald, who was not altogether sorry to hear
it.</p>
<p>“Why, yes–as I say, Jobbins is senator now.
I should not wonder if Harrington were a good deal
cut up. Come along with me, now, and we will tell
the ladies.”</p>
<p>The three ladies were in the drawing-room. Mrs. Wyndham
and Joe sprang to their feet as Sam and Ronald entered,
but Sybil remained seated and merely looked up inquiringly.</p>
<p>“Oh now, Sam,” cried Mrs. Wyndham, in
great excitement, “tell us all about it right
away. We are dying to know!”</p>
<p>Joe came close to Mrs. Wyndham, her face very pale
and her teeth clenched in her great anxiety. Sam threw
back the lapels of his coat, put his thumbs in the
armholes of his broad waistcoat, and turned his head
slightly on one side.</p>
<p>“Well,” he said slowly, “John’s
wiped out.”</p>
<p>“Do you mean to say he has lost the election?”
cried Mrs. Wyndham.</p>
<p>“Yes–he’s lost it. Jobbins is senator.”</p>
<p>“Sam, you are perfectly horrid!” exclaimed
his spouse, in deepest vexation.</p>
<p>Josephine Thorn spoke no word, but turned away and
went alone to the window. She was deathly pale, and
she trembled from head to foot as she clutched the
heavy curtain with her small white fingers.</p>
<p>“Poor Mr. Harrington!” said Sybil thoughtfully.
“I am dreadfully sorry.”</p>
<p>Mr. and Mrs. Wyndham and Ronald moved toward the fire
where Sybil was sitting. No one spoke for a few seconds.
At last Mrs. Wyndham broke out:</p>
<p>“Sam, it’s a perfect shame!” she
said. “I think all those people ought to be
locked up for bribery. I am certain it was all done
by some horrid stealing, or something, now, was not
it?”</p>
<p>“I don’t know about that, my dear,”
said Sam reflectively. “You see they generally
vote fair enough in these things. Well, may be that
fellow Ballymolloy has made something out of it. He’s
a pretty bad sort of a scamp, any way, I expect. Sorry
you are so put out about it, but Jobbins is not so
very bad, after all.”</p>
<p>Sybil suddenly missed Joe from the group, and looked
across to where she stood by the window. A glance
told her that something was wrong, and she rose from
her seat and went to her friend. The sight of Josephine’s
pale face frightened her.</p>
<p>“Joe, dear,” she said affectionately,
“you are ill–come to my room.” Sybil
put one arm round her waist and quietly led her away.
Ronald had watched the little scene from a distance,
but Mr. and Mrs. Wyndham continued to discuss the
result of the election.</p>
<p>“It is exactly like you, Sam, to be talking
in that way, instead of telling me just how it happened,”
said Mrs. Wyndham. “And then to say it is not
so very bad after all!”</p>
<p>“Oh, I will tell you all about it right away,
my dear, if you’ll only give me a little time.
You’re always in such an immense fever about
everything that it’s perfectly impossible to
get along.”</p>
<p>“Are you going to begin?” said Mrs. Wyndham,
half vexed with her husband’s deliberate indifference.</p>
<p>“Well, as near as I can make out it was generally
thought at the start that John had a pretty good show.
The Senate elected him right away by a majority of
four, which was so much to the good, for of course
his friends reckoned on getting him in, if the Senate
hadn’t elected him, by the bigger majority of
the House swamping the Senate in the General Court.
But it’s gone just the other way.”</p>
<p>“Whatever is the General Court?” asked
Ronald, much puzzled.</p>
<p>“Oh, the General Court is when the House and
the Senate meet together next day to formally declare
a senator elected, if they have both chosen the same
man, or to elect one by a general majority if they
haven’t.”</p>
<p>“Yes, that is it,” added Mrs. Wyndham
to Ronald, and then addressing her husband, “Do
go on, Sam; you’ve not told us anything yet.”</p>
<p>“Well, as I said, the Senate elected John Harrington
by a majority of four. The House took a long time
getting to work, and then there was some mistake about
the first vote, so they had to take a second. And when
that was done Jobbins actually had a majority of eighteen.
So John’s beaten, and Jobbins will be senator
anyhow, and you must just make the best you can out
of it.”</p>
<p>“But I thought you said when the House and the
Senate did not agree, the General Court met next day
and elected a senator?” asked Ronald again;
“and in that case Mr. Harrington is not really
beaten yet.”</p>
<p>“Well, theoretically he’s not,”
said Sam, “because of course Jobbins is not
actually senator until he has been elected by the General
Court, but the majority for him in the House was so
surprisingly large, and the majority for John so small
in the Senate, and the House is so much larger than
the Senate, that the vote to-morrow is a dead sure
thing, and Jobbins is just as much senator as if he
were sitting in Washington.”</p>
<p>“I suppose you will expect me to have Mr. Jobbins
to dinner, now. I think the whole business is perfectly
mean!”</p>
<p>“Don’t blame me, my dear,” said
Sam calmly. “I did not create the Massachusetts
Legislature, and I did not found the State House, nor
discover America, nor any of these things. And after
all, Jobbins is a very respectable man and belongs
to our own party, while Harrington does not. When
I set up creating I’ll make a note of one or
two points, and I’ll see that John is properly
attended to.”</p>
<p>“You need not be silly, Sam,” said Mrs.
Wyndham. “What has become of those girls?”</p>
<p>“They went out of the room some time ago,”
said Ronald, who had been listening with much amusement
to the description of the election. He was never quite
sure whether people could be serious when they talked
such peculiar language, and he observed with surprise
that Mr. and Mrs. Wyndham talked to each other in
phrases very different from those they used in addressing
himself.</p>
<p>Sybil had led Joe away to her room. She did not guess
the cause of Joe’s faintness, but supposed it
to be a momentary indisposition, amenable to the effects
of eau-de-cologne. She made her lie upon the great
cretonne sofa, moistening her forehead, and giving
her a bottle of salts to smell.</p>
<p>But Joe, who had never been ill in her life, recovered
her strength in a few minutes, and regaining her feet
began to walk about the room.</p>
<p>“What do you think it was, Joe, dear?”
asked Sybil, watching her.</p>
<p>“Oh, it was nothing. Perhaps the room was hot,
and I was tired.”</p>
<p>“I thought you looked tired all the morning,”
said Sybil, “and just when I looked at you I
thought you were going to faint. You were as pale as
death, and you seemed holding yourself up by the curtains.”</p>
<p>“Did I?” said Joe, trying to laugh. “How
silly of me! I felt faint for a moment–that was all.
I think I will go home.”</p>
<p>“Yes, dear–but stay a few minutes longer and
rest yourself. I will order a carriage–it is still
snowing hard.” Sybil left the room.</p>
<p>Once alone, Joe threw herself upon the sofa again.
She would rather have died than have told any one,
even Sybil Brandon, that it was no sickness she felt,
but only a great and overwhelming disappointment for
the man she loved.</p>
<p>Her love was doubly hers–her very own–in that it
was fast locked in her own heart, beyond the reach
of any human being to know. Of all that came and went
about her, and flattered her, and strove for her graces,
not one suspected that she loved a man in their very
midst, passionately, fervently, with all the strength
she had. Ronald’s suspicions were too vague,
and too much the result of a preconceived idea, to
represent anything like a certainty to himself, and
he had not mentioned them to her.</p>
<p>If anything can determine the passion of love in a
woman, it is the great flood of sympathy that overflows
her heart when the man she loves is hurt, or overcome
in a great cause. When, for a little moment, that which
she thinks strongest and bravest and most manly is
struck down and wounded and brought low, her love
rises up and is strong within her, and makes her more
noble in the devotion of perfect gentleness than a
man can ever be.</p>
<p>“Oh, if only he could have won!” Joe said
again and again to herself. “If only he could
have won, I would have given anything!”</p>
<p>Sybil came back in a few moments, and saw Joe lying
down, still white and apparently far from well. She
knelt upon the floor by her side and taking her hands,
looked affectionately into her face.</p>
<p>“There is something the matter,” she said.
“I know–you cannot deceive me –there is something
serious the matter. Will you tell me, Joe? Can I do
anything at all to help you?” Joe smiled faintly,
grateful for the sympathy and for the gentle words
of her friend.</p>
<p>“No, Sybil dear. It is nothing–there is nothing
you can do. Thanks, dearest–I shall be very well
in a little while. It is nothing, really. Is the carriage
there?”</p>
<p>A few minutes later, Joe and Ronald were again at
Miss Schenectady’s house. Joe recovered her
self-control on the way, and asked Ronald to come
in, an invitation which he cheerfully accepted.</p>
<p>John Harrington had spent the day in a state of anxiety
which was new to him. Enthusiastic by nature, he was
calm by habit, and he was surprised to find his hand
unsteady and his brain not capable of the intense
application he could usually command. Ten minutes after
the results of the election were known at the State
House, he received a note from a friend informing
him with expressions of hearty sympathy how the day
had gone.</p>
<p>The strong physical sense of pain which accompanies
all great disappointments, took hold of him, and he
fell back in his seat and closed his eyes, his teeth
set and his face pale with the suffering, while his
broad hands convulsively grasped the heavy oaken arms
of his chair.</p>
<p>It may be that this same bodily agony, which is of
itself but the gross reflection in our material selves
of what the soul is bearing, is a wholesome provision
that draws our finer senses away from looking at what
might blind them altogether. There are times when a
man would go mad if his mind were not detached from
its sorrow by the quick, sharp beating of his bodily
heart, and by the keen torture of the physical body,
that is like the thrusting of a red-hot knife between
breastbone and midriff.</p>
<p>The expression “self-control” is daily
in the blatant mouths of preachers and moralists,
the very cant of emptiness and folly. It means nothing,
nor can any play of words or cunning twisting of conception
ever give it meaning. For the “self” is
the divine, imperishable portion of the eternal God
which is in man. I may control my limbs and the strength
that is in them, and I may force under the appetites
and passions of this mortal body, but I cannot myself,
for it is myself that controls, being of nature godlike
and stronger than all which is material. And although,
for an infinitely brief space of time, I myself may
inhabit and give life to this handful of most changeable
atoms, I have it in my supreme power and choice to
make them act according to my pleasure. If I become
enamored of the body and its ways, and of the subtleties
of a fleeting bodily intelligence, I have forgotten
to control those things; and having forgotten that
I have free will given me from heaven to rule what
is mine, I am no longer a man, but a beast. But while
I, who am an immortal soul, command the perishable
engine in which I dwell, I am in truth a man. For
the soul is of God and forever, whereas the body is
a thing of to-day that vanishes into dust to-morrow;
but the two together are the living man. And thus
it is that God is made man in us every day.</p>
<p>All that which we know by our senses is but an illusion.
What is true of its own nature, we can neither see,
nor hear, nor feel, nor taste. It is a matter of time,
and nothing more, and whatever palpable thing a man
can name will inevitably be dissolved into its constituent
parts, that these may again agglomerate into a new
illusion for future ages. But that which is subject
to no change, nor disintegration, nor reconstruction,
is the immortal truth, to attain to a knowledge and
understanding of which is to be saved from the endless
shifting of the material and illusory universe.</p>
<p>John Harrington lay in his chair alone in his rooms,
while the snow whirled against the windows outside
and made little drifts on the sills. The fire had
gone out and the bitter storm beat against the casements
and howled in the chimney, and the dusk of the night
began to mingle with the thick white flakes, and brought
upon the solitary man a great gloom and horror of
loneliness. It seemed to him that his life was done,
and his strength gone from him. He had labored in
vain for years, for this end, and he had failed to
attain it. It were better to have died than to suffer
the ignominy of this defeat. It were better never
to have lived at all than to have lived so utterly
in vain. One by one the struggles of the past came
up to him; each had seemed a triumph when he was in
the glory of strength and hope. The splendid aims
of a higher and nobler government, built by sheer
truth and nobility of purpose upon the ashes and dust
of present corruption, the magnificent purity of the
ideal State of which he had loved to dream–all that
he had thought of and striven after as most worthy
of a true man to follow, dwindled now away into a hollow
and mocking image, more false than hollowness itself,
poorer and of less substance than a juggler’s
show.</p>
<p>He clasped his hands over his forehead, and tried
to think, but it was of no use. Everything was vague,
broken, crushed, and shapeless. Faces seemed to rise
to his disturbed sight, and he wondered whether he
had ever known these people; a ghastly weariness as
of death was upon him, and his arms fell heavily by
his sides. He groaned aloud, and if in that bitter
sigh he could have breathed away his existence he
would have gladly done it.</p>
<p>Some one entered the room, struck a match, and lit
the gas. It was his servant, or rather the joint servant
of two or three of the bachelors who lived in the
house, a huge, smooth-faced colored man.</p>
<p>“Oh, excuthe <i>me</i>, Mister Harrington,
I thought you wath out, Thir. There’s two o’
them notes for you.”</p>
<p>John roused himself, and took the letters without
a word. They were both addressed in feminine handwriting.
The one he knew, for it was from Mrs. Wyndham. The
other he did not recognize. He opened Mrs. Wyndham’s
first.</p>
<p>“DEAR MR. HARRINGTON,–Sam and I are very much
put out about it, and sympathize most cordially. We
think you might like to come and dine this evening,
if you have no other invitation, so I write to say
we will be all alone and very glad to see you. Cordially
yours,</p>
<p>“JANE WYNDHAM.”</p>
<p>“P.S. Don’t trouble about the answer.”</p>
<p>John read the note through and laid it on the table.
Then he turned the other missive over in his fingers,
and finally tore open the envelope.</p>
<p>It ran as follows:–</p>
<p>“MY DEAR MR. HARRINGTON,–Please don’t
be surprised at my writing to you in this way. I was
at Mrs. Wyndham’s this afternoon and heard all
about it, and I must write to tell you that I am very,
<i>very</i> sorry. It is too horrible to think
how bad and wicked and foolish people are, and how
they invariably do the wrong thing. I cannot tell you
how sorry we all are, because it is just such men
as you who are most needed nowadays, though of course
I know nothing about politics here. But I am quite
sure that all of them <i>will live to regret it</i>,
and that you will win in the end. Don’t think
it foolish of me to write, because I’m so angry
that I can’t in the least help it, and I think
everybody ought to.</p>
<p>“Yours in sincerity,”</p>
<p>“JOSEPHINE THORN.”</p>
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