<h1>Chapter V.</h1>
<p>“Why can’t you get in, Mr. Vancouver?”
inquired Miss Schenectady, when she and Joe were at
last packed into the deep booby. It was simply a form
of invitation. There was no reason why Mr. Vancouver
should not get in, and with a word of thanks he did
so. Ten minutes later the three were seated round
the fire in Miss Schenectady’s drawing-room.</p>
<p>“It was very fine, was it not, Miss Thorn?”
said Vancouver.</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Joe, staring at the fire.</p>
<p>“There are some people,” said Miss Schenectady,
“it does not seem to make much difference what
they say, but it is always fine.”</p>
<p>“Is that ironical?” asked Vancouver.</p>
<p>“Why, goodness gracious no! Of course not! I
am John Harrington’s very best friend. I only
mean to say.”</p>
<p>“What, Aunt Zoë ?” inquired Joe, not yet
altogether accustomed to the peculiar implications
of her aunt’s language.</p>
<p>“Why, what I said, of course; it sounds very
fine.”</p>
<p>“Then you do not believe it all?” asked
Vancouver.</p>
<p>“I don’t understand politics,” said
the old lady. “You might ring the bell, Joe,
and ask Sarah for some tea.”</p>
<p>“Nobody understands politics,” said Vancouver.
“When people do, there will be an end of them.
Politics consist in one half of the world trying to
drive paradoxes down the throats of the other half.”</p>
<p>Joe laughed a little.</p>
<p>“I do not know anything about politics here,”
she said, “though I do at home, of course. I
must say, though, Mr. Harrington did not seem so very
paradoxical.”</p>
<p>“Oh no,” answered Vancouver, blandly,
“I did not mean in this case. Harrington is
very much in earnest. But it is like war, you see.
When every one understands it thoroughly, it will
stop by universal consent. Did you ever read Bulwer’s
’Coming Race’?”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Joe. “I always read
those books. <i>Vril</i>, and that sort of thing,
you mean? Oh yes.”</p>
<p>“Approximately,” answered Vancouver. “It
was an allegory, you know. A hundred years hence people
will write a book to explain what Bulwer meant. <i>Vril</i>
stands for the cumulative power of potential science,
of course.”</p>
<p>“I think Bulwer’s word shorter, and a
good deal easier to understand,” said Joe, laughing.</p>
<p>“It is a great thing to be great,” remarked
Miss Schenectady. “Sarah, I think you might
bring us some tea, please, and ask John if he couldn’t
stir the furnace a little. And then to have people
explain you. Goethe must be a good deal amused, I
expect, when people write books to prove that Byron
was Euphorion.” Miss Schenectady was fond of
German literature, and the extent of her reading was
a constant surprise to her niece.</p>
<p>“What a lot of things you know, Aunt Zoë !”
said Joe. “But what had Bulwer to do with war,
Mr. Vancouver?”</p>
<p>“Oh, in the book–the ‘Coming Race,’
you know–they abolished war because they could kill
each other so easily.”</p>
<p>“How nice that would be!” exclaimed Joe,
looking at him.</p>
<p>“Why, you perfectly shock me, Joe,” cried
Miss Schenectady.</p>
<p>“I mean, to have no war,” returned Joe,
sweetly.</p>
<p>“Oh; I belonged to the Peace Conference myself,”
said her aunt, immediately pacified. “Well,
yes. Perhaps you could bring us a little cake, Sarah?
War is a terrible thing, my dear, as Mr. Vancouver
will tell you.”</p>
<p>Vancouver, however, was silent. He probably did not
care to have it remembered that he was old enough
to carry a musket in the Rebellion. Joe understood
and asked no Questions about it, and Vancouver was
grateful for her tact. She rose and began to pour
out some tea.</p>
<p>“You began talking about Mr. Harrington’s
speech,” said she presently, “but we got
away from the subject. Is it all true?”</p>
<p>“That is scarcely a fair question, Miss Thorn,”
answered Vancouver. “You see, I belong to the
opposite party in politics.”</p>
<p>“But Mr. Harrington said he wanted both parties
to combine. Besides, you do not take any active part
in it all.”</p>
<p>“I have very strong opinions, nevertheless,”
replied Pocock.</p>
<p>“Strong opinions and activity ought to go together,”
said Joe.</p>
<p>“Not always.”</p>
<p>“But if you have strong opinions and disagree
with Mr. Harrington,” persisted Miss Thorn,
“then you have a strong opinion against your
two parties acting together for the common good.”</p>
<p>“Not exactly that,” said Vancouver, embarrassed
between the directness of Joe’s question and
a very strong impression that he had better not say
anything against John Harrington.</p>
<p>“Then what do you believe? Will you please give
this cup to Miss Schenectady?”</p>
<p>Vancouver rose quickly to escape.</p>
<p>“Cream and sugar, Miss Schenectady?” he
said. “Ah, Miss Thorn has already put them in.
It is such celebrated tea of yours! Do you know, I
always look forward to a cup of it as one of the greatest
pleasures in life!”</p>
<p>“When you have quite done praising the tea,
will you please tell me what you believe about Mr.
Harrington’s speech?” said the inexorable
Joe, drowning her aunt’s reply to Vancouver’s
polite remark.</p>
<p>Thus cornered, Vancouver faced the difficulty.</p>
<p>“I believe it was a very good speech,”
he said mildly.</p>
<p>“Do you believe what he said was true?”</p>
<p>“A great deal of it was true, but I assure you
that Harrington is very enthusiastic. Much of it was
extremely imaginative.”</p>
<p>“I dare say; all that about making a Civil Service,
I suppose?”</p>
<p>“Well, not exactly. I think all good Republicans
hope to have a regular Civil Service some day. It
is necessary, or will be so before long.”</p>
<p>“But then it is what he said about that ridiculous
Navigation Act that you object to?” pursued
Joe, without mercy.</p>
<p>“Really, I think it would be an advantage to
repeal it. It is only kept up for the sake of a few
builders who have influence.”</p>
<p>“Ah, I see,” exclaimed Joe triumphantly,
“you think the hope he expressed that bribery
and that sort of thing might be suppressed was altogether
imaginary?”</p>
<p>“I hope not, Miss Thorn. But I am sure there
is not nearly so much of it as he made out. It was
a very great exaggeration.”</p>
<p>“Was there? Really, he only used the word once
in the most general way. I remember very well, at
the end; he said, ’when bribery, corruption,
and all extortion are crushed forever;’ anybody
might say that!”</p>
<p>“You make out a wonderfully good case, Miss
Thorn,” said Vancouver, who was not altogether
pleased; “was the speech printed before Harrington
spoke it this evening?”</p>
<p>“No!” exclaimed Joe. “I have a very
good memory, in that way, just to remember what I
hear. I could repeat word for word everything he said,
and everything you have said since during the evening.”</p>
<p>“What a terrible person you are!” said
Vancouver, smiling pleasantly. “Well, then,
now that you have proved every word of Harrington’s
speech out of an opponent’s evidence, I will
tell you frankly how it is that I do not agree with
him. He is a Democrat, I am a Republican. That is the
whole story. I do not believe, nor shall I ever believe,
that any large number of the two parties can work
together. I cannot help my belief in the least; it
is a matter of conscience. Nevertheless, I have a very
great respect for Harrington, and as I take no active
part whatever in any political contest, my opinion
of his politics will never interfere with my personal
feeling for him.”</p>
<p>Frankness seemed to be Mr. Vancouver’s strong
point. Joe was obliged to admit that he spoke clearly,
even if she did not greatly respect his logic. During
all this time, Miss Schenectady had been sipping her
tea in silence.</p>
<p>“Joe,” she said at last, “you are
a perfect Socrates for questions. You ought to have
been a lawyer.”</p>
<p>“I wish I were,” said Joe, laughing, “or
Socrates himself.”</p>
<p>“Yes, you ought to have been. Here you know
nothing at all about this thing, and you have been
talking like anything for half an hour. I think Socrates
was perfectly horrid.”</p>
<p>“So do I,” said Vancouver, laughing aloud.</p>
<p>“Why?” Joe asked, turning to her aunt.</p>
<p>“To be always stopping people in the street,
and button-holing them with his questions. Of course
it was very clever, as Plato makes it out; but I do
wish he could have met me–when I was young, my dear.
I would have answered him once and for all!”</p>
<p>“Try me, Aunt Zoë, for practice,” said
Joe, “until you meet him.”</p>
<p>“Really, I expect you would do almost as well.
Look at Mr. Vancouver, he is quite used up.”</p>
<p>The case was not so serious with Mr. Vancouver as
the old lady made it out to be. He was silent and
to all intents vanquished for the present, but it
was not long before he turned the conversation to other
things, and succeeded in making himself very agreeable.
He admired Josephine very much, and though she occasionally
made him feel very uncomfortable, he always returned
to the charge with renewed intelligence and sweetness.
Joe liked him too, in spite of an unfounded suspicion
she felt that he was dangerous. He was always ready
when she needed anything at a party; he never bored
her, but whenever he saw she was wearied by any one
else he came up and saved her, clearing a place for
himself at her side with an ease that bespoke long
and constant experience of the world. Women, especially
young women, always like men of that description; they
are flattered at the attention of a man who is so
evidently able to choose, and they enjoy the immunity
from all annoyance and weariness that such men are
able to carry with them.</p>
<p>Consequently Joe accepted the attentions of Pocock
Vancouver with a certain amount of satisfaction, and
she had not been displeased that he should come to
Miss Schenectady’s house for tea. The evening
passed quickly, and Vancouver took his leave. As he
opened the front door to let himself out he nearly
fell over a small telegraph messenger.</p>
<p>“Thorn here?” inquired the boy, laconically.</p>
<p>“Yes, I’ll take it in,” said Vancouver
quickly. He went back with the telegram, and the boy
stood inside the door waiting for the receipt. He
noticed the stamp of the Cable Office on the envelope.</p>
<p>“Miss Thorn,” said Vancouver, entering
the drawing-room again, hat in hand, “I just
met this telegram on the steps, so I brought it in.
It may need an answer, you know.”</p>
<p>“Thanks, so much,” said Joe, tearing open
the pale yellow cover. She was startled, not being
accustomed to receive telegrams. Her brow contracted
as she read the contents, and she tapped her small
foot on the carpet impatiently.</p>
<blockquote><span class="smallcaps">Thorn</span>, care Schenectady,<br/>
Beacon, Boston.<br/>
Sailed to-day.<br/>
<span class="smallcaps">Ronald</span>.</blockquote>
<p>Josephine crushed the paper in her hand and signed
the receipt with the pencil Vancouver offered her.</p>
<p>“Thanks, so much,” she said again, but
in a different tone of voice.</p>
<p>“Any answer?” suggested Vancouver.</p>
<p>“Thanks, no,” answered Joe. “Good-night
again.”</p>
<p>“Good-night.” And Vancouver departed,
wondering what the message could have been.</p>
<p>Miss Schenectady had looked on calmly throughout the
little scene, and nodded to Pocock as he left the
room; her peculiarities were chiefly those of diction;
she was a well-bred old lady, not without wisdom.</p>
<p>“Nothing wrong, Joe?” she inquired, when
alone with her niece.</p>
<p>“I hardly know,” answered Joe. “Ronald
has just sailed from England. I suppose he will be
here in ten days.”</p>
<p>“Business here?” asked Miss Schenectady.</p>
<p>“Oh dear, no! He knows nothing about business.
I wish he would stay at home. What a bore!”</p>
<p>It was evident that Joe had changed her mind since
she had written to Ronald a fortnight before. It seemed
to her now, when she looked forward to Surbiton’s
coming, that he would not find his place in Boston
society so easily as she had done. Of course he would
expect to see her every day, and to spend all his
leisure hours at Miss Schenectady’s house. Whatever
she happened to be doing, it would always be necessary
to take Ronald into consideration, and the prospect
did not please her at all.</p>
<p>Ronald was a dear good fellow, of course, and she
meant to marry him in the end–at least, she probably
would. But then, she intended to marry him at a more
convenient season, some time in the future. She knew
him well, and she was certain that when he saw her
surrounded by her Boston acquaintances, his British
nature would assert itself, and he would claim her,
or try to claim her, and persuade her to go away. She
bid Miss Schenectady good night, and went to her room;
and presently, when she was sure every one was in
bed in the house, she stole down to the drawing-room
again, and sat alone by the remains of the coal-fire,
thinking what she should do.</p>
<p>Josephine Thorn was young and more full of life and
activity than most girls of her age. She enjoyed what
came in her way to enjoy with a passionate zest, and
she had the reputation of being somewhat capricious
and changeable. But she was honest in all her thoughts,
and very clear-sighted. People often said she spoke
her mind too freely, and was not enough in awe of
the veiled deity known in society as “The Thing.”
How she hated it! How many times she had been told
that what she said and did was not quite “The
Thing.” She knew now what Ronald would say when
he came, if he found her worshiped on all sides by
Pocock Vancouver and his younger and less accomplished
compeers. Ronald would say “it was rather rough,
you know.”</p>
<p>She sat by the fire and thought the matter over, and
when she came to formulating in her mind the exact
words that Ronald would say, she paused to think of
him and how he would look. He was handsome–far handsomer
than Vancouver or–or John Harrington. He was very
nice; much nicer than Vancouver. John Harrington was
different, “nice” did not describe him;
but Ronald was nicer than all the other men she knew.
He would make a charming husband. At the thought Joe
started.</p>
<p>“My husband!” she repeated aloud to herself
in the silence. Then she rose quickly to her feet
and leaned against the smooth white marble mantelpiece,
and buried her face in her small white hands for an
instant.</p>
<p>“Oh no, no, no, no!” she cried aloud.
“It is impossible; oh no! never! I never really
meant it; did I?” She stared at herself in the
glass for a few seconds, and her face was very pale.
Then she bent over her hands again, and the tears
came and wetted them a little, and at last she sat
down as she had sat before, and stared vacantly at
the fire.</p>
<p>It would be very wrong to break Ronald’s heart,
she thought. He would come to her so full of hope
and gladness; how could she tell him she did not love
him?</p>
<p>But how was it possible that in all these years she
had never before understood that she could not marry
him? It had always seemed so natural to marry Ronald.
And yet she must have always really felt just as she
did to-night; only she had never realized it, never
at all. Why had it come over her so suddenly too?
It would have been so much better if she could have
seen the truth at home, before she parted from him;
for it would be so hard for him to bear it now, after
coming across the ocean to see her –so cruelly hard.
Dear Ronald; and yet he must be told.</p>
<p>Yes, there was no doubt about it, the very first meeting
must explain it to him. He would say–what would he
say? He would tell her she liked some one else better.</p>
<p>Some one else! Some one who had stolen away her heart;
of course he would say that. But he would be wrong,
for there was no one else, not one of all these men
she had seen, who had so much as breathed a word of
love to her. None whom she liked nearly so much as
Ronald, no, not one.</p>
<p>For a long time she sat very quietly, following a
train of thought that was half unconscious. Her lips
moved now and then, as though she were repeating something
to herself, and gradually the pained and anxious expression
of her face melted away into a look of peace.</p>
<p>The old gilt clock upon the chimney-piece struck twelve
in its shrill steel tones. Josephine started at the
sound, and passed one hand over her eyes as though
to rouse herself, and at the same time a deep blush
spread over her delicate cheek. For with the voice
of midnight there was also the voice of a man ringing
in her ears, and she heard the two together, so that
it seemed as though all the world must hear them also,
and her gentle maiden’s soul was shamed at the
thought.</p>
<p>So it is that our loves are always with us, and though
we search ourselves diligently to find them and rebuke
them, we find them not; but if we give up searching
they come upon us unawares, and speak very soft words.
Love also is a gentle thing, full of sweetness and
peace, when he comes to us so; and though the maiden
blushes at his speaking, she would not stop the ears
of her heart against him for all the world; and although
the boy trembles and turn pale, and forgets to be
boyish when, the fit is on him, nevertheless he goes
near and worships, and loses his heart in learning
a new language. So kind and soft is love, so tender
and sweet-spoken, that you would think he would not
so much as ruffle the leaf of a rose, nor breathe
too sharply on a violet, lest he should hurt the flower-soul
within; and if you treat him hospitably he is kind
to the last, so that when he is gone there is still
a sweet savor of him left. But if you would drive
him roughly away with scorn and rude language, he will
stand at your door and will not leave you. Then his
wings drop from him, and he grows strong and fierce,
and deadly and beautiful, as the fallen archangel of
heaven, crying aloud bitter things to you by day and
night; till at the last he will break down bolt and
bar and panel, and enter your chamber, and drag you
out with him to your death in the wild darkness.</p>
<p>But Josephine blushed deeply there in the old-fashioned
drawing-room at midnight, and as she turned away she
wondered at herself, for she could not believe nor
understand what was happening.</p>
<p>Poor girl! She had talked of love so often as an abstract
thing, she had seen so many love-makings of others,
and so many men had tried to make love to her in her
short brilliant life, and she had always thought it
could not come near her, because, of course, she really
loved Ronald. She had marveled, indeed, at what people
were willing to do, and at what they were ready to
sacrifice, for a feeling that seemed to her of such
little importance as that. It had been an illusion,
and the waking had come at last very suddenly. Whoever
it might be whom she was destined to take, it was
not Ronald. It was madness to think she could be bound
forever to him, however much she might admire him
and desire him as a friend.</p>
<p>When the clock struck she was thinking of John, and
the words he had said that night to his great audience
were ringing again in her ears. She blushed indeed
at the idea that she was thinking so much of him, but
it was not that she believed she loved him. If as
yet she really did, she was herself most honestly
unconscious of it; and so the blush was not accounted
for in the reckoning she made.</p>
<p>She lay awake long, trying to determine what was best
to be done, but she could not. One thing she must
do; she must explain to Ronald, when he came, that
she could never, never marry him.</p>
<p>If only she had a sister, or some one! Dear Aunt Zoruiah
was so horrid about such things that it was impossible
to talk to her!</p>
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