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<p>What Henchard saw thus early was, naturally enough, seen at a little later
date by other people. That Mr. Farfrae "walked with that bankrupt
Henchard's step-daughter, of all women," became a common topic in the
town, the simple perambulating term being used hereabout to signify a
wooing; and the nineteen superior young ladies of Casterbridge, who had
each looked upon herself as the only woman capable of making the merchant
Councilman happy, indignantly left off going to the church Farfrae
attended, left off conscious mannerisms, left off putting him in their
prayers at night amongst their blood relations; in short, reverted to
their normal courses.</p>
<p>Perhaps the only inhabitants of the town to whom this looming choice of
the Scotchman's gave unmixed satisfaction were the members of the
philosophic party, which included Longways, Christopher Coney, Billy
Wills, Mr. Buzzford, and the like. The Three Mariners having been, years
before, the house in which they had witnessed the young man and woman's
first and humble appearance on the Casterbridge stage, they took a kindly
interest in their career, not unconnected, perhaps, with visions of
festive treatment at their hands hereafter. Mrs. Stannidge, having rolled
into the large parlour one evening and said that it was a wonder such a
man as Mr. Farfrae, "a pillow of the town," who might have chosen one of
the daughters of the professional men or private residents, should stoop
so low, Coney ventured to disagree with her.</p>
<p>"No, ma'am, no wonder at all. 'Tis she that's a stooping to he—that's
my opinion. A widow man—whose first wife was no credit to him—what
is it for a young perusing woman that's her own mistress and well liked?
But as a neat patching up of things I see much good in it. When a man have
put up a tomb of best marble-stone to the other one, as he've done, and
weeped his fill, and thought it all over, and said to hisself, 'T'other
took me in, I knowed this one first; she's a sensible piece for a partner,
and there's no faithful woman in high life now';—well, he may do
worse than not to take her, if she's tender-inclined."</p>
<p>Thus they talked at the Mariners. But we must guard against a too liberal
use of the conventional declaration that a great sensation was caused by
the prospective event, that all the gossips' tongues were set wagging
thereby, and so-on, even though such a declaration might lend some eclat
to the career of our poor only heroine. When all has been said about busy
rumourers, a superficial and temporary thing is the interest of anybody in
affairs which do not directly touch them. It would be a truer
representation to say that Casterbridge (ever excepting the nineteen young
ladies) looked up for a moment at the news, and withdrawing its attention,
went on labouring and victualling, bringing up its children, and burying
its dead, without caring a tittle for Farfrae's domestic plans.</p>
<p>Not a hint of the matter was thrown out to her stepfather by Elizabeth
herself or by Farfrae either. Reasoning on the cause of their reticence he
concluded that, estimating him by his past, the throbbing pair were afraid
to broach the subject, and looked upon him as an irksome obstacle whom
they would be heartily glad to get out of the way. Embittered as he was
against society, this moody view of himself took deeper and deeper hold of
Henchard, till the daily necessity of facing mankind, and of them
particularly Elizabeth-Jane, became well-nigh more than he could endure.
His health declined; he became morbidly sensitive. He wished he could
escape those who did not want him, and hide his head for ever.</p>
<p>But what if he were mistaken in his views, and there were no necessity
that his own absolute separation from her should be involved in the
incident of her marriage?</p>
<p>He proceeded to draw a picture of the alternative—himself living
like a fangless lion about the back rooms of a house in which his
stepdaughter was mistress, an inoffensive old man, tenderly smiled on by
Elizabeth, and good-naturedly tolerated by her husband. It was terrible to
his pride to think of descending so low; and yet, for the girl's sake he
might put up with anything; even from Farfrae; even snubbings and
masterful tongue-scourgings. The privilege of being in the house she
occupied would almost outweigh the personal humiliation.</p>
<p>Whether this were a dim possibility or the reverse, the courtship—which
it evidently now was—had an absorbing interest for him.</p>
<p>Elizabeth, as has been said, often took her walks on the Budmouth Road,
and Farfrae as often made it convenient to create an accidental meeting
with her there. Two miles out, a quarter of a mile from the highway, was
the prehistoric fort called Mai Dun, of huge dimensions and many ramparts,
within or upon whose enclosures a human being as seen from the road, was
but an insignificant speck. Hitherward Henchard often resorted, glass in
hand, and scanned the hedgeless Via—for it was the original track
laid out by the legions of the Empire—to a distance of two or three
miles, his object being to read the progress of affairs between Farfrae
and his charmer.</p>
<p>One day Henchard was at this spot when a masculine figure came along the
road from Budmouth, and lingered. Applying his telescope to his eye
Henchard expected that Farfrae's features would be disclosed as usual. But
the lenses revealed that today the man was not Elizabeth-Jane's lover.</p>
<p>It was one clothed as a merchant captain, and as he turned in the scrutiny
of the road he revealed his face. Henchard lived a lifetime the moment he
saw it. The face was Newson's.</p>
<p>Henchard dropped the glass, and for some seconds made no other movement.
Newson waited, and Henchard waited—if that could be called a waiting
which was a transfixture. But Elizabeth-Jane did not come. Something or
other had caused her to neglect her customary walk that day. Perhaps
Farfrae and she had chosen another road for variety's sake. But what did
that amount to? She might be here to-morrow, and in any case Newson, if
bent on a private meeting and a revelation of the truth to her, would soon
make his opportunity.</p>
<p>Then he would tell her not only of his paternity, but of the ruse by which
he had been once sent away. Elizabeth's strict nature would cause her for
the first time to despise her stepfather, would root out his image as that
of an arch-deceiver, and Newson would reign in her heart in his stead.</p>
<p>But Newson did not see anything of her that morning. Having stood still
awhile he at last retraced his steps, and Henchard felt like a condemned
man who has a few hours' respite. When he reached his own house he found
her there.</p>
<p>"O father!" she said innocently. "I have had a letter—a strange one—not
signed. Somebody has asked me to meet him, either on the Budmouth Road at
noon today, or in the evening at Mr. Farfrae's. He says he came to see me
some time ago, but a trick was played him, so that he did not see me. I
don't understand it; but between you and me I think Donald is at the
bottom of the mystery, and that it is a relation of his who wants to pass
an opinion on his choice. But I did not like to go till I had seen you.
Shall I go?"</p>
<p>Henchard replied heavily, "Yes; go."</p>
<p>The question of his remaining in Casterbridge was for ever disposed of by
this closing in of Newson on the scene. Henchard was not the man to stand
the certainty of condemnation on a matter so near his heart. And being an
old hand at bearing anguish in silence, and haughty withal, he resolved to
make as light as he could of his intentions, while immediately taking his
measures.</p>
<p>He surprised the young woman whom he had looked upon as his all in this
world by saying to her, as if he did not care about her more: "I am going
to leave Casterbridge, Elizabeth-Jane."</p>
<p>"Leave Casterbridge!" she cried, "and leave—me?"</p>
<p>"Yes, this little shop can be managed by you alone as well as by us both;
I don't care about shops and streets and folk—I would rather get
into the country by myself, out of sight, and follow my own ways, and
leave you to yours."</p>
<p>She looked down and her tears fell silently. It seemed to her that this
resolve of his had come on account of her attachment and its probable
result. She showed her devotion to Farfrae, however, by mastering her
emotion and speaking out.</p>
<p>"I am sorry you have decided on this," she said with difficult firmness.
"For I thought it probable—possible—that I might marry Mr.
Farfrae some little time hence, and I did not know that you disapproved of
the step!"</p>
<p>"I approve of anything you desire to do, Izzy," said Henchard huskily. "If
I did not approve it would be no matter! I wish to go away. My presence
might make things awkward in the future, and, in short, it is best that I
go."</p>
<p>Nothing that her affection could urge would induce him to reconsider his
determination; for she could not urge what she did not know—that
when she should learn he was not related to her other than as a
step-parent she would refrain from despising him, and that when she knew
what he had done to keep her in ignorance she would refrain from hating
him. It was his conviction that she would not so refrain; and there
existed as yet neither word nor event which could argue it away.</p>
<p>"Then," she said at last, "you will not be able to come to my wedding; and
that is not as it ought to be."</p>
<p>"I don't want to see it—I don't want to see it!" he exclaimed;
adding more softly, "but think of me sometimes in your future life—you'll
do that, Izzy?—think of me when you are living as the wife of the
richest, the foremost man in the town, and don't let my sins, WHEN YOU
KNOW THEM ALL, cause 'ee to quite forget that though I loved 'ee late I
loved 'ee well."</p>
<p>"It is because of Donald!" she sobbed.</p>
<p>"I don't forbid you to marry him," said Henchard. "Promise not to quite
forget me when——" He meant when Newson should come.</p>
<p>She promised mechanically, in her agitation; and the same evening at dusk
Henchard left the town, to whose development he had been one of the chief
stimulants for many years. During the day he had bought a new tool-basket,
cleaned up his old hay-knife and wimble, set himself up in fresh leggings,
kneenaps and corduroys, and in other ways gone back to the working clothes
of his young manhood, discarding for ever the shabby-genteel suit of cloth
and rusty silk hat that since his decline had characterized him in the
Casterbridge street as a man who had seen better days.</p>
<p>He went secretly and alone, not a soul of the many who had known him being
aware of his departure. Elizabeth-Jane accompanied him as far as the
second bridge on the highway—for the hour of her appointment with
the unguessed visitor at Farfrae's had not yet arrived—and parted
from him with unfeigned wonder and sorrow, keeping him back a minute or
two before finally letting him go. She watched his form diminish across
the moor, the yellow rush-basket at his back moving up and down with each
tread, and the creases behind his knees coming and going alternately till
she could no longer see them. Though she did not know it Henchard formed
at this moment much the same picture as he had presented when entering
Casterbridge for the first time nearly a quarter of a century before;
except, to be sure, that the serious addition to his years had
considerably lessened the spring to his stride, that his state of
hopelessness had weakened him, and imparted to his shoulders, as weighted
by the basket, a perceptible bend.</p>
<p>He went on till he came to the first milestone, which stood in the bank,
half way up a steep hill. He rested his basket on the top of the stone,
placed his elbows on it, and gave way to a convulsive twitch, which was
worse than a sob, because it was so hard and so dry.</p>
<p>"If I had only got her with me—if I only had!" he said. "Hard work
would be nothing to me then! But that was not to be. I—Cain—go
alone as I deserve—an outcast and a vagabond. But my punishment is
not greater than I can bear!"</p>
<p>He sternly subdued his anguish, shouldered his basket, and went on.</p>
<p>Elizabeth, in the meantime, had breathed him a sigh, recovered her
equanimity, and turned her face to Casterbridge. Before she had reached
the first house she was met in her walk by Donald Farfrae. This was
evidently not their first meeting that day; they joined hands without
ceremony, and Farfrae anxiously asked, "And is he gone—and did you
tell him?—I mean of the other matter—not of ours."</p>
<p>"He is gone; and I told him all I knew of your friend. Donald, who is he?"</p>
<p>"Well, well, dearie; you will know soon about that. And Mr. Henchard will
hear of it if he does not go far."</p>
<p>"He will go far—he's bent upon getting out of sight and sound!"</p>
<p>She walked beside her lover, and when they reached the Crossways, or Bow,
turned with him into Corn Street instead of going straight on to her own
door. At Farfrae's house they stopped and went in.</p>
<p>Farfrae flung open the door of the ground-floor sitting-room, saying,
"There he is waiting for you," and Elizabeth entered. In the arm-chair sat
the broad-faced genial man who had called on Henchard on a memorable
morning between one and two years before this time, and whom the latter
had seen mount the coach and depart within half-an-hour of his arrival. It
was Richard Newson. The meeting with the light-hearted father from whom
she had been separated half-a-dozen years, as if by death, need hardly be
detailed. It was an affecting one, apart from the question of paternity.
Henchard's departure was in a moment explained. When the true facts came
to be handled the difficulty of restoring her to her old belief in Newson
was not so great as might have seemed likely, for Henchard's conduct
itself was a proof that those facts were true. Moreover, she had grown up
under Newson's paternal care; and even had Henchard been her father in
nature, this father in early domiciliation might almost have carried the
point against him, when the incidents of her parting with Henchard had a
little worn off.</p>
<p>Newson's pride in what she had grown up to be was more than he could
express. He kissed her again and again.</p>
<p>"I've saved you the trouble to come and meet me—ha-ha!" said Newson.
"The fact is that Mr. Farfrae here, he said, 'Come up and stop with me for
a day or two, Captain Newson, and I'll bring her round.' 'Faith,' says I,
'so I will'; and here I am."</p>
<p>"Well, Henchard is gone," said Farfrae, shutting the door. "He has done it
all voluntarily, and, as I gather from Elizabeth, he has been very nice
with her. I was got rather uneasy; but all is as it should be, and we will
have no more deefficulties at all."</p>
<p>"Now, that's very much as I thought," said Newson, looking into the face
of each by turns. "I said to myself, ay, a hundred times, when I tried to
get a peep at her unknown to herself—'Depend upon it, 'tis best that
I should live on quiet for a few days like this till something turns up
for the better.' I now know you are all right, and what can I wish for
more?"</p>
<p>"Well, Captain Newson, I will be glad to see ye here every day now, since
it can do no harm," said Farfrae. "And what I've been thinking is that the
wedding may as well be kept under my own roof, the house being large, and
you being in lodgings by yourself—so that a great deal of trouble
and expense would be saved ye?—and 'tis a convenience when a
couple's married not to hae far to go to get home!"</p>
<p>"With all my heart," said Captain Newson; "since, as ye say, it can do no
harm, now poor Henchard's gone; though I wouldn't have done it otherwise,
or put myself in his way at all; for I've already in my lifetime been an
intruder into his family quite as far as politeness can be expected to put
up with. But what do the young woman say herself about it? Elizabeth, my
child, come and hearken to what we be talking about, and not bide staring
out o' the window as if ye didn't hear.'</p>
<p>"Donald and you must settle it," murmured Elizabeth, still keeping up a
scrutinizing gaze at some small object in the street.</p>
<p>"Well, then," continued Newson, turning anew to Farfrae with a face
expressing thorough entry into the subject, "that's how we'll have it.
And, Mr. Farfrae, as you provide so much, and houseroom, and all that,
I'll do my part in the drinkables, and see to the rum and schiedam—maybe
a dozen jars will be sufficient?—as many of the folk will be ladies,
and perhaps they won't drink hard enough to make a high average in the
reckoning? But you know best. I've provided for men and shipmates times
enough, but I'm as ignorant as a child how many glasses of grog a woman,
that's not a drinking woman, is expected to consume at these ceremonies?"</p>
<p>"Oh, none—we'll no want much of that—O no!" said Farfrae,
shaking his head with appalled gravity. "Do you leave all to me."</p>
<p>When they had gone a little further in these particulars Newson, leaning
back in his chair and smiling reflectively at the ceiling, said, "I've
never told ye, or have I, Mr. Farfrae, how Henchard put me off the scent
that time?"</p>
<p>He expressed ignorance of what the Captain alluded to.</p>
<p>"Ah, I thought I hadn't. I resolved that I would not, I remember, not to
hurt the man's name. But now he's gone I can tell ye. Why, I came to
Casterbridge nine or ten months before that day last week that I found ye
out. I had been here twice before then. The first time I passed through
the town on my way westward, not knowing Elizabeth lived here. Then
hearing at some place—I forget where—that a man of the name of
Henchard had been mayor here, I came back, and called at his house one
morning. The old rascal!—he said Elizabeth-Jane had died years ago."</p>
<p>Elizabeth now gave earnest heed to his story.</p>
<p>"Now, it never crossed my mind that the man was selling me a packet,"
continued Newson. "And, if you'll believe me, I was that upset, that I
went back to the coach that had brought me, and took passage onward
without lying in the town half-an-hour. Ha-ha!—'twas a good joke,
and well carried out, and I give the man credit for't!"</p>
<p>Elizabeth-Jane was amazed at the intelligence. "A joke?—O no!" she
cried. "Then he kept you from me, father, all those months, when you might
have been here?"</p>
<p>The father admitted that such was the case.</p>
<p>"He ought not to have done it!" said Farfrae.</p>
<p>Elizabeth sighed. "I said I would never forget him. But O! I think I ought
to forget him now!"</p>
<p>Newson, like a good many rovers and sojourners among strange men and
strange moralities, failed to perceive the enormity of Henchard's crime,
notwithstanding that he himself had been the chief sufferer therefrom.
Indeed, the attack upon the absent culprit waxing serious, he began to
take Henchard's part.</p>
<p>"Well, 'twas not ten words that he said, after all," Newson pleaded. "And
how could he know that I should be such a simpleton as to believe him?
'Twas as much my fault as his, poor fellow!"</p>
<p>"No," said Elizabeth-Jane firmly, in her revulsion of feeling. "He knew
your disposition—you always were so trusting, father; I've heard my
mother say so hundreds of times—and he did it to wrong you. After
weaning me from you these five years by saying he was my father, he should
not have done this."</p>
<p>Thus they conversed; and there was nobody to set before Elizabeth any
extenuation of the absent one's deceit. Even had he been present Henchard
might scarce have pleaded it, so little did he value himself or his good
name.</p>
<p>"Well, well—never mind—it is all over and past," said Newson
good-naturedly. "Now, about this wedding again."</p>
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