<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Eight</span> tugs dragged the great mass to midstream
and pointed her nose down the river; then the
pilot on the bridge spoke a word or two; the first
officer blew a short blast on the whistle and turned a
lever; the tugs gathered in their lines and drew off;
down in the bowels of the ship three small engines
were started, opening the throttles of three large
ones; three propellers began to revolve; and the
mammoth, with a vibratory tremble running through
her great frame, moved slowly to sea.</p>
<p>East of Sandy Hook the pilot was dropped and
the real voyage begun. Fifty feet below her deck,
in an inferno of noise, and heat, and light, and
shadow, coal-passers wheeled the picked fuel from
the bunkers to the fire-hold, where half-naked stokers,
with faces like those of tortured fiends, tossed it into
the eighty white-hot mouths of the furnaces. In the
engine-room, oilers passed to and fro, in and out of
the plunging, twisting, glistening steel, with oil-cans
and waste, overseen by the watchful staff on duty,
who listened with strained hearing for a false note in
the confused jumble of sound—a clicking of steel out
of tune, which would indicate a loosened key or nut.
On deck, sailors set the triangular sails on the two
masts, to add their propulsion to the momentum of
the record-breaker, and the passengers dispersed
themselves as suited their several tastes. Some were
seated in steamer chairs, well wrapped—for, though
it was April, the salt air was chilly—some paced the
deck, acquiring their sea legs; others listened to the
orchestra in the music-room, or read or wrote in the
library, and a few took to their berths—seasick from
the slight heave of the ship on the ground-swell.</p>
<p>The decks were cleared, watches set at noon, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</SPAN></span>
then began the never-ending cleaning-up at which
steamship sailors put in so much of their time.
Headed by a six-foot boatswain, a gang came aft on
the starboard side, with paint-buckets and brushes,
and distributed themselves along the rail.</p>
<p>"Davits an' stanchions, men—never mind the rail,"
said the boatswain. "Ladies, better move your
chairs back a little. Rowland, climb down out o' that—you'll
be overboard. Take a ventilator—no, you'll
spill paint—put your bucket away an' get some sandpaper
from the yeoman. Work inboard till you get
it out o' you."</p>
<p>The sailor addressed—a slight-built man of about
thirty, black-bearded and bronzed to the semblance
of healthy vigor, but watery-eyed and unsteady of
movement—came down from the rail and shambled
forward with his bucket. As he reached the group of
ladies to whom the boatswain had spoken, his gaze
rested on one—a sunny-haired young woman with
the blue of the sea in her eyes—who had arisen at
his approach. He started, turned aside as if to avoid
her, and raising his hand in an embarrassed half-salute,
passed on. Out of the boatswain's sight he
leaned against the deck-house and panted, while he
held his hand to his breast.</p>
<p>"What is it?" he muttered, wearily; "whisky
nerves, or the dying flutter of a starved love. Five
years, now—and a look from her eyes can stop the
blood in my veins—can bring back all the heart-hunger
and helplessness, that leads a man to insanity—or
this." He looked at his trembling hand, all
scarred and tar-stained, passed on forward, and returned
with the sandpaper.</p>
<p>The young woman had been equally affected by
the meeting. An expression of mingled surprise and
terror had come to her pretty, but rather weak face;
and without acknowledging his half-salute, she had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</SPAN></span>
caught up a little child from the deck behind her,
and turning into the saloon door, hurried to the
library, where she sank into a chair beside a military-looking
gentleman, who glanced up from a book and
remarked: "Seen the sea-serpent, Myra, or the Flying
Dutchman? What's up?"</p>
<p>"Oh, George—no," she answered in agitated tones.
"John Rowland is here—Lieutenant Rowland. I've
just seen him—he is so changed—he tried to speak
to me."</p>
<p>"Who—that troublesome flame of yours? I
never met him, you know, and you haven't told me
much about him. What is he—first cabin?"</p>
<p>"No, he seems to be a common sailor; he is working,
and is dressed in old clothes—all dirty. And
such a dissipated face, too. He seems to have fallen—so
low. And it is all since—"</p>
<p>"Since you soured on him? Well, it is no fault
of yours, dear. If a man has it in him he'll go to
the dogs anyhow. How is his sense of injury? Has
he a grievance or a grudge? You're badly upset.
What did he say?"</p>
<p>"I don't know—he said nothing—I've always been
afraid of him. I've met him three times since then,
and he puts such a frightful look in his eyes—and he
was so violent, and headstrong, and so terribly angry,—that
time. He accused me of leading him on, and
playing with him; and he said something about an
immutable law of chance, and a governing balance of
events—that I couldn't understand, only where he
said that for all the suffering we inflict on others, we
receive an equal amount ourselves. Then he went
away—in such a passion. I've imagined ever since
that he would take some revenge—he might steal our
Myra—our baby." She strained the smiling child
to her breast and went on. "I liked him at first,
until I found out that he was an atheist—why,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</SPAN></span>
George, he actually denied the existence of God—and
to me, a professing Christian."</p>
<p>"He had a wonderful nerve," said the husband,
with a smile; "didn't know you very well, I should
say."</p>
<p>"He never seemed the same to me after that," she
resumed; "I felt as though in the presence of something
unclean. Yet I thought how glorious it would
be if I could save him to God, and tried to convince
him of the loving care of Jesus; but he only ridiculed
all I hold sacred, and said, that much as he valued
my good opinion, he would not be a hypocrite to gain
it, and that he would be honest with himself and
others, and express his honest unbelief—the idea; as
though one could be honest without God's help—and
then, one day, I smelled liquor on his breath—he always
smelled of tobacco—and I gave him up. It
was then that he—that he broke out."</p>
<p>"Come out and show me this reprobate," said the
husband, rising. They went to the door and the
young woman peered out. "He is the last man down
there—close to the cabin," she said as she drew in.
The husband stepped out.</p>
<p>"What! that hang-dog ruffian, scouring the ventilator?
So, that's Rowland, of the navy, is it!
Well, this is a tumble. Wasn't he broken for conduct
unbecoming an officer? Got roaring drunk at the
President's levee, didn't he? I think I read of it."</p>
<p>"I know he lost his position and was terribly disgraced,"
answered the wife.</p>
<p>"Well, Myra, the poor devil is harmless now.
We'll be across in a few days, and you needn't meet
him on this broad deck. If he hasn't lost all sensibility,
he's as embarrassed as you. Better stay in
now—it's getting foggy."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</SPAN></span></p>
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