<h3><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXXIX"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h3>
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<p>Elinor had not been three days gone, indeed her
mother had but just received a hurried note announcing
her arrival in London, when as she sat alone in the
house which had become so silent, Mrs. Dennistoun
suddenly became aware of a rising of sound of the most
jubilant, almost riotous description. It began by the
barking of Yarrow, the old colley, who was fond of
lying at the gate watching in a philosophic way of his
own the mild traffic of the country road, the children
trooping by to school, who hung about him in clusters,
with lavish offerings of crust and scraps of biscuit, and
all the leisurely country <i>flâneurs</i> whom the good dog
despised, not thinking that he himself did nothing but
<i>flâner</i> at his own door in the sun. A bark from Yarrow
was no small thing in the stillness of the spring afternoon,
and little Urisk, the terrier, who lay wrapt in
dreams at Mrs. Dennistoun's feet, heard where he lay
entranced in the folds of sleep and cocked up an eager
ear and uttered a subdued interrogation under his
breath. The next thing was no bark, but a shriek of
joy from Yarrow, such as could mean nothing in the
world but "Philip!" or Pippo, which was what no
doubt the dogs called him between following their
mistress. Urisk heard and understood. He made but
one spring from the footstool on which he lay and
flung himself against the door. Mrs. Dennistoun sat
for a moment and listened, much disturbed. When
some troublous incident occurs in the deep quiet of
domestic life how often is it followed by another, and
her heart turned a little sick. She was not comforted
even by the fact that Urisk was waggling not his tail
only, but his whole little form in convulsions of joy,
barking, crying aloud for the door to open, to let him
forth. By this time all the friendly dogs about had
taken up the sound out of sympathy with Yarrow's yells
of delight—and into this came the clang of the gate,
the sound of wheels, an outcry in a human voice, that
of Barbara, the maid—and then a young shout that rang
through the air—"Where's my mother, Barbara, where's
granny?" Philip, it may be imagined, did not wait for
any answer, but came in headlong. Yarrow leaping after
him, Urisk springing into the air to meet him—himself
in too great a hurry to heed either, flinging himself
upon the astonished lady who rose to meet him,
with a sudden kiss, and a "Where's my mother,
granny?" of eager greeting.</p>
<p>"Pippo! Good gracious, boy, what's brought you
home now?"</p>
<p>"Nothing but good news," he said, "so good I
thought I must come. I've got it, granny: where <i>is</i> my
mother<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"You've got it?" she said, so full of other thoughts
that she could not recollect what it was he meant.
Pippo thought, as Elinor sometimes thought, that his
granny was getting slow of understanding—not so
bright as she used to be in her mind.</p>
<p>"Oh, granny, you've been dozing: the scholarship!
I've got it—I thought you would know the moment you
heard me at the door<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"My dear boy," she said, putting her arms about
him, while the tall boy stood for the homage done to
him—the kiss of congratulation. "You have got the
scholarship! notwithstanding Howard and Musgrave
and the hard fight there was to be<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>Pippo nodded, with a bright face of pleasure.
"But," he said—"I can't say I'm sorry I've got it,
granny—but I wish there had been another for Musgrave:
for he worked harder than I did, and he wanted
so to win. But so did I, for that matter. And where
is my mother all this time?"</p>
<p>"How delighted she will be: and what a comfort to
her just now when she is upset and troubled! My
dear, it'll be a dreadful disappointment to you: your
mother is in London. She had to hurry off the day
before yesterday—on business."</p>
<p>"In London!" cried Pippo. His countenance fell:
he was so much disappointed that for a moment, big
boy as he was, he looked ready to cry. He had come
in bursting with his news, expecting a reception almost
as tumultuous as that given him by the dogs outside.
And he found only his grandmother, who forgot what
it was he was "in for"—and no mother at all!</p>
<p>"It is a disappointment, Pippo—and it will be such
a disappointment to her not to hear it from your own
lips: but you must telegraph at once, and that will be
next best. She has some worrying business—things
that she hates to look after—and this will give her a
little heart."</p>
<p>"What a bore!" said Pippo, with his crest down and
the light gone out of him. He gave himself up to the
dogs who had been jumping about him, biding their
time. "Yarrow knew," he said, laughing, to get the
water out of his eyes. "He gave me a cheer whenever
he saw me, dear old fellow—and little Risky too<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"And only granny forgot," said Mrs. Dennistoun;
"that was very hard upon you, Pippo; my thoughts
were all with your mother. And I couldn't think how
you could get back at this time<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Well," said the boy, "my work's over, you know.
There's nothing for a fellow to do after he's got the
scholarship. I needn't go back at all—unless you
and my mother wish it. I've—in a sort of a way,
done everything that I can do. Don't laugh at me,
granny!"</p>
<p>"Laugh at you, my boy! It is likely I should
laugh at you. Don't you know I am as proud of you
as your mother herself can be? I am glad and proud,"
said Mrs. Dennistoun, "for I am glad for her as well
as for you. Now, Pippo, you want something to eat."</p>
<p>The boy looked up with a laugh. "Yes, granny," he
said, "you always divine that sort of thing. I do."</p>
<p>Mrs. Dennistoun did not occupy her mind with any
thought of that little unintentional and grateful jibe—that
she always divined that sort of thing. Among the
other great patiences of her life she had learnt to know
that the mother and son, loving and tender as they
were, had put her back unconsciously into the proper
place of the old woman—always consulted, always
thought of, never left out; but divining chiefly <i>that
sort of thing</i>, the actual needs, the more apparent
thoughts of those about her. She knew it, but she did
not dwell upon it—sometimes it made her smile, but it
scarcely hurt her, and never made her bitter, she comprehended
it all so well. Meanwhile Pippo, left alone,
devoted himself to the dogs for a minute or two, making
them almost too happy. Then, at the very climax
of riotous enjoyment, cast them off with a sudden,
"Down, Yarrow!" which took all the curl in a moment
out of the noble tail with which Yarrow was sweeping
all the unconsidered trifles off Mrs. Dennistoun's work-table.
The young autocrat walked to the window as
he shook off his adoring vassal, and stared out for a
little with his hands deeply dug into his pockets. And
then a new idea came into Pippo's head; the most
brilliant new idea, which restored at once the light to
his eyes and elevation to his crest. He said nothing of
this, however, till he had done justice to the excellent
luncheon, while his grandmother, seated beside him in
the dining-room with her knitting, looked on with
pride and pleasure and saw him eat. This was a thing,
they were all of accord, which she always thoroughly
understood.</p>
<p>"You will run out now and telegraph to your mother.
She is in the old rooms in Ebury Street, Pippo."</p>
<p>"Yes, granny; don't you think now a fellow of my
age, having done pretty well and all that, might be
trusted to—make a little expedition out of his own
head?"</p>
<p>"My dear! you have always been trusted, Pippo,
you know. I can't remember when your mother or I
either have shown any want of trust<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Oh, it's not that," said Pippo, confused. "I know
I've had lots, lots—far more than most fellows—of my
own way. It was not that exactly. I meant without
consulting any one, just to do a thing out of my own
head."</p>
<p>"I have no doubt it will be quite a right thing,
Pippo; but I should know better if you were to tell
me."</p>
<p>"That would scarcely be doing it out of my own
head, would it, granny? But I can't keep a thing to
myself; now Musgrave can, you know; that's the great
difference. I suppose it is having nobody but my
mother and you, who always spoil me, that has made
me that I can't keep a secret."</p>
<p>"It is something about making it up to Musgrave
for not winning the scholarship?"</p>
<p>Philip grew red all over with a burning blush of
shame. "What a beast I am!" he said. "You will
scarcely believe me, but I had forgotten that—though
I do wish I could. I do wish there was any way<span class="norewrap">——</span>
No, granny, it was all about myself."</p>
<p>"Well, my dear?" she said, in her benignant, all-indulgent
grandmother's voice.</p>
<p>"It is no use going beating about the bush," he
said. "Granny, I'm not going to telegraph to mamma.
I'll run up to London by the night mail."</p>
<p>"Pippo!"</p>
<p>"Well, it isn't so extraordinary; naturally I should
like to tell her better than to write. It didn't quite
come off, my telling it to you, did it? but my mother
will be excited about it—and then it will be a surprise
seeing me at all—and then if she is worried by business
it will be a good thing to have me to stand by her.
And—why there are a hundred reasons, granny, as you
must see. And then I should like it above all."</p>
<p>"My dear," said Mrs. Dennistoun, trembling a little.
She had time during this long speech to collect
herself, to get over the first shock, but her nerves still
vibrated. "In ordinary circumstances, I should think
it an excellent plan. And you have worked well for it,
and won your holiday; and your mother always enjoys
wandering about town with you. Still, Pippo<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Now what can there be against it?" the boy said,
with the same spark of fire coming into his blue eyes
which had often been seen in Elinor's hazel ones. He
was like the Comptons, a refined image of his father,
with the blue eyes and very dark hair which had once
made Phil Compton irresistible. Pippo had the habit,
I am sorry to say, of being a little impatient with his
grandmother. Her objections seemed old-world and
obsolete at the first glance.</p>
<p>"The chief thing against it is that I don't think your
mother—would wish it, Pippo."</p>
<p>"Mamma—think me a bore, perhaps!" the lad cried,
with a laugh of almost scornful amusement at this ridiculous
idea.</p>
<p>"She would never, of course, think you a bore in
any circumstances—but she will be very much confined—she
could not take you with her to—lawyers' offices.
She will scarcely have any time to herself."</p>
<p>"What is this mysterious business, granny?"</p>
<p>"Indeed, Pippo, I can scarcely tell you. It is something
connected with old times—that she wishes to
have settled and done with. I did not inquire very
closely; neither, I think, should you. You know your
poor mother has had troubles in her life<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Has she?" said Pippo, with wide open eyes. "I
have never seen any. I think, perhaps, don't you know,
granny, ladies—make mountains of molehills—or so
at least people say<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Do they?" said Mrs. Dennistoun, with a laugh.
"So you have begun to learn that sort of thing already,
Pippo, even here at the end of the world!"</p>
<p>Pippo was a little mortified by her laugh, and a little
ashamed of what he had said. It is very tempting at
eighteen to put on a man's superiority, yet he was conscious
that it was perhaps a little ungenerous, he who
owed all that he was and had to these two ladies; but
naturally he was the more angry because of this.</p>
<p>"I suppose," he said, "that what is in every book
that ever was written is likely to be true! But that
has nothing to do with the question. I won't do anything
against you if you forbid me absolutely, granny;
but short of that I will go<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>Mrs. Dennistoun looked at the boy with all the heat
in him of his first burst of independence. It is only
wise to compute the forces opposed to one before one
launches a command which one may not have force to
ensure obedience to. He said that he would not disobey
her "absolutely" with his lips; but his eyes expressed
a less dutiful sentiment. She had no mind to
be beaten in such a struggle. Elinor had complained
of her mother in her youth that she was too reasonable,
too unwilling to command, too reluctant to assume the
responsibility of an act; and it was not to be supposed
that she had mended of this, in all the experience she
had had of her impatient daughter, and under the influence
of so many additional years. She looked at
Philip, and concluded that he would at least find some
way of eluding her authority if she exercised it, and it
did not consist with her dignity to be either "absolutely"
or partially disobeyed.</p>
<p>"You forget," she said, "that I have never taken
such authority upon me since you were a child. I will
not forbid you to do what you have set your heart
upon. I can only say, Philip, that I don't think your
mother would wish you to go<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"If that's all, granny," said the boy, "I think I can
take my mother into my own hands. But why do you
call me Philip? You never call me that but when you
are angry."</p>
<p>"Was I ever angry?" she said, with a smile; "but
if we are to consider you a man, looking down upon
women, and taking your movements upon your own
responsibility, my dear, it would be ridiculous that you
should be little Pippo any more."</p>
<p>"Not little Pippo," he said, with a boyish, complacent
laugh, rising up to his full height. A young man
nearly six feet high, with a scholarship in his pocket,
how is he to be expected to take the law from his old
grandmother as to what he is to do?</p>
<p>And young Philip did go to town triumphantly by
the night mail. He had never done such a thing before,
and his sense of manly independence, of daring,
almost of adventure, was more delightful than words
could say. There was not even any one, except the
man who had driven him into Penrith, to see him
away, he who was generally accompanied to the last
minute by precautions, and admonitions, and farewells.
To feel himself dart away into the night with nobody
to look back to on the platform, no gaze, half smiling,
half tearful, to follow him, was of itself an emancipation
to Pippo. He was a good boy and no rebel against the
double maternal bond which had lain so lightly yet so
closely upon him all his life. It was only for a year or
two that he had suspected that this was unusual, or
even imagined that for a growing man the sway of two
ladies, and even their devotion, might make others
smile. Perhaps he had been a little more particular in
his notions, in his manners, in his fastidious dislike to
dirt and careless habits, than was common in the somewhat
rough north country school which had so risen in
scholastic note under the last head master, but which
was very far from the refinements of Eton. And lately
it had begun to dawn upon him that a mother and a
grandmother to watch over him and care for him in
everything might be perhaps a little absurd for a young
man of his advanced age. Thus his escapade, which
was against the will of his elder guardian, and without
the knowledge of his mother—which was entirely his
own act, and on his own responsibility, went to Philip's
head, and gave him a sort of intoxication of pleasure.
That his mother should be displeased, really displeased,
should not want him—incredible thought! never entered
into his mind save as an accountable delusion of
granny's. His mother not want him! All the arguments
in the world would never have got that into
young Pippo's head.</p>
<p>Mrs. Dennistoun waking up in the middle of the
night to think of the boy rushing on through the dark
on his adventurous way, recollected only then with
much confusion and pain that she ought to have telegraphed
to Elinor, who might be so engaged as to
make it very embarrassing for her in her strange circumstances
to see Pippo—that the boy was coming.
In her agitation she had forgotten this precaution.
Was it perhaps true, as the young ones thought, that
she was getting a little slower in her movements, a
little dulled in her thoughts?</p>
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